The thought of you still keeps me up at night
The memories of the way I felt alive when I was with you still rips my heart apart
Your voice echos in my mind in the stillness of night
Your laugh is forever on reply in my mind
I 'll never forget how you made something so simple mean the world to me
How when I was with you I felt like no one else was around
How my face felt from not being able to stop smiling
How holding your hand felt like it was truly made for mine
But most of all I'll never remember how you made me feel like you actually love me
I believed it in the fastest and slightest way and I fell
hard
Head first
Thoughts started to fill my head
I had doubts about you but you clouded my head with your sweet words
Your touch
Your kiss
And I fell for it
Now when it was time to pick me up you left
I never felt a pain so real and raw until you
You turned your back on me
You'll never know what it felt like the day you left me
How my fists pounded my steering wheel from all the rage built inside of me
How echos of screams filled my car
How the warmth of tears never stopped and my vision was blurred
You'll never know the pain I felt that night driving in my car
And still in my heart I hope you never do
because even after all the pain you caused me all I ever want for you is to find true happiness
I don't want the pain I felt that night from you to come from someone else and haunt you like it did me