1, 2, 1, 2,
Shaking, Shaking
Panting, Panting
Bye bye consciousness

Feeling dizzy
Can't see properly
Feels like I'm dying
Jesus help me stop

A sprinkle of kindness
I'm hungry for some
It should spread like a virus
I want at least a little crumb

Just admit it, we all need some
'Cause if we don't spread it, we will all go glum
It might be hard
But please don't outsmart

Proverbs 11:17 - A man who is kind, benefits himself,
but a cruel man hurts himself
Be humble
But if you are mean to yourself, you'll feel as small as an elf

Maybe it's not visible
But trust me it is miserable
I'm not the same
It doesn't feel real, it's all just a silly game

I try every single day
but anything I do
It's never enough
Get me out of these soul trapping handcuffs

Jesus, bring me back
Put me on the right track
I'm hopeless now
I need you to come down

You're the only one I think about
Day and night
When you smile at me, I want to shout
I just want to hug you tight

You are finally mine
So sweet, so divine
Prayers and wishes
I'll send you all my kisses

Hold my hand
Give me hugs
Say bye bye
"Until I see you again, my love"

Friendships, I can never hang on
To the people who I linger with, I warn
I try and try, but I fail
Then my tears fall down like stones of hail

So painful, it traumatises my brain
It is too hard, not able to train
Someone show me, tell me how
I need urgent advice, TELL ME NOW!!!

I always ruin it
I've never felt trusted
Yes I've tried to quit
But I've been saved again, by my heavenly father, Jesus Christ

I'll pray for whoever feels like this too
They sometimes make me feel like poo
If you need help like I did,
Just call for His help, and He will be there <3

I am a Christian, what is wrong with that?
You make me look like some kind of rat
Why are you so hateful?
This time that I take to convince you isn't wasteful

I love Jesus, I love God
But some people think this is odd
I don't know why they act like this is new
When everything I preach is actually true

"Jesus loves me this I know
For the Bible tells me so
Little ones to Him belong
They are weak but He is strong"

Life, only God knows
When you're looking for the answer, He always shows
For some, it's long
But little do they know, they are doing it all wrong

Some people live it good, some bad
But once they see the wrath of God, it will be sad
It's not hard to just say sorry
'Cause if you don't, it will all go sorely

God knows your heart
Your life to Him is a very important part
If you give your life to him
You will NEVER feel pain, not in one tiny limb

JESUS LOVES YOU!!!

Lonely, I feel some times
I am like a mime
Invisible to everyone
I don't get it, no one tells me the reason

The daylights have gone
Anxiety crawls every split second
The moonlight has shone
It is immensely unpleasant

Darker circles under eyes
Wolfs howling in the night
Something I am not able to disguise
shivering under the covers, I hide.

The ocean flowed in the breeze
I could feel the waves as they pushed
My fingers began to freeze
It was cold, sharp as a thorn bush.

I was lost on an island.
I couldn't see a boat.
And I thought I could find them
So I created a note.

"Farewell my good friends.
Enjoy those fun days.
But this is where my fun ends
Continue to be full of craze."

You never told me
I thought you were my missing piece
You never acted like you appreciated me
Like if I was nothing to you

I loved you all the way
Thinking you were the one
You never made me feel grey
Then when you said yes, I thought this would be fun

Your eyes would hypnotise my soul
Making me worry
So sad that I turned dull
That in the end you made me feel fuzzy

When I remember this is my first time, you make me feel like slime
But everyone would tell me "This is not the time".
I didn't know what to do
So I had to end it, This was the only thing I could do

Good Luck and God bless you <3

Long, Long
Too much time
Will I stay strong
Waiting for too long should be a crime

Holidays, holidays
Will you be fun
Or are you like a maze
Able to get lost easily but I still run

Come back already
I've waited enough
My impatience needs a remedy
I want to scream, Jesus give me peace