Yesterday, in the afternoon i back tired,
  I slept then i wake up late
The time passed . and i am reflection in a black sky,  the white moon Is completed and that cold air as it touch my face
It was the first time i am obsessed with the moon
And its now call me every night to be it own guide
And that heavy clouds cover the moon and  it is say goodbye with a Kisses.

In the daylight and nights the exhaustion and depression it was my black arm all the time.
I hate it .it was so heavy to me and it was my left arm it was trying to Make me down i was in the depth i am drowning cant breathing
I see just the reflection of the dark
My mental health and my body can't resist it
  I am died and i am decide to end this by escaping from pains that i carry it alone .

In the failure you found me struggle,
You tell me its okay i'll help you
You made me reach up my dreams
You made me star in the darkness 
You never leave me alone
You are light in my way
I will proof to you 
What are you want me to be.

You are sometimes being mean to me
And you dont know what i need ,
Hug me to keep me safe and tell me you'll be fine here
So open your arms for me to falling down and sleep like that ,
Boy be sailor for your girl and dont leave her lost in the sea

I reached at home and i was alone ,
And you bought me a ring to believe that our love is worth the world 
You and i fly in sky and you protect me by your wings from life hardship
You think thats silly but trust me your my savior

The life is make us tired and give the pains and hards,
Whearas the joys and beautiful memories its fake
We make it to believe life is fair but its not
So we try to treating with it and fix our self to the best.

In the late night, the rains are pouring outside, and that cold air makes my body freeze.
People wearing heavy clothes are walking fast to get home, where I am staying in the corner of the room,
anxious and nervous about my future.
Whatever the world is just large.
And i am just a young guy with some little problems, but I am used to it.

In the hospital where cold walls make all the patients more depressed.
With almost no hope, no life, no colors,
Just the sound of pain and dead souls.
They are wishing to get back their health and normal life.
You see in their faces the anxiety of death.

Like usual, I'm getting confused about my future and worried about my mental state. I feel my brain cells are burned, and my lungs are chimneys, and my heart is beating hard. My head is getting heavier than before, and my eyes are getting blinded.

I slept. I woke up in the afterlife. The light came my way, and it said, "Welcome! You passed the test, and these are your results." The rain was pouring as it touched my body, and a whisper from the air called me "Val." The sunshine warmed my hair, and the angels held me to reach up to that bridge of water. I drank it, and I felt a fresh feeling. I was released into happiness, and a smile was drawn on my face. This was my journey to Heaven.

Being surrounded with strangers and create my own world

And hoping there another chance to live

Poeple doesnt had a mercy or even a compassion

I’m defeating my fears and facing them —
To be stronger than before.

My heart shattered. my brain ruind.

Because i cant see more of these awful humans.

The sun rises and the moon disappears.
The flowers bloom, coloring the blue sky.
She opened her arms for me, and her clouds held me to the heights.
She burned my depression and my sadness. And she told me, “Honey, there is no way that can bring you down.
The difficulties, you can solve them by your faith and believing in your strength.”
And then she led me to a green land in a comfy home, where she laid me down and covered my eyes.
It whispered, “Good luck.”