I write these words because I got nothing left to say/
Feeling like a failure I didn't need this one today/
Too worried/
Feeling the pressure, can't breathe, won't even start about the weather/
Because weather or not/ I try so hard to come and make it so far
Memories of past failures come through so visible/a scar

A scar that once cut deep/
Slice down your brain/
Now every move you make reminds you of the pain/

So I write these words on pages in between records of faith goals/
and to-do-lists like/
Can I really do this?