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Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
You tore me down,
tore me to pieces.
When you left
all I could think of
is where did I ******* up?
Did I do something to
push you away?
Was it me who
made you feel this way?
Oh, please let me know.
Was I the reason
you hadn't stayed?
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
I think I'm falling
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I feel as if the voice inside my head is what's making me feel like I'm falling down the rabbit hole...
Then I think and I know that my thoughts are heavier than my eyelids. Especially at night.  I want to be saved from this sea I'm drowning in.
Someone make this life okay before I loose
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Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
I am a hopeless romantic,
looking for someone to hold.

I grasp my heart,
so tender and frail,
searching for someone foretold.

I could tell you to stay,
but that's all on your own.
We choose our own destiny,
whether that is too bold.

We believe we're not good enough
for one quite told ,
but that just shows,
we're searching for someone to hold.
I don't know how I feel about this one...
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
I am the moon and sun
above all love
and against all evil.

My will is to never
let one fall
to the depths of hell
without showing them
how much it means
to be loved.

I control the tide,
the weather too,
and when it's time,
you'll go to be
free.

My thoughts are
leaves
blowing in the wind,
and flowers
growing towards
the sky.

I will keep
you safe,
and I'll hold on
tight.

For I am the moon and sun,
above all love
and against all evil.
Meeeeh. yes? no?
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
And now I bid you
goodbye.
farewell.
adieu.

I'm finished with your
shenanigans.
You tore me down,
broke me into
pieces.

But now I'm doing
me.
I'm letting you go.

Because it's tiring
crossing oceans
for someone
who won't cross
a puddle
for you.
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
I know sometimes I don’t say the right things but I really am trying my hardest. You’re such a beautiful soul and you deserve the world.
I’m in love with you but I know that does not mean much because your heart is broken and I’m just broken.
I want to give you my all, but it’s tiring giving everything to someone who won’t give it back.
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
I hope you know
That you are
My exception to love.

I haven't let myself
Love anyone but you
For years.

I used to think
That I wasn't capable of loving.
Then I met you.
And all my worries
Flew away.
Written for Michelle (:
MRN
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
MRN
Your eyes,
they shine
like the moon
above the sea.
Your soul,
is more wondrous
than a giant
in the clouds.
You heart,
is more loving
than a mother to her newborn baby.
And I think that is what
drew me to you.
Written for my darling girlfriend, Michelle. <3
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
And there will come a day when life becomes gray.
And all things that were once happy become sad.
Because every thing can go from bad to worse in a matter of seconds.
And that’s when you realize you need someone to talk to.
But you won’t reach out for help.
When you realize something’s off inside,
That’s when it’ll be too late.
Because everything that was colorful is now gray,
And once you’re in the gray area you never can get out.
And those gray areas become darker.
Until you you cross into the black.
And everything goes from bad to worse.
And from worse to horrid.
And the next thing you know you’re slashing your own ****** wrists for the billionth time.
**Trigger warning**
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
I don't know if I can make it much longer.
This pain is too heavy on this life I lead.
My thoughts are like hurricanes,
leaving me stranded in my own pool of *******.
I can't seem to stand still on solid ground,
and when I'm moving,
my head spins completely around.
Someone save me before I drown.
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
It's funny
how
something so simple
can seem so
complicated.

When the tide kisses the
shore,
do you ever think
why?

Maybe it's because
I love you.

Maybe it's from the
love
you gave me.

Or maybe it's because
you left me
without saying goodbye.
Kyrstin Mohler Feb 2014
Nothing shines quite  as bright
Than your eyes
In the moonlight.

Your heart,
It beats to the rhythm
Of our love.

The sunrise,
Is nothing compared
To your everlasting beauty.

Your soul,
Is more trusting
Than the love from
A mother.

You're absolutely everything
To me in this harsh,
Harsh world.

Please don't leave me,
Because all I need
Is you.
Kyrstin Mohler Mar 2014
I will never forget your love for trees.
How you lit up whenever you thought they looked beautiful.
Even during the winter,
When they're cold and bare,
You always saw in them,
Their full beauty.
And I think that's why I love trees, too.
Because you are so passionate about them.
Your passion flew to me and it lit a spark,
Igniting my love for them.
They are so peaceful.
They are always there.
Whether it's freezing cold,
Or extremely hot.
They are still living,
Breathing,
Existing.
They have eternal beauty.
Just like you.
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