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When i was 13 I thought that gay and straight were things that other people were People that weren't raised christian People that didn't have dads People that were abused People that i should pray for but not get close to when i was 14 my best friend came out as gay i didn't see it coming but i probably should have she wore ties every day and plaid shirts with the sleeves rolled up and cut her hair short as soon as she could but i didn’t see it because gay was other people when i was 14 i watched as the news spread like wildfire “did you hear? that girl is gay.” I watched as people slowly backed away from her people that knew her all her life that is, the people that didn’t cut her off instantly I watched as the youth group we had both attended asked her to leave I watched as her drama group kicked her out because they were afraid of the yearly camp we went to that somehow knowing that she was gay made her more likely to attack the other girls in their beds than the year before I watched. I didn’t do anything. what changed my mind wasn’t a change of perspective on queer people it still took me a year to decide being gay wasn’t wrong but i decided that my best friend was someone i would stick with because i loved her I quietly stayed. didn’t make a fuss, didn’t call people out when they called her names behind her back. I should have. but i didn’t. I didn’t join in, but i didn’t defend her i didn’t say to these people **** you that girl is beautiful and amazing and if you can’t see through your hatred then i don’t want to be your friend either but i didn’t . I didn’t go through what she did. I didn’t get kicked out of anything, i didn’t lose friends When i was 15, i got fed up I left that drama group. I stopped going to that church. I stepped away from those friends and even though i never said why the look on my face when i ran into them and they asked, “how’s she doing?” answered that question for them. I spent 24 hours examining my bible trying to find the verses that say being gay is wrong there were barely any and they were right next to verses that said eating pork was wrong or planting crops next to each other or wearing two different fabrics there was my answer. this isn't a story of my journey. This isn't me building myself up “hey, I wasn't as bad as those other people I’m good now” this is a story of how one person can change your life forever if i didn't have a gay best friend what a way to start a story, huh? if i didn't have a gay best friend then I would still be there quietly praying for the sins of others, but not trying to understand so don’t look at all Christians and say they’re awful they’re bigoted they’re judgmental because we are but often it’s because we don’t know any better teaching us kindly works leading by example.
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Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 1:27 AM UTC
If I Didn't Have a Gay Best Friend
When i was 13 I thought that gay and straight were things that other people were People that weren't raised christian People that didn't have dads People that were abused People that i should pray for but not get close to when i was 14 my best friend came out as gay i didn't see it coming but i probably should have she wore ties every day and plaid shirts with the sleeves rolled up and cut her hair short as soon as she could but i didn’t see it because gay was other people when i was 14 i watched as the news spread like wildfire “did you hear? that girl is gay.” I watched as people slowly backed away from her people that knew her all her life that is, the people that didn’t cut her off instantly I watched as the youth group we had both attended asked her to leave I watched as her drama group kicked her out because they were afraid of the yearly camp we went to that somehow knowing that she was gay made her more likely to attack the other girls in their beds than the year before I watched. I didn’t do anything. what changed my mind wasn’t a change of perspective on queer people it still took me a year to decide being gay wasn’t wrong but i decided that my best friend was someone i would stick with because i loved her I quietly stayed. didn’t make a fuss, didn’t call people out when they called her names behind her back. I should have. but i didn’t. I didn’t join in, but i didn’t defend her i didn’t say to these people **** you that girl is beautiful and amazing and if you can’t see through your hatred then i don’t want to be your friend either but i didn’t . I didn’t go through what she did. I didn’t get kicked out of anything, i didn’t lose friends When i was 15, i got fed up I left that drama group. I stopped going to that church. I stepped away from those friends and even though i never said why the look on my face when i ran into them and they asked, “how’s she doing?” answered that question for them. I spent 24 hours examining my bible trying to find the verses that say being gay is wrong there were barely any and they were right next to verses that said eating pork was wrong or planting crops next to each other or wearing two different fabrics there was my answer. this isn't a story of my journey. This isn't me building myself up “hey, I wasn't as bad as those other people I’m good now” this is a story of how one person can change your life forever if i didn't have a gay best friend what a way to start a story, huh? if i didn't have a gay best friend then I would still be there quietly praying for the sins of others, but not trying to understand so don’t look at all Christians and say they’re awful they’re bigoted they’re judgmental because we are but often it’s because we don’t know any better teaching us kindly works leading by example.
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Most schools have projects, in science classes and such. Most of us, mastered the science of surviving in projects. It's those at the bottom who need the most help, but cant even get proper school supplies.. where's the logic ?. But oh, the rags to riches story is prevalent isn't it? Nope, the only rich I know is Professor Richard. And that's not even something worth mentioning, he does more lessening than lessons lets paint the picture.. But these young kids don't understand, they try to curse them, place them in prisons, its a trap from birth.. Give them these Rick Rosses as role models, knowing they don't have fathers, instead of Tupac Shakur, showing them worth.. My bestfriend Tony once questioned his dark skin, just like i once questioned my brown. how profound, a couple 4th graders at the time, having to prove that they were "down". Crazy how Tony proved he was down, now i visit his site yearly on November the third. And things aren't getting better, but nobody gives a **** haven't you heard.. The prayers our mothers chant, ritually every night. Praying to the Sun gods, perhaps one day we'll all unite. -afj
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Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 8:34 AM UTC
Melanin Societies.
Eyes meet with exchanged smiles from across a room Laughter at the same jokes and nightime walks; who knows what may loom? The meeting we both attend is a mutually interesting theme Someone who likes it AND is realistic?  This cannot be what it seems. Once weekly at college we hold each other’s gaze Meeting for awful campus dinners to vent about our days From my hometown, although years separate our leaving This is too good to be true, of course I must be dreaming I keep talking myself down; she already dates someone good Although that doesn’t stop me as much as it should But just as I’m willing to put up with that fight She tells me she rejected someone the previous night While thankful for my silence and no resulting pain I can’t help but wonder why this has happened again Why do people seek in me their emotions to confide Without at all thinking I may want to be by their side? Years go by and we remain friends, though truly only in name Her interest in that topic has deepened; and things just can’t be the same Contact dwindles down to a yearly fundraising letter Finally I toss it aside, I deserve better. A recent interview in the paper brings her to mind once more Only this time I feel nothing down deep in my core With her eyes “opened” and trust from Above I see that she has now found a groom to love I’m happy for them and their worthwhile cause Hopefully they will help others put life’s challenges on pause But when all is set and done at the end of the day I have the people I want around me every step of the way.
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Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 10:04 AM UTC
Crush
Eyes meet with exchanged smiles from across a room Laughter at the same jokes and nightime walks; who knows what may loom? The meeting we both attend is a mutually interesting theme Someone who likes it AND is realistic?  This cannot be what it seems. Once weekly at college we hold each other’s gaze Meeting for awful campus dinners to vent about our days From my hometown, although years separate our leaving This is too good to be true, of course I must be dreaming I keep talking myself down; she already dates someone good Although that doesn’t stop me as much as it should But just as I’m willing to put up with that fight She tells me she rejected someone the previous night While thankful for my silence and no resulting pain I can’t help but wonder why this has happened again Why do people seek in me their emotions to confide Without at all thinking I may want to be by their side? Years go by and we remain friends, though truly only in name Her interest in that topic has deepened; and things just can’t be the same Contact dwindles down to a yearly fundraising letter Finally I toss it aside, I deserve better. A recent interview in the paper brings her to mind once more Only this time I feel nothing down deep in my core With her eyes “opened” and trust from Above I see that she has now found a groom to love I’m happy for them and their worthwhile cause Hopefully they will help others put life’s challenges on pause But when all is set and done at the end of the day I have the people I want around me every step of the way.
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Why is hellopoetry.com black and white? I've always wondered about this... why my colorful photographs are required to travel back in time. How does this effect the poetry in any way, shape, or form? But I understand the wisdom of this design now. And it sets a great metaphor for all of the people of the pen involved in this truly noble motion, this secret society for people with passion, talent, and troubled minds and souls. Hello Poetry is black and white not because it has to be monochromatic and modern, but because us poets fill these pages with enough inovativeness and color already with our words, ideas, thoughts, songs, senryus, ballads, heartbreaks, insecurities, that adding literal color to this website would be overwhelming. These soft undertones of gray, black, and white may be considered drab and depressing to some, but to us poets it represents timelessness. And this is probably why we are all here. Hourly, daily, weekly, monthly, or even yearly publishing poems. Because we all know we are not going to live forever, and we are so entirely insignificant in the broad scheme of things and of the universe itself, that it is a bit comforting and helpful to have this coping mechanism or soft blankie to calm our fears, that this literature we write, however insignificant it may be, is absolutley permanent. And that maybe someday it will be remembered so a small bit of us may live on. Tom Riddle knew the needs and wants of man kind before anybody else realized it. Maybe he was just trying to cope with the fact that he is insignificant. These poems are all our Horcruxes so viveamus per camenam nostram.
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Apr 5, 2014
Apr 5, 2014 at 5:19 PM UTC
The Tom Riddle Theory
Why is hellopoetry.com black and white? I've always wondered about this... why my colorful photographs are required to travel back in time. How does this effect the poetry in any way, shape, or form? But I understand the wisdom of this design now. And it sets a great metaphor for all of the people of the pen involved in this truly noble motion, this secret society for people with passion, talent, and troubled minds and souls. Hello Poetry is black and white not because it has to be monochromatic and modern, but because us poets fill these pages with enough inovativeness and color already with our words, ideas, thoughts, songs, senryus, ballads, heartbreaks, insecurities, that adding literal color to this website would be overwhelming. These soft undertones of gray, black, and white may be considered drab and depressing to some, but to us poets it represents timelessness. And this is probably why we are all here. Hourly, daily, weekly, monthly, or even yearly publishing poems. Because we all know we are not going to live forever, and we are so entirely insignificant in the broad scheme of things and of the universe itself, that it is a bit comforting and helpful to have this coping mechanism or soft blankie to calm our fears, that this literature we write, however insignificant it may be, is absolutley permanent. And that maybe someday it will be remembered so a small bit of us may live on. Tom Riddle knew the needs and wants of man kind before anybody else realized it. Maybe he was just trying to cope with the fact that he is insignificant. These poems are all our Horcruxes so viveamus per camenam nostram.
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MY COMPUTER IS INFECTED WITH A VIRUS FROM SURFING TEEN AGE **** SITES LATE AT NITE SOME OF WHAT I'V SEEN, IT LOOKS QUITE NORMAL WHILE OTHER THINGS THEY JUST DON'T SEEM QUITE RIGHT I'D JUST STARTED CHRISTMAS SHOPPING WHEN I LEARNED THAT I'D BEEN HACKED THERE APPEARED BEFORE ME QUITE THE PHOTO OF A REINDEER WITH **** ELF FOLK ON HER BACK AS I LOOKED MORE AT THE PHOTO AND I LOOKED DEEP IN THE TREES I SAW JUST A HINT OF SCARLETT THAT LOOKED JUST LIKE MRS. SANTA ON HER KNEES AS I LOOKED MORE AT THE PICTURE SHE HAD A LOOK, BUT NOT OF PAIN AND I SAW WHAT SHE WAS ******* WAS NOT AN ALLANS CANDY CANE! AS I TRIED TO LEAVE THE WEBSITE A NEW PHOTO CAME MY WAY AND I STARED HARD IN AMAZEMENT THINKING, CORR I NEVER KNEW THAT ELVES COULD BEND THAT WAY ONE WAS DOING **** GYMNASTICS WITH HER *** HIGH IN THE AIR SHE HAD SOMETHING IN HER "OUT" HOLE AND I THOUGHT, "I DON'T THINK THAT THING BELONGS IN THERE" SO I SHUT DOWN MY COMPUTER AND THE SCREEN FADED TO BLACK I THOUGHT I'D LOST ALL MY FILES AND THERE'S NO WAY IN THE WORLD TO GET THEM BACK I'D BE OFF LINE WELL PAST CHRISTMAS AND THERE'S NOTHING MORE TO SAY I'D BEEN BURNED BY SURFING **** SITES SEEING THINGS YOU SHOULDN'T SEE ON CHRISTMAS DAY WHEN MY HEAD DID HIT MY PILLOW I SWORE FROM **** SITES I'D REFRAIN BUT I WOKE UP EARLY THE NEXT MORNING AND FOUND A HALF SUCKED STICKY CANDY CANE I COULD NOT HELP BUT WONDER WHO HAD LEFT IT HERE BESIDE BUT I KNEW DEEP DOWN IT CAME FROM SANTA ON HIS ONE NIGHT YEARLY RIDE WHEN I TURNED ON MY COMPUTER I KNEW I'D KEEP IT TO MYSELF NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE IT IF I TOLD THEM OF **** SITES FULL OF DEER AND NAKED ELVES.
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Jul 2, 2012
Jul 2, 2012 at 2:34 PM UTC
Prancing Deer and Naked Elves (sung to Grandma got run over by a reindeer)
MY COMPUTER IS INFECTED WITH A VIRUS FROM SURFING TEEN AGE **** SITES LATE AT NITE SOME OF WHAT I'V SEEN, IT LOOKS QUITE NORMAL WHILE OTHER THINGS THEY JUST DON'T SEEM QUITE RIGHT I'D JUST STARTED CHRISTMAS SHOPPING WHEN I LEARNED THAT I'D BEEN HACKED THERE APPEARED BEFORE ME QUITE THE PHOTO OF A REINDEER WITH **** ELF FOLK ON HER BACK AS I LOOKED MORE AT THE PHOTO AND I LOOKED DEEP IN THE TREES I SAW JUST A HINT OF SCARLETT THAT LOOKED JUST LIKE MRS. SANTA ON HER KNEES AS I LOOKED MORE AT THE PICTURE SHE HAD A LOOK, BUT NOT OF PAIN AND I SAW WHAT SHE WAS ******* WAS NOT AN ALLANS CANDY CANE! AS I TRIED TO LEAVE THE WEBSITE A NEW PHOTO CAME MY WAY AND I STARED HARD IN AMAZEMENT THINKING, CORR I NEVER KNEW THAT ELVES COULD BEND THAT WAY ONE WAS DOING **** GYMNASTICS WITH HER *** HIGH IN THE AIR SHE HAD SOMETHING IN HER "OUT" HOLE AND I THOUGHT, "I DON'T THINK THAT THING BELONGS IN THERE" SO I SHUT DOWN MY COMPUTER AND THE SCREEN FADED TO BLACK I THOUGHT I'D LOST ALL MY FILES AND THERE'S NO WAY IN THE WORLD TO GET THEM BACK I'D BE OFF LINE WELL PAST CHRISTMAS AND THERE'S NOTHING MORE TO SAY I'D BEEN BURNED BY SURFING **** SITES SEEING THINGS YOU SHOULDN'T SEE ON CHRISTMAS DAY WHEN MY HEAD DID HIT MY PILLOW I SWORE FROM **** SITES I'D REFRAIN BUT I WOKE UP EARLY THE NEXT MORNING AND FOUND A HALF SUCKED STICKY CANDY CANE I COULD NOT HELP BUT WONDER WHO HAD LEFT IT HERE BESIDE BUT I KNEW DEEP DOWN IT CAME FROM SANTA ON HIS ONE NIGHT YEARLY RIDE WHEN I TURNED ON MY COMPUTER I KNEW I'D KEEP IT TO MYSELF NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE IT IF I TOLD THEM OF **** SITES FULL OF DEER AND NAKED ELVES.
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There's this special seed inside of us That glitters, shines, and grows Planted by an equally special person One that everybody knows. The one that woke up early this morning And downed their coffee for the day While you dig out your favorite shirt And they keep their nerves at bay. The person that decorates for new children Hangs up posters and note cards Tacks up the yearly alphabet trim And clears the weeds from the school yard. Stands and greets equally nervous kids Hands them name tags and a book And hopes that their anxiety melts away To be excited like they should. The history and math books open Pages are assigned They're there to help you through it To make problems easier to find. To journey across another dimension Of equations and butterflies alike That prepares you for ACTs ahead And tests that you'll probably dislike. Well, that's all fine and dandy All these books and passing grades But what's more important is the seed inside That's planted in your brain. The seed that fuels your drive to learn Creates a light to help you grow Makes you crave another book Acquire everything there is to know. And I know a certain farmer That specializes in these seeds Who wants to make you reach the top So you'll realize everything you can be. These farmers go by 'teachers' The most amazing you can find Because of them, I try to be my best So I thank my teachers for their time.
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Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 7:24 PM UTC
Farmers
fishnet pantyhose mexican dinners men with a big noses competing, being the winner women scented like roses words of praise cats getting a yearly raise in pay the sound outside my window and knowing it's bats calling in sick to work, and spending the day at play seeing stupidity and smiling the laughing of my nieces writing a good poem without trying hug by my fiance and falling to pieces
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May 25, 2010
May 25, 2010 at 10:49 PM UTC
**** I like.
We sighing said, "Our Pan is dead; His pipe hangs mute beside the river Around it wistful sunbeams quiver, But Music's airy voice is fled. Spring mourns as for untimely frost; The bluebird chants a requiem; The willow-blossom waits for him; The Genius of the wood is lost." Then from the flute, untouched by hands, There came a low, harmonious breath: "For such as he there is no death; His life the eternal life commands; Above man's aims his nature rose. The wisdom of a just content Made one small spot a continent And turned to poetry life's prose. "Haunting the hills, the stream, the wild, Swallow and aster, lake and pine, To him grew human or divine, Fit mates for this large-hearted child. Such homage Nature ne'er forgets, And yearly on the coverlid 'Neath which her darling lieth hid Will write his name in violets. "To him no vain regrets belong Whose soul, that finer instrument, Gave to the world no poor lament, But wood-notes ever sweet and strong. O lonely friend! he still will be A potent presence, though unseen, Steadfast, sagacious, and serene; Seek not for him -- he is with thee."
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Thoreau's Flute
It was great for a time *** and wine Wine and *** Then commitment and open and shut curtains. Special delivery of child made the bond complete Six months down the line Breast feeding was action watched from a distance Intimacy was a tired look The neighbours cat looked hot Killed the lonely nights Killed the commitment outright Got to know the lawyer through rapid bank withdrawals Weekly child visit watched over by Brutus Bar visits watched over by the world's condemned Special occasion became a twice yearly treat Birthday and Christmas, bit of hate thrown sideways. Then the new man. Felt good for her. Maybe some pressure off. Maybe missed that lobotomy bar lecture. Years dragged the hate forward. Time moved on. One day I wrote her a letter expressing my anger. She wrote back in triplicate. I wrote back in double triplicate. She sent a thesis on men and ***** Suddenly without thinking, we had dialogue. After a while, we moved on from the anger. We became human again. I actually liked writing her letters and receiving them. We never got back together. But the letters kept us close. Sometimes there would be a kiss at the end. The little bit of love I probably never deserved. I would mention it to her in my next letter. Even an *** deserves a solitary kiss now and again. The bar room lawyers would probably agree.
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Mar 19, 2017
Mar 19, 2017 at 9:14 AM UTC
The Letters.
Twas a southern Christmas and from the front porch to the outhouse, everyone was stirring, even a field mouse. Socks were hung over the fire place with care, hoping they would soon be dry there. Grand maw was in the kitchen holding juniors nose, so he would take some caster oil I suppose. Mom was running around with curlers in her hair, if old Saint Nick saw her he would get quiet a scare. Dad and his brother in law were out of the house, hunting for a trophy buck to brag about. While grand paw was out in the barn, turning the yearly corn harvest into moon shine. A little home made spirit to give all some good cheer. So when you think Christmas is strange at your house, just remember how we celebrate Christmas down south.
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Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 2:12 AM UTC
Twas A Southern Christmas
SPRING Spring is the king of the seasons Ugadi is the first of the festivals We wear new clothes And eat delicious broths Mother prepares the customary mango pickle Father worships the sickle Nature is in her full bloom There is no room for any gloom The cuckoo sings early in the morning The farmer is ready for harvesting There are new born leaves And pleasant breezes Every tree has a flower There is flowing water in the river The wind blows very softly The birds fly very swiftly The winter was very cold But the spring is very beautiful to behold Ugadi brings in new hopes The farmer depends on yearly crops May this new year bring in peace! I am able to write a poetic piece by JVL NARASIMHA RAO
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Dec 28, 2010
Dec 28, 2010 at 7:38 PM UTC
SPRING, THE SEASONS' KING
Tuna sandwiches on white bread Carried in a paper bag Josh Groban on the CD player Season Three of 2 broke Girls Matching shoes and purses Vacation in the Pocanos Subscription to People Magazine Pennies in a piggy bank Silver-beige 4-door Accord A little college but no degree Always ten pounds overweight Celebration meal at Sizzler Artificial Christmas tree pre-lit A mole that wants removing Off white walls, pale green carpet Outfits from mail order catalogs Paydays with no yearly bonus Jeopardy and Wheel of fortune Polyester perm press everything Bic Stik ball point pen Swanson's TV dinner Flip phone with no camera *** two times a week and Sunday Writing verse nobody reads ljm
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Jul 15, 2017
Jul 15, 2017 at 1:22 AM UTC
MEDIOCRITY
Wal, Thanksgivin’ do be comin’ round. With the price of turkeys on the bound, And coal, by gum! Thet were just found, Is surely gettin’ cheaper. The winds will soon begin to howl, And winter, in its yearly growl, Across the medders begin to prowl, And Jack Frost gettin’ deeper. By shucks! It seems to me, That you I orter be Thankful, that our Ted could see A way to operate it. I sez to Mandy, sure, sez I, I’ll bet thet air patch o’ rye Thet he’ll squash ’em by-and-by, And he did, by cricket! No use talkin’, he’s the man— One of the best thet ever ran, Fer didn’t I turn Republican One o’ the fust? I ‘lowed as how he’d beat the rest, But old Si Perkins, he hemmed and guessed, And sed as how it wuzn’t best To meddle with the trust.
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Ezra On The Strike
To what purpose, April, do you return again? Beauty is not enough. You can no longer quiet me with the redness Of little leaves opening stickily. I know what I know. The sun is hot on my neck as I observe The spikes of the crocus. The smell of the earth is good. It is apparent that there is no death. But what does that signify? Not only under ground are the brains of men Eaten by maggots, Life in itself Is nothing, An empty cup, a flight of uncarpeted stairs. It is not enough that yearly, down this hill, April Comes like an idiot, babbling and strewing flowers.
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Spring
-The modern day is poor as people continue to act wild -Lack of accountability been running rounds for miles -Marching marathons in remorse for awhile -Watching expectations come up short as it starts to pile -Its been a long time that its been a good time now -Happiness is hard to be found -Life has emotionally been roller coasting in the pandemic trials -And time is racing pass the finish line, hoping to make this life count -I talk pro about growth cause it’s important to me -But letting go certain habits is a con i’m avoiding in me -Praying towards my come up. Patience is slow, but surely -I’ll manage to overcome those traits one day with the burning desire in me -I know the potential is in me -Been supporting free speech to damage people to speak out like it’s therapy -But hold up, who’s volunteering their time for me to hear my story? -Life’s crazy causing pressure on me -Single making 50k yearly, but the office career is unhappy -The girl I love right now not even mentally ready for me -Of course I love myself but now who’s gonna love me? -My heart holds hope while beating lonely, and yet -Waiting patiently for something new and more -Chances of getting married now is betting a craps game on the floor -Can’t continue to sleep with this women I have deep feelings for -If it’s 50/50 we’re not going to be together moving forward -And if there’s zero chance for us in the future, then allow me to close our paradise door -Back to the drawing board of this single world tour -Letting go is hard, but good for the soul i’m sure -Healing these deep wounds is speaking straight to the primary source -So I started writing my confessions in multiple letters to the Lord -Hoping my sins don’t cast the next stone, which I can’t afford -Asking God how further away am I from my reward? -Once I take that first step to obedience, then his light will shine from the door -This the start when I stop “starting over” and gain a little more -This the start when blessings touch my hands as they begin to pour -This the start when feeling apart turns my part into love and adore -This the start when the heart can fully be restored -And if there’s a high chance of life turning around, this the time I walk further towards more in store -Growth is what i’m fighting for
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Jan 24, 2022
Jan 24, 2022 at 11:49 PM UTC
Just thoughts 💭 in poetry
-The modern day is poor as people continue to act wild -Lack of accountability been running rounds for miles -Marching marathons in remorse for awhile -Watching expectations come up short as it starts to pile -Its been a long time that its been a good time now -Happiness is hard to be found -Life has emotionally been roller coasting in the pandemic trials -And time is racing pass the finish line, hoping to make this life count -I talk pro about growth cause it’s important to me -But letting go certain habits is a con i’m avoiding in me -Praying towards my come up. Patience is slow, but surely -I’ll manage to overcome those traits one day with the burning desire in me -I know the potential is in me -Been supporting free speech to damage people to speak out like it’s therapy -But hold up, who’s volunteering their time for me to hear my story? -Life’s crazy causing pressure on me -Single making 50k yearly, but the office career is unhappy -The girl I love right now not even mentally ready for me -Of course I love myself but now who’s gonna love me? -My heart holds hope while beating lonely, and yet -Waiting patiently for something new and more -Chances of getting married now is betting a craps game on the floor -Can’t continue to sleep with this women I have deep feelings for -If it’s 50/50 we’re not going to be together moving forward -And if there’s zero chance for us in the future, then allow me to close our paradise door -Back to the drawing board of this single world tour -Letting go is hard, but good for the soul i’m sure -Healing these deep wounds is speaking straight to the primary source -So I started writing my confessions in multiple letters to the Lord -Hoping my sins don’t cast the next stone, which I can’t afford -Asking God how further away am I from my reward? -Once I take that first step to obedience, then his light will shine from the door -This the start when I stop “starting over” and gain a little more -This the start when blessings touch my hands as they begin to pour -This the start when feeling apart turns my part into love and adore -This the start when the heart can fully be restored -And if there’s a high chance of life turning around, this the time I walk further towards more in store -Growth is what i’m fighting for
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The love, the rain, the sight Of this place, I might see only once a year Brings me the happiness That no other has brought To leave it and go forward Isn’t as easy as it may seem to you The fun, the memories and the amazing journeys Seems to be etched into my heart For what seems like eternity But I know I need to go on And come back to see it yearly Although,How much it means to me Can no words convey to you But this love I shall have To this place forever Go and come, I wish to Forever and forever .....
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Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 1:12 PM UTC
My Home Town
in my lover's garden wait for late May to bloom   these ***** pink flowers burst out of their bush Quick round up every crystal  vase empty wine bottles galore before their heads get too heavy these vibrant days are numbered until their yearly swan dive face down to the  fertile  ground
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Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 3:06 PM UTC
The Peonies
In these dark days the bleak December sun, rises tired, the more to lie down drear. By rain, or snow, or chill we are undone and plod towards the ending of the year. We hope in the returning of the light; that soon again there'll be another spring. Another year is coming into sight; with dreams and plans and fears that it may bring. I wish, in every way my joys to share. I hope for comfort in the times of pain. In fear, let consolation be found here; and let love live in all the world again. To ponder all this, I am yearly cursed; whenever it's December 31st.
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Dec 29, 2011
Dec 29, 2011 at 2:42 PM UTC
December 31st (A Sonnet) 2
Misery is the cruelest companion Cultist killer Of the elite Emotional destroyer Part-time Full-time Every time Depression hits Hourly Monthly Yearly Sporadic fits Or eternal duration The darkest god The deepest fraud Prince paralyzer Possibly inspiration But in end Can be the end
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Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 11:23 AM UTC
In The Company Of Misery
The trees are coming into leaf Like something almost being said; The recent buds relax and spread, Their greenness is a kind of grief. Is it that they are born again And we grow old? No, they die too. Their yearly trick of looking new Is written down in rings of grain. Yet still the unresting castles thresh In fullgrown thickness every May. Last year is dead, they seem to say, Begin afresh, afresh, afresh.
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The Trees
Big old jade earring hung from that haunted necklace, swinging from this and that and the other way where and if that sky upstairs let go of the thing I wanted you to be but a break in the system, no a malfunction in that suction of a love that you tried to forget about but feel those typing keys on the fingers that break knees and the heels up and up with the ***** a lingerin' and thats sounding like a new pounding, the one upstairs with the translucent roof ghostly and guess i got a new boot thats fixing itself to elate another prisoner upstate where the worries are always about the women. Yeah, that women with the diamond ring with her children by her side thinking about the monastery she never visited a big time act act act in a dress that helped her enough and forgot about the rest. But we all move on quick to detest times test with the burritos that she never ate because of the figure she imposed that she got from her transistor radio and the yearly subscriptions of the ghostly ghost that haunted her in the moat around the castle of stairs up ripunzel with dragons a aflame listening to the same wishy washer story of old uncle Maury and the twenty ten twelve salute to the mastery of the fiction of listening, another riddle in the twiddle beneath the sheets that were once painted gold but her husband done left her and she's moving to seattle to start up some new cattle spreading the seed of 1910 where time stands still with his drink in his hand because the guy has got to get around to something with all that talent, with all that anger with all that impulse that proves itself time and time again it will never be enough for a salvation sanitation with the twisty fro's of yearly ye and ye bouts of fights she twisted in that shout that she knew, she knew she swears, what it was all about.
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May 6, 2011
May 6, 2011 at 10:10 PM UTC
Big Old Jade Necklace
Big old jade earring hung from that haunted necklace, swinging from this and that and the other way where and if that sky upstairs let go of the thing I wanted you to be but a break in the system, no a malfunction in that suction of a love that you tried to forget about but feel those typing keys on the fingers that break knees and the heels up and up with the ***** a lingerin' and thats sounding like a new pounding, the one upstairs with the translucent roof ghostly and guess i got a new boot thats fixing itself to elate another prisoner upstate where the worries are always about the women. Yeah, that women with the diamond ring with her children by her side thinking about the monastery she never visited a big time act act act in a dress that helped her enough and forgot about the rest. But we all move on quick to detest times test with the burritos that she never ate because of the figure she imposed that she got from her transistor radio and the yearly subscriptions of the ghostly ghost that haunted her in the moat around the castle of stairs up ripunzel with dragons a aflame listening to the same wishy washer story of old uncle Maury and the twenty ten twelve salute to the mastery of the fiction of listening, another riddle in the twiddle beneath the sheets that were once painted gold but her husband done left her and she's moving to seattle to start up some new cattle spreading the seed of 1910 where time stands still with his drink in his hand because the guy has got to get around to something with all that talent, with all that anger with all that impulse that proves itself time and time again it will never be enough for a salvation sanitation with the twisty fro's of yearly ye and ye bouts of fights she twisted in that shout that she knew, she knew she swears, what it was all about.
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They say it's the distance that kills the flame Puff sizzle and pop The dying ember of love screaming its last breath To the stars The moon Heavens ears are muted These wailing screeching tryst Happen daily Yearly The product of love that laid to close Curdling like sour milk in the jealous heart Burning like rancid acid Chinese water torture to the brain Maddening mundanity to fill the void of meaning Like monkeys their minds seek to dull it's own screams Love left rotting Stinking in the distance that dragged it further spreading the filth But the distance isn't the deceiver at least one can see the evidence of betrayal Before it sneaks behind And stabs them with their own thoughts Confuse them with their own feelings And drag them under to feast on their own flesh No distance doesn't ****** It is the heart that deceives It is the heart that renders false reality Blinds the eyes to its own pain And tricks the tongue to speak Where it has no place It is the heart that is its own martyr The godly victim Whom's motive is selfish To **** what wounds it But it's justice is the death of itself And these sheets held love Whispered melting Scalding devotions Held the iron hot to brand itself the dutiful But in obligation left once more Leaving blood fresh The heart murdered once more
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Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 1:08 AM UTC
Martyr
We set their air afire, Just as they'd set our ships Afire, So, With a great killing, We brought to a stop, Their killing, A fairly rapid stop, Perhaps too fast a stop, Too fast for some, For sure, But who could know, That these horrendous things, Would come to pass but once more, Thankfully. And now that bell tolls yearly, Its lonely voice sings “Never again,” “We hope.” Let us be sad For those who died, But let us not regret. Their deaths bought life, For others Who did not have to fight. Let revisionists glory in their guilt, Their guilt is not ours. We can pay our respects To Enola Gay, And to this day Say “well done.”
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Aug 9, 2012
Aug 9, 2012 at 9:18 PM UTC
Hiroshima - August 6, 2012
Oh my word, I remember every little part of that weekend, right down to the three-piece outfit I had purchased at Bloomingdale's the evening previous. You know, ya hear stories left and right about people winning tickets to this n' that, but ya never imagine actually being the nineteenth caller! When I revealed the occasion this baby blue ensemble would be worn in, the cute little saleslady paused, looked up, and said, "Why bother seeing him anymore?" And I tell ya, there's plenty other, less Christian yearly Graceland attendants who woulda flipped their lids had they heard such malarkey! Still, I just couldn't deny it. She had a bit of a point. This was mid-70s Elvis, mid-50s Elvis' drunk uncle. He had gone from Rolling Stone to National Enquirer in nothing flat, it seemed. So all I could muster was an understanding smile, because she couldn't help but join the bandwagon, especially when his gut got larger and the rumors became more outrageous. Still, their loss! I say that to this day, because what Little Miss Shopgirl and the legions of non-believers did not think to consider was the charm in "has been" Elvis. A week before this legendary concert experience, I had been forced by circumstance to purchase my very first pair of bifocals! It was also around the time, I'm sure, Harry left me. So, the main event, I'm there, third row from the main stage, seeing Elvis for the first time since our crazed youthful years- a bedazzled jumpsuit walks on stage, and I'm on my feet before I know it! There was a little less swivel in his hips. He looked a little tired, too, all those years of singing do that. How did it feel, then, to see the King make his way across a cheap fog machine, mutton chops and love handles galore? It felt like two lifelong friends growing old, losing all those frivolous people together- "Are You Lonesome Tonight" was still asked with the same dreamy passion in 1973. I've still got the handkerchief he threw to me that night, **** near lost it when I caught the thing. It's blue with polka dots, ya wanna take a gander?
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Sep 28, 2010
Sep 28, 2010 at 5:21 AM UTC
Aunt Susan Recalls the Day of Elvis' Vegas Show
Oh my word, I remember every little part of that weekend, right down to the three-piece outfit I had purchased at Bloomingdale's the evening previous. You know, ya hear stories left and right about people winning tickets to this n' that, but ya never imagine actually being the nineteenth caller! When I revealed the occasion this baby blue ensemble would be worn in, the cute little saleslady paused, looked up, and said, "Why bother seeing him anymore?" And I tell ya, there's plenty other, less Christian yearly Graceland attendants who woulda flipped their lids had they heard such malarkey! Still, I just couldn't deny it. She had a bit of a point. This was mid-70s Elvis, mid-50s Elvis' drunk uncle. He had gone from Rolling Stone to National Enquirer in nothing flat, it seemed. So all I could muster was an understanding smile, because she couldn't help but join the bandwagon, especially when his gut got larger and the rumors became more outrageous. Still, their loss! I say that to this day, because what Little Miss Shopgirl and the legions of non-believers did not think to consider was the charm in "has been" Elvis. A week before this legendary concert experience, I had been forced by circumstance to purchase my very first pair of bifocals! It was also around the time, I'm sure, Harry left me. So, the main event, I'm there, third row from the main stage, seeing Elvis for the first time since our crazed youthful years- a bedazzled jumpsuit walks on stage, and I'm on my feet before I know it! There was a little less swivel in his hips. He looked a little tired, too, all those years of singing do that. How did it feel, then, to see the King make his way across a cheap fog machine, mutton chops and love handles galore? It felt like two lifelong friends growing old, losing all those frivolous people together- "Are You Lonesome Tonight" was still asked with the same dreamy passion in 1973. I've still got the handkerchief he threw to me that night, **** near lost it when I caught the thing. It's blue with polka dots, ya wanna take a gander?
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I hoed and trenched and weeded, And took the flowers to fair: I brought them home unheeded; The hue was not the wear. So up and down I sow them For lads like me to find, When I shall lie below them, A dead man out of mind. Some seed the birds devour, And some the season mars, But here and there will flower, The solitary stars, And fields will yearly bear them As light-leaved spring comes on, And luckless lads will wear them When I am dead and gone.
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I Hoed And Trenched And Weeded