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By: Cedric McClester It’s, “affordable housing,” That we can’t afford Our cries in vain Go largely ignored So please don’t ask us Where the grapes of wrath are stored If you don’t want us To respond untoward They show us an unaffordable AMI For people who barely Are just getting by So to call it affordable Is a bold face lie That try though they may They cannot deny We’re brought together To plan and plot Our community’s future Are we not But they won’t admit To what’s already in place Like a zoning change What a disgrace Ultimately we’re told our future’s Up to us And if we believe them As they say we must They seek our ideas Like they really matter But I know all that is Is just chitter chatter Cedric McClester, Copyright © 2017. All rights reserved.
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Mar 7, 2017
Mar 7, 2017 at 10:24 PM UTC
“AFFORDABLE HOUSING”
iJust Want To Escape From Reality once again. Heartfull of Pain, Pipe Full of Magic Im Having So Many Racing Thoughts, wild emotions zoning i feel like Im losing it Again, iwant Outs at this moment i want to Scream **** THIS" And Run Away again.  Icant cope With this, its too much iwant to feel numb and forget.
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Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 8:57 PM UTC
iTurn to.
i live in a ******** so boring tractors roam the streets in the usual traffic, but i found that you can wizen up to a title of wizard by finding inanimate things entertaining and thought provoking, because the internet will not become the next scapegoat of goldfish memory - not the next box of entertainment - it will be what god’s green earth indented. out here, where you’re far from trafalgar sq. you get crows circling back to the origin of the woods with odin on the lyre venting out against too much pigeon **** coo coo of the attired men and women marking karma with the no. 13 and being ******* on from on high, you get seagulls, even, seagulls so far into dry land... imagine! and you get the autistic zoning in of the cat’s eye, those cats are very autistic, their eyes tell the sad sad story of encapsulated solipsism - snap your fingers or meow and they look at you passing you looking at some randomised point of entering their sleeping pattern - very autistic those cats, they look at you almost cross-eyed when you try to snap them out of it - out of it being: ****** off at being awake. very autistic those cats, those cats are very autistic, they look at you looking past you, looking almost cross-eyed - don’t blame me for the zigzag or the w! so as i said, it’s so boring where i live you see tractors and crows, and the only solidification of your presence is either provided for by an addiction to television eager for the flicker - or drinking... watching bricks, thinking bits and bobs out for the torrent of slavic plumbers building the great ****** of london. lo... upon the yonder... there it blooms ******* i like places where trees tower over man's handing man brick on brick - makes the sky a bit bigger and less asthmatic.
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Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 10:29 AM UTC
cats autistic
i live in a ******** so boring tractors roam the streets in the usual traffic, but i found that you can wizen up to a title of wizard by finding inanimate things entertaining and thought provoking, because the internet will not become the next scapegoat of goldfish memory - not the next box of entertainment - it will be what god’s green earth indented. out here, where you’re far from trafalgar sq. you get crows circling back to the origin of the woods with odin on the lyre venting out against too much pigeon **** coo coo of the attired men and women marking karma with the no. 13 and being ******* on from on high, you get seagulls, even, seagulls so far into dry land... imagine! and you get the autistic zoning in of the cat’s eye, those cats are very autistic, their eyes tell the sad sad story of encapsulated solipsism - snap your fingers or meow and they look at you passing you looking at some randomised point of entering their sleeping pattern - very autistic those cats, they look at you almost cross-eyed when you try to snap them out of it - out of it being: ****** off at being awake. very autistic those cats, those cats are very autistic, they look at you looking past you, looking almost cross-eyed - don’t blame me for the zigzag or the w! so as i said, it’s so boring where i live you see tractors and crows, and the only solidification of your presence is either provided for by an addiction to television eager for the flicker - or drinking... watching bricks, thinking bits and bobs out for the torrent of slavic plumbers building the great ****** of london. lo... upon the yonder... there it blooms ******* i like places where trees tower over man's handing man brick on brick - makes the sky a bit bigger and less asthmatic.
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If we never met, If our paths never crossed I'd have been zoning out in the void, a lonely particle. Me would be the only reality in that cold dark emptiness. But we bumped heads, stuck together, and BANG! A universe, beating hearts, love.
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May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 11:21 PM UTC
My Physics
Byron and I play The All Topics Open. Eighteen holes   Invariably draws nostalgic. Byron mentioned he went to the WWF in Detroit. I sliced into a childhood memory Of midgets at Cobo Hall: Cobo Hall, Saturday Night. Be there! Byron started pitching old wrestlers and holds: Leaping Larry Shane, great with the Anaconda Vice; Killer Kowalski vs. Bobo Brazil, pinned by the Crucifix and Abdominal Stretch; **** the Bruiser* tagging with The Sheik To defeat Gorgeous George and Crybaby McCarthy. Byron went on in detail, with tabernacle authority: “It was a Bear Hug that quickly swung in to a Quarter, then Half, then Full Nelson; Crybaby bounced off a knee, Was driven to the mat and pinned By a Front Sleeper.” (Jimmy's newborn picture faded in, and the pose he naturally struck baby arms cocked like a sideshow muscle man   Daddy quipped: **** the Bruiser*. I was Leaping Larry Shane. Daddy quipped: Larry the Stooge. I didn't see that move) Byron was intense. I could hear, but I was zoning. Crybaby and Front Sleeper dazed me. How time Venns. I was pinned today. I recognized the feeling. Tagged, then pinned by The inescapable Baby Nelson. You know the hold. On your back. Baby on chest, face down. Pinned.
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Aug 9, 2014
Aug 9, 2014 at 10:05 AM UTC
The Baby Nelson
...Our bodies, clothed, our souls, naked, our Selves, exposed, under the glow, so sacred, the glow, of the deep red moon, in it’s eclipse, in our eclipse, more than epic, everything all of it, love crazy as a lunatic, this is honestness, in all honestness, all of us, involved not embroiled, incense, and oils, timeless heirlooms of pheromones, undertones of unknowns future plans postponed, the core of our chromosomes covered in ecstatic moans, the world our throne ET finally phoned home, emotions amplified no microphone, thrown into our sensory’s cyclone, zoning in the zone she shook me to my bones, bones, ashes, dust, memories, amnesia memories, for as quickly as she’d appeared, she vanished in an instant, gone like a forgotten prophecy… from The H Trilogy Vol. 1 available worldwide ∆
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Jul 24, 2016
Jul 24, 2016 at 6:08 PM UTC
Dream Girl
Watery hands Dripping from my own Before the mirror. Juggling with the unseen Parts of me. Portraits of the dearest ones Long dead and gone They're zooming out I am zoning out. --Eleanor Rigby
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Nov 30, 2016
Nov 30, 2016 at 5:36 AM UTC
LSD
have you ever wanted something so bad you'd give up everything just to have it? a few years back, all i wanted was to be so ******* happy. i would've given up everything and everyone for that state of everlasting euphoria. two years after, the world has knocked some sense into me, and i realised you can never really be that happy, at least not all the time. so instead of aiming to be unrealistically happy, i wanted to feel something, anything would do. you see, when all you feel is extreme sadness, all you'd want to feel is extreme happiness. but when all you feel is nothing. when you're hollow, when you're so empty you can't feel yourself exist, all you'd want is to feel. all you'd want is to exist. to know what complete feels like, to know what feelings feel like. at the age of thirteen, this is all i've really wanted, but i knew that just because you want something doesn't mean you'll get it. (life's no wish granting factory.) (there are no fairy god mothers, unfortunately.) (you've got no one but yourself, i think.) (now, here's where you come into the picture stutter portrait stutter masterpiece, stutter reality.) so far long, i haven't met anyone with the potential to be considered a real friend. i mean, for the most part of my existence, my friends were picked out for me. none of them knew how to stay, not with someone like me, and i didn't know how to stay either. you weren't like all those other friends, you weren't someone, someone else has picked out for me, i wanted you as bad as i wanted to feel something and i think you were the only person i couldn't imagine myself giving up to that. you were the only person that i felt like holding on to. felt..? with you, empty is a foreign word to me. you are fulfillment in it's only form. you are what makes me, and you're the only one i'd allow to break me. (although you never do.) you are the only one i feel like giving every part of myself to, take all of me. don't give any back. i don't need any back because i feel you existing within me -in my thoughts- the only place i spend so much time zoning off in because it's the only place i get to completely have you. there's a thin to thick line between love and need and it's deadly (when it's both at once) but i've only ever felt alive with you. and even god is a witness to all the love I have for you and my inability to let go is enough proof to how much i need you. i need you in many ways other than needing you to be mine, in fact i don't think you can ever be of anyone's possession. i don't think you can belong to anyone entirely, because you are the universe and you are what keeps everyone going even when you can't keep going yourself. please, always keep going or else everything will die away with you. you're not everything a person should be but you're all i ever wanted in a person and i know you're not perfect but your mistakes don't define you either. don't let anything define you, because you're much too much to fit under words. i love that you're guarded, and you don't let many people in, but baby, i swear you're loved x100. you are wanted. (i'll aways be the one to want you most though.) i love trying to understand you. i love you for everything you are and everything you could ever become and i'll love you for now and years to come. so for this year, all i really want is you. you to be okay. i guess i finally found my euphoria and maybe you do end up getting what you want.
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Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 4:55 PM UTC
conversations that take place in my head with you: (not really with you, just, you, the one in my head.)
have you ever wanted something so bad you'd give up everything just to have it? a few years back, all i wanted was to be so ******* happy. i would've given up everything and everyone for that state of everlasting euphoria. two years after, the world has knocked some sense into me, and i realised you can never really be that happy, at least not all the time. so instead of aiming to be unrealistically happy, i wanted to feel something, anything would do. you see, when all you feel is extreme sadness, all you'd want to feel is extreme happiness. but when all you feel is nothing. when you're hollow, when you're so empty you can't feel yourself exist, all you'd want is to feel. all you'd want is to exist. to know what complete feels like, to know what feelings feel like. at the age of thirteen, this is all i've really wanted, but i knew that just because you want something doesn't mean you'll get it. (life's no wish granting factory.) (there are no fairy god mothers, unfortunately.) (you've got no one but yourself, i think.) (now, here's where you come into the picture stutter portrait stutter masterpiece, stutter reality.) so far long, i haven't met anyone with the potential to be considered a real friend. i mean, for the most part of my existence, my friends were picked out for me. none of them knew how to stay, not with someone like me, and i didn't know how to stay either. you weren't like all those other friends, you weren't someone, someone else has picked out for me, i wanted you as bad as i wanted to feel something and i think you were the only person i couldn't imagine myself giving up to that. you were the only person that i felt like holding on to. felt..? with you, empty is a foreign word to me. you are fulfillment in it's only form. you are what makes me, and you're the only one i'd allow to break me. (although you never do.) you are the only one i feel like giving every part of myself to, take all of me. don't give any back. i don't need any back because i feel you existing within me -in my thoughts- the only place i spend so much time zoning off in because it's the only place i get to completely have you. there's a thin to thick line between love and need and it's deadly (when it's both at once) but i've only ever felt alive with you. and even god is a witness to all the love I have for you and my inability to let go is enough proof to how much i need you. i need you in many ways other than needing you to be mine, in fact i don't think you can ever be of anyone's possession. i don't think you can belong to anyone entirely, because you are the universe and you are what keeps everyone going even when you can't keep going yourself. please, always keep going or else everything will die away with you. you're not everything a person should be but you're all i ever wanted in a person and i know you're not perfect but your mistakes don't define you either. don't let anything define you, because you're much too much to fit under words. i love that you're guarded, and you don't let many people in, but baby, i swear you're loved x100. you are wanted. (i'll aways be the one to want you most though.) i love trying to understand you. i love you for everything you are and everything you could ever become and i'll love you for now and years to come. so for this year, all i really want is you. you to be okay. i guess i finally found my euphoria and maybe you do end up getting what you want.
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Slithering slice Fixture of light Flicker, flicker along the fields of my sight As the bubble I evolve in expands Expanding towards my iris Gazing upon my hands Pupils dilated Expand, expand That's all reality does until it morphs towards a new dimension Once, again it is small Doing so is your decision Senses all bound to one Bound upon the screen am I High upon the realm is my third eye Rattling the vibration towards the ends of my feet In Out Then the energy meets Continuous flow Cycle, repetition, insanity, whatever may dwell through your mind All is all, it merely depends on the kind Variety, but also the same Dry, but with a hint of rain There is never a fully accurate range to perceive vibrations At least not in this journey My journey, my mere reality A malleable matter this dimension is Zoning unto a higher form brings the bliss Endless doors enclosed in a hallway Endless hallways enclosed in a complex Endless complexes enclosed within a grid Beyond the grid is a mirror The key to all universes merged and 'alive' within the multiverse A simple reflection, a mind blowing surge Breathing deeper into the land I urge Enhancements as the soul is here Ego at gone, nothing to fear How must a force so vulnerable be so beautiful? That is for all of us to answer We all thump into one, all inside the mirror of the Green Panther
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 11:38 PM UTC
The Green Panther
The Moon and the Stars It all started one night under the stars. Lying in the field on the clearest yet brisk last nights of summer's warm-held grasp. Telescope, blankets, friends and stars. We watched and waited as satellites and planes flew overhead; deciphering shooting star from orbital waste, relearning and recalling constellations recognized throughout man's lifelong past. Gazing into the wide open of the unknown with thoughts of extra-terrestrial, black holes, and the possibility of life after death. The darker the night the more magic seemed to exist. After wrapping up our outdoor viewing of the universe, we headed indoors for peaceful sessions of passing the pipe while listening to shamanic throat singing and overtones, as our friends sat gravely entranced, zoning out to the wonders of the world covered by media through National Geographic and the world-wide-web. It was somewhere a midst all this where I find myself; body calm and mind relaxed, propped up on the couch pondering the innermost immortal thoughts of the interconnectedness of life and death and sound and energy, spirit and soul as visions of spirals infinitely intertwining as one appear before my eyes. The sensations of what I imagine the reference of “getting the gears rolling” in the center of my brain as my pineal gland begins its first steps of decalcification brought about by the intentions of man. Up until this point my life was on a one track path. A steady straight line towards the unknown, unawakened, and ignorantly naive, believing everything I had been taught up until that moment was a true solid fact. With this new sensation of the potential for higher vibrations within my own soul, my heart began to rapidly race but without pain and suffering, rather with the excitement of this new realized grace. Awakening to this new idea, to this new age, to this new way of life.
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Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 11:06 AM UTC
The Moon and the Stars
The Moon and the Stars It all started one night under the stars. Lying in the field on the clearest yet brisk last nights of summer's warm-held grasp. Telescope, blankets, friends and stars. We watched and waited as satellites and planes flew overhead; deciphering shooting star from orbital waste, relearning and recalling constellations recognized throughout man's lifelong past. Gazing into the wide open of the unknown with thoughts of extra-terrestrial, black holes, and the possibility of life after death. The darker the night the more magic seemed to exist. After wrapping up our outdoor viewing of the universe, we headed indoors for peaceful sessions of passing the pipe while listening to shamanic throat singing and overtones, as our friends sat gravely entranced, zoning out to the wonders of the world covered by media through National Geographic and the world-wide-web. It was somewhere a midst all this where I find myself; body calm and mind relaxed, propped up on the couch pondering the innermost immortal thoughts of the interconnectedness of life and death and sound and energy, spirit and soul as visions of spirals infinitely intertwining as one appear before my eyes. The sensations of what I imagine the reference of “getting the gears rolling” in the center of my brain as my pineal gland begins its first steps of decalcification brought about by the intentions of man. Up until this point my life was on a one track path. A steady straight line towards the unknown, unawakened, and ignorantly naive, believing everything I had been taught up until that moment was a true solid fact. With this new sensation of the potential for higher vibrations within my own soul, my heart began to rapidly race but without pain and suffering, rather with the excitement of this new realized grace. Awakening to this new idea, to this new age, to this new way of life.
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Zoning in Zoning out Spacing into Instinctual altruism A divided reality Obliging my death storm cemetery This ritual madness; so intriguing It leaves personality to the grasp of ambiguity Immaterial realm of the fourth scenes unseen While docile, poisoned by this vial of vile mistrials I remain a ghost Unseen Mirroring black Shadowed like a ****** mess Stop this caress Fading in Fading out.
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Jul 13, 2015
Jul 13, 2015 at 5:58 PM UTC
Immaterial
They want bodies. Warm, compliant bodies. Moving parts. Hands that open doors and flip switches. Spines that bend but don’t break. They want eight hours of labor, plus the commute, plus the side hustle, plus the ever-present smile that says, "I’m lucky to be here." But bodies need rest. And there is nowhere to rest. No shoebox. No storage unit. No couch, no floor, no friend with a spare key. Just asphalt and backseats—if you’re lucky. Just parking lots and fear and pretending to be fine. We’re told to buy the things that prove we’ve made it: the ergonomic chair, the smart toaster, the streaming subscription that numbs the noise. But where do we put it? Where do we live with it? They expect us to consume while we disappear. They want machines —but with human elegance. They want efficiency —but with soul. They want labor without the laborer’s needs. We are the product and the producer. The face and the function. They demand dignity at the front desk, but deny it in the zoning map. We work full time, and still live in our cars. If we have one. If it hasn’t been towed or repossessed. If there’s a safe place to park without being harassed. Why? Why can you clock in at dawn, and still sleep under stars you didn’t wish for? Because they want bodies. But they do not want the burden of keeping us alive.
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Apr 2, 2025
Apr 2, 2025 at 6:41 AM UTC
Hourly
I live my life for the jolts and tingles the prickling of skin and the involuntary wrinkles I live my life for instances of bliss and euphoria the experiences that floor ya for the moments of clarity when I make plans with sincerity whether or not accomplishment, may indeed be a rarity I live my life for the sensular shudder of the feminine other for the flashing and thrashing and skin-tingling flutter for those shots to be made without use of a putter I live my life for new connections and epiphanies for misdirections and the mysteries for all the questions without answers like, why does life give you cancer? according to the state of california. I live my life through a miasma of sidewalks and ticking clocks through drunken walks and forgotten talks for the chance of a Win and the inevitable balks I live my life sometimes for him or for her in sin or while pure and without hope of a cure for the human condition "the human condition?" you know, when the world says, "assume the position!" and your teacher says "are you even listenin'?" I live my life for zoning out and finding Rules to flout for the workings of my mind the ability to rewind analyze the times and uncover the blinds I live my life
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Jan 15, 2013
Jan 15, 2013 at 6:49 PM UTC
the zone of positivity
My mama said its just a phase I just wanna get you high Look at the bright lights Pop a pill now I'm zoning in the sky make you fly sip slow on that poison not sure where I'm goin I'm dialated the popo keeps starin at us the locals keep glarin at us these beans keep me near sighted that *** got me so excited I bite the bullet I keep the rifle close I got the spins but I got to fight it but I think I'm losin my mind but it could be worse I'm sure that I'm fine as I check the time I cant remember the night I pay the price of giving my life flying up high and they all around me **** god **** some bomb *** **** mixin up my potion marijuana stay potent pop a pill now im zoning I'm zoning, zoning
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Oct 10, 2014
Oct 10, 2014 at 4:22 PM UTC
Pay the price of giving my life
I'm dying, Feeling the comforting cloud of death doing flip-flops through my strain. Energy bursts are useless attempts at frosting flakes of panic and regrets. Slipping. Forgetting. Curt instructions from a dangerous smile. Cloud of death. Your mysterious tension caresses every blood-vein in my body. My lungs restrict, my lungs constrict. Empty shallow boxes filled with the nothing of resistance. Can’t anyone see? Does anybody know? Does anybody have the slightest idea of just how tiresome paying attention can be? So let me go. So leave me alone. Let the fibres of believing unravel, slip apart like cracked glass about to shatter. I'm hurting. Disillusioned membranes zoning into silence. The self-illusion so palpable and strong. Hope is for people who have flowers to grow.
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Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 6:16 PM UTC
Cloud Of Death
We’re riding, feels more like flying, because this car, feels more like a spaceship, used to ride in a hybrid with eyes red, now I ride a Tesla clean as a whistle, used to use the pen as a sword, now I use my laptop as a missile, sorry I’m not sorry if I missed you, didn’t intentionally diss you, just been focused zoning on my poems, keeping it going with my mind on the mission, listen, this is the future, most are out to lunch better catch up, this isn’t a **** it sandwich this is blessing dressing, not an invalid salad but an important portion so pay attention when addressing us, fck, trying not to cuss too much, but what the fck, sometimes too much isn’t even enough, probably heard that before, probably didn’t know that was my line, see when over a million people have read your words, your words get rewritten time after time, rewritten but not bitten see there’s a difference, and yeah I know that the difference is a line and that line’s fine, and it’s crossed when the message is lost and the spirit leaves the body, but it’s not when I hear the words repeated in songs and I know those words are mine, because when I know other people also know albeit sublimely, I guess that’s what happens when your work outgrows you, when you hear words you wrote in songs and quotes, and it gives you that potent mix of anxiety and adrenaline, which leads you to speeding by throttling the clutch like a throat, heading north on America’s most west coast road, going 100 MPH with no MPG up the PCH, no MPG because the ride is all electric, like we are running in this lifelong race, racin’ with Jaden we ride out to our Topanga hideout, got a whole 10 acre mountain top up there, where we go to get ghost when we need to get away from foolish folks, from their flashing lights Hellish cellphones and all their blank faced phony stares, riding, feels more like flying, because this car, feels more like a spaceship… ∆ Aaron LA Lux ∆
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Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 9:22 AM UTC
Racin’ With Jaden (Rideout To The Hideout)
We’re riding, feels more like flying, because this car, feels more like a spaceship, used to ride in a hybrid with eyes red, now I ride a Tesla clean as a whistle, used to use the pen as a sword, now I use my laptop as a missile, sorry I’m not sorry if I missed you, didn’t intentionally diss you, just been focused zoning on my poems, keeping it going with my mind on the mission, listen, this is the future, most are out to lunch better catch up, this isn’t a **** it sandwich this is blessing dressing, not an invalid salad but an important portion so pay attention when addressing us, fck, trying not to cuss too much, but what the fck, sometimes too much isn’t even enough, probably heard that before, probably didn’t know that was my line, see when over a million people have read your words, your words get rewritten time after time, rewritten but not bitten see there’s a difference, and yeah I know that the difference is a line and that line’s fine, and it’s crossed when the message is lost and the spirit leaves the body, but it’s not when I hear the words repeated in songs and I know those words are mine, because when I know other people also know albeit sublimely, I guess that’s what happens when your work outgrows you, when you hear words you wrote in songs and quotes, and it gives you that potent mix of anxiety and adrenaline, which leads you to speeding by throttling the clutch like a throat, heading north on America’s most west coast road, going 100 MPH with no MPG up the PCH, no MPG because the ride is all electric, like we are running in this lifelong race, racin’ with Jaden we ride out to our Topanga hideout, got a whole 10 acre mountain top up there, where we go to get ghost when we need to get away from foolish folks, from their flashing lights Hellish cellphones and all their blank faced phony stares, riding, feels more like flying, because this car, feels more like a spaceship… ∆ Aaron LA Lux ∆
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I've known him forever From that first day he waved through his window To now when I can tell what he wants to say with a glance at his eyes He's the reflection I see when I look in my mirror Our minds always in sync Even when we're miles apart We have conversations with one look I understand the littlest of his moves From the slight raise of his brows when he's tensed To the flex in his toes when he's mad I have every bit of him memorized like my old favorite song Fighting him was like getting stuck in a maze with no way back except the one leading to him I know all the nooks and crannies of his heart What makes it pound and what makes it squeeze And I sure felt it do both that day And I knew it wasn't for me And realisation punched me in the stomach I loved him! Always have, always will But that heart beats for another I hate myself whenever you hug me beside you Squeezing my hands and telling her you love her The face I could paint even in my sleep became one I dreaded like the plague Because that wave was no longer mine That smirk no longer for me I realized then why they say a boy and girl can't be friends What Friend zoning meant Because then I understood that I found my soulmate, but he didn't. ©_HerOutspokenMind
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Mar 4, 2019
Mar 4, 2019 at 2:35 AM UTC
I found my soulmate but he didn't
If we don’t make it then I’ll lose trust in it all Still thinking that you’re gonna text me or call Wrong.. I don’t deserve it do I? This is why I never wanted to get close and you knew why Now I’m over here with a bottle straight zoning You’re waiting on faith and I just keep on going I think that’s where we fell off again I’m pushing past mistakes And you’re counting your sin Never thought I was perfect but we were perfect together Now we’re flying two distances With a new patch of feathers So we’re reaching new heights And both found a new place But I'm wondering now did you save me a space?
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Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 12:36 AM UTC
Caught In My Feelings Pt 1.
i Know exactly who you are, and i know very little of where you've been who's touch left a mark or suckled at your side --- i don't really care to know, but i also don't really care. you may prEtend that i am just another blindfolded beauty --- you don't but you Very well could not at my expense by in your defense scared child and one who chides In fury like a seesaw in sway a question toppling another ... i'm not trying to dig so deep, it happeNs it shrugs you shrug i tear on off today tada no witchcraft here! --- you know exactly who i am. there is something i can't hide. there's a place i don't know about. and it creaks collects dusts, mutilates and folds over in a creepy crouch, just Zoning inandout of your consciousness. you've found the deceAsed girl, the 'I-could-never-love-a-soul' under troll-bridges girl ... and i've been nowhere but here. and i know nothing of you excePt as you are to me when you're tangled in my extras controlling your relAxandrelease, and i'm the pretender, i act like i knew anyThing before you as you Atmosphere around me and ship me off in mist to sleep
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Aug 22, 2012
Aug 22, 2012 at 2:32 AM UTC
my fortunekeeper
"My dear what's wrong?" Blink, shake my head, Back to reality. "Nothing." I mutter. "Baby, what's with the frown?" Slap a smile on, "Hi how are you? Table for two?" They go to their table and I'm back on my cloud. I'm zoning out. "What are you thinking about?" I smile at the ground. How many red bulls would it take to burst my little red ticker? "Oh," Eyes still on the ground, "I'm just zoning out." How long can I not eat for until my body hits the ground and I pass out? "For the deck it's a twenty minute wait." Smile. Oh if they only knew what I was thinking about. How long can I scratch my arm until I can pull out all the bad thoughts from under my skin? How many cigarets do I need before I suffocate? "Caroline, seriously what's wrong?" Smile, "Truly I'm fine." I look you in the eye until you believe my painted smile. You don't care, I could slit my throat and yes you would be upset that you didn't help. Maybe you would have cared more if you were to see new scars. Maybe you wouldn't say you like me then not texts me back for a whole day, Maybe you shouldn't stay over anymore, Maybe you should stop saying you want to figure me out, I told you I'm a waste of time, you'll never see what lies behind these eyes. Trust me I have so much to give, And for you, You get none. Until you kiss me and I'm suddenly hungry.
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Aug 3, 2013
Aug 3, 2013 at 11:17 PM UTC
Silent Seaside Suicide
I am not zoning out My mind is going places From somewhere to nowhere Through Greatness and nothingness I can travel to places you will not believe Life is stressful Sometimes we have to leave And travel through our minds till we reach our needs Life is chaotic Sometimes we have to leave To avoid the silence And the noise Life is a nightmare And sometimes we need to dream
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Nov 10, 2019
Nov 10, 2019 at 7:24 AM UTC
State Of Mind
In Barcelona, at the Picasso Museum, Jay-Z is here, zoning on a piece from the 60’s, rocking back and forth, rocking a black Rocnation hat, with a white circular starred shirt, and I’m here too writing this poetic verse... from The HH Trilogy Vol. 2: Nightmares & Daydreams available worldwide on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07141ZNW6
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May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 5:35 PM UTC
Jay Z Formation
At this hour Children sleep Among the darkness people creep Beyond the shadows there is light Couldn't stand this endless fight Defined lines in her drawings Every picture echoed a memory Forgotten people rested in her mind Grilling burning thoughts of past times Her loneliness made her grimace Intentions were all but to finish Jokes and riddles crossed her mind Killing past interruptions Losing everyone made her go cross. Movements she made were very small Never making sound at all Perfectly graceful she seemed On her face the light beamed Quite a beauty light shimmered Reflection in the water glimmered. Surrendering her fears Trickling tears Under perfect melody Variation symphony Welcome to an unknown world Xanadu for a helpless girl You can help her if you please Zoning out she rests in peace.
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Jul 18, 2010
Jul 18, 2010 at 10:26 AM UTC
Ghost Girl.
The word was out around the street Tonight, behind Giannis bar There would be really something special From the bluesman and his guitar For locals not for punters Just for those upon the street You'd better bring a lawn chair If you wanted a good seat The word spread fast and no one Would miss this once they heard New works from the bluesman You had to take in every word The bluesman was a legend In this flawed, dark part of town He only played back in the alley That was where his show went down At precisely eleven seventeen The bluesman took his place Upon his beat up orange crate In his same familiar space It was just like a cathedral Underneath the golden moon Quiet and forboding As he started his first tune The alley was the bluesmans church As he sang to the street people But this church had no walls or pews No bells, it had no steeple The bluesman sang of love and loss Of dragons, ships and gin He sang of Shubert, Bach and Liszt He sang of constant sin He looked but he saw no one He was zoning, all alone He sang songs of faith and hunger Time to give the dog a bone He played and drank his med-cin For sometimes he got dry The bluesman had the crowd entrapped Beneath the shining moonlit sky He talked of how his smoking Through the years gave him his sound It only took me fifty years I'm surprised I'm still around He sang of love and window panes Of jealousy and trust Of walruses and potholes Of people turned to dust As people sat in wonder Of this prophet in disguise You could see a certain twinkle Deep in the bluesmans eyes Gianni, stood off to the side Timekeeper of the show He signalled to the bluesman One more and we must go He had to close the restaurant Turn the lights off in the back So the bluesman took another sip And grabbed a song from his minds pack He finished up with something Singing songs for all who came He made them feel it was their heartsong Although he never said a name He sang of waitresses and barkeeps Pawn brokers and of guests of family and train tracks of watchers and of quests He finished up and packed away His crate and his guitar And he collected appreciation In a two quart mason jar The crowd left thirty dollars almost ninety cents a seat A fortune to the bluesman And the folks here on the street
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Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 11:49 PM UTC
The Bluesman cometh
The word was out around the street Tonight, behind Giannis bar There would be really something special From the bluesman and his guitar For locals not for punters Just for those upon the street You'd better bring a lawn chair If you wanted a good seat The word spread fast and no one Would miss this once they heard New works from the bluesman You had to take in every word The bluesman was a legend In this flawed, dark part of town He only played back in the alley That was where his show went down At precisely eleven seventeen The bluesman took his place Upon his beat up orange crate In his same familiar space It was just like a cathedral Underneath the golden moon Quiet and forboding As he started his first tune The alley was the bluesmans church As he sang to the street people But this church had no walls or pews No bells, it had no steeple The bluesman sang of love and loss Of dragons, ships and gin He sang of Shubert, Bach and Liszt He sang of constant sin He looked but he saw no one He was zoning, all alone He sang songs of faith and hunger Time to give the dog a bone He played and drank his med-cin For sometimes he got dry The bluesman had the crowd entrapped Beneath the shining moonlit sky He talked of how his smoking Through the years gave him his sound It only took me fifty years I'm surprised I'm still around He sang of love and window panes Of jealousy and trust Of walruses and potholes Of people turned to dust As people sat in wonder Of this prophet in disguise You could see a certain twinkle Deep in the bluesmans eyes Gianni, stood off to the side Timekeeper of the show He signalled to the bluesman One more and we must go He had to close the restaurant Turn the lights off in the back So the bluesman took another sip And grabbed a song from his minds pack He finished up with something Singing songs for all who came He made them feel it was their heartsong Although he never said a name He sang of waitresses and barkeeps Pawn brokers and of guests of family and train tracks of watchers and of quests He finished up and packed away His crate and his guitar And he collected appreciation In a two quart mason jar The crowd left thirty dollars almost ninety cents a seat A fortune to the bluesman And the folks here on the street
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Choose your satirical weapon of choice, Draw a three-dimensional box and conceal the hidden within a two-dimensional sphere, Needle-point holes squeeze tightly, a misty spray like that of a busted soda-pop can, The knowledge leaks consistently into the universe, morphing tear droplets into The Great Lakes, These ten toes hover and glance over the edge, zoning prints like words in a descending motion, A touch of the shoulder from a folded palm gently comforting and confirming life above this Earth, A speedy squeeze of all five joints, now on my knees, the gravel latches onto my scabs, pushing and pounding through the pain, Molars grind, tongue-dried, salty saliva salvaged, yet sitting silently on a secretive cold-sore, The knowledge is flooding the dam gates, burying ankles in piercing hot grains of sand, diving into a castle's moat, a rush like traffic on a Friday evening, The world seeps into the depths of my transparent drain, The seepage creeps slowly downwards into a mental shaft constructed purposely for psychological phenomenon, I worry there may be excessive overspill of rescued reality, An unopened present, the anticipation and expectation as a child dreams, As the gaps and cracks expand, I am able to touch base with memories as they pour outwards like a dog's busted territorial marker, a firefighter's ammunition, Extinguish the forrest fire, Paint the canvas gently with a spin of the color wheel, Play the part of a lonely plumber, Plug every hole.
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Oct 11, 2013
Oct 11, 2013 at 1:48 PM UTC
Plugs
Choose your satirical weapon of choice, Draw a three-dimensional box and conceal the hidden within a two-dimensional sphere, Needle-point holes squeeze tightly, a misty spray like that of a busted soda-pop can, The knowledge leaks consistently into the universe, morphing tear droplets into The Great Lakes, These ten toes hover and glance over the edge, zoning prints like words in a descending motion, A touch of the shoulder from a folded palm gently comforting and confirming life above this Earth, A speedy squeeze of all five joints, now on my knees, the gravel latches onto my scabs, pushing and pounding through the pain, Molars grind, tongue-dried, salty saliva salvaged, yet sitting silently on a secretive cold-sore, The knowledge is flooding the dam gates, burying ankles in piercing hot grains of sand, diving into a castle's moat, a rush like traffic on a Friday evening, The world seeps into the depths of my transparent drain, The seepage creeps slowly downwards into a mental shaft constructed purposely for psychological phenomenon, I worry there may be excessive overspill of rescued reality, An unopened present, the anticipation and expectation as a child dreams, As the gaps and cracks expand, I am able to touch base with memories as they pour outwards like a dog's busted territorial marker, a firefighter's ammunition, Extinguish the forrest fire, Paint the canvas gently with a spin of the color wheel, Play the part of a lonely plumber, Plug every hole.
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