Put me in a coffin
So I can lay next to you
One last time
Until the end of time

I found you in the dirt
Half buried and half hurt
To scared to love
To scared to trust
To sacred to be used by another one you love.

I sit on the side walk well cars drive by
Flickering lights upon my eyes

A hazy thought comes to mind
About a time I was actually warm inside

Fingers cold to the bone
A sliver of hope arouse

From my aching belly to my chattering teeth
I couldn’t feel the ground beneath my feet

Was it my time I had been waiting for
Or would it be another failure to add to my door

Soon I’d hope for it to end
Well my corpse turnt blue and neck bent

Her words are thunder, in a storm of her actions.
Her thoughts are light in the darkness she calls home.

You ******* selfish
You the most selfish person I've ever met
You took what I loved most in life

You

I'm all alone
I've been alone my whole life and I've been fine
I've been living without actually living
You made me feel Alive for the first time in what's felt like a lifetime
Now I'm all alone
Again
Worst then before
Worst then ever
What happened to forever and always?
Forever depressed
And
Always wanting to die

I feel the cold air on my back
It feels like I’m getting attacked

I feel a numbness in my feat
Shall it be my defeat

I feel a tingle down my spine
Oh is it a sign

I feel a pain in my eyes
Shall it be my time

I feel a hole in my heart
It’s because we’re apart

I feel the end is near
And I’m ready to disappear

No pain no sorrow
You won’t have to see me tomorrow

Love is the feeling of looking into a set of eyes and never wanting to look away

We all are born to die and live to try.
Try find their purpose
Try find their match
Try find their missing patch

Some die to young
Some die to old
Some die unwilling and that’s a sad truth to be told.

It’s been awhile since I was last here
I’ve been trying to live again and I have been
But not completely
I’m still empty
There’s still something missing
The love
The honesty
The trust
My soulmate
Her
She is gone
And a part of me is too.
She left with it in her heart
Even tho it’s hard for me
She should of had it and she deserves it.
She deserves dying with a bit of happiness and my whole heart full with unconditional love.
I’m still in love with her and always will be.
That part of my heart that’s missing can never be replaced and she’ll always have a part of me, the best part.
But like I said, she deserves it.
She deserved the world
But she was too good for it.
Now she’s in heaven and finally truly happy. But I know she’s a bit sad.
A bit sad because she’s always with me and she can see me happy and living but she can also see me crying and dying.
Very slowly but none the less.
Ever since I met her I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. She’s spending the rest of her life with me and experiencing it through my eyes but I’m sorry the vision isn’t clear because it’s full of tears.
I’m trying but it’s hard
I know there’s a god
But he hasn’t done anything for me but tear me apart.
One day I’ll be able to see you again and look into those eyes that were my paradise.

And then and only then
I’ll finally be happy again.