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"whimpered" poems
The landlord rented his space. The landlord became suspicious. He received complaints from other tenants, Within a couple of weeks about loud music And laughter coming from her room. Banned from having friends in their home, People would arrive in a van nightly during the summer. The details of which emerged in the trial of insurance businessman, Who was accused of helping her, Without their knowledge. She accused the abuse after a plea. His mercy, Her punishment. ‘The past is still very much a reality’ she whimpered. Forced to watch for five months, The wolf spoke as she faced the hearing Without a translator. They are forbidden to speak. For her first 23 years, she was tortured. Anti-social behaviour is having more than two people in his head, Playing music so loud, That it can be heard, Outside of him. The only person to feel the same resigned. The landlord asked the hound to verify the affair. He handed two leather-bound volumes containing a map of the marks. It was on that day, The landlord took the decision to leave seriously. Once known, He made the claim and gave no hint as to the tenant’s identity. Up for a chance to win, We wish you safe travels.
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Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 6:27 AM UTC
8. Render Loyalty
I leapt and dove into the depths of indigo Night spilled carelessly onto my sky Darkness smothered with tides of indigo I almost drowned and whimpered a cry Grappled with the vagueness of indigo Out of the blue, I'd emerge with a heavy sigh
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Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 10:14 AM UTC
Spectrum Indigo
_To Polina, my anchor, through all my lives_ Between dawn and dusk on the precipice in shades of scarlet stood a magnificent house Strangers and I were enthralled by the neon red foyer where Francesca and Paolo welcomed us to the house of a thousand doors Each door an invitation to delicious desire each room a seduction of perilous passion One door opened — three bare women holograms drank from a small lake and brandished wicked, feline smiles At my feet a church of cardinals glowing with tears, heat and sweat whimpered in their prayers but the pope watched from afar.   He speaks— the mouth at once is an eye, an abyss and a hurricane from Pandora's box Then I am I no more — a cardinal in crimson — but no shame or guilt guides me when blood-red lips land on mine "Do you not see there is equal courage equal purity in giving into temptation— the kind that appals the devil to revel in the hurt, the open wounds, and the agony to dive deep— into the depths and say all the yeses to embrace the darkest demons of your soul? Enter— and you shall find hell or heaven within yourself."
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 1:37 AM UTC
A Tourist at the House of Sin
MIST CREEPING SLOWLY The morning found only blood & feathers. The fox leaving only Death & its presence & the gossip of the frightened chickens. My uncle swearing ‘til the sky was blue (early morning clouds that the sun shone through) . An embarrassed **** like a mad alarm clock crying like a cartoon “cock-a-doodle-do! ” My uncle dispatching him with a quick kick. “Oh yeah, and where the hell were you? ” I take in the scene of the massacre & whisper: “I sure wouldn’t like to be    a chicken! ” *    *      * All that next week my uncle stalked the chicken coup waiting for the fox who was clever enough not to turn up until the eight day driven by his hunger & his nature she stared into my uncle’s cold metallic sight & the evil acrid smell of a cartridge caught in flight as both it & the fox(shot through the head)   fell dead at my uncle’s muddied boot. My gentle uncle delirious with Death the frosted air stained with his breath. His voice almost transformed into an animalistic hoot: “Hey boy, betcha didn’t know I could shoot! ” The good side of the fox’s face seemed to still laugh at the very idea of Death. I whimpered: “I sure wouldn’t like to be    a fox! ” The countryside brutal & Biblical demanding a life for a life Yet all I could see was Death...Death. Priest-like... I knelt & whispered a quick act of contrition to the fox’s carcase. My uncle probably thought I was barmy. That night in celebration my uncle wrung a chicken’s neck (the chicken’s name was Patricia)   & I declined the clean white breast still haunted by the chicken & the fox’s death.
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Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 7:14 PM UTC
MIST CREEPING SLOWLY
MIST CREEPING SLOWLY The morning found only blood & feathers. The fox leaving only Death & its presence & the gossip of the frightened chickens. My uncle swearing ‘til the sky was blue (early morning clouds that the sun shone through) . An embarrassed **** like a mad alarm clock crying like a cartoon “cock-a-doodle-do! ” My uncle dispatching him with a quick kick. “Oh yeah, and where the hell were you? ” I take in the scene of the massacre & whisper: “I sure wouldn’t like to be    a chicken! ” *    *      * All that next week my uncle stalked the chicken coup waiting for the fox who was clever enough not to turn up until the eight day driven by his hunger & his nature she stared into my uncle’s cold metallic sight & the evil acrid smell of a cartridge caught in flight as both it & the fox(shot through the head)   fell dead at my uncle’s muddied boot. My gentle uncle delirious with Death the frosted air stained with his breath. His voice almost transformed into an animalistic hoot: “Hey boy, betcha didn’t know I could shoot! ” The good side of the fox’s face seemed to still laugh at the very idea of Death. I whimpered: “I sure wouldn’t like to be    a fox! ” The countryside brutal & Biblical demanding a life for a life Yet all I could see was Death...Death. Priest-like... I knelt & whispered a quick act of contrition to the fox’s carcase. My uncle probably thought I was barmy. That night in celebration my uncle wrung a chicken’s neck (the chicken’s name was Patricia)   & I declined the clean white breast still haunted by the chicken & the fox’s death.
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All the times that I cried, I thought of you But now, I'm not crying I can't cry anymore You're at my feet Begging me please What am I supposed to do, when the very words I whimpered, and you ignored, come in sobs out of you? I don't give you the privilege of being ignored Because I've been ignored for years No, I don't ignore you I simply smile, but you'll see the visions in my eyes; The visions of your future, and my past, all because You ignored my pleas How could I possibly ignore the person that's kept me up at night? Who I can never seem to forget? That has made a mess of my life? That ruins every happy moment of my life? I smile, but not like how you smiled at me There's not enough evil in my bones to pull off a smile that devious I hope my smile makes you understand the extent of what happens because you choose to ignore teary-eyed pleas from a little girl in a tent You don't ignore her cries You stop You should have stopped Why didn't you stop
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Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 10:55 PM UTC
If This is Revenge, Then Why Am I Crying?
"We're drifting apart," said the earth to the moon. "We've been through so much, hm?" replied the moon to earth. "It'll be glum to go, but sadly I must now." "Why? Please don't go away," begged the earth to the moon. "I will miss you for sure." "And I will too," said moon and earth silently sobbed. "4.5 billion years, for what?" The earth whimpered. "I can't love you anymore." "If I could say the same." "..."
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Oct 16, 2016
Oct 16, 2016 at 6:07 PM UTC
Moon and Earth
One of his sick molars was jarring, crying foul, the root canal treatment she did, the first, on him made it quiet,it touched exactly the love nerve. Love sprouted,got rooted between the curvy dentist and him in exactly five sittings; the soil was fertile. The  romantic dentist seized his pining heart too quick, the causes and effects of that pain, she whispered, was similar to what she felt , when he whimpered leaning his head on her full ******* No reason he had, not to surmise she didn't do everything she should, to make his ailing tooth perfect. Coochiecooing to her, he even called her" the tooth fairy's baby girl" overwhelmed she gifted him a smooch. Each  sitting fallowed soliciting  that rare,tender dental care, on her cozy swiveling chair, brought them closer to bouts of  necking and things more adventurous, (may the medical ethics, pardon the pair!) Vigorous  narratives she breathlessly reeled off, on the state of his each tooth brought her more closer to the chair than what professionally was expected, her perfumed warm presence brought aches, not necessarily dental. A stinging pain on a root repaired at a time his 'root canal sweet heart' was away compels him to explore for a new chair. The horror of horrors, it was revealed here, a piece of broken iron implement his sweet heart, has left within the root; a  cover up as she couldn't retrieve it with her skills inept, it did aggravate, caused the pain! Isn't the  betrayal of the kids, in the name of tooth fairy,non existent   far less heinous, than a cheating like this! could any one blame him for this, to escape a bad tooth future,  he did the best one could; the comely tooth fairy that found the fault and mended it shows him his place in the swivel chair of her heart these days!
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Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 9:02 AM UTC
The Root Canal Sweet heart
One of his sick molars was jarring, crying foul, the root canal treatment she did, the first, on him made it quiet,it touched exactly the love nerve. Love sprouted,got rooted between the curvy dentist and him in exactly five sittings; the soil was fertile. The  romantic dentist seized his pining heart too quick, the causes and effects of that pain, she whispered, was similar to what she felt , when he whimpered leaning his head on her full ******* No reason he had, not to surmise she didn't do everything she should, to make his ailing tooth perfect. Coochiecooing to her, he even called her" the tooth fairy's baby girl" overwhelmed she gifted him a smooch. Each  sitting fallowed soliciting  that rare,tender dental care, on her cozy swiveling chair, brought them closer to bouts of  necking and things more adventurous, (may the medical ethics, pardon the pair!) Vigorous  narratives she breathlessly reeled off, on the state of his each tooth brought her more closer to the chair than what professionally was expected, her perfumed warm presence brought aches, not necessarily dental. A stinging pain on a root repaired at a time his 'root canal sweet heart' was away compels him to explore for a new chair. The horror of horrors, it was revealed here, a piece of broken iron implement his sweet heart, has left within the root; a  cover up as she couldn't retrieve it with her skills inept, it did aggravate, caused the pain! Isn't the  betrayal of the kids, in the name of tooth fairy,non existent   far less heinous, than a cheating like this! could any one blame him for this, to escape a bad tooth future,  he did the best one could; the comely tooth fairy that found the fault and mended it shows him his place in the swivel chair of her heart these days!
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I opened my eyes once just to see if his were shut as tight as mine. I could tell by the way he moved, how angry he was with her. It was nothing between him and I. It was pure emotion we couldn’t express to each other without imitating the act of making love. We were the only ones left there for the other or maybe we were just there. Probability. I do not love him. …but he breathed like you. Kissed like you. He was built like you, cried like you. I hope you understand. It was my only release. It was not affection for each other that drove us into such a passionate entanglement but the restrained love we had for each of you. The Anger. The Sadness. The Loneliness. We were open journals, and we filled each other with feelings that words could not express. …I missed you so much. He’s the only one who could ever understand how much I did. While our bodies were dripping with shame, what else could we have done? I felt his feelings for her and they broke my heart. There was no stopping. The tighter he held, the softer he whimpered, the more it pulled me in. The more I understood the less alone I felt. This dismal place became less painful. I was not out to hurt you. It did not bloom from spite or revenge. Not for you. While his body did grind into mine, I felt the pain of his anatomy and I used it against myself. His body was my only way to repair and destroy myself all at once. It was pleasurable due to the dream I had woven into it, and I could feel his muscles forgiving me. Forgiving her. I wonder what he felt come from mine. Relief, I hope. Once the sweat and tears had dried, and our bodies lay throbbing and limp there was a sense of calm neither of us had ever experienced. Although I’ll never be able to tell you how I feel, I know I confessed everything I could that day with my writhing and with my heat. It was all for you. Even though we did not let it happen through love or adoration it was not meaningless. Our souls confided in and approved of our scene. That’s all I needed. For it to be known I did not cheat. I did not cheat you and I did not cheat myself. Now, I don’t think I could love you as much as I do now had it not happened. I found us that day. Buried beneath years reconstruction and restriction. More importantly, I found myself. Lodged in between the freezing of time and heartache. I’ll miss my innocence, but not my ignorance. I opened my eyes just to see if his eyes were shut as tight as mine. I had never felt so utterly complete.
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Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 11:18 PM UTC
Release of a dismal soul
I opened my eyes once just to see if his were shut as tight as mine. I could tell by the way he moved, how angry he was with her. It was nothing between him and I. It was pure emotion we couldn’t express to each other without imitating the act of making love. We were the only ones left there for the other or maybe we were just there. Probability. I do not love him. …but he breathed like you. Kissed like you. He was built like you, cried like you. I hope you understand. It was my only release. It was not affection for each other that drove us into such a passionate entanglement but the restrained love we had for each of you. The Anger. The Sadness. The Loneliness. We were open journals, and we filled each other with feelings that words could not express. …I missed you so much. He’s the only one who could ever understand how much I did. While our bodies were dripping with shame, what else could we have done? I felt his feelings for her and they broke my heart. There was no stopping. The tighter he held, the softer he whimpered, the more it pulled me in. The more I understood the less alone I felt. This dismal place became less painful. I was not out to hurt you. It did not bloom from spite or revenge. Not for you. While his body did grind into mine, I felt the pain of his anatomy and I used it against myself. His body was my only way to repair and destroy myself all at once. It was pleasurable due to the dream I had woven into it, and I could feel his muscles forgiving me. Forgiving her. I wonder what he felt come from mine. Relief, I hope. Once the sweat and tears had dried, and our bodies lay throbbing and limp there was a sense of calm neither of us had ever experienced. Although I’ll never be able to tell you how I feel, I know I confessed everything I could that day with my writhing and with my heat. It was all for you. Even though we did not let it happen through love or adoration it was not meaningless. Our souls confided in and approved of our scene. That’s all I needed. For it to be known I did not cheat. I did not cheat you and I did not cheat myself. Now, I don’t think I could love you as much as I do now had it not happened. I found us that day. Buried beneath years reconstruction and restriction. More importantly, I found myself. Lodged in between the freezing of time and heartache. I’ll miss my innocence, but not my ignorance. I opened my eyes just to see if his eyes were shut as tight as mine. I had never felt so utterly complete.
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Static whimpered then, now was a moment, is and will be. But in my deeper blue, waits a Sapphire cesspool; waste and ivory the Isle of Man, wades and drowns silk swollen in the silence of still water, through Hesperian greed and the tide of golden apples. In wandering, the cicada and cypress grew in a moment's swan song, Paradise was a pyre, and it was Winter and the modern world. And in what days of one day would the enchantment bring-- of the red faces and quivering tongues? And what would the harpie bring-- icy tendrils of Spring to cool the flame?   A wretched smile, of the witness blackened, knelt cradling his head in his hands. and in that moment, I was a lost man, a lost man, And then the happiest on the face of the Earth: Now, the night is shallow. ****** is a breath, Eros is breathing, I am still. Still caught in the net of waking dreams, when a binary sunset births the piercing tone, of frequency high and ears hollow: I was on my back, floating and Death stood waiting at the end. Chariot yoked, pinion on pinion, I gritted my teeth, unfurled my wings and wept-- the mind is vengeance As cruelty is the Mother of love. and Now stands waiting, in the memory of himself. A war is waged each moment, with the echo of forever: soul for soul, talon for talon.
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Aug 28, 2012
Aug 28, 2012 at 1:03 AM UTC
Abaddon
I think I felt my spine break As I clutched my heart As if an irregular beat Had tied nooses round my arteries And cracked my bones apart I choked on my gasps I whimpered into my sheets I bled through my sleeve Until I passed out It’s just another dream Should have known better than to hope On hollow words Sent to and from two dead birds I can’t believe I ******* thought You were an end And I was a means worth living for How ******* naive of me? How ******* naive
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Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 8:46 AM UTC
naive wreck
She’s a Poem He’s an Invisible Ink She’s a Love Ballad He’s a Vocal Less Echo She’s a Soothing Lullaby He’s a Muted Lyric She's a Warm Breeze He's a Whimpered Wind She’s a Wished Rain He’s a Thirst in Desert She’s a Flying Dream He’s a Falling Demon She’s Nourishing on Pages He's Dissolving into Ink As if, Final Chapter of His Book in a Making? She May Breathe Forever in His Silent Echoes...
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Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 11:32 AM UTC
As if; She's...!
We used to be so honest, so pure, so oblivious and full of life. Our love became the definition of sunrise awes, the sweet smell of fresh rain, the echo of a child's laugh and the first flight of a newborn bird. We became the melancholy of naive endeavours wrapped in raw emotions. Our love was real; factual, in fact and I refuse to believe any less. But that has all dissolved now; disintegrated with the wind, set with the sun, thundered the clouds with fearful flashes of dangerous light and whimpered every soul who has lost something they've loved. We are no longer built on sweet smiles or tempted impulses; we are the epitome of sulking stares and avoiding glances. We are civil, but we are also tense. We are the tightness of our muscles in this predicament of uncertainty. And that is what we've become: completely and utterly uncertain, which is quite contradictory to the confidence of our emotions trailing back to the months before. We are touch, but be are also sight and scent. We are all the senses masked by sweet pride. We are a tempest of emotions dancing to the rhythm of our eternally thriving hearts. And though we are inevitably wrong, moving to different beats of similar drums, our recital of pirouettes has managed to create something beautiful. - g.d.
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Dec 20, 2013
Dec 20, 2013 at 4:21 PM UTC
Ballet.
Ineffable: Too great or extreme to be expressed or described in words; Too sacred to be uttered. -------------------------–-------—------------------------------------------------------------- The whimpered cries of the dying in the rubble of Bangladeshi avarice, announcing we were worthy of life, to which we think to ourselves, agreed upon with our, a whispery, silent amen. The still alive cries of children, tornado-tormented parents screaming unfair, teachers body shielding their charges, whispering save us Lord, from your inventive toys, to which we think to ourselves, a whispery, silent amen. But here comes the Oklahoma tornadoes again, now four more dead in Houston, selecting the innocent, the brave, logic in any of this, none, nonsensical at its worst to which we think to ourselves, a whispery, silent amen. ~~~~~ The first I-am-alive cries of new born lungs, I have grandson, stain-less, perfect, recovering in the stainless steel delivery room, I hear the all babies in the neo-natal unit in unison pronouncing a Hebrew blessing, the Shecheyanu... (Blessed are You, Lord our God, Master of the universe, who has kept us alive and sustained us and has brought us to these special moments) to which we think to ourselves, a whispery, silent amen. These unspoken poem devotions of adoration of the sleeping chamber, that cannot be heard or answered for they're dreamt and perchance in the morning thankfully recalled, enough to be transcribed, to which we think to ourselves, a whispery, silent amen. Ineffable. A day, just another supplying an average day to the mass of average. Birth + Death = an average day. I thank a God for the birth of a newborn perfection On this day the newspapers report about silence of the God others pray to, could be the same deity, reporting that in his holy places, Jew spits upon Jew, Muslims usurp Christian lives, all for none, all forgetting in whose image they were created. to which we cannot say nor think anything. Ineffable. too sacred to be uttered, so instead of the paucity of these unuttered words, know that each tear in the reservoir of my eyes is my unspoken poem prayer., my amen. *Instead of answering amen out loud, wipe my eyes with your fingertips, silently.*
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May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 3:19 PM UTC
Ineffable (More Tornado Prayers and Such)
Ineffable: Too great or extreme to be expressed or described in words; Too sacred to be uttered. -------------------------–-------—------------------------------------------------------------- The whimpered cries of the dying in the rubble of Bangladeshi avarice, announcing we were worthy of life, to which we think to ourselves, agreed upon with our, a whispery, silent amen. The still alive cries of children, tornado-tormented parents screaming unfair, teachers body shielding their charges, whispering save us Lord, from your inventive toys, to which we think to ourselves, a whispery, silent amen. But here comes the Oklahoma tornadoes again, now four more dead in Houston, selecting the innocent, the brave, logic in any of this, none, nonsensical at its worst to which we think to ourselves, a whispery, silent amen. ~~~~~ The first I-am-alive cries of new born lungs, I have grandson, stain-less, perfect, recovering in the stainless steel delivery room, I hear the all babies in the neo-natal unit in unison pronouncing a Hebrew blessing, the Shecheyanu... (Blessed are You, Lord our God, Master of the universe, who has kept us alive and sustained us and has brought us to these special moments) to which we think to ourselves, a whispery, silent amen. These unspoken poem devotions of adoration of the sleeping chamber, that cannot be heard or answered for they're dreamt and perchance in the morning thankfully recalled, enough to be transcribed, to which we think to ourselves, a whispery, silent amen. Ineffable. A day, just another supplying an average day to the mass of average. Birth + Death = an average day. I thank a God for the birth of a newborn perfection On this day the newspapers report about silence of the God others pray to, could be the same deity, reporting that in his holy places, Jew spits upon Jew, Muslims usurp Christian lives, all for none, all forgetting in whose image they were created. to which we cannot say nor think anything. Ineffable. too sacred to be uttered, so instead of the paucity of these unuttered words, know that each tear in the reservoir of my eyes is my unspoken poem prayer., my amen. *Instead of answering amen out loud, wipe my eyes with your fingertips, silently.*
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in ancient times in hidden places there lived a tribe of small green faces seldom seen by the human eye these beings in fact were not always kind a midsummers evening when the moon was full though hidden by clouds the night was rather dull a traveller walking home tired and weak saw a spot by a tree and took a seat he closed his eyes and off he fell into a world of dreams and secrets so he could recover well he dreamt of his daughter pure and new how he wished he was with her and her mother too but the dream took a twist with an image too dark for me to repeat he awoke with a spark panic in his blood and a knot in his chest he stood to continue after his interrupted rest but confusion then filled him as he looked around and did not recognise his surroundings was this where he settled down? "oh no" he whimpered but little did he know this was just the start of the next few hours of woe as very close by not seen by his eye were the mischievous imps and faeries side by side to play was all they wanted their humour different to ours ensuring the traveller was lost would help them in the next few hours as the traveller was stuck and couldn't find his was home which left his wife and child unprotected; alone around he paced but no place he knew was found though he wouldn't give up and kept peering around though at this time the little green smirks we're distracted by the next part of their work on their way to pick up the baby a fake left in its place would anyone notice? maybe but the traveller grew weaker and couldn't survive the faeries fun almost ended once he had died i had to say almost as the mother was left not to know that her husband was dead and that it was not her child that she watched grow and we never found out if she was ever in the know and the impish beings were still amused by this and watched for a while proud and guiltless they giggled and laughed at the mess they'd been making then flew off to find a new baby to swap for a changeling
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Jul 24, 2013
Jul 24, 2013 at 4:27 AM UTC
changeling
in ancient times in hidden places there lived a tribe of small green faces seldom seen by the human eye these beings in fact were not always kind a midsummers evening when the moon was full though hidden by clouds the night was rather dull a traveller walking home tired and weak saw a spot by a tree and took a seat he closed his eyes and off he fell into a world of dreams and secrets so he could recover well he dreamt of his daughter pure and new how he wished he was with her and her mother too but the dream took a twist with an image too dark for me to repeat he awoke with a spark panic in his blood and a knot in his chest he stood to continue after his interrupted rest but confusion then filled him as he looked around and did not recognise his surroundings was this where he settled down? "oh no" he whimpered but little did he know this was just the start of the next few hours of woe as very close by not seen by his eye were the mischievous imps and faeries side by side to play was all they wanted their humour different to ours ensuring the traveller was lost would help them in the next few hours as the traveller was stuck and couldn't find his was home which left his wife and child unprotected; alone around he paced but no place he knew was found though he wouldn't give up and kept peering around though at this time the little green smirks we're distracted by the next part of their work on their way to pick up the baby a fake left in its place would anyone notice? maybe but the traveller grew weaker and couldn't survive the faeries fun almost ended once he had died i had to say almost as the mother was left not to know that her husband was dead and that it was not her child that she watched grow and we never found out if she was ever in the know and the impish beings were still amused by this and watched for a while proud and guiltless they giggled and laughed at the mess they'd been making then flew off to find a new baby to swap for a changeling
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1449 I thought the Train would never come— How slow the whistle sang— I don’t believe a peevish Bird So whimpered for the Spring— I taught my Heart a hundred times Precisely what to say— Provoking Lover, when you came Its Treatise flew away To hide my strategy too late To wiser be too soon— For miseries so halcyon The happiness atone—
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I thought the Train would never come—
Midnight on my mind, midnight on my mind. I followed my foot as it slipped into the dust leaving a haunted pirate ship that was going way too fast for casual conversation. The wind was relentless and yelled in my ears as I wondered why I don't own any wigs, and also, why would anyone own any wigs? I feel for my pulse and find it happily nestled behind barely there skin and a few shaky bones. My hunger never asked to be acknowledged, it just whimpered and begged behind my heels like a stray dog I've never met before. The dawn was coming, the ghosts scattered down the cat walk like spiders with flies on their mind. Spiders covered their eyes as a bruised purple sky made love to an orange blossom.
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May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC
Drape Like the East
“It’s time for bed,” was never a problem for me, I was good at sleeping, I could do it longer than anyone else I knew and they couldn’t wake me if they tried, I was in over my ankles, waist, chest and head, Five hundred pillows and a duvet that was heavy enough to suffocate all the car horns in my mind, I didn’t have to count the sheep so they sat there and ate grass, Because I could pass with all the flying colours refracted in crystallised dreams, In the pitch black I won all the altercations against those demons that bite, The narcoleptic warrior is champion of the night, the steady rise and fall of her chest, the flutter of twitching lashes like spiders legs, arms drawn tight around ******* and waist for protection against the ties that bind, It’s a **** art, But I didn’t realise my excellence was subjective, For my parents it was the ****** in the night, Fox screams that would send them running to my side, only to find a steady heartbeat and lethargic child, head to the pillow and snoring, For friends and family who came to stay, for them it was wide eyed, white knuckled, lying awake and clutching the sheets as I cried and whimpered in the next room, Trauma spilling over catatonic lips in the most wretched of yelling, pulled out in a long, choking strings of invisible nightmare, For my sister, it was ***** ‘cow’, **** and all the other curses that I kicked or hit her with in my minefield of a sleeping pattern, Bible versus, bolt upright, head spinning 360 degrees, Charon won’t let me pass because someone wasn’t kind enough to put a coin in my mouth and now I’m walking a shore I won’t remember in the morning, I don’t remember in the morning, I’ve been buried in sleep, Not until I see them unshaven and weary at the table, and I know they’ve been leaking electricity, Is it possible to be good at something if no one thinks you are? I was good at it, once, In over my ankles, waist, chest and head, Five hundred pillows and a duvet heavy enough to suffocate, To suffocate my talent, I lie back and count to ten, Sleep mask, sleep tablet, sleep therapy, I try not to let it happen again, I keep the nightlight on now, the sun my only sleeping scar, How can you be good at something if no one thinks you are? I don’t think I’ll ever grow out of it, but I’ve stopped reaching for the pin-pricks of white light in those starry night skies, And now, when I lay awake in my bed, I’m afraid to close my eyes
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Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 3:07 PM UTC
Night Terrors
“It’s time for bed,” was never a problem for me, I was good at sleeping, I could do it longer than anyone else I knew and they couldn’t wake me if they tried, I was in over my ankles, waist, chest and head, Five hundred pillows and a duvet that was heavy enough to suffocate all the car horns in my mind, I didn’t have to count the sheep so they sat there and ate grass, Because I could pass with all the flying colours refracted in crystallised dreams, In the pitch black I won all the altercations against those demons that bite, The narcoleptic warrior is champion of the night, the steady rise and fall of her chest, the flutter of twitching lashes like spiders legs, arms drawn tight around ******* and waist for protection against the ties that bind, It’s a **** art, But I didn’t realise my excellence was subjective, For my parents it was the ****** in the night, Fox screams that would send them running to my side, only to find a steady heartbeat and lethargic child, head to the pillow and snoring, For friends and family who came to stay, for them it was wide eyed, white knuckled, lying awake and clutching the sheets as I cried and whimpered in the next room, Trauma spilling over catatonic lips in the most wretched of yelling, pulled out in a long, choking strings of invisible nightmare, For my sister, it was ***** ‘cow’, **** and all the other curses that I kicked or hit her with in my minefield of a sleeping pattern, Bible versus, bolt upright, head spinning 360 degrees, Charon won’t let me pass because someone wasn’t kind enough to put a coin in my mouth and now I’m walking a shore I won’t remember in the morning, I don’t remember in the morning, I’ve been buried in sleep, Not until I see them unshaven and weary at the table, and I know they’ve been leaking electricity, Is it possible to be good at something if no one thinks you are? I was good at it, once, In over my ankles, waist, chest and head, Five hundred pillows and a duvet heavy enough to suffocate, To suffocate my talent, I lie back and count to ten, Sleep mask, sleep tablet, sleep therapy, I try not to let it happen again, I keep the nightlight on now, the sun my only sleeping scar, How can you be good at something if no one thinks you are? I don’t think I’ll ever grow out of it, but I’ve stopped reaching for the pin-pricks of white light in those starry night skies, And now, when I lay awake in my bed, I’m afraid to close my eyes
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He took her to his cabin up in the northern woods so no one could hear her scream when he tied her to the four post bed to live out all his dreams now she calls him Master when he unbinds her from the bed but still he makes her subject to the whims inside his head Now and then he lets her run naked on a leash but locks her in the spider hole when it's time for him to teach He knows she'll never get away He'll make her love his hell searching for what makes her smile 'neath his Stockholm syndrome spell He F 'd her up and beat her down until she finally came around So beautiful in her black and blue She whimpered "Master, I love you" Then he knew Her Stockholm love was true He gently kissed her ****** face and the bruises he so carefully placed Held her in her broken disgrace because her Stockholm love was true Now they're always together with their twisted violent love He finally truly fell for her and she can't get enough Stockholm love! He hits her with a rubber hose She bites him on the thigh scratching her name across his back he slaps her 'til she cries Stockholm love! They love that they are lovers profuse! profane! profound! and when she finally got the chance she tied her lover down He loved her like no other She understood his love So she f 'd him up and beat him down until they'd had enough but he didn't comprehend the depth of her Stockholm love She blew him away with a shot gun blast just so she could *** Stockholm love! Look out! Look out! If you see her in your town She won't be charmed and she's always armed so don't you stick around She'll F ' you up and beat you down Until she gets enough Stockholm! Shot gun! Love! Roosty
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Feb 2, 2017
Feb 2, 2017 at 10:33 AM UTC
Stockholm Love
He took her to his cabin up in the northern woods so no one could hear her scream when he tied her to the four post bed to live out all his dreams now she calls him Master when he unbinds her from the bed but still he makes her subject to the whims inside his head Now and then he lets her run naked on a leash but locks her in the spider hole when it's time for him to teach He knows she'll never get away He'll make her love his hell searching for what makes her smile 'neath his Stockholm syndrome spell He F 'd her up and beat her down until she finally came around So beautiful in her black and blue She whimpered "Master, I love you" Then he knew Her Stockholm love was true He gently kissed her ****** face and the bruises he so carefully placed Held her in her broken disgrace because her Stockholm love was true Now they're always together with their twisted violent love He finally truly fell for her and she can't get enough Stockholm love! He hits her with a rubber hose She bites him on the thigh scratching her name across his back he slaps her 'til she cries Stockholm love! They love that they are lovers profuse! profane! profound! and when she finally got the chance she tied her lover down He loved her like no other She understood his love So she f 'd him up and beat him down until they'd had enough but he didn't comprehend the depth of her Stockholm love She blew him away with a shot gun blast just so she could *** Stockholm love! Look out! Look out! If you see her in your town She won't be charmed and she's always armed so don't you stick around She'll F ' you up and beat you down Until she gets enough Stockholm! Shot gun! Love! Roosty
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It's just a *tease
* It's just a joke 
I'm sure her *wrists
* Can take much more For every word that ached her heart was written in red within her skin 

'Twas just the *cat
* 'Twas just the *diet
* 'Twas just the pills 
That kept her silent

 Help her soul 
Her soul is fine 
But save her *perception
* From the false veracities 

A *deluge of razors
* Raid in mind *
"I'm fat , naive and eccentric"* 
Is what's behind 

So the purging came 
Like knights in gory battle Relentlessly ravaging Shattering the girl from the *inside

* And all she ever felt
 Was the absurdity
 Of the gory knights Ready to slit the thread of life Blinded by the agonizing relief She lost her mind to perfection And ‘twas only then when *She whimpered in bitter regret

* Because It was just your *tease
* And It was just your *joke
* That emboldened the knights 
to make her think happiness is just a hoax
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Jan 29, 2014
Jan 29, 2014 at 6:08 AM UTC
Shattered Mosaic
Pay attention everyone said Lilliput I have an important announcement We're going to have a wonderful picnic For our family on Thursday , poppits only The groans were heard all over the palace Are we riding there , asked Horsey Anne No we jolly well are not And you scrum half Zara , are not either We're motorcading it , without staff Another really loud royal moan We are each taking everything we need And that includes you ex pork of York 'OOHH NNOO' she gurgly grunted Less of that , and NO toe suckers allowed Nor arrive in a kiddies helicopter either And you Wills missus more clothing You make my  blue blood run cold Next Thursday then , you picnickers What have you brought asked Lilliput Silver knives and forks hoarsed Anne Paper plates grunted Flossy Fergie Plastic cups , whimpered Wills missus Lav paper for tissues, gidded up Zara Big tablecloth bellowed Camilla Have none of you brought food said Lilliput 'NO' they all mardily whinnied None of us even thought about it And you mumsy H.R.H. what have you brought 'NOBODY questions me , you pipsqueaks LET'S ALL GO HOME NOW !
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May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 2:53 AM UTC
Pesky picnic
Don’t Trust On the far side Under the diminishing light, With stars for eyes We sadly say goodbye To know you live My very soul Is able to survive On such dark, preposterous lies Your promise sealed With your everlasting kiss on my lips You fed me stings. I fell into a trap Of forever sadness Hidden in a corner whimpered my soul. A hurting heart with a broken seal The fear of falling, cloud my eyes. To know you exist I Die.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 6:44 AM UTC
Don't Trust
I snuck into your room last night You always leave the doors unlocked and those lights aren’t fooling anyone The floorboards creaked with cloudy memories and I feared I’d wake you But your mind was buried so deeply in darkness the sky could not stir you I laid with you in silence last night Your bones whimpered and rattled like the bitter cold wind against the windows The ice must have certainly entered through those tiny cracks in the glass, in your shell Crystals fell softly from the ceiling and landed upon your cheeks I took myself away from you last night Peeled back your eyelids gently and wiped out the cloudiness I’d left there Soft cotton picked up the old traces left on your skin, your fingertips; under your nails Your mouth I traced with honey and perfumes; I placed young crickets under your pillow I left you last night Though you walked me to the door and watched me drive away, you never once saw me You must have been dreaming that I was merely visiting; a guest, unaware Blind to the mirror you dressed yourself in, and adorned in the “all along” You always were a light sleeper.
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Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 6:58 PM UTC
I snuck into your room last night
I still feel the sting of every string on all my parts my ankles still bare marks I smile as my *** stings A fond memory of so many things whipped with pearls til I whimpered wanting you to take me just a little further Ridges rolling on pinched nips With a slow soft touch upon my lips Undulated hip That wicked giggle you love so much just around the next touch I go silent a moment then I sigh before you know it I am up for air I look up and give you that stare You know it is not over Before this is done You will whip my *** again til the pearls come undone ; )
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Jan 27, 2014
Jan 27, 2014 at 10:51 AM UTC
Your Pearls
So there I was one Thursday night Just kickin' back alone in my bed Got my jammies on & pillows fluffed With one arm tucked under my head Staring off into space, lost in thought 'til I saw something move on my wall, above me was a pretty big spider skipping along frantically, trying not to fall but fall he did, & he landed close by as I laid there frozen with fear at first I couldn't tell if he intended to cuddle or bite then ever so slowly he began to draw near his gaze settled on me with uncertainty with his six or eight little eyes then he brushed up against me ever so gently I just kept still and whimpered & cried Apparently he was smitten with me And so chose a spot on my hand to sit I couldn't tell him I don't like him like that "No spider, Not even…A little…Bit." Then I said "Spider – This could get crazy With all of our legs entwined" "you with eight, and me with two, In total that's ten legs combined." He looked really sad, and I felt kinda bad Because a love like his is quite rare So it went from being a one night stand To this now complicated affair.
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Jun 22, 2013
Jun 22, 2013 at 4:36 AM UTC
The Spider and I ~