Trodde aldrig jag skulle vara så här
Chilla med ord, men nu är vi där.
Skriver en ramsa, töntig och söt,
fast det känns som något förbjudet och rött.
Tänkte att sånt här var smörigt och fjant,
men yani, ditt leende slog mig som kant.
Dina ögon—de glittrar, de ler,
och plötsligt står jag här och ser.
Men känslorna måste jag gömma och dölja,
kan inte erkänna, kan inte följa.
För jag skäms att fortfarande tro
att kärlek är mer än en lek vi kan bo.

Gabimi im, jo i juaji
Gabimi im që zgjedha lojë, ndërsa ti zgjodhe dashuri,
Gabimi im që lutem për sigurinë tënde, ndërsa ti lute për rënien time,
Gabimi im që të kërkova të qeshur, ndërsa ti më dhe mijëra lëndime,
Gabimi im që ti më ke tradhëtuar në mënyra të panumërta, gjëra që as nuk mendove se ishin lojë.
Por të fal, të lë pas, sepse e kaluara nuk kthehet,
Dua më shumë, jo vetëm një mbetje që e ke përkthyer si pleh.

A globe, a map, a world so wide—
why can’t you stay and sit by my side?
Maybe take a seat, let's talk what's true,
the pieces we’ve lost, the things we're due.

Just stay a while, I’ll help you heal,
promise to show you something real.
But we split paths—your crew, your code,
said love's not part of the street you rode.

You picked your side—cigarettes and pride,
but I swore I'd never make you cry inside.
now your depressed i can see it by the way your dressed you chose the wrong girl now look whos so stressed

Social studies, a world so wide,
With maps and globes, and words we can't find.
A teacher speaks, but there's no reply,
And we struggle, searching, asking why.

What if we could just understand,
What all of this means, where it’s meant to land?
But when no one helps, we stand alone,
Looking for answers that aren’t yet known.

So we carve our own paths,
Seeking and finding, despite the wrath.
And if no one gets it, we stand our ground,
With friends who know, and answers found.

Stay here, I don't like being alone.
I feel like I'm being thrown into the unknown.
Without your presence, so deep in meaning—
Your eye contact is all I’m needing.

A language we speak, peak for peak,
That no one else gets, yet it’s what we seek.
A glare? A scan? A code we understand.
So stay—don’t go—but we can’t take more.

Hospital bed. A soul is dead.
Where did you go? Why was I left instead—
Living, but dead.

Through the winds of the heart and stormy seas,
I found you, who sees my soul and all I release.
Not my shape, but love’s deep sound,
In your eyes, a peaceful solace I’ve found.

Your smile shines like the morning light,
With you, the world feels safe and right.
Not desire, but love’s strong thread,
A journey toward joy, where our hands are led.

Your gaze ignites a hopeful flame,
With you, each day feels like a glorious name.
A love so pure, like the sky’s blue hue,
In my heart I know – I only want you.

Now here we stand, as dreams come true,
Proud to be your girl, growing closer to you.

You are my home, my safety, my friend,
Not a stranger – my love, my very own till the end. 🤍

You look at me, yet still you walk away,
Is there a secret behind your smile, or am I just another game to play?
I feel your gaze when you think I can’t see,
And I know there’s more, but you keep it locked — just throw more mystery at me.
I try to be strong, but you pull me in tight,
With every move, every word, I lose my voice and light.
You protect, yet you hurt — it’s like some twisted game,
And my heart no longer knows what’s right or who’s to blame.