"youme" poems
Where do you stand. Now
Alone in the sun
Miserable earbuds
and backwards youme
Forever
this moment in the loneliest place in my life
suburban parking lot, USA
Covering secret hope with blankets of anonymity
Money just cools them
Freeze each other LIKEICECRYSTALS
can't even be together
Never. Even when it can't get worse
in the sillyfuck of summertime sticky countertop of hangover
Seasons without the hot seatbelt of safety
and the inoutness of us
not careful always
Sick bruised overdue goodbye
life sentence
Stealing it back with the work of no worries
Just hoping art still means something
just ******* praying it's not empty
like your neverpromises
and your didntlies
Cowering with broken heart fever
Burying strangers shrugs in coffeehouse choketears
Who-gives-a-fuck cliche misery
I hope your own shadow haunts your periphery
Like narcissus' fear of drowning
Sometimes the goodbyes are should have
A whole year of goodbyes
All I wish for is the end
Apr 9, 2012
Apr 9, 2012 at 9:08 PM UTC
And-
Comes between youme.
ConnectorAndBridge,
Unobtrusively.
A wall, a barrier to me.
And-
Sneaking in heartsoul.
And-
Ready to rockroll.
And-
There to remind us,
What separates binds us.
Dec 13, 2009
Dec 13, 2009 at 7:13 AM UTC
Archangel Patpàpa ruddy mine
sigh..
I'll be seeing you.
~~~~~~~~
Our old rddbba song.
In all the old familiar places
That this heart of mine embraces
All day and through
In that small cafe
The park across the way
The children's carousel
The chestnut trees
The wishing well taking in your daily coin twenty years?
true love how not to adore you.
I'll be seeing you darling
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and gay
I'll always think of you that way
I'll find you in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you
But I'll be seeing you
you "youme, meyou"
my sweetest dearest love.
~~~~~~~
In Hollywood by Billy Holiday
For Karijinbba. 74-95-05/2020. revised 06-16-20
Apr 28, 2020
Apr 28, 2020 at 1:41 PM UTC
Before we were we,
I wonder –
Was there a you,
was there a me?
When you are the silvery wick
and me the flickering flame
do you solely burn me
or am I instead to blame?
When you are the polka-dot cup
and me the flavored tea
do people hold you up
or do their palms enfold me?
When you are raw rhythm
and me the underlying verse
have you welcomed me in
or did I call you first?
When you are the pillar
and me the trustworthy wall
will you take care of me
or shall I give it my all?
When you are the cherubic sun
and me the radiant ray
do they call out to you
or is it for me they pray?
When you are the merry dawn
and me the sultry night
do you give birth to the day
or do I have that right?
Before we were we,
I wonder again –
Was there ever a you,
was there at any time a me?
Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 1:58 PM UTC
I am runningshuffling awaytowards meyou
Underover inout updown
My skin’s creepingcrawling a walkjogruntrot
offon myyour bodybuddy
stuckmoving througharound
my contentupset stageaudience
screamwhispers whyhow iamamnot
happysadgladangrydisgustefplease
I do not not want to not not want whatwhowherewhenwhyhow
Iknowyesnomaybeso can’trepeat canremember
the questionanswer problemsolution
Dramaticpragmatic topsyturvy jaggedcurvy
butteredunbutterflied catapillcocoonsburyresurrect
christanpagan nonnotunsmoking holysacrilege
donundone wonlost underover sunmoonlightdark
Singsungsanging a lullabyanthemrhymenomore
Instagrams socialanticipation partwholly couthun
Kaurrupillaurelsfordrivel I wantneedtogostay
Writeunwrite my thoughtswords publishredact
alovehate wedunwed wonlost wasneverwas
realitydreamsoffairunfairaffairsofheartstreamgulch
Hereliesstandsthere once wasis afairyunjust conprehensivegyst of tallsmall taletelltolduntold
I want to not not want you wantneed youme
to alwaysnever nowthen so I cancouldshouldwill
be presentpassive in athe time of troublesuccess
so wemeyoutheythemus werearewillmightbe
awareunaware silent and listen have the same lettersvowelsconsonantssoundsunsounds
Shakespeare shookshakes spearssparszounds
Inoutupdownleftright lifedeathcradlegrave
~
NM
01/08/20
Mar 22, 2020
Mar 22, 2020 at 10:49 PM UTC