Maybe it's not visible
But trust me it is miserable
I'm not the same
It doesn't feel real, it's all just a silly game

I try every single day
but anything I do
It's never enough
Get me out of these soul trapping handcuffs

Lord, bring me back
Put me on the right track
I'm hopeless now
I need you to come down

Friendships, I can never hang on
To the people who I linger with, I warn
I try and try, but I fail
Then my tears fall down like stones of hail

So painful, it traumatises my brain
It is too hard, not able to train
Someone show me, tell me how
I need urgent advice, TELL ME NOW!!!

Life, only God knows
When you're looking for the answer, He always shows
For some, it's long
But little do they know, they are doing it all wrong

Some people live it good, some bad
But once they see the wrath of God, it will be sad
It's not hard to just say sorry
'Cause if you don't, it will all go sorely

God knows your heart
Your life to Him is a very important part
If you give your life to him
You will NEVER feel pain, not in one tiny limb

JESUS LOVES YOU!!!

The daylights have gone
Anxiety crawls every split second
The moonlight has shone
It is immensely unpleasant

Darker circles under eyes
Wolfs howling in the night
Something I am not able to disguise
shivering under the covers, I hide.

The ocean flowed in the breeze
I could feel the waves as they pushed
My fingers began to freeze
It was cold, sharp as a thorn bush.

I was lost on an island.
I couldn't see a boat.
And I thought I could find them
So I created a note.

"Farewell my good friends.
Enjoy those fun days.
But this is where my fun ends
Continue to be full of craze."