looking upon ...
the world so **** ,
i fell intpo the pit of faces.
i tried to call myself back.....
bt wat wuld tell me
that its too late,
my vacucity has hovered me again.....

so tell me dear wats the rite
and wats jst wronge in my head....
to make us real and
make us true !
and find in love for yourself..
untill my ways are over yeah!
i will be with you forever ...
and going .. going on...
by creeping on my shadow!


facing you ,
with so disgrace,
never thought that you would
be so mean!
i fought with the feelings dear,
but the ****** heart heart is just a waste ,now what would help me
to move on in these ways......so tell me dear wats the rite
and wats jst wronge in my head....
to make us real and
make us true !
and find in love for yourself..
until my ways are over yeah!
i will be with you forever ...
and going .. going on...
by creeping on my shadow!



falling here,
my pace are just lost ,
where to go all my ways are so dark.
crawling here ,
creeping down and up...
where are you my life.....!!!!!!!





so tell me dear wats the rite
and wats jst wronge in my head....
to make us real and
make us true !
and find in love for yourself..
untill my ways are over yeah!
i will be with you forever ...
and going .. going on...
by creeping on my shadow!



shAdow....
my shadow!

I wanna be skinny just
to show you what you missed out on
and dame it im gunna do it
your going to miss me
you will feel stupid for letting me go
but ........ no I will not
come running back
or fall for you ever again
im going to get what I deserve

am i wrong to feel as if i don't need to live

Worthless
No one is born perfect
We all have our faults
How do people deal with them?
I go through one stage after another of self-hate, self-harm
Why must I be so flawed?!
Why can't I be happy?!
And when I wish to sleep, the mistakes of today, my life
oh they haunt!
oh they taunt!
I see others
They do wronge
But it does not faze them
In despite, they are content?!
WHT MUST I HATE EVERYTHING I DO???!!