I cant pretend that I am okay
With not seeing you and being with you for even a day
I felt more than I thought for you
It's unbearable and unsettling too
To have you so close but yet so far
It's hard to pretend that I am not hurt I can't lie
And be okay with the fact that I don't fit your idea
I get it we should do what's best for us it's only fair.
I know I have mountains to climb,
To be on a frequency I feel i need to be
All I ask for is time
I don't mean to make thing complicated and hard
With you I know I can play the part
All I ask is a chance to grow into what you need
This is my unapologetic plead.
I am not very good at selling myself
But I knew from the very first kiss
It's you I wanted to share the rest of my life with
I need you because my mind you enrich
That's why I can not I will not pack up and disappear
Consider your position and give this an ear
I know there is a lot to fear
Even Rome was not built in a year.
May 6, 2020
May 6, 2020 at 9:26 AM UTC
You say you love me the most,
You love me in many ways,
So marry me,
And take the vow"I do".
5/7/2019
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 8:50 AM UTC
How do the indigent survive
for who or what they strive?
a haze of drugs, and alcohol
camping sidewalks, stores, and malls
A wandering too stay alive
from place to place, or dive too dive
trying to stand strait and tall
from lofty places fell, or fall
Ushered in as they arrive
cold and wet, and yes deprived
programs designed to stall
not enough, for some, for all
We see them when we walk or drive
the crazed the mad un-contrived
in the land of plenty so enthralled
no answer for the holding call
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 8:50 AM UTC
As per the last will of my husband the proceeds of his new Mercedes-Benz to be given to his beautiful secretary,
So I sold it to an old man for $100.
5/7/2019
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 8:50 AM UTC
My love is like and ocean,
Deep with full of secrets.
Love me and you will always be exploring its depth.
6/7/2019.
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 8:49 AM UTC
I have loved you and I don't know who you are
Nor your name
Or where you from
Or how far
It's been years that I have waited
To meet you
To see you for who you are
With each heart break
I sensed that you were close
With every tear
I felt how you cared
With each day that passed
I felt you near
I've loved you and I don't know who you are
Tell me..
Do you like walking in the rain
Or cuddling on Sunday morning
And pancakes covered in honey
Do you sing at the top of your lungs
Listening to Jeremy loops on the radio
"Down south" our favorite song.
Tell me..
When you think of love
Do you think of me too
Or am I just hoping for a fairytale.
Jun 15, 2019
Jun 15, 2019 at 6:15 PM UTC
Star cross lover
Where are you now
You are my addiction
My parallel vine
Born different
From a different time
A different place
A different town
world's apart
separated by love
My addiction
My unholy wine
You the wind that make my leaves dance
My nightmare to my unattainable plans
I am addicted to your
kiss
Breath taking
I am addicted to your
touch
Heart stopping
My star crossed lover
Two sides of a coin
We were born different
From a different time
Worlds apart
Set me free from my broken heart
You were forever meant to be mine.
Jun 6, 2019
Jun 6, 2019 at 3:59 PM UTC
I've seen the shadows
in things that're not there
not deep, but not shallow
not sane, and not fair
Like an admission
and a slight deja vu
supernatural premonitions
not false, but then again, not true
More it's a feeling
not so much what's been seen
mind and soul reeling
a nightmare?
reality?
or possibly
a dream?
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 5:44 AM UTC
I will not abandon you
No matter how many times
You throw blame at me or
Leave me in the darkness
I will be waiting right here
With my heart at my feet
Offering another chance
And if you decide to try
I will smile at you and
Love you like I always have
Because that is who I am
Because that is the person
I wish you were too
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 5:43 AM UTC