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She had hung it up from the mantelpiece in her bedroom, so when he entered the room there it was. It was suddenly lovely and he immediately imagined her body flowing into it, flowing from it. Standing close to the dress he brought his fingers to the fabric, touched gently, stroking then, as though it already held her form and substance.   Stepping past thoughts of her that so stirred his body he entered the pattern of the dress. It was a meadow in southern Ontario. July, when already the sun had bleached the profusion of grasses: water chestnut and papyrus sedge. He had stepped from the untidy veranda, past the pond, and down the rough track between the fields unmown, uncut, left fallow. As he entered the breaks of woodland between these swathes of grassland, deciduous leaves, dry and brittle from the summer's heat, were strewn on the path, and between the trees clumps of bramble bushes with berries of red and blue, black and purple.   There was no wind. The only sounds an underlay of crickets, his footfall, and the sharp mournful cries of geese on the now distant pond.   He saw her like an apparition standing motionless at the woodland’s  boundary; her dress at one with all that surrounded her. When he came close and placed his hand on her shoulder he could smell the sweet dry earth mingling with her body's sweat, a hint of her *** as he placed his cheek against the shower of printed pollen amongst the leaves on her back.   Back in the late afternoon bedroom he heard her move about in the kitchen, and the spell broken, he turned away and went downstairs.   Several days later, as they prepared for bed, she slipped the dress on. As she stood in the lamplight smoothing it against her flanks, adjusting its fall across her ******* he felt himself faint that such a thing of beauty could be a joy forever . . . and beyond.
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Oct 14, 2012
Oct 14, 2012 at 4:55 AM UTC
Dress
She had hung it up from the mantelpiece in her bedroom, so when he entered the room there it was. It was suddenly lovely and he immediately imagined her body flowing into it, flowing from it. Standing close to the dress he brought his fingers to the fabric, touched gently, stroking then, as though it already held her form and substance.   Stepping past thoughts of her that so stirred his body he entered the pattern of the dress. It was a meadow in southern Ontario. July, when already the sun had bleached the profusion of grasses: water chestnut and papyrus sedge. He had stepped from the untidy veranda, past the pond, and down the rough track between the fields unmown, uncut, left fallow. As he entered the breaks of woodland between these swathes of grassland, deciduous leaves, dry and brittle from the summer's heat, were strewn on the path, and between the trees clumps of bramble bushes with berries of red and blue, black and purple.   There was no wind. The only sounds an underlay of crickets, his footfall, and the sharp mournful cries of geese on the now distant pond.   He saw her like an apparition standing motionless at the woodland’s  boundary; her dress at one with all that surrounded her. When he came close and placed his hand on her shoulder he could smell the sweet dry earth mingling with her body's sweat, a hint of her *** as he placed his cheek against the shower of printed pollen amongst the leaves on her back.   Back in the late afternoon bedroom he heard her move about in the kitchen, and the spell broken, he turned away and went downstairs.   Several days later, as they prepared for bed, she slipped the dress on. As she stood in the lamplight smoothing it against her flanks, adjusting its fall across her ******* he felt himself faint that such a thing of beauty could be a joy forever . . . and beyond.
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There's gods all around that pound you While the men in high heels surround you How much longer 'til they've found you? Suzy, do you know what you've done? She had her ways of seduction A femme fatale if there ever was one A high class killer and a smart one But everyone fails once or twice You spent the night in the hacienda Curled up on the white veranda To kingdom come they'd like to send ya Suzy, do you know you're on your own? The sun will rise tomorrow Do you need some time to borrow? Listen to the morning swallow You've got to come up with something quick How does it feel to be a rebel? To wake up dead next to the devil? You've got one more deal left to settle Suzy, I hope your aim is good Is that smoke in the distance? Is it a campfire or an instance? Is there anyone out here to witness, Whatever Suzy has up her sleeve? The gun that she carries Belongs to the man she married And tonight, along this lonesome prairie Suzy will meet him once more
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Feb 10, 2016
Feb 10, 2016 at 2:28 AM UTC
The Ballad of Suzy
“Amanda,” she said, in a bold assertion “We really are the same Person.” Limp in the dew and Wise like a sage, no wound cut No blood shed, yet, There was something this Bandage shut, Something yawning, gaping But I don’t know what… How sad! She’s crying, that Amanda, Shrugging ‘gainst the colic rain And almost lost in the copes-y veranda, Weeping softly on Those concrete flats, wearing “Red Tom’s And” both “Dating Matts” while I saw her fear in that moment, appalling, stalling With soroitous heart, “and fear of falling!” Binding them tightly: “That’s US haha!” How many laughs does a limp spirit draw? —(a disparaged few or none at all…) Still, she writes, “I am so glad” (a huff annoyed From Amanda, distant and sad, that I Can’t tell why “you” ever “joined.”) But this is not my place, a passerby, To pick up trash, inane and lonely, To cast my judgments and inquire—why? To heal the unbroken with words unspoken But scratched on refuse, she may “[heart] you” but refuse you, too The spirit of [heart] in Amanda awoken —(But she refused it, too!) And then be a token Some stranger takes home.
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Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 7:52 AM UTC
“Amanda...”~or Refuse ~or Trash Poetry #1
Sitting outside in my grandpa’s veranda, he passed away before I could appreciate his presence; he wished for me to come see his art; his garden, a green maze of trees and bushes, from marigolds and periwinkle to mango trees and whatnot. As I lay here on the mat, close to my grandpa, I might gladly add; seeing the ants crawl up on the periwinkle blooms and wild butterflies dancing overhead; with a bulbul on a mango tree branch and crows chattering near food dumps; with a sweet scent of marigold in the air and crickets chirping in the background; with a mongoose running on the broad fence and a squirrel eating rice that my grandma kept; with the sun rays hitting my face through the trees and a couple of flies hovering beside my novel; with a moment of pure serenity, that brings a peaceful calm to this tranquil space; my heart feels full and my soul at ease. As a gentle breeze whispers by, my hair seems to be afloat. As the fresh air clears my mind, I feel alive like never before. As I hear children playing nearby, memories of my childhood days come alive; one of the best moments of my life; in this veranda forever entwined. As I feel a soft breath of crispness on my face, I reminisce about the times I had lived with him; the village isn't as bad as it seemed. This is the land where my ancestors lived; and where I feel his presence still, he must be smiling sitting on the chair beside me; finally, content that I appreciate his accomplishment.
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Apr 3, 2023
Apr 3, 2023 at 4:03 PM UTC
Remembrance
(A Stir of Fear) A deep sigh seemed to have done some good. Looking at her, anticipating, expecting... Waiting for friends to arrive In a place unknown to us both.... So lovely in her silence, While going through a moment of anxiety. It creates within me, a STIR OF FEAR... Must I leave her? I must teach her, to be on her own, Now...now? But how? Oh, how it breaks me... There she stands, tall, in her black shirt, Walking shorts, rubber shoes, backpack and Electric guitar hanging on her shoulders... Her hair, gathered in a bun at the back.... So naive, simply, effortlessly beautiful. How do you let go of your eldest, First granddaughter...soon to be sixteen, When you are fully aware of the perils That surround the outside world, Even in broad daylight? Aware of her innocence, her beauty, and Most importantly, The elements that could jeopardize her safety ..... Do I wait for her? Do I watch her while with her friends? Let her know, I mistrust everyone around her? Almost told her I would wait for her outside... It wasn't mine, it was against everyone's, But it was her choice that I had to respect. So, I left her there in her friend's house... Dark street, dark alley, dark-colored gate, Dark house, dark garden lights, everything Was dark to my eyesight that very moment... There was no peaceful moment, while at home. The rocking chair at the veranda was a refuge... My ever-faithful friend, kept me company... There, I rocked myself, slowly, endlessly, With the hope of my fears disappearing... Thinking of what somebody once told me: "There is nothing to fear, but fear itself..." It had been a long day, a long night as well... My bed time...but first, I gratified myself.... Took a glimpse inside the kids' room, Where my eldest granddaughter, Too tired to go straight to Their house next door, Was sound asleep, Comfortable and warm Safe from harm, Here in my house. And yet.... There are questions still running in my mind: She has her parents, why do I worry so much? How much longer can I protect her? How much longer must I shelter her? How do I deal with my next equally lovely Granddaughter, also long-haired, tall, Also with her own guitar and backpack, When it is her time to go to a friend's house? Will I still be around when it is time for the Three younger girls to visit their friends, too? Oh, God!   The ordeal of first times never ends. (For Ashleigh) Sally Copyright 2014 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 2:44 AM UTC
Inner Battles...
(A Stir of Fear) A deep sigh seemed to have done some good. Looking at her, anticipating, expecting... Waiting for friends to arrive In a place unknown to us both.... So lovely in her silence, While going through a moment of anxiety. It creates within me, a STIR OF FEAR... Must I leave her? I must teach her, to be on her own, Now...now? But how? Oh, how it breaks me... There she stands, tall, in her black shirt, Walking shorts, rubber shoes, backpack and Electric guitar hanging on her shoulders... Her hair, gathered in a bun at the back.... So naive, simply, effortlessly beautiful. How do you let go of your eldest, First granddaughter...soon to be sixteen, When you are fully aware of the perils That surround the outside world, Even in broad daylight? Aware of her innocence, her beauty, and Most importantly, The elements that could jeopardize her safety ..... Do I wait for her? Do I watch her while with her friends? Let her know, I mistrust everyone around her? Almost told her I would wait for her outside... It wasn't mine, it was against everyone's, But it was her choice that I had to respect. So, I left her there in her friend's house... Dark street, dark alley, dark-colored gate, Dark house, dark garden lights, everything Was dark to my eyesight that very moment... There was no peaceful moment, while at home. The rocking chair at the veranda was a refuge... My ever-faithful friend, kept me company... There, I rocked myself, slowly, endlessly, With the hope of my fears disappearing... Thinking of what somebody once told me: "There is nothing to fear, but fear itself..." It had been a long day, a long night as well... My bed time...but first, I gratified myself.... Took a glimpse inside the kids' room, Where my eldest granddaughter, Too tired to go straight to Their house next door, Was sound asleep, Comfortable and warm Safe from harm, Here in my house. And yet.... There are questions still running in my mind: She has her parents, why do I worry so much? How much longer can I protect her? How much longer must I shelter her? How do I deal with my next equally lovely Granddaughter, also long-haired, tall, Also with her own guitar and backpack, When it is her time to go to a friend's house? Will I still be around when it is time for the Three younger girls to visit their friends, too? Oh, God!   The ordeal of first times never ends. (For Ashleigh) Sally Copyright 2014 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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A quaint little bazaar In the heart of the town Tells a story Of a thousand moments Dal Bazaar as they call it Or "Curry Market" for others who don't know. I have fragments of memorable memories Deep within my mind The smell The intoxicating smell of spices Blended with the quiescent yet cacophonous lives Of Merchants and Beggars Of Buyers and Sellers Of Bullions and a single calloused rupia In the hands of the old ***** The sunlight baking Bags of turmeric. Suspending the scent In the minds of men. Capering clouds of black and grey And the sudden squall Stirring the monotony Of the customary. The pirouette of rain The one that excites the plainest of the plain Painting the whitewash with shades of grey The chalky walls Dust Moist corriander And the relief of earth Conciliating So rewarding For the ruins of the bare sun. This flashback into my soul Where all my senses seem to be so awake. The feel of the wooden veranda Scent so inexpressible My eyes devouring the sunset Tasting the heavens Hearing it all. Feeling it all. Oh the plight of poets The ritual to end a poem. Painful.
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Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 3:33 AM UTC
Dal Bazaar
Regrets, they come in waves and break around his feet And he begins to wonder who he might have been Had roads diverged in different woods and fields Not yellow or yet any colour still unseen But clearer now by day than windless nights Still nearer than the objects of his dreams It'd rained late into the evening, and when the lights were shaded Around the pool outside and with the windows shuttered He'd thrown on loose clothes, flicked open an umbrella While high outside the stars the lightning flashes muttered Pulled open doors that led to the veranda And moved outside once more with all his thoughts unuttered The smoke, from fires on Java lies heavy on his senses An omen of the time of year and of the past condition He shrugs, ***** in the acidic nighttime odors Reviving lives not lived but revealing his admission That time beyond the present that mirrors every movement Within, without, and yet again, the flicker of suspicion. The pistol in his pocket, illegal not unloaded A symbol of his state of mind and by  his sole discretion He kneels beside the water, deep-set and in the shadows Lips forming wordlessly around the last confession Images of where and what and who and why and whether A portent of that final action, sensing and impression The smoke from fires on Java lies heavy on the water The reek of cordite mixing with the smell of burning grasses Indignant birds protest the crack of one small set expulsion The echo round the swimming pool reverberates and passes Nothing more and nothing less and time and space and matter Slick red upon the treacherous tiles, the shattered bloodied glasses.
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Apr 23, 2013
Apr 23, 2013 at 6:19 AM UTC
Fires On Java
Regrets, they come in waves and break around his feet And he begins to wonder who he might have been Had roads diverged in different woods and fields Not yellow or yet any colour still unseen But clearer now by day than windless nights Still nearer than the objects of his dreams It'd rained late into the evening, and when the lights were shaded Around the pool outside and with the windows shuttered He'd thrown on loose clothes, flicked open an umbrella While high outside the stars the lightning flashes muttered Pulled open doors that led to the veranda And moved outside once more with all his thoughts unuttered The smoke, from fires on Java lies heavy on his senses An omen of the time of year and of the past condition He shrugs, ***** in the acidic nighttime odors Reviving lives not lived but revealing his admission That time beyond the present that mirrors every movement Within, without, and yet again, the flicker of suspicion. The pistol in his pocket, illegal not unloaded A symbol of his state of mind and by  his sole discretion He kneels beside the water, deep-set and in the shadows Lips forming wordlessly around the last confession Images of where and what and who and why and whether A portent of that final action, sensing and impression The smoke from fires on Java lies heavy on the water The reek of cordite mixing with the smell of burning grasses Indignant birds protest the crack of one small set expulsion The echo round the swimming pool reverberates and passes Nothing more and nothing less and time and space and matter Slick red upon the treacherous tiles, the shattered bloodied glasses.
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She owns a castle Feeble as glass crumbling walls to repel the past. As the roots creeps higher onto the castle walls Years passed and no one danced the waltz Medieval old music keeps playing She was abandoned, lost and dying. she was an unsaved princess left alone all her sadness never known *a dainty flower meant to wither* She stared afar Eyes locked on a nearby tower yet she seemed distant Vowed never to speak of love again she was silent all these years... *she was empty, alone, forgotten Just like her castle* She sits atop the velvet chair Stood up at the veranda on the cliff Pain was all hers to keep what could've happen if she'd just leap She owns a magnificent ocean of glistening tears You'll hear her screams blend with the roaring waves On sleepless nights she wanders The great garden The ambiance of melachonly The field of haze seems to widen A ruler to all the shadows casted A subject to her desires neglected The doors are shut Countless barricades will bombard you Before you could walk up to the bridge So brace yourself and your white horse She wont let you get to her Silly..silly..kinglet She waited, Oh how many years has it been. Kneel infront Of the lonely queen.
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Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 3:30 AM UTC
The Lonely Queen
~ A lone mist drifts in feathered shadows where footprints are soft neath a robin egg sky Hushed sentiments flow on cool morning breezes as dreams bask in the light of dawn’s shining, heaven sent beams caressing our skin The warmth of a new day embraces us, sitting quietly on the veranda, two cups shared with tender glances and sweet kisses as I drink in your beauty among blooming hibiscus and hummingbird whispers seeking the nectar of our love Morning glories yawn in watercolor brush strokes, painting the landscape in Monet swept patterns while effervescent dragonflies hover nearby I take your hand and tell you I love you and watch as your smile becomes my morning... your love becomes my life
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 7:19 AM UTC
Your smile becomes my morning
I'll tell you a story about two young brothers. Like fire and smoke, that's what was said. Always together, laughing and singing, Sharing adventures, sharing their bread. One day these two brothers both became lovers. Yes! They both fell in love at the very same time. Though always before they'd shared all their secrets, This was a secret they would not confide. Each of the brothers went into the garden. One picked a red rose, the other a white. They rode off at sunset, not one word between them In opposing directions, into the night. At the balcony window of her father's veranda Rosa is anxiously scanning the street Pablo is late now, soon Hector will ride up This cannot happen! They surely will meet! Rosa hears hoof beats from different directions, Riders approaching along cobbled streets. Each bearing a rose, and a heart full of passion Brothers no more, but two rivals that meet. A challenge is offered and is quickly accepted. Their swords are both drawn before Rosa can speak. She cries out to stop them, their blood's screaming louder. They fight like two madmen and fall at her feet. Their life ebbing from them, they lie there before her, Rosa is sobbing, "Oh what have I done?" She kisses their lips, so cold now and pallid, And sheds her tears on them, so soon to be gone. Bending over her lovers, they whisper to her, "Take these two roses, and plant them tonight on each side of your window, they'll grow up together. Our love will be with you, though we die in this fight." That's the story he told me, when I was a small boy, When I asked my papa of that house on the right, With it's balcony window grown over with roses, Twining together, the red and the white. And each day at sunset, Rosa goes to the old church. She kneels at the altar to say her long prayers. Lighting two candles before the Mother of Mercy, One red and one white rose she lays gently there.
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Nov 26, 2010
Nov 26, 2010 at 4:39 PM UTC
Two Brothers
I'll tell you a story about two young brothers. Like fire and smoke, that's what was said. Always together, laughing and singing, Sharing adventures, sharing their bread. One day these two brothers both became lovers. Yes! They both fell in love at the very same time. Though always before they'd shared all their secrets, This was a secret they would not confide. Each of the brothers went into the garden. One picked a red rose, the other a white. They rode off at sunset, not one word between them In opposing directions, into the night. At the balcony window of her father's veranda Rosa is anxiously scanning the street Pablo is late now, soon Hector will ride up This cannot happen! They surely will meet! Rosa hears hoof beats from different directions, Riders approaching along cobbled streets. Each bearing a rose, and a heart full of passion Brothers no more, but two rivals that meet. A challenge is offered and is quickly accepted. Their swords are both drawn before Rosa can speak. She cries out to stop them, their blood's screaming louder. They fight like two madmen and fall at her feet. Their life ebbing from them, they lie there before her, Rosa is sobbing, "Oh what have I done?" She kisses their lips, so cold now and pallid, And sheds her tears on them, so soon to be gone. Bending over her lovers, they whisper to her, "Take these two roses, and plant them tonight on each side of your window, they'll grow up together. Our love will be with you, though we die in this fight." That's the story he told me, when I was a small boy, When I asked my papa of that house on the right, With it's balcony window grown over with roses, Twining together, the red and the white. And each day at sunset, Rosa goes to the old church. She kneels at the altar to say her long prayers. Lighting two candles before the Mother of Mercy, One red and one white rose she lays gently there.
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Spires silhouette the peaks of cobalt Mountains. An ancient castle in the sky Made small by the Jovian night. A Hundred worlds engulfed within the eye Reflected in stardrops, quilted by the sigh Of a species that had lost its wonder. One last Traveler, the last of her kind, Dieing on the veranda Of the fortress she had called her home, Reaching her scaled hand to the stars She asks, "Are we alone?"
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Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 7:03 PM UTC
Cobalt
Glances shared at infinitesimal instances trickle up my vertebrae, blow the dust away & chew the tin foil for me. Nonchalantly running a gauntlet that I designed with architectural displeasure. If you absorbed all the gold you've ever touched, feverishly drank the blood of gods, suckled the syrup from tangerines until you blessed a famine, stole your story from a pack of gorgeous wolves, or inhaled the whispers of every wise soul it would still not explain your unprecedented growth & elegance. A superlative pressure wave in the eyes of a politician. Purely an enigma. Beauty in the form of human nature. I truly flourish in this experience.
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Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 9:56 PM UTC
Chess On The Veranda
Every good thing shall happen... like Friday nights and party rush surprise calls from a long-time crush auburn leaves and a cup of tea cozy couch and a good movie a sweet embrace, granted wishes locked up hands, friendly kisses perfect music, fireworks galore passionate poetry, books in store skinny-dipping, pineapple juice mountaineering, romantic cruise stick-it notes and scented letters white rose petals and silver glitters dusty slip-on and faded pantaloons sweetened berries and tasty prunes smooth raps and slow rock hits magnetic charm and awesome wits 11:11 verses and chicken bones starry night skies, pebbles and stones a perfect score, crispy pizza crust locks and highlights, passionate lust skirts and pumps, pictures of us Halloween treats and wedding fuss hot cappuccino, jam and jelly first paycheck, winning the lottery chocolate mousse, ice cold drinks ocean waves, seductive winks silk and laces, laughs after cries cool car drifting and belly butterflies left hand scribbles, messy hair buns Oakley goggles and water guns funny jokes, late night talks rainy days, twilight walks flickering lights, vintage cars logs in swamps and monkey bars a hopeful daybreak, latte aroma fogged up glasses, squeaky veranda carnation in bloom, warm summer breeze slow ********** trimmed cypress trees naughty kiddie play, blindfolds and tricks mistletoe and acorns, fresh and fancy kicks baked salmons and grilled corn ending fights and a newborn free-verse poetry, an orchestral song a stranger's smile, a dancing throng finishing a novel, Luna's glow binding friendships, December snow but the best thing for me, I'd like you to know is to tell you finally that I Love You So.
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May 12, 2013
May 12, 2013 at 11:41 PM UTC
Good Things
Every good thing shall happen... like Friday nights and party rush surprise calls from a long-time crush auburn leaves and a cup of tea cozy couch and a good movie a sweet embrace, granted wishes locked up hands, friendly kisses perfect music, fireworks galore passionate poetry, books in store skinny-dipping, pineapple juice mountaineering, romantic cruise stick-it notes and scented letters white rose petals and silver glitters dusty slip-on and faded pantaloons sweetened berries and tasty prunes smooth raps and slow rock hits magnetic charm and awesome wits 11:11 verses and chicken bones starry night skies, pebbles and stones a perfect score, crispy pizza crust locks and highlights, passionate lust skirts and pumps, pictures of us Halloween treats and wedding fuss hot cappuccino, jam and jelly first paycheck, winning the lottery chocolate mousse, ice cold drinks ocean waves, seductive winks silk and laces, laughs after cries cool car drifting and belly butterflies left hand scribbles, messy hair buns Oakley goggles and water guns funny jokes, late night talks rainy days, twilight walks flickering lights, vintage cars logs in swamps and monkey bars a hopeful daybreak, latte aroma fogged up glasses, squeaky veranda carnation in bloom, warm summer breeze slow ********** trimmed cypress trees naughty kiddie play, blindfolds and tricks mistletoe and acorns, fresh and fancy kicks baked salmons and grilled corn ending fights and a newborn free-verse poetry, an orchestral song a stranger's smile, a dancing throng finishing a novel, Luna's glow binding friendships, December snow but the best thing for me, I'd like you to know is to tell you finally that I Love You So.
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MEMORIES OF SAND I gave up sweeping that year Like a penance As sand permeated Everything in my condo Clung to my scalp and feet Blew in with the fog and landed In my tub, between my sheets, the sink, the carpet Gritted between my teeth in the early hours When i would reach for her still Before the memory would detonate around me that she didn't come. I would follow you anywhere. Morphed into I can't. I hate those dagger give-up words. Unlike the sand I reviled in coaxing the beach closer still And sand blurred the boundaries of my life Inside.  Outside. Past.  Present. Old.  New. I could pull the blanket of crashing waves around me in hypnotizing hues Breathe in the turquoise or gray or navy blue Of the mecurial moods of the sea. Each morning ritual of coffee and perching 8 foot tall on the sea wall studying the swells and tides I could palpate the energy of my spirit rising around the waves Curling and mixing as Aqua-purple-red dragonflies hovered at my veranda hibiscus that murmers truths I do no want to hear. And in all that aloneness settled a great quiet still emptiness. Because I couldn't cry I'd go diving in the persistent waves of salt and kelp. The cold violated my eardrums and for a moment I'd go spinning-disoriented and weightless-suspended Surrender without air as the Pacific held me buyouant Only surfacing to breathe like a Baptism.  I was ok being alone. And sometimes I wasn't. As the sand exfoliated my old self I'd grasp hold of the new wonders of phosphorescent tide under a harvest moon And the fading memory of her would rise like a helium balloon I held down for 2 hrs and 4 weeks at Surfers Point in Ventura Then let her go into the abyss of acceptance Like granting permission to the invading sand Gathering like whispers In disappearing corners of her absence And leaned into the redefinition of myself: Barefoot.  Sandy.  Expectant. The memory of sand.
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Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 2:19 PM UTC
MEMORIES OF SAND
MEMORIES OF SAND I gave up sweeping that year Like a penance As sand permeated Everything in my condo Clung to my scalp and feet Blew in with the fog and landed In my tub, between my sheets, the sink, the carpet Gritted between my teeth in the early hours When i would reach for her still Before the memory would detonate around me that she didn't come. I would follow you anywhere. Morphed into I can't. I hate those dagger give-up words. Unlike the sand I reviled in coaxing the beach closer still And sand blurred the boundaries of my life Inside.  Outside. Past.  Present. Old.  New. I could pull the blanket of crashing waves around me in hypnotizing hues Breathe in the turquoise or gray or navy blue Of the mecurial moods of the sea. Each morning ritual of coffee and perching 8 foot tall on the sea wall studying the swells and tides I could palpate the energy of my spirit rising around the waves Curling and mixing as Aqua-purple-red dragonflies hovered at my veranda hibiscus that murmers truths I do no want to hear. And in all that aloneness settled a great quiet still emptiness. Because I couldn't cry I'd go diving in the persistent waves of salt and kelp. The cold violated my eardrums and for a moment I'd go spinning-disoriented and weightless-suspended Surrender without air as the Pacific held me buyouant Only surfacing to breathe like a Baptism.  I was ok being alone. And sometimes I wasn't. As the sand exfoliated my old self I'd grasp hold of the new wonders of phosphorescent tide under a harvest moon And the fading memory of her would rise like a helium balloon I held down for 2 hrs and 4 weeks at Surfers Point in Ventura Then let her go into the abyss of acceptance Like granting permission to the invading sand Gathering like whispers In disappearing corners of her absence And leaned into the redefinition of myself: Barefoot.  Sandy.  Expectant. The memory of sand.
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really hot days remind me of my home the one across the sea with mangos ripe on the vine and yellowed grass if I close my eyes, i can almost taste the dust in the air feel the warm embrace of my family members that i miss so dearly smell the petrichor off the hot cement floor after a fresh monsoon rain time zones apart feel like worlds apart and they are when your family is dying and there is no way to comfort your aunt because her husband is taking his last breaths there was no chance for her to say goodbye to her father, to her husband, both lay in hospitals continents apart isolated, but not unloved both gone, not even a month apart the borders have been closed for i don’t even know how long there is no physical way for us, let alone her own children, to be present all we do is wait most of my memories are spent on drinking chai on the veranda or dancing in the rain with Papa playing holi with pails of water mixed with “gulal” and water pistols. seeing the smiles of all my family members, together once again. really hot days remind me of my home smoke from the wildfires mimics the smog in the air the sun - a red ball in the grey sky if i shut my eyes real tight i can still get a glimpse of us on the rooftop, celebrating life.
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Jan 7, 2022
Jan 7, 2022 at 11:15 PM UTC
Really Hot Days
I see you sit expectantly biting lips   on the extended museum steps leading to a veranda around the building, that invites a flash mob,of your ilk, effervescent, to come together perform and celebrate, nothing in particular,   except giving a shock pleasure to all those marked  "the other" Once you made me believe, together we make a whole, that is the story we live on I was told, I merely listened, I and you missed few beats and steps here and there find us now in pages different, why, even ages apart, "What a fine specimen,!" a pacifist, I can't but appreciate watching your elan. As if seeing an alien in my home ground, I watch the spectacle, gulping down my discomfiture dutifully, while you romance with much finesse,to the cell phone, you cling on as if it's the beau you want to show off. "Wouldn't she make a fine museum piece?" that would point towards the life style, that highlights only the moment present, and constantly on the run to remain there, while past vanishes and future becomes obscure more and more. With a gentle smile for you to pick up, when you are at peace, I move on; more than the museum pieces still living, I am interested in  regular exhibits I easily grasp.
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Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 10:20 AM UTC
A museum piece of the present impermanent moment
Labyrinthine is my heart, a maze dizzying with  your murmurous (though lovely) lilt my solitary atlas along with furtive glances and scintillas of hope, and dulcet kisses stolen not on a veranda, for the fireflies and willows to witness, but surreptitiously and sussorously in the penumbra beneath, kisses stubbornly efflorescent, love sempiternal.
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Nov 17, 2011
Nov 17, 2011 at 3:40 AM UTC
Labyrinthine
Once when we were kids Mum had fun throwing a dinner party. I could tell because there were stains on the tablecloth but no one was crying, and the food upgraded from sausage rolls to Sushi and Olives. I want one- -You can't, Mum said they're for adults- I want a Olives- said the back of my 4 year old sister as she went to try the New Thing. The Olive was carefully chosen and examined with 4 years of culinary expertise, swirled around a gummy mouth and promptly returned to its post. It was yuck - she informed me and her breathless twin from the safety of the veranda after weaving her way through the adult legs strewn around the Good Lounge without even so much as a 'woe betide you child if you're in here again.' So we sat and thought about parties and Good Lounges and woe betides drinking juice, and watched our Uncle fill his plate with sushi and olives, singing tonelessly to ABBA before spilling his beer on the floor .
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Sep 3, 2016
Sep 3, 2016 at 9:09 PM UTC
This is a poem about an Olive.
*Paused on the veranda   for a poetic tête-à-tête, we sipped vintage wine   and spoke of days gone hither       when we were much greener,   tripping the nimbly light    and guzzling cheap beer into       the wee hours of night's obscurity, wiser and older, yet still imagining         one day we'll conquer the world, resigned to this present moment      we comfortably reminisce,                midst the effervescent                                 bubbly of reality*
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Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 6:05 AM UTC
Bubbly of Reality
The forest is still, like a crouching beast, slowly seeping in to our cells as a tranquil wild feeling, behind the closed doors of our room mon amour is busy in some secret ritual I suppose. I am watching the dance of tangled trees leaning over the veranda rails of the forest lodge, door opened, she appeared, asked me in, across her luscious ******* my name is written in brown, I get the prompt, like all urban animals would, lick the chocolate from  her perfect ******* down little by little, and feel how each swell second by second "Whatever you deem fit"she suggests, unambiguously I saw desire dance wildly on her eyes, nature's prompt I am a yogi, let me confess, my heart set on the union on the highest level, that tempts but the demands of here and now, can i reject? all it says is this"Be a bhogi, seeker of sensual pleasure as this moment is ripe for that, neglect it at your peril" I am not dogmatic though seeker of truth higher, I have to get ripe more, now I understand, I obey her, my sensual desire and the call of the moment I won't fall as this is the truth at the level of flesh.
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Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 8:54 AM UTC
Yogi's quest has subtexts
When ever I touch the ground that’s hot With the sole of my foot that’s bare, I never fail to recall a time, And the memories lingering there, Of a day when I was just a boy, Beneath equatorial skies, And the tactic used to keep me indoors While the missionaries rested their eyes. My mother was sick with malaria The curse of the tropic zone, And while my dad was away on the hunt Their station became our home. And after lunch when the sky was hot And the morning’s work was done They took my shoes away from me To keep me out of the sun. The veranda air was still as a grave, Not a sound to could be heard outside Save the click-click-click from the beetles And the grasshoppers jumping to hide. Or the scratching scaly slither, Of a snake on the flowerbed verge, Or the distant cry of the crested crane, These are the sounds that merge. The sight of the distant Koru hills Shimmering in the haze Beyond the frangipani trees Return once more to my gaze, And the prickly spiky Crown of Thorns That lined the garden ways, These are the sights that ribbon back From my early Kenyan days. The smell of the room was a mixture Of scents on the garden air, And creosote coming up through the floor From the pilings under there, And paraffin from the pressure lamps Which hissed as they gave us light. With the hint of oil of pyrethrum Sprayed round the eves at night. The step to my door should I venture At noon was as hot as a stove, The soil on the paths and driveway Would burn if ever I strove. And the thorns in the earth would pr ick me As I cautiously picked my way through To the shade of the frangipani tree, From there I took in the view. So, when ever I touch the ground that’s hot With the sole of my foot that’s bare, I never fail to recall a time, And the memory lingering there, Of a day when I was just a boy, Where the images I find, Set smells and sights and sounds of Africa sizzling in my mind. Redding, California July 4th 2005 temperature 105° Fahrenheit
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May 11, 2017
May 11, 2017 at 4:32 PM UTC
The Hot Earth
When ever I touch the ground that’s hot With the sole of my foot that’s bare, I never fail to recall a time, And the memories lingering there, Of a day when I was just a boy, Beneath equatorial skies, And the tactic used to keep me indoors While the missionaries rested their eyes. My mother was sick with malaria The curse of the tropic zone, And while my dad was away on the hunt Their station became our home. And after lunch when the sky was hot And the morning’s work was done They took my shoes away from me To keep me out of the sun. The veranda air was still as a grave, Not a sound to could be heard outside Save the click-click-click from the beetles And the grasshoppers jumping to hide. Or the scratching scaly slither, Of a snake on the flowerbed verge, Or the distant cry of the crested crane, These are the sounds that merge. The sight of the distant Koru hills Shimmering in the haze Beyond the frangipani trees Return once more to my gaze, And the prickly spiky Crown of Thorns That lined the garden ways, These are the sights that ribbon back From my early Kenyan days. The smell of the room was a mixture Of scents on the garden air, And creosote coming up through the floor From the pilings under there, And paraffin from the pressure lamps Which hissed as they gave us light. With the hint of oil of pyrethrum Sprayed round the eves at night. The step to my door should I venture At noon was as hot as a stove, The soil on the paths and driveway Would burn if ever I strove. And the thorns in the earth would pr ick me As I cautiously picked my way through To the shade of the frangipani tree, From there I took in the view. So, when ever I touch the ground that’s hot With the sole of my foot that’s bare, I never fail to recall a time, And the memory lingering there, Of a day when I was just a boy, Where the images I find, Set smells and sights and sounds of Africa sizzling in my mind. Redding, California July 4th 2005 temperature 105° Fahrenheit
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I sat in my veranda A mellow sun shining above me Its light, blinking - still drowsy from a restful night Clouds, like cars of cotton rushing past - going who knows where... The trees creaking and sighing, dancing a hypnotic dance The birds singing their ballad, of times long gone Suddenly - a scent caressed my nose Like a cruel flirt, touched me and vanished Leaving me breathless I heard my heart beat - thum.......thum...thum It got louder - thum! thum! thum! No! not my heartbeat, I heard drums Drums, playing a primal song I saw...I saw mountains high and mighty Decked with vivid paintings Of a different way of life I saw streams, rushing past The cold water sprinkled my face with soft kisses I saw forests, dark and deep No doubt home to Wood Elves,Nymphs, Wizards and Witches and beasts with wings and horns I saw silver ruins, fallen walls Vines and ivy creeping over them, vein-like A lonely banner hung on one of the walls Old and tattered, yet still regal and proud Fluttering in the wind, it spoke to me Of horse's hooves, armour clad knights, oaths being taken, oaths being broken, Clashing of swords, a time long gone... Suddenly - a scent hit my nose A scent, rough and urban And there it was - a metal beast Yellower then the summer sun Groaning with indignation It rushed past Leaving a trail of black smoke and dust And there I sat, in my veranda Searching frantically for another glimpse Of that wonderful land In vain...
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Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 4:23 AM UTC
A Glimpse
Stand together, under the trees; Warmth and togetherness is strong; Bathe in the golden summers, long and lovely. Cover yourself at night, don't let the lizards in, For the glorious benefit of auburn nights. Wind blows heavy and loud, crushing my hopes. Naked creases form upon the soil, converging, On the veranda where we sit sipping teas. I talk slow so she will understand me, Her caramel heart melts under my hands. Unearth the bodies we buried before. A long lost memory sits perched on the sink, Its cat eyes stare loathingly at our actions. Fire and water pour a steamy love. She just won't listen to the sounds of life. One day, i will look back at my birth, Was it worth the pain i brought? A wasted skin lies in the alley, Drugged and ****** cuts along the spine. Clouds decend upon the wedding reception, Smokey and fragrent it pulls speech from speakers. Knives, pierced through silver lungs. Kindred spirits pile up in the gutter, Never finding true peace. I thought life was worthless, Now its totally pointless.
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May 5, 2010
May 5, 2010 at 5:08 PM UTC
Caramel Heart
When Brasidas took Amphipolis, one surrendering citizen etched out visions of the future, the reoccurring melody, on clay in some veranda – *That throb from the fold to the ripple’s edge; the flowered bank’s erosion. The circulating noose and knife; themes where fools wander. A mound of nails; where Iscariot’s shekels buried thirteen withered stools.*
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Jul 4, 2012
Jul 4, 2012 at 7:53 AM UTC
Hilt of Rust
sometimes hearsay isn't enough I'm digging, digging, oh, just raking up the flower bed you have a sweet face open yet so guarded what secrets do you hide behind cherry lips? you will share them with me over cake and cold tea you will not take them to your grave, it's impolite pray tell, what brings you here and who gave you secrets speak, those lips aren't just for the painting why so silent, lady? silence is impolite I said, you will share your secrets with me I've already prepared cake and tea and a soft bed for you (is it normal to be so angry) the tea is cold, I apologize you see, we have no warmth in these parts you're new here, so you have to learn quickly secrets are our currency you have lips like a flower, quite dainty (flowers also die easily) don't make me pluck the petals, one by one woman, deflowered you will share your secrets, one by one yes of course, I will send the painting to your husband back home I walk out onto the veranda in the living room, the butler picks up cherry-red petals and stores them in a jar I see the flower bed in the distance (at least what's left of it) I did my best digging it up, I believe it makes a soft bed I told you, she will not take her secrets to her grave fret not, woman, oblivion is not an issue I will see you in flower beds, and in portraits of guarded smiles your family will remember you in the painting I sold to a museum instead woman, portrait you're no longer a mystery thanks for sharing your secrets over cake and cold tea
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Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 11:53 PM UTC
like that of mona lisa
sometimes hearsay isn't enough I'm digging, digging, oh, just raking up the flower bed you have a sweet face open yet so guarded what secrets do you hide behind cherry lips? you will share them with me over cake and cold tea you will not take them to your grave, it's impolite pray tell, what brings you here and who gave you secrets speak, those lips aren't just for the painting why so silent, lady? silence is impolite I said, you will share your secrets with me I've already prepared cake and tea and a soft bed for you (is it normal to be so angry) the tea is cold, I apologize you see, we have no warmth in these parts you're new here, so you have to learn quickly secrets are our currency you have lips like a flower, quite dainty (flowers also die easily) don't make me pluck the petals, one by one woman, deflowered you will share your secrets, one by one yes of course, I will send the painting to your husband back home I walk out onto the veranda in the living room, the butler picks up cherry-red petals and stores them in a jar I see the flower bed in the distance (at least what's left of it) I did my best digging it up, I believe it makes a soft bed I told you, she will not take her secrets to her grave fret not, woman, oblivion is not an issue I will see you in flower beds, and in portraits of guarded smiles your family will remember you in the painting I sold to a museum instead woman, portrait you're no longer a mystery thanks for sharing your secrets over cake and cold tea
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