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"weighty" poems
Insecurity is wool blanket drenched in water laying across my nose and mouth, every breath i take in is a wicked reminder of everything i am not. its sharp needle points prodding my pores ripping apart the skin of my throat with every word i'm unable to speak. Insecurity is facing a firing squad, every bullet comes from the mouth, every tongue a trigger, every tooth ammunition Your feet are nailed to the ground, an iron staple of your own making lacing through your toes. The worst thing about it is that your hands are bulletproof shields, and if you had the strength to raise your thousand pound arms, you could use them to block your bruised up brain. But you can't. So you don't. its being uncomfortable in your own skin, a bone shattering, helpless feeling that you cannot change this. no amount of compliments or beautiful words whispered in the darkness can fix it insecurity is the building blocks of my personality, I'm constantly tailoring everyone in my life to fit it, like a worn dress I can't walk down the hallway, down the street, through a store without the feeling of a thousand weighty words cutting into my skin In every war my mind wages against my body i stand there like marble, letting the bullets eat me alive.
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Jan 29, 2014
Jan 29, 2014 at 9:38 PM UTC
a personification of crippling insecurity
I am much too alone in this world, yet not alone enough to truly consecrate the hour. I am much too small in this world, yet not small enough to be to you just object and thing, dark and smart. I want my free will and want it accompanying the path which leads to action; and want during times that beg questions, where something is up, to be among those in the know, or else be alone. I want to mirror your image to its fullest perfection, never be blind or too old to uphold your weighty wavering reflection. I want to unfold. Nowhere I wish to stay crooked, bent; for there I would be dishonest, untrue. I want my conscience to be true before you; want to describe myself like a picture I observed for a long time, one close up, like a new word I learned and embraced, like the everyday jug, like my mother's face, like a ship that carried me along through the deadliest storm.
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I am Much Too Alone in this World
Do you consider Me A Victory? Ah! My Dear. This trophy rests too heavy on the shelf, Weighty in the mind.
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 1:27 PM UTC
Possession
me rich Great Again follow dreams to a place where freedom ebuffed my  businessman Mar-a-Lago Club resort is mine to escape the spotligh Our culture has gotten too mean and too rough, More weighty details are scarce Berwyn speech, without a hint of irony deep love and respect” dropped slightly as my race tightens after a plagiarism controversy
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Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 11:56 AM UTC
Great Again
With vehement force, The white, weighty water, Races between my thighs, Grazing my fingertips, Crashing into the wasted bank, And splintered stone, Scattered about the course, Surging towards the fringe, Of the river road, My toes curl, Latched to the rock-ridden surface, Fighting the undertow, As the water plunges, Down the waterfall
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Nov 1, 2011
Nov 1, 2011 at 5:00 AM UTC
Waterfall
The man in galoshes with the world on his back, strolls along the broken track. Weather beaten, Fighting the rain. It's lashing him. He's tied to the kerb. Anchored only by the weighty boots on his feet. He's out there fair weather or foul. Desperate to keep his public happy, With a timely siren, the arrival of an infants birth. He is the performer up the garden path. At least the rain's outside again. So is he poor sod. The postman, nearly demi-god, or nearly dead. He's tramping through the rain and the snow. He had to let you know, you know. The latest news and hot reviews, a little bit of useless information. There's nothing better than a letter, unless it's from the revenue. Our fair weather friend he has so many uses. A warrior, he fights wild dogs. He's churning up the grass, his only means of escape. He's wearing an orange hat, it's curled up at the edges. He uses it to fight the rain. The orange hat so luminous, he's looking rather fruity. He's forlorn and in pieces, because he's getting washed away, He has one every morning in his place, each and every day. Stacks and stacks of bits of paper, Life and death wrapped up in his sack. (C) Livvi
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Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 10:43 AM UTC
ODE TO THE POSTMAN
her milk is him her eyes are full of good tidings, washing my body with lavender soap cake, all the dirt crumbs of a hard life drained into a circle of holes that carry away carings, to places where their squeaking can’t be heard her hands, pillows for a head so sorrow-weighty, her body, her hips, a bed upon to rest, and he wonders, how did he exist before she become his nest, her hair of grass, now, a coverlet for twigs and strings, when then he laid his body down for disturbed sleep her milk is him, a restorative that refreshes his content, how did, once upon a time, he let existence subtract his time on earth without any relativity, time unrecognizable, he was in no one place, pathless, subsidizing nothing, unable to distinguish tween the straight and the curved her milk in him, whitens his soul, she calls out, “*you are my shepherd, my king, my David, my white marble sculpture of our current existence, when you drink the white of me, it is I who is fulfilled, when you write of me, your milk is me*”
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May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 4:39 PM UTC
her milk is him (your are my shepherd, my king, my David)
For Leonard Baskin To his house the bodiless Come to barter endlessly Vision, wisdom, for bodies Palpable as his, and weighty. Hands moving move priestlier Than priest's hands, invoke no vain Images of light and air But sure stations in bronze, wood, stone. Obdurate, in dense-grained wood, A bald angel blocks and shapes The flimsy light; arms folded Watches his cumbrous world eclipse Inane worlds of wind and cloud. Bronze dead dominate the floor, Resistive, ruddy-bodied, Dwarfing us. Our bodies flicker Toward extinction in those eyes Which, without him, were beggared Of place, time, and their bodies. Emulous spirits make discord, Try entry, enter nightmares Until his chisel bequeaths Them life livelier than ours, A solider repose than death's.
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Sculptor
There is never nothing new Just rearrange things I don’t write poems I just remove the extra words that are in the way Hold on to the words like whispers and shadows and wings Recklessly insert adjectives Tie it all to your delusions of profundity Dig down deep for pain no matter how senseless Pick at your emotional scabs Bleed No one likes poetry Constantly remind people of that Tell them that you make it sound good to you and **** them (Even though their ovation means everything) Slip, dip and weave With ambiguous wet dreams Full lips and thick tongue Mouthing… Come to an understanding ***** is much better than clean Make it filthy Soil it Make it nostalgic People need to be reassured that you were really ******* up as a kid and that this poetry **** doesn’t just happen to people overnight Make it esoteric That way, when no one knows what the hell you are talking about, you will have a good word to explain why Say things that are so ill mannered that they are weighty I will give you an example “I’m not looking for a girl that is beautiful I'm looking for one just barely ugly enough to **** me” Incite large groups of people to ***** Get so personal that it gives people headaches Expose yourself until everyone is embarrassed for you Spew it all over the bar In a drunken stupor flaunt it lasciviously with your genitals Pour yourself into reckless collisions Drink from your soul until it rots your liver Write until you want to **** yourself then write about that Make it as bitter as a Wal-mart associate Make it so sweet she will swallow it all before looking up at you with eyes like tiny puddles To say, “that was beautiful” (even though it was disgusting) It should be raw It should make you itch It should be like rubbing up against it spreads it It should be like VD Make really long Like it’s your ***** No, Make it really, really long Like its my ***** Make it rhyme I mean don’t Don’t Don’t ever write another ******* poem because I assure you if I did not write it than it must **** and that is how poetry works Michael L Sutter
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Oct 16, 2011
Oct 16, 2011 at 12:31 PM UTC
How to Write a Poem
There is never nothing new Just rearrange things I don’t write poems I just remove the extra words that are in the way Hold on to the words like whispers and shadows and wings Recklessly insert adjectives Tie it all to your delusions of profundity Dig down deep for pain no matter how senseless Pick at your emotional scabs Bleed No one likes poetry Constantly remind people of that Tell them that you make it sound good to you and **** them (Even though their ovation means everything) Slip, dip and weave With ambiguous wet dreams Full lips and thick tongue Mouthing… Come to an understanding ***** is much better than clean Make it filthy Soil it Make it nostalgic People need to be reassured that you were really ******* up as a kid and that this poetry **** doesn’t just happen to people overnight Make it esoteric That way, when no one knows what the hell you are talking about, you will have a good word to explain why Say things that are so ill mannered that they are weighty I will give you an example “I’m not looking for a girl that is beautiful I'm looking for one just barely ugly enough to **** me” Incite large groups of people to ***** Get so personal that it gives people headaches Expose yourself until everyone is embarrassed for you Spew it all over the bar In a drunken stupor flaunt it lasciviously with your genitals Pour yourself into reckless collisions Drink from your soul until it rots your liver Write until you want to **** yourself then write about that Make it as bitter as a Wal-mart associate Make it so sweet she will swallow it all before looking up at you with eyes like tiny puddles To say, “that was beautiful” (even though it was disgusting) It should be raw It should make you itch It should be like rubbing up against it spreads it It should be like VD Make really long Like it’s your ***** No, Make it really, really long Like its my ***** Make it rhyme I mean don’t Don’t Don’t ever write another ******* poem because I assure you if I did not write it than it must **** and that is how poetry works Michael L Sutter
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It is no night to drown in: A full moon, river lapsing Black beneath bland mirror-sheen, The blue water-mists dropping Scrim after scrim like fishnets Though fishermen are sleeping, The massive castle turrets Doubling themselves in a glass All stillness. Yet these shapes float Up toward me, troubling the face Of quiet. From the nadir They rise, their limbs ponderous With richness, hair heavier Than sculptured marble. They sing Of a world more full and clear Than can be. Sisters, your song Bears a burden too weighty For the whorled ear's listening Here, in a well-steered country, Under a balanced ruler. Deranging by harmony Beyond the mundane order, Your voices lay siege. You lodge On the pitched reefs of nightmare, Promising sure harborage; By day, descant from borders Of hebetude, from the ledge Also of high windows. Worse Even than your maddening Song, your silence. At the source Of your ice-hearted calling -- Drunkenness of the great depths. O river, I see drifting Deep in your flux of silver Those great goddesses of peace. Stone, stone, ferry me down there.
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Lorelei
''When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary, When troubles come and my heart burdened be, Then, I am still and wait here in the silence Until You come and sit awhile with me.” <> not hidden, for I reside in my accustomed spot, but my face reveals a dispirited demeanor, so most leave me alone, but not in peace, late June, and the world less-than-august These burdens which are weighty mighty. are like weights in a trainer's vest, while they can be removed, only additions arrive, as screws tightened to increase the threshold of consternation and persistent pain insistent the silenced aura within which I sit most patiently, becomes both jailer and friend, while I await your salvation arrival, amidst tales of others who preceded me in this waiting game predicament, most unsuccessfully, admixed with stories of one or two rewarded... a tease, a stringy tale of hope, an endurance test, to make my heart even more burdened be, though wearied, yet unsuccmbed, for I have seen you, existence verified, and my patience knows no limits, awaiting the cool of fall, when the breezes bear and bare your scent, and hints your returning presence, changes the very meaning of awhile
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Jul 8, 2025
Jul 8, 2025 at 11:45 PM UTC
my heart burdened be
The living reality of a metaphor, almost every ounce in-taken, Every nuance, every pronounce, measured, weighted and weighty, Fluid or firmament, each encapsulated, prior to release, scaled, Tabulated, ordered, noted, recorded, and ultimately judg-ed. Totality of it all, the varied quantities of the ingested nutrients, even the forecast of the future, if every day was a metaphor for like todayDO I speak of the day's headlines? Of the quantity and nutrition that passes through my lips? Or The surround sound of the surrounding sounds of this day, the flocks of bandito geese who exist only to torment, the landscape working crews, with their tools, like a 7::00an wake up buzzing about, for the entire street, going house to house, looking for itinerant grassy knolls of patches of bright green, overnight sprung up and needy to be guillotined, laundry to do, rugs needy for clothesline screaming/beating or merely super fast vacuuming; they, hawking their skills available for the old and infirm, or the fatty catty cattle lazy, (somewhere in there is moi); and the decibels of their machines, the rat-a-tat of their rapido, voluble speech that feeds me poetry by the ounce of their laughter, but more exactly of, What do I speak, to what do I allude? Why all and none, everything and specifically nothing, for the metaphor is meta! (1) It is life itself, from the quarter teaspoon to the overflowing bath, it is life at its most incremental, the moment of flushing face, the second of ah ha! recollection, the, long term trends trending, the flatline of my EKG, the weighty pronouncement of my talking scale (you've been bad), IT IS THE EVERYTHING that is measurable, weighable, isolatable, defined;  it is our existence of our each & every of action and inaction strung together like a necklace and a chain We are metaphor, reality, is, the script, which is the product of you. scriptwriter…/
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Aug 8, 2025
Aug 8, 2025 at 6:17 PM UTC
The Measuring Cup (The reality of a metaphor)
The living reality of a metaphor, almost every ounce in-taken, Every nuance, every pronounce, measured, weighted and weighty, Fluid or firmament, each encapsulated, prior to release, scaled, Tabulated, ordered, noted, recorded, and ultimately judg-ed. Totality of it all, the varied quantities of the ingested nutrients, even the forecast of the future, if every day was a metaphor for like todayDO I speak of the day's headlines? Of the quantity and nutrition that passes through my lips? Or The surround sound of the surrounding sounds of this day, the flocks of bandito geese who exist only to torment, the landscape working crews, with their tools, like a 7::00an wake up buzzing about, for the entire street, going house to house, looking for itinerant grassy knolls of patches of bright green, overnight sprung up and needy to be guillotined, laundry to do, rugs needy for clothesline screaming/beating or merely super fast vacuuming; they, hawking their skills available for the old and infirm, or the fatty catty cattle lazy, (somewhere in there is moi); and the decibels of their machines, the rat-a-tat of their rapido, voluble speech that feeds me poetry by the ounce of their laughter, but more exactly of, What do I speak, to what do I allude? Why all and none, everything and specifically nothing, for the metaphor is meta! (1) It is life itself, from the quarter teaspoon to the overflowing bath, it is life at its most incremental, the moment of flushing face, the second of ah ha! recollection, the, long term trends trending, the flatline of my EKG, the weighty pronouncement of my talking scale (you've been bad), IT IS THE EVERYTHING that is measurable, weighable, isolatable, defined;  it is our existence of our each & every of action and inaction strung together like a necklace and a chain We are metaphor, reality, is, the script, which is the product of you. scriptwriter…/
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These walls have witnessed too much: Fallacies hang on chipped paints, Too weighty for their own self-murders, Forming a plastic smile, remaining incumbent. Air conditioned with rife medicinal regrets, Coldly wafting in its nonchalance, Armoring itself for another wave. This time, the finality catches its last breath Dyeing the molecules with dying grace Like an ouroboros forking its venomous tongue on its own end, Tasting not death, but imminent immortality.
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Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 10:34 AM UTC
Immortality
Come walk with me a mile... Walk on without our burden’s weighty shoes, warily trudging over the long rocky pathway a lifetime in my soul. A final edifying voyage to freedom. The winds of change are blowing briskly as we walk charily over the long and narrowing rock-strewn passageway. I shed these boots and skin, no longer fitting my scared, blistered and callused soles. As time slowly passes, this craggy passage has evolved from a two-way trail, into one-way jagged forage… Standing barefooted and naked on rocky ground, dark sunken sleepless eyes scan the rolling vista as the wind blows dust from the halo around the sun, blurring the delicate wispy cirrus clouds. The sun’s radiance paints frozen ice crystal azure into a vivid aura of prisms’ brilliant corona. Kaleidoscope rainbows adorn the closest of solar stars. There's something in the ethereal air that leaves my soul unsettled, grasping for an evocative stability trying to understand the silenced voices crying out within… The pain and suffering has vanished as if the body and soul have separated, numbness from the ache of longing, severed nerves, callused fears ruptured on serrated rocky edges, deadened useless flesh cut to the bone by misjudged obstacles encountered enduringly. The barefooted spirit courses on, suffused in the solar spectrum’s dust; yearning, longing to saunter above and beyond the bloated feathery pillows; cumulus clouds finally resting at peace. Dipping heart's lesions and these benumbed toes into a healing balm from the bowers of bliss.. An unfinished life an open ended dream, reluctantly waking to take the last , surrendering steps  beyond the threshold... A long and winding rocky journey’s destiny draws near The halo around the moon illuminates an understanding firmament; the celestial sphere’s pending imminent soulful rain awaits the metamorphosis at the brink of dawn. A shower of heaven's rain shall mourn the loss of flesh form as the spirit of an untamed soul lives on, barefooted, naked and free like the dust in the wind absorbed eternally... 2011 © harlon rivers all rights reserved
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Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 11:16 AM UTC
Standing Barefoot on Rocky Ground
Come walk with me a mile... Walk on without our burden’s weighty shoes, warily trudging over the long rocky pathway a lifetime in my soul. A final edifying voyage to freedom. The winds of change are blowing briskly as we walk charily over the long and narrowing rock-strewn passageway. I shed these boots and skin, no longer fitting my scared, blistered and callused soles. As time slowly passes, this craggy passage has evolved from a two-way trail, into one-way jagged forage… Standing barefooted and naked on rocky ground, dark sunken sleepless eyes scan the rolling vista as the wind blows dust from the halo around the sun, blurring the delicate wispy cirrus clouds. The sun’s radiance paints frozen ice crystal azure into a vivid aura of prisms’ brilliant corona. Kaleidoscope rainbows adorn the closest of solar stars. There's something in the ethereal air that leaves my soul unsettled, grasping for an evocative stability trying to understand the silenced voices crying out within… The pain and suffering has vanished as if the body and soul have separated, numbness from the ache of longing, severed nerves, callused fears ruptured on serrated rocky edges, deadened useless flesh cut to the bone by misjudged obstacles encountered enduringly. The barefooted spirit courses on, suffused in the solar spectrum’s dust; yearning, longing to saunter above and beyond the bloated feathery pillows; cumulus clouds finally resting at peace. Dipping heart's lesions and these benumbed toes into a healing balm from the bowers of bliss.. An unfinished life an open ended dream, reluctantly waking to take the last , surrendering steps  beyond the threshold... A long and winding rocky journey’s destiny draws near The halo around the moon illuminates an understanding firmament; the celestial sphere’s pending imminent soulful rain awaits the metamorphosis at the brink of dawn. A shower of heaven's rain shall mourn the loss of flesh form as the spirit of an untamed soul lives on, barefooted, naked and free like the dust in the wind absorbed eternally... 2011 © harlon rivers all rights reserved
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It is not my story to tell: Languishing dreams in the midst of barbed wire fences, Fearless laughter, We add lemon, chile powder and salt to this border. They carry these stories, Heavy as a sack filled with indignities, Weighty, like your grandmother’s advice, Cumbersome, like this daily mental displacement. I have not bought big things as of lately, In my mind I plan my exits, I constantly check my relocation fund, “What if” is a constant in my lexicon. I often break in tears at the sound of an immigrant story, My emotions become gallons of water: broken and splashed by the boots of immigration officers, Little do they know, we are cacti: Tough and our seeds also flourish post mortem. I want to sing an immigrant song: Less like butterflies who migrate, But more like dislocated nations, Collateral flesh, caught up in steel thorns. Rest assured we will survive, Like leaves of siempreviva, Even after torn away from our stem, We will grow our own roots: Defiant, resilient, and with a stubborn willingness to belong. We are you.
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Jan 29, 2018
Jan 29, 2018 at 3:30 PM UTC
Siempreviva
To look, or not to look: that is the question: Whether ‘tis nobler in the mind to forsake The entertaining of such fanciful thoughts of love or lust Or to pursue them against all odds of a benign response, And by seeking, obtain? To look: to see: Maybe more; And by a sight to find In the glitter of an lined eye the interest and wanting That impels said actions; ‘tis a reciprocation Devoutly sought. To look: to see: To see: perchance to lose: ay, there’s the rub; For in that subtle glance what times may follow after Whether the ice is broken or the heart instead, Must give us pause: there’s the respect That makes calamity of a choice to peek; For who would bear the hurt of a scornful return, A finding that the goddess is a medusa, A turning of the fancies to stone, A realization of disinterest, a knitting of the brows A frown’s beginnings on a face so fair, When she herself might her peace make By refraining to meet the intended’s eye? Who would want To face a rejection that is in all chance, But for the regret that comes with a chance not taken, Leaving what could be as what could have been Forevermore, which makes us turn And face the one to one million Than never to face it at all? Thus fear of rejections makes regretters of us all, And thus the resolve to be one of a million Is weakened by weighty o’erthought, And an attempt to contemplate her soul through her eyes With this regard are abandoned, And lost to remain as fanciful thought.
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Sep 28, 2012
Sep 28, 2012 at 10:51 PM UTC
To look or not to look (Hamlet parody)
~for Steve R. & Stephen Y.~ *"two regrets are mine - not finding you earlier in life when...words would have carved for me a better road, and...not hand-ing you a touch, the perfect tightness-shake of one's hand reserved for fondest friends and the light press on one's back deserved for dearest brothers!" ~~~* the light press surety of five fingers on one, oh, what messages it composes, oh, what duty weighty it transmits dear brothers: tho this hands-on handoff, this fly-over, is still a   mission unaccomplished, yet no regrets, please! men don't overuse superlatives, what you lovingly uncover in my rocket-verbal Mars probes, is more telling, more revealing of who you are, than any hand-tightness shake, any touching grasp, could e'er convey yet I promise, forsworn upon the cross of the north west Pacifico latitude and longitude a latitude that just happens to intersect my olden, new english state, knowing that Interstate 90 a straight transcontinental shot, and the car keys just an impulse grab away to tell your arms, your face, your back, our hands, that when you love my poetry, you love me, you friends, are an affirmation of Pablo Neruda's words: ***"whoever discovers who I am discovers who you are"*** fondness is not distance constrained, touching grasps pay no obeisance to time, the honor of your affection permanent affirmed and enflamed, all mine, sublime, to lead my heart, where to lay hands upon your back, to realize even more our single united rhyme
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Nov 7, 2015
Nov 7, 2015 at 4:58 PM UTC
"whoever discovers who I am, discovers who you are"
~for Steve R. & Stephen Y.~ *"two regrets are mine - not finding you earlier in life when...words would have carved for me a better road, and...not hand-ing you a touch, the perfect tightness-shake of one's hand reserved for fondest friends and the light press on one's back deserved for dearest brothers!" ~~~* the light press surety of five fingers on one, oh, what messages it composes, oh, what duty weighty it transmits dear brothers: tho this hands-on handoff, this fly-over, is still a   mission unaccomplished, yet no regrets, please! men don't overuse superlatives, what you lovingly uncover in my rocket-verbal Mars probes, is more telling, more revealing of who you are, than any hand-tightness shake, any touching grasp, could e'er convey yet I promise, forsworn upon the cross of the north west Pacifico latitude and longitude a latitude that just happens to intersect my olden, new english state, knowing that Interstate 90 a straight transcontinental shot, and the car keys just an impulse grab away to tell your arms, your face, your back, our hands, that when you love my poetry, you love me, you friends, are an affirmation of Pablo Neruda's words: ***"whoever discovers who I am discovers who you are"*** fondness is not distance constrained, touching grasps pay no obeisance to time, the honor of your affection permanent affirmed and enflamed, all mine, sublime, to lead my heart, where to lay hands upon your back, to realize even more our single united rhyme
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*It's optional Like the fading of skies Early, wild, or remorseful. All the impalpable space in the lights Scaled in weighty gilt and curls The locks and gold of sun, early as it sets on a moiety of moor grey Brushed by shadows of agonised poplars on a spiral land of sheer pistachio blanket. Muffled by lyres played from the trumpets of convolvuluses, behind spears of the brain- an imagery commence to carouse into planet deep. A promenade atop the tulle of skies, an optional way to live. Saunter and fall onto slopes, shudder, meditate and hit a bee coffin pebble on the temple Where there are options to live, to bleed. Like the lurid sunrise sifting on yellow-green nuts, and dandruffs combed like granulated sugar Oh the taste of chemistry on the shea butter candles. It's sanguine and optional, your farewells on laden calendars of poems A promenade- back into sea of spears and flames A cadaver veined in pink, bearing plethora of methanol down pulverising bone.*
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Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 5:52 AM UTC
The cadaver
~one more for the r man~ almost Monday and its weighty five day oppressive lead poisoning on the horizon, is but a thirsty thirty six minutes away from its fortified Sumter, first shot to be fired at midnight, how we love to mark the commencement of hostilities and killing but I am already wounded, a casualty of having spent evening with pleading, pleasing timer eating, reading of your work, r the sounds of inestimable admiration and infectious jealousy make this old man eager to discard a lifetimes work and begin fresh, but only as a copyist of you, r I know you’re thinking "what in the hell is he blubbering about?" so I willingly will my confessional offering in the dark of the holy bedroom; for you make me eat my words, and spit them out as wastage, in dumbfounding humility god you and yours, make me frail and blessed that I stumbled upon your abbreviations of the human life, r shut up and accept my three r’s reading ‘riting and rising up to sing hymns of praise for a man with a historical perspective and whose few occasionals are carved in the granite bench of what makes my life worthy of load bearing; more than bearable, all are soul-enlightened by baring our humility, our admiration 11:24pm 4/15/18 nyc
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Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 11:53 PM UTC
the three r’s (one last one for r)
I saw you As you stared at me Two deers caught in each other headlights As brief as a flash, blinked, and you’d miss it I am only reminded of my heaviness when you are there Standing – Floating – Watching As ghostly as any ghost, then Gone – Vanished – Nothing I am alone, again, cursed to remain here I tried to follow in your footsteps Untangling, unknotting, unravelling Myself from a generation of debt and duty These twisted roots of familiar obligations How did you escape such a similar situation? I wasn’t born light, like you. I was born heavy, brother. I will have to earn my lightness. Sometimes on rainy days when the weighty pain becomes unmanageable I find myself slipping into the tangible delusion Of ascribing meaning to everything That maybe you think of me as much as I think of you That you see my pain and want to help But it’s just too much for you right now When you’re ready, you’ll come back to me You’ll come back. Sometimes the little lies we tell ourselves Can be enough to get us through this life But not tonight.
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Dec 2, 2021
Dec 2, 2021 at 8:47 PM UTC
Vanishing Twin
rather than check the forecast for some reason i think it enough to merely look to the sky for a cursory ten or so seconds to observe the drifting of weighty clouds the overwhelming of any strokes of blue that might remain being diminished by the shifting greys of approaching rain before surmising whether or not a coat or umbrella might be needed at some point in the coming hours
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Mar 25, 2023
Mar 25, 2023 at 6:46 PM UTC
the meteorologist
Fists of iron Steely embrace A tumultuous tyrant Ultimate disgrace A burden beyond carry A pain beyond name Corded muscles harry Face contorted with strain Tired metal gives way To the sound of ragged death Dreaded tyrant of dismay The sound of haggard breath Yet the iron giant begins to fall His weighty gait is sinking down Tired legs slowly start to sprawl As the hefty giant claims the crown The struggle is an exercise A ritual of deepest divinity Yet failure tends to emphasize That it is one done in futility
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May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 11:15 PM UTC
Failure To Lift
My lambs wool jumper. My merciless mind goes traipsing through my time bank of bad memories. Other people's bad management, misuses from my past . Coming from nowhere. Coming from everywhere. The memories just keep on coming . My brothers . My mother . My father . And my sister. Not a nice memory . Not a nice word form me. Egregious individuals. And a devastating pack . Three letters came one school morning. I was six and my brothers a little older The postman posted three  brown envelopes All a little weighty . With a little bit of money . We all three got a sixpence. We all three got a letter. So unexpected. A complete surprise! The excitement of a letter. The two older boys got theirs from God . They were good boys . Mine came from the devil . I was a bad boy . I was a humphy backit wee nyaff . In writing . From the devil . But thought I  was a lovely boy . Big brown eyes brown hair and dimples . I never felt bad . I never sought danger or conflict. But I was . In the middle of a battlefield. Theirs . You are a bad boy . I am a good boy . You are being a sook . I am being a good boy . You always want attention. I am an ill boy. You always show us up . I am a funny boy . You are stupid and lazy . You are trying to break this boy . There I was as their swords flew and I battled their rages. In my armour. Made from my grandmothers soft wool jumper . So soft and gentle and protective . She let me choose the soft lambs wool. It wasn't jaggy . It didn't irritate. It  wasn’t abrasive. And she made up the cost . With every stitch . She stitched with love . With love for me . Her boy! The battle rages on inside . The shell shocked boy now a man . Still wrapped in the warmth of his gran. And her protective lambs wool jumper.
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Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 6:05 PM UTC
My lambs wool jumper
My lambs wool jumper. My merciless mind goes traipsing through my time bank of bad memories. Other people's bad management, misuses from my past . Coming from nowhere. Coming from everywhere. The memories just keep on coming . My brothers . My mother . My father . And my sister. Not a nice memory . Not a nice word form me. Egregious individuals. And a devastating pack . Three letters came one school morning. I was six and my brothers a little older The postman posted three  brown envelopes All a little weighty . With a little bit of money . We all three got a sixpence. We all three got a letter. So unexpected. A complete surprise! The excitement of a letter. The two older boys got theirs from God . They were good boys . Mine came from the devil . I was a bad boy . I was a humphy backit wee nyaff . In writing . From the devil . But thought I  was a lovely boy . Big brown eyes brown hair and dimples . I never felt bad . I never sought danger or conflict. But I was . In the middle of a battlefield. Theirs . You are a bad boy . I am a good boy . You are being a sook . I am being a good boy . You always want attention. I am an ill boy. You always show us up . I am a funny boy . You are stupid and lazy . You are trying to break this boy . There I was as their swords flew and I battled their rages. In my armour. Made from my grandmothers soft wool jumper . So soft and gentle and protective . She let me choose the soft lambs wool. It wasn't jaggy . It didn't irritate. It  wasn’t abrasive. And she made up the cost . With every stitch . She stitched with love . With love for me . Her boy! The battle rages on inside . The shell shocked boy now a man . Still wrapped in the warmth of his gran. And her protective lambs wool jumper.
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Weighty lightness, solid levity, Primordial soup, Some ancient rite, draws me To the foam. Its celestial colour, Its effervescent overflowing, How it teases my buds, Not like water, Like honey As an insect encased In amber I am within, The tears of sunshine And Olympian folly. On dry days I seek the incendiary agent, Brooding bout, Pint-sized, el niño And his brews Come soaring After the downpour, As high-tiding winds, That **** contented days And spin spirals round Cups of complacent Hours, the whine Eternal, Only seems Like spilling Blood. Draw me, the dram. The dram of what? Ale's the thing! Falling, Overboard, No drowning man was so ever Esteemed, Ever so buoyant. How the vessel becomes His captain.
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Mar 4, 2013
Mar 4, 2013 at 11:45 AM UTC
Ode to Amber Ale
methinks thou confuseth thy heart's impatient beating with the tremulous and sonorous summation of the immeasurable wail of clocks ticking, begging, listen! these wondrous matches glorious arranged in heaven, where weighty watches and yellowed human calendars long ago dismissed, irrelevant, discarded. marked full well, they did upon thy heart, when as babe you drew first breath. when thou will receive love's bounty, nothing more and nothing less. heavenly their watchfulness eternal, impatience does not grant favour to love long lasting, ever true, even if struck anew with first impatient glance, for much thought and endeavor, masterfully planned, thy turn scheduled, recorded, awaiting only for inevitable discovery. for though the streams of spring rush full fleshed, swollen forward, thy truest love is best read in the gentle constance of a gentle lake's modest waves lapping, like a beloved's best ring finger stroking thy cheek in one continuous caressing. need not thou lament, nor groan with impatient travail, fare thee well, for the sails, the course inexorable, the destination prescribed, foretold and heralded upon the flags of thy eyes, the banner of thy words, that rest prepared upon thy fullest and hungry lips. chance is but a secondary miscreant, whose role is but as narrator. let's him speak infrequent, but when comes his time to conduct his sale, well behooves you to listen to that littlest of voices you so oft disregard, victim of your willful fears! the time, the play, the locale all matched and set, now we await only your demonstration and forbearance to honest augur the greatest courage to speak the hardest phrase e're spoke: I love thee more than myself. for whence can only be, when thou breakbeat the chains accursedly nominated as Me First. shout the key out loud In the hour, nay, the instance, thy first believe, then long life and long love can then and only then commence.
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Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 11:41 AM UTC
whence will my soulmate find me?
methinks thou confuseth thy heart's impatient beating with the tremulous and sonorous summation of the immeasurable wail of clocks ticking, begging, listen! these wondrous matches glorious arranged in heaven, where weighty watches and yellowed human calendars long ago dismissed, irrelevant, discarded. marked full well, they did upon thy heart, when as babe you drew first breath. when thou will receive love's bounty, nothing more and nothing less. heavenly their watchfulness eternal, impatience does not grant favour to love long lasting, ever true, even if struck anew with first impatient glance, for much thought and endeavor, masterfully planned, thy turn scheduled, recorded, awaiting only for inevitable discovery. for though the streams of spring rush full fleshed, swollen forward, thy truest love is best read in the gentle constance of a gentle lake's modest waves lapping, like a beloved's best ring finger stroking thy cheek in one continuous caressing. need not thou lament, nor groan with impatient travail, fare thee well, for the sails, the course inexorable, the destination prescribed, foretold and heralded upon the flags of thy eyes, the banner of thy words, that rest prepared upon thy fullest and hungry lips. chance is but a secondary miscreant, whose role is but as narrator. let's him speak infrequent, but when comes his time to conduct his sale, well behooves you to listen to that littlest of voices you so oft disregard, victim of your willful fears! the time, the play, the locale all matched and set, now we await only your demonstration and forbearance to honest augur the greatest courage to speak the hardest phrase e're spoke: I love thee more than myself. for whence can only be, when thou breakbeat the chains accursedly nominated as Me First. shout the key out loud In the hour, nay, the instance, thy first believe, then long life and long love can then and only then commence.
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