I finally Got what I wanted
I never needed it in the first place
I dOn't even want it
Just take it back
I unDerstand that I don't need you to live anymore

you left it on my desk
i only read the first line
"im so sorry"

it was then i knew
what you meant

her fist was on my jaw
like a cold wind on the face
sharp and burning

i dropped the note
now i know why
why you made me promise
not to fight

it was hard
i knew i could ****
i knew it would **** you too

and for that
Im the one who is sorry

one every 17
84.7 in a day
30,938 in a year

never in the media
the words never published
the scars never seen

its like being stalked like a ******
waiting for your moment of weakness
waiting to make you 1 out of 17

i wish you would just come over
no talking
just lay with me

i guess it is too much to ask

Last night, my best friends saved my life. And all I can say is Thank You.

they say silence kills, but i think that it is the people who choose to stay silent are the real killers. they are all silent, in a room full of my screams. choosing not to hear them

Am I lying to myself
Is this all just a joke
everyone says it is

Do you even care
if you did
would you show it

people think we are
but do you
do i

i don't know what i think anymore
im not nieve
im not dumb

but the way they say you look at me
means 100 things
stop looking and talk to me
before i believe the lies and leave for good