i guess that's kind of sad.
     - how i'm just moving forward, without any particular destination in mind. in the end of the day, that's all that really matters because life waits for no one and i do not want to be the one that gets left behind. i'm not going to be.

and i guess that's kind of sad.
     - that i have never been on good terms with it. i'm learning how to be comfortable in it, though. slowly but surely.

and i guess it really is kind of sad
    - that i am feeling so content with all of this. simultaneously laughing and crying but feeling so right in the midst of this mess, it's ridiculous. maybe there's a pinch of sadness in everything to balance out the happiness we feel. and I am honestly, really content with everything.