I've never really done something like this before...
Write something and put it up, mostly because I'm always scared that I'm not good enough compared to others, I always think that I'm not as good as others.

It's sort of like this anxiety I have, that whatever I do... isn't good enough.

I guess this  is always why I never usually do alot of things, and why I'm always keeping to myself.

Almost like... I'M not enough.