Am I blending in or fading out?
Either way I'm not in control
I swear I'm still sleeping
Drowning somewhere in my dreams
Where the silence is so sweet
Removed from my consciousness
I am chaos
I am peace

I could see
My body lying next to me
At the hands of my enemies
I need him so desperately

Still holding on
But I can't breathe
Stuck in between real life and dream
Am I letting agony get the best of me?

Deliver me into my dissolution
Why won't you begin
To drain me of my sins
And breathe in the hope
I need to live
Or do we deserve to die like you
Once did

You can't hold this against me
I've suffered in the dark
And you weren't there to pull me out
God won't you speak to me now.