"yadav" poems
Each morning,
When I look into the mirror
I see you in my eyes
Yes true! That's another place
Where you reside.
All I wish to see more
Is to look at you
And your sweet smile.
I promise you that,
Through thick and thins of life.
It'll be me always
By your side
Helping you out to overcome
From your worst dilemmas.
Being your strength, your power
In the darkest scary nights.
Trust me on this.
Be it any of the craziest situations
But I'm going to be there with you.
I want to hear you
As long as you want me to listen.
Putting my best efforts
To be the best version
of your reflections
I am sure when I say that
I'll take the best care of you
Because as happy as you are
means that
I'm happy too.
No....never! I won't stop you
From exploring your heart
How could I?
I'm just the person
who would see you
Getting better as the day passes by.
Those days, when you'll be
Crying, silent or totally *******
Trust me, and then too
You'll find me nearest to you
Wiping out all your worries
And trying to make you smile.
I swear, at your most vulnerable state
I'll make you feel the most loved.
Those moments you'll take
The most important decisions of your life
I'll help you to stay up until the mid-night.
Even…if you ever fail
I'll remind you that
Darling! You are my HERO forever.
Maybe! Someday it happens
when you might forget that
How much you really mean to me
Believe me! Even that day too
I'll tell you and remind you
That I'm in love with you.
Nothing could set me apart
From you,
But the death, as it's powerful
And until I exist
I’ll care for you always
Remember that
You're my dearest friend.
Maybe! In this whole journey
I could not come across you
But then nothing in this world
Could stop me
Flying in love
truly, deeply, madly
With YOU; my hero!!!
©️ Lalima Yadav
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Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 5:04 AM UTC
Dear Wife,
My life, my love is all yours,
I will gonna love you forever.
I wanna tell you that you are a bliss,
But still, i must tell you that i have a wish.
When i die, burry me in backyard of our home,
Don't burn me with the traditional norms.
I know, on this, you would be about to cry,
But look at stars i will be in the sky.
Get me buried there, this have a reason,
Because i will always be with you every season.
Because i wanna be alive till my last breath,
Because i wanna be alive even after my death.
When you will grow plants in backyard,
In every flower, i will be smiling at you like a guard.
When you walk barefoot on grass,
You will feel me with every footstep pass.
When winds will blow,
You will smell me with the wind flow.
Because i wanna love you till my last breath,
Because i wanna love you even after my death.
When storm will come, don’t be numb.
Because protective wall i will become.
Don’t fear when it’s dark,
See me in light when it sparks.
When our children will play in lawn,
I will be watching them from dawn.
When you will be cooking inside,
I will feel the craving in wide.
Because i wanna be with you till my last breath,
Because i wanna be with you even after my death.
When it will be your birthday, Dress up like a pretty doll,
Because i will be still looking at you like a heart fall.
When our family will be celebrating together
I will be enjoying seeing you all getting stronger.
When you will be old, don’t make your life on hold.
I will still be with you, as i told.
Don’t be sad when you miss me,
I will always be around you in the winds,
Just hold your breath and kiss me.
Because I wanna be alive till my last breath,
Because I wanna be alive even after my death.
~Jyoti Yadav
Feb 20, 2017
Feb 20, 2017 at 6:07 AM UTC
Of all the places
I have never been before
I carried myself
With weight
Of a million wreath
To reach
Along the endless shore
Under the blue sky
Away from the citylights
That's where
My tears silently
Rolled down
That's when
I looked up back the sky
To start
Healing and blooming
Once again......
LALIMA YADAV
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 8:45 AM UTC
Hello! I hope you all are doing well. :)
Sharing a poem with you all Iwrote on this Monday. I guess many would be able to relate to it.
B E A U T I F U L
Serene spring time, the breeze doesn't sound sweet anymore,
The same place, so familiar, but I still feel so bored.
Numb completely, realised how badly things have rolled on,
Feeling helpless but I know I have to keep walking alone.
I tried not to invest my time on people but everybody who loved me, forced me so I did,
Wanted to talk nobody but people who cared for me insisted,
Died more than a half by that time but then he entered in my life and made me feel alive,
Spent a lot of happy time with him beauty of which words really can't describe.
I wanted to tell him that I'm a disaster,
Therefore, he should leave even when I didn't want that to happen,
Though I was always sure that he wasn't for a stay.
Unfortunately, that never happened, I, unknowingly didn't choose another way.
Instead I told him something I won't forgive myself for,
I appreciated him for what he was,
And spoke out everything about my feelings all at once,
That's when the things started changing.
He misunderstood my feelings for a forever promise,
And told me that he had some other plans,
I died a little more, that night
Honestly, I felt a heartache for the very first time
Thank you to a dear friend of mine who saved me on time.
I died, not because I wanted him, I swear I never thought of this
I always remember that I am a disaster,
My heart felt the deepest pain
For the words I said, those can't be erased
Tears rolled on after ages, cause I knew things won't be the same as before,
Always BEAUTIFUL.
~~ Lalima Yadav~~
(“wrongful appropriation" and "stealing and publication" of author's work will be subjected to copyright issues)
Thank you so much for your patience. Kind enough! :)
You won't mind going through this one -
https://www.quora.com/profile/Lalima-3
(collection of my poems)
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Honest criticism appreciated. Love.
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 10:35 AM UTC
Like a bouquet of
fresh and delicate daisies,
carefully he wrapped me up
in a red chiffon saree.
His hungry eyes traveled
from one part to another
of my covered yet bare body!
I could hear my heart beating
loudly against my rib-cage,
as if it wanted to convey a message.
The butterflies in my stomach
were gone, replaced by
a sinking feeling inside my gut.
Everything felt different but
everything looked the same!
He smiled at me and Oh boy!
My heart was melting again…
Leaving me alone
in a shabby little room,
he left promising to be back soon…
Alone with my thoughts,
quietly I sat there,
I don’t know why but every advice
mother gave echoed in my head,
I could hear my voice screaming at me
telling me to run as fast as I can.
But alone with my thoughts,
quietly I sat there,
My life came crashing down
and my nightmares turned into reality
when the door creaked open
but it wasn’t him who walked in,
but a drunk, creepy looking man.
I looked into his eyes,
his soul-piercing stare…
I didn’t know how
but I recognized that stare.
He smiled at me and God…
I knew I was dead!
I screamed, cried and yelled
but stopped when I saw
that was not going to help…
And the moment he pushed
his huge body on top of mine,
all I could see was the smiling face
that once made my heart melt…
I cried as I laid on the bed; dead…
The pain of heartbreak and betrayal
was no match to the pain of his merciless thrusts.
He moaned and groaned like an animal
as he ****** my soul and not just my ****
That night didn’t end soon
as if the universe wanted me to suffer
for every wrong, I’ve ever done.
He came back, not exactly as promised,
But he had the same smile
plastered on his face,
mocking me and taunting me…
Why didn’t I before see his true face…?
And again, like a mangled bouquet
of decayed and dead daisies,
carefully he wrapped me up
in a torn and blood stained
red chiffon saree!
Karishma Yadav
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 8:18 AM UTC
You say Black is Dark, I say black is Bright.
You say Black is scaring, I say black is daring.
You say black is bad, I say black is good.
You say black is evil, I say black is civil.
Black is dark, that’s why it makes us bright,
Black is dark that’s why we know the light.
Black is bad because we are sad,
Just be happy and see black is glad.
Black is scaring, because we are fearing,
Just be strong and see black is daring.
Black is evil, because inside us is devil,
Adapt the goodness and see black is civil.
Life is a slope, and then black is the hope
Fight hard and then come to the top.
Black is learning, black is a LESSON,
Absorb the struggle and come with PASSION,
Be black because black is a FASHION.
~Jyoti Yadav
Feb 21, 2017
Feb 21, 2017 at 6:39 AM UTC
Read it and let me know if you find this #romantic :D Written by me in 2016. Winter season. It was raining that day.
WINTER RAINS
It's the morning time yet the sun is not bright
Even the blurry moon and stars are not in the sight.
A serene silence has covered the entire city
This morning is calm and seems to be pretty.
Shall I call it, the wildness of the winters
Or clouds are romancing?
It's raining, it's raining, raining in winter
Oh! Inside me, I, feel running thunders.
Somewhere, this moment is incomplete today
Definitely, without you my love, yes you, my dear soulmate.
I hear my arms shouting out your name
Your love is something that I long to taste.
No discussions, no sounds, no whisperings
Only this winter rain, you and me.
Silence, silence let it be there only
Between our entwined bodies.
May this rain stay for so long
May we stay longer together to see more winter rains.
Lalima Yadav ©️®️
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 7:42 AM UTC
I hide suicide letters under my pillow. Letters that I wrote every time I lost a reason to live. Letters that I wrote every time I was tempted to slice open my vein; to slip into the darkness once and for all.
I have died each time I wrote a letter and I will live forever in the pain of my words and the dried stains of my tears on those aging pieces of paper.
My manicured nails are home to my anxiety, my fears. They haunt me every second of my day as they wait for the right time to come near.
I try my best and I try so hard not to listen to their murmurings that echo inside my brain. I try not to believe them when they say that I'm worthy of all the pain.
I wake up in the middle of the night, drenched in my own sweat and tears. I am scared of the demons of my nightmares that now live with me and sleep in my bed.
A shiver runs down my spine whenever something good happens in my life. For I am accustomed to the feeling of loss and I'm scared if without my loneliness I'll survive.
I'm always building walls around me with the bricks of broken promises. I wonder if not trusting anyone is the only way of keeping my soul safe!
I hear echoes of sinister laughter of my God as he watches me battle with my life every second and every minute of every breath that I take. I close my eyes and I see him looking at me, enjoying every struggle that I make.
Your God might be your savior but mine is a puppet master who gets off on tragedy and heartaches. Maybe that is why all I have ever felt was the pain.
They read my poems and ask me if I'm depressed. But I don't know what to say for I'm not sure if I know the answer to their questions, I'm not sure by depression what they want me to say.
So I ask them what it feels to be depressed. Is it the never-ending void that demands to be filled with poems and stories of the pain? Or it is a stranger that makes a home inside our mind and becomes our friend?
I don't know if being happy with sadness makes any sense. But it is easier that way, to wake up in the morning not expecting to have a good day. It's comforting to set out on a journey without a hope of finding your way back home!
- Karishma Yadav
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 6:43 AM UTC
बेआबरू सा करके, रूआंसा सा बन के निकल लिए एकदम ।
बेजान सी पड़ी हूं, सारे सपने हो गए सारे गुम ।।
बालों की खुशबू, सांसो की सुंगध, मीठा सा वहम ।
सब साथ लेकर, ना जाने कहां चले गए तुम ।।
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हद है .....
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कभी हम साथ गुजरा करते थे उन कातिल राहों से ।
गांव के चौराहे से, नदी के किनारों से ।।
आज वो राहे रहीं ना तुम ।
बेअदब सा करके, ना जाने कहां चले गए तुम ।।
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हद है ....
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वादा था जो जन्मो तक, साथ निभाने का ।
हर वक्त, हर पल यादों में आने का ।।
क्यू ना आज फिर मैं भी तोड़ दू वो कसम ।
झूठे से ख्वाब देकर, ना जाने कहां चले गए तुम ।।
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हद है....
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तुम्हारे दिए हुए कंगन के साथ तोड़ डाले मैंने सारे भ्रम ।
कब की आस लिए बैठी थी, आने की तुम्हारे बलम ।।
कहते थे जो तुम, तेरे बिना निकलेगा ना हरगिज ये दम
तनहा कर, अकेला छोड़, इस दुनिया से ही चले गए सनम ।
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हद है, ऐसे भी कोई जाता है क्या 😭
Written by:- Vikash Yadav
Feb 13, 2021
Feb 13, 2021 at 2:21 AM UTC