I won't stay forever
My ways lead to a place
That lies
Somewhere in the hills
Or may be, in the lonely woods.
.
.
Don't wait for me,
Don't fall for me,
Waste no time on me, please.
I may look like a daydream
But within me, I am a complete mess.
.
.
Even if you try hard
Or I try my best,
I won't stay forever
Cause I am afraid too much
To love someone
Someone like you!
. .
Waking up one day,
And realising that you are gone
Is my biggest nightmare
I'm not ready to lose anyone more
For I have already lost
Almost everything I had.
. .
Therefore, let me go
Somewhere in the hills
Or may be, in the lonely woods!
Aug 30, 2020
Aug 30, 2020 at 6:14 AM UTC
Hello! I hope you all are doing well. :)
Sharing a poem with you all Iwrote on this Monday. I guess many would be able to relate to it.
B E A U T I F U L
Serene spring time, the breeze doesn't sound sweet anymore,
The same place, so familiar, but I still feel so bored.
Numb completely, realised how badly things have rolled on,
Feeling helpless but I know I have to keep walking alone.
I tried not to invest my time on people but everybody who loved me, forced me so I did,
Wanted to talk nobody but people who cared for me insisted,
Died more than a half by that time but then he entered in my life and made me feel alive,
Spent a lot of happy time with him beauty of which words really can't describe.
I wanted to tell him that I'm a disaster,
Therefore, he should leave even when I didn't want that to happen,
Though I was always sure that he wasn't for a stay.
Unfortunately, that never happened, I, unknowingly didn't choose another way.
Instead I told him something I won't forgive myself for,
I appreciated him for what he was,
And spoke out everything about my feelings all at once,
That's when the things started changing.
He misunderstood my feelings for a forever promise,
And told me that he had some other plans,
I died a little more, that night
Honestly, I felt a heartache for the very first time
Thank you to a dear friend of mine who saved me on time.
I died, not because I wanted him, I swear I never thought of this
I always remember that I am a disaster,
My heart felt the deepest pain
For the words I said, those can't be erased
Tears rolled on after ages, cause I knew things won't be the same as before,
Always BEAUTIFUL.
~~ Lalima Yadav~~
(“wrongful appropriation" and "stealing and publication" of author's work will be subjected to copyright issues)
Thank you so much for your patience. Kind enough! :)
You won't mind going through this one -
https://www.quora.com/profile/Lalima-3
(collection of my poems)
Sharing is caring!
Radiate happiness ♥️
Honest criticism appreciated. Love.
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 10:35 AM UTC
Each morning,
When I look into the mirror
I see you in my eyes
Yes true! That's another place
Where you reside.
All I wish to see more
Is to look at you
And your sweet smile.
I promise you that,
Through thick and thins of life.
It'll be me always
By your side
Helping you out to overcome
From your worst dilemmas.
Being your strength, your power
In the darkest scary nights.
Trust me on this.
Be it any of the craziest situations
But I'm going to be there with you.
I want to hear you
As long as you want me to listen.
Putting my best efforts
To be the best version
of your reflections
I am sure when I say that
I'll take the best care of you
Because as happy as you are
means that
I'm happy too.
No....never! I won't stop you
From exploring your heart
How could I?
I'm just the person
who would see you
Getting better as the day passes by.
Those days, when you'll be
Crying, silent or totally *******
Trust me, and then too
You'll find me nearest to you
Wiping out all your worries
And trying to make you smile.
I swear, at your most vulnerable state
I'll make you feel the most loved.
Those moments you'll take
The most important decisions of your life
I'll help you to stay up until the mid-night.
Even…if you ever fail
I'll remind you that
Darling! You are my HERO forever.
Maybe! Someday it happens
when you might forget that
How much you really mean to me
Believe me! Even that day too
I'll tell you and remind you
That I'm in love with you.
Nothing could set me apart
From you,
But the death, as it's powerful
And until I exist
I’ll care for you always
Remember that
You're my dearest friend.
Maybe! In this whole journey
I could not come across you
But then nothing in this world
Could stop me
Flying in love
truly, deeply, madly
With YOU; my hero!!!
©️ Lalima Yadav
Thank you very much for stopping by. Radiate happiness. :)
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 5:04 AM UTC
The terms (bridge, shoring, wall, critical flow, centrifugal pump, lintels and neutral axis ) used in this poem are some basic terms that every civil engineering student should know. Be creative while you study!
Inspired from a civil engineering book.
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“Here I write
From the core of my heart
For no other than but you my love.
Like a bridge,
You're carrying my paths over every obstacle,
You're the one you've made my life stable.
Like a shoring,
You've strengthened me when I was shattered
You've done so well to me and that mattered.
Like a wall,
You've been so defensive.
You've offered me the best of the best relationships.
Like a critical flow,
My love for you is deepened,
You've left an impression which is permanent.
Like a centrifugal pump,
You've allowed my feelings to gel up perfectly in me,
You've made me feel beautiful and free.
Like lintels,
You've provided me with the required way
You've shown me the places where I can grow and play.
Over and above,
You've become the critical neutral axis of my life,
Let's stay together and celebrate life."
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 2:48 AM UTC
I’m sharing another short poem written by me in 2016. :)
Hope you enjoy reading it.
In the land of my dreams
You were my hero.
My beloved, source of my joy
Someone with whom
Life seemed to be complete.
Nothing was easy
Yet everything looked so wonderful
You, me and idea of being "we"
Prettiest feelings and you.
Never realised how far I'd come
It was just a heavy flow of love
That carried me away
Dipped into your thoughts
Silly me! kept moving happily.
Until, you wake me up
and...asked, “Hey!! Are we friends?”
Criticism appreciated :)
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 2:45 AM UTC
Of all the places
I have never been before
I carried myself
With weight
Of a million wreath
To reach
Along the endless shore
Under the blue sky
Away from the citylights
That's where
My tears silently
Rolled down
That's when
I looked up back the sky
To start
Healing and blooming
Once again......
LALIMA YADAV
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 8:45 AM UTC
Read it and let me know if you find this #romantic :D Written by me in 2016. Winter season. It was raining that day.
WINTER RAINS
It's the morning time yet the sun is not bright
Even the blurry moon and stars are not in the sight.
A serene silence has covered the entire city
This morning is calm and seems to be pretty.
Shall I call it, the wildness of the winters
Or clouds are romancing?
It's raining, it's raining, raining in winter
Oh! Inside me, I, feel running thunders.
Somewhere, this moment is incomplete today
Definitely, without you my love, yes you, my dear soulmate.
I hear my arms shouting out your name
Your love is something that I long to taste.
No discussions, no sounds, no whisperings
Only this winter rain, you and me.
Silence, silence let it be there only
Between our entwined bodies.
May this rain stay for so long
May we stay longer together to see more winter rains.
Lalima Yadav ©️®️
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 7:42 AM UTC