Feeling loneliness. It's not  a phase. It's a living reality .All my. life watching others life.
Is my life a lie or an and endless dream? Without taste and feelings.

Routine is suffocating me .No love around. No hope to be loved back. Me , myself and the whole world.

The world is expecting too much from me without caring about me.

In the end of the day, I am just alone with myself.

Loneliness.

Maybe when I find you
I will be happy.
But now only I see is my dream.
  The stars shine in the sky and
   your smile too.
  Why you don't say anything?
   I am here for you even you don't know
   who I am.I wish I could scream the truth
    and not be a coward.
   You're my dream.
    That's why you will be my star in the sky.
     Away from me and the same time next to me.
      At least in my thought.

We do hope for a better future but the world seems to be alone.I am just an observer and I am trying to help other people while I cant help my self.My heart is drowning in my world without end.Who am I?A traveller or a unhopless dreamer?I cant stop dreming but i keep living in this empty room.I am getting to used to live without think myself.I am not suffering  but I am still waiting.I am waiting my dreams without think what can makes me happy.Now everything collapses and everyone forgets  their dreams and they do hope.Maybe they still do...