My problems never cease cuz adversaries try to bury me
But since I'm initiated by the hoods
They gats protect me catastrophe
Been with me since my family tree
Nothing crack dealers and cap peelers
Seen life early wanted to the king
So I chased figures
Lookin' at all the cold cash I was stashin'
Went from a jalopy to fly Benz
Dark tint limo roll up the indo
Cuz a brother gotta stay blitz always on a different **** never let the **** blind me
Its money over ******* fake ******* get stitches
No love bury with five slugs in ya cranium
A young ****** on a war path a
Ain't no tamin' em
Since muthaphukkas jealous I gotta stay strapped
Lookin' at the skies for better days askin' why?
My life is like this why am enticed to this?
**** imagery its the best of me
Can't help if I want to abolish slavery
Punks *** cops always chasin' me
But my mind too strong to be caught up in the wrong
I strategize with actions raw raps keep the Co's packin'
Put out an APB for a **** nigguh livin' in this streets
My heart goes out to the lonely I feel.ya pain
Don't let the burden tare ya down
Get up off ya *** if ya plan to make cash
Cuz the ***** *** government never gone give ya a reprimand of a helping hand
Lean on me and overthrow political rules
I wamt the gold and silver not the fake *** jewels
Paper currency ain't nothing but a advocate to debt
So many lost in this world breakin' a sweat
Tryna be something that's you'll never be
And if a follow the footsteps of revolutionary I'll be a threat
So what?? I'mma keep pushin' limits testin' nerves
As I sip the henney and blunt as a swerve
In my top drop feelin' right and tight
Its the black Sun Tzu
Thinkin' maybe I'll die tonight


Its hard to wake up from a nightmare when you're not even sleeping
its hard to trust people when you don't even trust yourself
its hard loving people when you dont even love yourself
its hard being in other people's battles when your at war with yourself
its hard trying to find path when you're so lost
its hard to let people In when you want to be alone
its hard to forget the memories when there where so many good ones
Its hard to laugh when you feel like breaking
its hard to fake a smile when there around
its hard for giving people when they put you through so much pain
its hard seeing things gade away when you wamt them to come back
ita hard seeing people leave when I never left anyone
its hard to grow up when everyone is changing
its hard to hold on when you JUST want to let go
its hard not to cry when you gave me so many reasons to
its hard to talk to you when you use my flaws against me
It's hard to think about you when I don't want you to exist
it's hard to feel confident when I have so many flaws
it's hard to dream when you're living a nightmare

I pretend if you pretend
Girl i know u have other men
At least i think
To much hurt to mend
I dont know what to believe
**** it i dont care
Love you too much too leave
Dont know what to to do
Blood line stains on my sleeves
Ill pretend everythings ok if you do
If laugh and cheese
But when your with me then we can be good
Until then its a wrench lost in the hood
Of this car called us
I dont wamt you riding other people
This is no bus
Tell me the truth please
Its a must
I painted on you my canvas
Ywou allowed others to add to my work
So what am i worth
Nothing right
So i hope you smile as i walk towards the bright light

Has anyone else noticed
Posting problem
After awhile the page
does not work properly
I have to post in draft then
Return to make changes
The line curser act crazy
Or is it just me
Inquirig minds wamt to know
I know of one fellow poet who left
Because of such problems