Here it is again,
Always coming up,
   Why can't it just leave,
    
      Sitting here ripping the keyboard,
     Overwhelmed with the day,
   Wanna get away,
Let's float away....

I am back..
Black twisted thoughts..
It's hitting me again..
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Drifting in the realm of wicked emotion
Hurling boulders of tears on the rise,
Almost lost my two cents..

They all wanna go huh.
Fine... You'll never come back..
   Maybe I should capture all of you
Take you to a field of fire and bake you alive..
   I must burn you all from my memory
     **** your whole pathetic families ,
That pretend they there for you ,
I must destroy all of you,
I will

I will take the appropriate action,
You will feel the wrath
I will make you suffer
I will sit and stare into your wothless eyes
Watch the life leave your body to stay in me ,
Before i leave this world


I will have your souls
All of you
Farewell

Have you ever wondered how it feels to be a girl? You think it's nothing special to be a girl?
Then tell me boy:

Have you ever been afraid to speak because you feld their eyes on you?

Have you ever been afraid to fight for yourself because you knew they are stronger?

Have you ever dreamed of having another body because you heared them whisper?

Have you ever hide your talents because you heared them laugh?

Have you ever been afraid to ask questions because you saw their rolling eyes?

Have you ever pulled your jacket closer around your body because you saw them stare?

Have you ever felt how it hurts to be fooled because someone pretended to love you?

Have you ever stopped eating because you heared their jokes about you?

Have you ever felt wothless because everyone laughed about you?

Have you ever been lonely because no one liked you?

Because I have.

But your not a girl. You can't understand what I am talking about because everyone loves you.
Because you are perfect.

Tell me boy, have you ever...