I stayed single for awhile for a reason I didn’t wanna get hurt but as soon as I get hope I get hurt I don’t find the right people anymore if you are not happy single you are not gonna be happy in a relationship people need to understand that I need to understand that I was better off alone I see that now I was better off keeping my distance from everyone anyone I need to keep on with that staying away from people is gonna be a thing because that’s all people do is hurt you and there’s nothing you can do about it

I’m not dating for awhile that **** makes you start to fall then you slip and fall on false hope that there’s good in the world but people need a 30 second trailer just to see what there all about but in the end you fall hard for someone who’s just gonna leave then you started from when all you are is friends when you actually caught feelings like a *******

His eyes and his eyes only
His eyes I could stare into forever
His eyes are the only ones I could fall for
I can’t look at anyone and fall for them
Only him he makes the others not look interesting only him only him and his eyes
Those ******* eyes
Those deep blue eyes
Yet I can’t tell him I like him and only want him
I can’t think about anyone else or stare at anyone
Only him I only want him but he would hate me
He would hate the fact him and I are friends and I like him more then that
He would hate me or distrust me
I want him but I can’t tell him and only him but for me that’s just a dream I’ll see him there every night and I’ll only see him there I’ll see him at school but my mind knows that he will never want me my heart wants him so bad but there’s that war in my head and heart about him my friends tell me I should but In my mind I know it will not happen my heart wants it to
In the end I’ll never get him maybe

You hit me like a storm fast and messy,
You hurt me like a knife stabbed a man,
You with your charm drew me in,
You drew me in with your smile I’ll never forget that smile,
You kept me away from reality,
You kept me from myself,
You had me rapped around your finger,
You broke me in the end
And I’ll never forget it what you did even if you give me that smile once more

To my fist love:
I thought many things about you,
My though for falling for you was not one.
You made me feel ways I’ve never felt before and you said sorry,
Because you knew no one could make me feel the same way you did, my mistake in judgement.
We still have our long talks but they grow shorter, I’ll never be able to get your touch out of my mind.
And your eyes were like the ocean I could get lost in them for days, those **** eyes.
One look into your eyes and I was done, you made me feel happy when I was alone.
Now we are both alone and unhappy... But we will never admit it, why? Because we don’t like to get hurt

To Anyone:
I know you had a bad day I hope this helps out a bit,
You are important needed wanted and loved by the ones closest to you don’t give up your happiness will come and sometimes it will go but you will find your happiness and it will never leave you may have your bad days but you will always end up smiling in the end when you have found happiness.