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,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
how do you know when (a human is too broken?)
,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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A halo of transfigured light.      spanned the hills and autumn gold of scores of aspen groves      basking in the morning sun. But what is this thing we call a rainbow?      For all our science talk of vapor, refraction and angle of the sun      we surrender still in willing captivity to its beauty, mystery and myth. Rainbows beguile by their fleeting rarity       as ephemeral as life itself - temporal blessings suspended in time       unintended and undeserved, spectral bridges between here and there -        between what is and what should be.
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Nov 11, 2016
Nov 11, 2016 at 9:11 AM UTC
Morning Rainbow
Sunlight on my grinning face Follows me from place to place But it won’t do Don’t know how long I can wait Wandering this empty space Searching for you Up and down the barren coast Listen as the riptide rolls With so much to say Probably what hurts the most Is knowing when you’re so **** close And still so far away Once per while I catch a glimpse Of unintended fleeting hints To call out your name Won’t make much a difference Words don’t carry far upwind It’s always the same In the breeze I see it’s just the wind It’s a tease To be at the shoreline again Shepherd, call the sheep back home Be thankful that you’re not alone Round em up one more time My, how much the herd has grown With wool to warm your gentle soul Leave no soul behind
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Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 8:32 PM UTC
The Shepherd
the very sadness. the very sadness of the intruder who brings his own plate to drop. the very ecstasy of telling a classmate he or she is ugly along with one finger he or she must choose. the cutting of the fingers to equal size. the unintended ecstasy of the sadness I use to *** a cobweb where I wait for something I’ll do nothing with.
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Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 12:46 AM UTC
insult stage
Serendipity A hidden beauty, If only you look, then you shall see. The hidden gift, that you receive. A beautiful seed, hidden underneath, To one day grow into a beautiful tree Lost in the layers, Lost in time. The beauty you unintentionally find, The beauty that is yours to keep The beauty, unintended to seek, The beauty you shall receive.. She is.. Serendipity
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Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 1:40 PM UTC
**Serendipity**
Terrorism has mushroomed all across the world. Greenery here is not less, some terror must be unfurled. I 've heard that some desi terror outfit has taken birth. More shadowy than shadow, their secrets difficult to unearth. Help is required from security agencies of developed land. There they lock up terrorists for years without trial on remand. They've trained dogs to smell terrorists before they become one. Our country is developing fast, soon it will be second to none. Full use of the cyberspace this local foxy terror group makes. In this virtual world whose identity is real? whose fake? This tricksy group makes bombs sophisticated, smart. It targets selected only, suddenly before they can depart. But few unintended ones died in blast, must be suicide bombers, Indeed! Terrorists don't understand political equations, what is the need? Now our Police catches terrorists just minutes after the blast. Their must be some-kind of relief for citizens shocked, aghast. My little brother eats my head, wants to catch a tiger alive. Jocularly I advised it is animal dangerous, flesh and bone it can rive. Instead we can catch a cat and with continuous torture and grill we can make it confess to be a tiger, with third degree surely it will.
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Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 9:38 PM UTC
Voice Against Terrorism
Muzzling your lap with a faded head, I cross your heart with a trailing hand, the hashtag unintended. Please don't followmeto bed. Sorry for the @muradosmann regram. I didn't mean to mislead you. But I missed leading you.
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Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 1:47 PM UTC
Tease
The friend zone has two sides: On one, the poor soul is trapped Hopelessly longing for one who turns a blind cheek. You sympathize with them, because they suffer for having emotions. They cannot be asked to stifle their passion. Yet here in this pit, all emotions are paralyzed, Who could be so vile as to banish someone to this place? The other side is much different. Not many strong emotions. But there certainly isn't happiness, or even peace. The overwhelming feelings are pity, solemn, and overwhelming power. This vile person has so much power over the poor soul. But did they ask for that power? Did they even want that power? No, they want to be equal, not above. Fully aware of the pain they have caused, they are sorry. To all of you. Not just the people they have personally caused pain, But to all of you who have fallen for someone like them and was burned, It is unintended, and is painful for them too. They feel evil and wrong, but have their own obsession. They love their partner as much as you think you love them. And they want nothing more than for all of you to find the person who is really meant for you. Like I have. You won't be happy with me. Because I won't be happy with you. But someone will. And while you're wasting your time over me, the person meant for you is waiting for you, longing for the hole in their own heart to be filled. Don't continue to suffer, and don't keep them waiting. I feel responsible for your scars. But only they can heal them for you.
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Jul 15, 2013
Jul 15, 2013 at 8:48 PM UTC
Two Sides of One Friendzone
The friend zone has two sides: On one, the poor soul is trapped Hopelessly longing for one who turns a blind cheek. You sympathize with them, because they suffer for having emotions. They cannot be asked to stifle their passion. Yet here in this pit, all emotions are paralyzed, Who could be so vile as to banish someone to this place? The other side is much different. Not many strong emotions. But there certainly isn't happiness, or even peace. The overwhelming feelings are pity, solemn, and overwhelming power. This vile person has so much power over the poor soul. But did they ask for that power? Did they even want that power? No, they want to be equal, not above. Fully aware of the pain they have caused, they are sorry. To all of you. Not just the people they have personally caused pain, But to all of you who have fallen for someone like them and was burned, It is unintended, and is painful for them too. They feel evil and wrong, but have their own obsession. They love their partner as much as you think you love them. And they want nothing more than for all of you to find the person who is really meant for you. Like I have. You won't be happy with me. Because I won't be happy with you. But someone will. And while you're wasting your time over me, the person meant for you is waiting for you, longing for the hole in their own heart to be filled. Don't continue to suffer, and don't keep them waiting. I feel responsible for your scars. But only they can heal them for you.
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This way to the show, folks The most amazing show you have ever seen Bigger, wider, deeper Wondrous and terrifying More beautiful than your dreams Uglier than you can imagine And all for free If you speak very loosely, that is Watch your step son Don’t trip on the unintended consequences Step right this way There’s no time like the present In fact there’s no time left at all Take a peek behind the curtain if you dare What’s the worst that could happen Probably best not to think too much about it See the man without a plan Watch him stumble through life Be amazed as he defies death on the streets His struggles with addiction will amuse you Enjoy the bitterness of his regrets Be stupefied by the clueless wonder Taken advantage of at every turn Thrill as he turns into the human doormat Feel free to wipe your shoes on him He likes it, really Prepare your senses for the shock of The compassionate woman Stand bewildered as she is betrayed by lovers Gasp as she weeps for people she does not know Make her a promise as you leave fellas You will make her day You will be stunned by the man who is not like you Be horrified at his minor differences Criticize all his perceived flaws Feel free to mock him, he is used to it What’s that ma’am No don’t feel sorry for them They like it here Three hots and a cot you know Only some humiliation each night And twice on Saturdays Come one, come all Leave the show smug and satisfied About how much better you are Than these miserable examples of failure All this and more and not one penny to enter The only fee is part of your humanity Just drop it in the box right here On your way in
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Oct 15, 2018
Oct 15, 2018 at 11:56 AM UTC
Side Show
This way to the show, folks The most amazing show you have ever seen Bigger, wider, deeper Wondrous and terrifying More beautiful than your dreams Uglier than you can imagine And all for free If you speak very loosely, that is Watch your step son Don’t trip on the unintended consequences Step right this way There’s no time like the present In fact there’s no time left at all Take a peek behind the curtain if you dare What’s the worst that could happen Probably best not to think too much about it See the man without a plan Watch him stumble through life Be amazed as he defies death on the streets His struggles with addiction will amuse you Enjoy the bitterness of his regrets Be stupefied by the clueless wonder Taken advantage of at every turn Thrill as he turns into the human doormat Feel free to wipe your shoes on him He likes it, really Prepare your senses for the shock of The compassionate woman Stand bewildered as she is betrayed by lovers Gasp as she weeps for people she does not know Make her a promise as you leave fellas You will make her day You will be stunned by the man who is not like you Be horrified at his minor differences Criticize all his perceived flaws Feel free to mock him, he is used to it What’s that ma’am No don’t feel sorry for them They like it here Three hots and a cot you know Only some humiliation each night And twice on Saturdays Come one, come all Leave the show smug and satisfied About how much better you are Than these miserable examples of failure All this and more and not one penny to enter The only fee is part of your humanity Just drop it in the box right here On your way in
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to more than I can be... a sad isolated man, throes of an agonizing, stretched by her for painful revengeful gain, kissed with pointless avarice, divorce. children deeming him alienating, his faulty insensitive sensitivities, to easy blame little do they know of the piercing lowliness, the looniness of nights he listened to sad-eyed singers, and his late-of-mid of night scribbled scripts, where he off loaded the agonies of a midlife disaster, not entirely of his-own sown making, but still his to bear and bare alone... some accidents happens for unintentional, unintended intentional new seasons appear, stumbled, tumbled, fumbled his way onto this H~oly P~lace, where someone might listen to his explanations, expiations, excoriations of his all too common tragedy, and said: this broken human, he's got his reasons, read his overly long treatises, his entreaties, to those that prowl, rowing, in this corner of the silence of the internet, where only the trolls, the cold, the easier to-be-meaner oft thrive, and found none of that, but an oasis of sheltering, embracing comforting, those who actually admitted his writings could be loved, and perhaps the writer himself, was deserving of a second chance, a verbal embrace. a rereading forgiveness, a pat on his natback, a sympathetic sensory intaking, and perhaps-this debt, eternal, that put the for and the fore in a new baby born, named - new forever came into existence the very same e that begins those conjoined words ***e~ternally grateful "and now  I sleep in peace when the day is done" but the night time is still the write time
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Sep 13, 2025
Sep 13, 2025 at 11:42 AM UTC
lest you forget, you raised me up...
to more than I can be... a sad isolated man, throes of an agonizing, stretched by her for painful revengeful gain, kissed with pointless avarice, divorce. children deeming him alienating, his faulty insensitive sensitivities, to easy blame little do they know of the piercing lowliness, the looniness of nights he listened to sad-eyed singers, and his late-of-mid of night scribbled scripts, where he off loaded the agonies of a midlife disaster, not entirely of his-own sown making, but still his to bear and bare alone... some accidents happens for unintentional, unintended intentional new seasons appear, stumbled, tumbled, fumbled his way onto this H~oly P~lace, where someone might listen to his explanations, expiations, excoriations of his all too common tragedy, and said: this broken human, he's got his reasons, read his overly long treatises, his entreaties, to those that prowl, rowing, in this corner of the silence of the internet, where only the trolls, the cold, the easier to-be-meaner oft thrive, and found none of that, but an oasis of sheltering, embracing comforting, those who actually admitted his writings could be loved, and perhaps the writer himself, was deserving of a second chance, a verbal embrace. a rereading forgiveness, a pat on his natback, a sympathetic sensory intaking, and perhaps-this debt, eternal, that put the for and the fore in a new baby born, named - new forever came into existence the very same e that begins those conjoined words ***e~ternally grateful "and now  I sleep in peace when the day is done" but the night time is still the write time
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JEALOUS Poem lyrics dedicated to Karkjinbba in memory of pjc-rkrdd interstellar Traveler on another mission. ~~~~~~ 'm jealous of the rain That falls upon your skin It's closer than my hands have been I'm jealous of the rain worshipping in ground as you may walk on splattering all down I'm Jealous of the waves at sea that rock your boat with her not me spilling out on you our old wine reserved for us to spill on each others unintended wounds I'm jealous of the wind That ripples through your clothes; the exotic perfume aromas you bought for me alone but now she wears. along with my diamond heart ring. I'm Jealous of the way she combes her hair each night looking in our ancient mirrored vanity desk While you looking at her moon light to guide may you look at me my stary constellation sky high glide   I am jealous of the tennis rocket you swing to her meant to swing back to me Darling; it's closer than your shadow left behind to comfort me. Oh, I'm jealous of the air you breathe in the same room, with her alone  dancing to songs and tunes meant for us two alone on your master lovely bedroom; moving dancing rdd/bba style! Still I wish you the best all this world could give Love of my life. I wouldn't sacrifice my love and life for you again though; instead, I would, earn your love, right back forgive me sweet love divine elite great among great, peace be with you As I told you when you left In every lifetime for another girl, you leave me all I wanted was an airline ticket to fly to you in Carol Lumbard's skin Dear runner mine poverty was my foe I couldn't chase. but I always thought you'd come back, or even pick me up on your limousine for a joyful ecstacy filled ride! Telling me all you found without me was heartbreak and misery! Because darling that's all I found without you. It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're h a p p y without meeee. I'm jealous of the nights That I don't spend with you watching the billion stars from our bedroom bed with your patpapa Aquarius and my Aries telescope. I'm wondering who you lay next to! Oh, I'm jealous of those sacred nights. I'm jealous of the love your love that was all mine gone for someone else to share. I'm jealous of the love cause I wished you too the very best all this world could give. ~~~~~~~ For Karijinbba By: Kear and Natalie Hemby. 06-11-2020 Copy Rights.
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Jun 12, 2020
Jun 12, 2020 at 1:32 AM UTC
Jealousy's Labyrinth
JEALOUS Poem lyrics dedicated to Karkjinbba in memory of pjc-rkrdd interstellar Traveler on another mission. ~~~~~~ 'm jealous of the rain That falls upon your skin It's closer than my hands have been I'm jealous of the rain worshipping in ground as you may walk on splattering all down I'm Jealous of the waves at sea that rock your boat with her not me spilling out on you our old wine reserved for us to spill on each others unintended wounds I'm jealous of the wind That ripples through your clothes; the exotic perfume aromas you bought for me alone but now she wears. along with my diamond heart ring. I'm Jealous of the way she combes her hair each night looking in our ancient mirrored vanity desk While you looking at her moon light to guide may you look at me my stary constellation sky high glide   I am jealous of the tennis rocket you swing to her meant to swing back to me Darling; it's closer than your shadow left behind to comfort me. Oh, I'm jealous of the air you breathe in the same room, with her alone  dancing to songs and tunes meant for us two alone on your master lovely bedroom; moving dancing rdd/bba style! Still I wish you the best all this world could give Love of my life. I wouldn't sacrifice my love and life for you again though; instead, I would, earn your love, right back forgive me sweet love divine elite great among great, peace be with you As I told you when you left In every lifetime for another girl, you leave me all I wanted was an airline ticket to fly to you in Carol Lumbard's skin Dear runner mine poverty was my foe I couldn't chase. but I always thought you'd come back, or even pick me up on your limousine for a joyful ecstacy filled ride! Telling me all you found without me was heartbreak and misery! Because darling that's all I found without you. It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're h a p p y without meeee. I'm jealous of the nights That I don't spend with you watching the billion stars from our bedroom bed with your patpapa Aquarius and my Aries telescope. I'm wondering who you lay next to! Oh, I'm jealous of those sacred nights. I'm jealous of the love your love that was all mine gone for someone else to share. I'm jealous of the love cause I wished you too the very best all this world could give. ~~~~~~~ For Karijinbba By: Kear and Natalie Hemby. 06-11-2020 Copy Rights.
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You had secrets you'd been hiding, But when the blood started spilling So did they. You always had an argument, But when it erupted in discontent, You had nothing to say. And you hide behind your innocence, Blame it all on ignorance So that you'd be safe. But in the concoction you'd been brewing, It was problems you were stirring; You just couldn't let them lay. So go ahead and sleep soundly, But this war that is surrounding Will eventually make you pay.
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Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 6:59 PM UTC
Unintended Consequences
The Real Poets Here are small craft sailing between the narrows of crack'd lines, employ the spyglass and luck to you, for them to find their voyages do not widen the chasm of waste, yawning greater now by propped up boasts of ugly shipowners who sin by commission, national ***** crowing of the greatest length of their prow, thinking that is a measure of prowess, their tubs, all but empty wordy new container ships, that are forever lost at sea, even before leaving port they, the real poets, are the quiet lost lot, a troop of forgettable ordinary  Marines, the sailors in the engine room toiling, exploring cartographers ***** from the ****** crafting struggle, looking to discover unmapped, invisible poles, East and West opening up new passages, within us, with new passages when called to arms, the real poets spill fresh ***** fluids from within the heart and mind borne, upon the blank spaces, they stain us with the grasping gasps of their sight insided fertile are the pastures where they lay low modest lay thinking, amidst the splendor in the grass of them I proudly will ever boast, hold them close and ever nameless, but deep inscribed inside of me *Ah, the real poets keep me whole within the ever smaller white purity of this narrow space that has lost the struggle to contains the unceasing ever spawning black letter'd oceans and navies of repetitive sad, sadly repetitive, puerile singsong cant that never sings, can't never please, but trends to the masses madly dewdrops of tears, are my own trees felled, an acknowledgement that when I read their unintended homages to humankind, that when realized, they speak with great respect, all quietly scream this whisper... all this, that I have written, and will yet to write, this is all, to give greater glory to all human ability whose sole purposed to fill us, wrench us from our lackadaisical comfort, or  urgently comfort us when none else can, these are my friends, the real poets here* god keep you well my trite words insufficient so I gift you some words worthy from Wordsworth
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Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 3:29 AM UTC
A New Poem: The Real Poets Here
The Real Poets Here are small craft sailing between the narrows of crack'd lines, employ the spyglass and luck to you, for them to find their voyages do not widen the chasm of waste, yawning greater now by propped up boasts of ugly shipowners who sin by commission, national ***** crowing of the greatest length of their prow, thinking that is a measure of prowess, their tubs, all but empty wordy new container ships, that are forever lost at sea, even before leaving port they, the real poets, are the quiet lost lot, a troop of forgettable ordinary  Marines, the sailors in the engine room toiling, exploring cartographers ***** from the ****** crafting struggle, looking to discover unmapped, invisible poles, East and West opening up new passages, within us, with new passages when called to arms, the real poets spill fresh ***** fluids from within the heart and mind borne, upon the blank spaces, they stain us with the grasping gasps of their sight insided fertile are the pastures where they lay low modest lay thinking, amidst the splendor in the grass of them I proudly will ever boast, hold them close and ever nameless, but deep inscribed inside of me *Ah, the real poets keep me whole within the ever smaller white purity of this narrow space that has lost the struggle to contains the unceasing ever spawning black letter'd oceans and navies of repetitive sad, sadly repetitive, puerile singsong cant that never sings, can't never please, but trends to the masses madly dewdrops of tears, are my own trees felled, an acknowledgement that when I read their unintended homages to humankind, that when realized, they speak with great respect, all quietly scream this whisper... all this, that I have written, and will yet to write, this is all, to give greater glory to all human ability whose sole purposed to fill us, wrench us from our lackadaisical comfort, or  urgently comfort us when none else can, these are my friends, the real poets here* god keep you well my trite words insufficient so I gift you some words worthy from Wordsworth
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I don't remember Things Faces Names Numbers Dates Transcendental journeys I do remember Lies Truths Rhythms Dreams Meals Body's Unintended sarcastic remarks
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Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 9:19 PM UTC
Pan fried
uninvited, the tears stroll down my cheeks, unintended, the words come out all wrong, underrated, as your perspective of me isn’t my reality, under construction, is the fight against my tears, understand, that there is strength in vulnerability, unravel, your tears from their cells and let go of the custody of pain.
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Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 11:21 AM UTC
cry out loud.
Entanglement: First Poem of the Day We awake simultaneously, syncopated. Guests next door, Can't risk love making noises at five am, *A noisy first coffee of the day, An oops, unintended, Guest wake-up call.* Nope. So, instead, We ear-insert our buds, white flowers, You, to the Land of Thrones, yay, Me, to the land, nay, The island of my Secret poetry life. I'm carried there on music-waves, A Motet For Five Voices and Jason Mraz, Tracy Chapman, Billy Joel, Pandora's music box escapees. Pandora's an oddball shuffler, Just like me. You read/listen/sleep head-resting upon My good arm, my cunning one,^ And I leftist type write, hunt and peck at 6:00 Am, And tho we will not fluids exchange, I smile at our white wires all crossed up As metaphor for our Heart's happy entanglement. ^ Psalm 137 If I forget thee, O Jerusalem, let my right hand forget her cunning. 6:15Am June292013
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Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 3:42 PM UTC
Entanglement
Poetry is when I play interpreter to my heart Fumbling to find the right words Stumbling to convey love beyond a four letter word A million things get lost in translation I inscribe loneliness most times Happiness she prefers left unwritten And you, she'd rather kept hidden But I know you from all the unintended traces that spill unto everything she says I try not to write about you Or at least eclipse you in between the lines But it's impossible when you're the one all her words are meant for
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Feb 13, 2018
Feb 13, 2018 at 12:21 AM UTC
I Try Not To Write About You
1:49 a.m. a thought : only you. i think love needs to redefine itself in my head, now that it has met you. a.m.'s are not times of daydreams and unintended smiles, at least not to me. a.m.'s are more of emotional breakdowns and trying to cool myself the **** down. sometimes a.m.'s are transient thoughts and other times just deep sleep. but all a.m.'s have been about lately are you. an unsteady heart beat, a churning stomach, and a nervous laugh. surprisingly, i don't hate it all that much. 9:45 p.m. i slept while thinking of you yesterday, i think that's the best sleep i've had in a while. anyway, you know how they say you're ****** when the thoughts that only hit you at night, start taking over 24/7? well, i don't agree. my nights have always been about you, and now my days are too and i cannot think of anyone other than you who's worth thinking about, dreaming about, talking to, laughing with. 9:52 p.m. i forgot that i'm supposed to write these hours apart from each other. i guess i can't wait a whole lot to start talking about you again. i don't think i've ever craved someone's presence so much. i don't think i detested anyone's absence before i met you either. they say time is not to go to waste, but even if i spend an eternity trying to figure you out, i'd still have managed my time well. nothing ever goes to waste when you're involved. 10:56 p.m. my mind has been wandering off for the past hour. i think i'll create a new language to describe you with, i might've run out of adjectives that exist. i'm not one to ever get speechless, i think you know this by now, i talk more than i breathe, but my emotions for you sometimes render me speechless and i don't want to spend a second not telling you how beautiful you are. 11:11 p.m. a time in which people wish upon. now, i don't believe in this crap at all but i still wish for your well being every 11:11 just in case it's not as unrealistic as it sounds. i may not pray much, but when i do i always ask for you to be okay and i may not always appreciate good when good comes but once i had you back, i swear i've never been more thankful. 11:28 p.m. i keep saying you're beautiful but that's not even the point i want to get across. beauty envies you, beauty tries to be you, because beauty will always only be appearance and you'll always be more than only that. you can never be only one thing, you're not that limited. i know i talk about you like you're holy but that's only because you are and you always will be. 12:00 a.m. i just realised that maybe i love you too much. you deserve all the love in the world though, all of it.
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Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 6:28 PM UTC
at all times, you're the only thing on my mind, love.
1:49 a.m. a thought : only you. i think love needs to redefine itself in my head, now that it has met you. a.m.'s are not times of daydreams and unintended smiles, at least not to me. a.m.'s are more of emotional breakdowns and trying to cool myself the **** down. sometimes a.m.'s are transient thoughts and other times just deep sleep. but all a.m.'s have been about lately are you. an unsteady heart beat, a churning stomach, and a nervous laugh. surprisingly, i don't hate it all that much. 9:45 p.m. i slept while thinking of you yesterday, i think that's the best sleep i've had in a while. anyway, you know how they say you're ****** when the thoughts that only hit you at night, start taking over 24/7? well, i don't agree. my nights have always been about you, and now my days are too and i cannot think of anyone other than you who's worth thinking about, dreaming about, talking to, laughing with. 9:52 p.m. i forgot that i'm supposed to write these hours apart from each other. i guess i can't wait a whole lot to start talking about you again. i don't think i've ever craved someone's presence so much. i don't think i detested anyone's absence before i met you either. they say time is not to go to waste, but even if i spend an eternity trying to figure you out, i'd still have managed my time well. nothing ever goes to waste when you're involved. 10:56 p.m. my mind has been wandering off for the past hour. i think i'll create a new language to describe you with, i might've run out of adjectives that exist. i'm not one to ever get speechless, i think you know this by now, i talk more than i breathe, but my emotions for you sometimes render me speechless and i don't want to spend a second not telling you how beautiful you are. 11:11 p.m. a time in which people wish upon. now, i don't believe in this crap at all but i still wish for your well being every 11:11 just in case it's not as unrealistic as it sounds. i may not pray much, but when i do i always ask for you to be okay and i may not always appreciate good when good comes but once i had you back, i swear i've never been more thankful. 11:28 p.m. i keep saying you're beautiful but that's not even the point i want to get across. beauty envies you, beauty tries to be you, because beauty will always only be appearance and you'll always be more than only that. you can never be only one thing, you're not that limited. i know i talk about you like you're holy but that's only because you are and you always will be. 12:00 a.m. i just realised that maybe i love you too much. you deserve all the love in the world though, all of it.
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Fifty-percent illusion at any given time. Your unintended muse will plead 'not guilty' to the crime Of snatching back the quill and reshaping every line into the role she wished to play -- it seems the choice was never mine -- but the boy with the weighted wedding ring, the self-appointed jury of the south; him sheepish at the door with roses, and the brute who owns this house. Was it feminine mystique or was I crystal clear while you blocked your ears and pretended not to hear? A three-act structured tragedy. All archetypes assigned. "We've had this date since the beginning" -- if the part must be mine to play, it is in my hands to manipulate. Direct your blame to those who cast the roles. Torn petticoat, blue piano; flattered by the dimming glow -- oh, to be glossy pink and gold! A trophy bride. A victor's prize. (I snap awake and still see his eyes -- that ego swells him thrice my size -- with bruising force, he parts my thighs.) Was it hysteria - madness? - or was I crystal clear while you blocked your ears and pretended not to hear? My fate was written for me, in the frontal lobes of those who came before me: down that narrative route, all bumps and troughs -- desire! Fragments of an old Rossetti poem... o, vanity of vanities... the streetcar rattles and groans.
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Sep 27, 2018
Sep 27, 2018 at 4:19 PM UTC
I, Blanche
I swear I don't intend to But somehow All the words That tumble out of my pen Revolve around you As if you were the sun To my earth.
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Jul 24, 2023
Jul 24, 2023 at 11:13 AM UTC
Unintended
wells continuously selling wishes springs eternally offering hope a toss of the penny a cup of the hands still waters of expectation flowing solutions of promise eventually evaporating somber saturation of the atmosphere coping with disappointment a blessing or a curse acceptance or complacency peace or resignation no sleepless nights of torment lamenting the unintended and unfair only melancholic contemplation of dubious cause and wayward effect the energy of discontent has dissipated but it can only change form perhaps the calm before the angry storm a condensation into indignation clear judgment further clouded a tempest against the fates to be weathered torrents of despair to rage umbrellas of faith turned inside-out but the sound won't be deafening and the fury fleeting and insignificant and as blue skies reflect in warm puddles a fist will unclench to reveal...another coin
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Nov 28, 2013
Nov 28, 2013 at 12:57 AM UTC
Cumulonimbus
I searched for days, so many days, to find A flower nearing bloom that smelled as strong As all the love I house for you. So wrong Was I to try and find with my own mind Such a sight... Lo! A man was there, behind The signs. He sold me it, humming a song; The seller shouted as I left the throng, "Its bloom is nearing soon, but give it time!" And the flower's bloom releases a scent So foul--It is the skunk that ceased to be Because of some unfortunate event. And so much time for fragrances was spent, This morbid stench only harasses me: The Titan Arum has from Hell been sent.
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May 23, 2011
May 23, 2011 at 11:54 AM UTC
Unintended Consequences
Sing song chirp of sparrow Loud against the beautiful budding buds. Snow covered pond with melting ice; First day of spring. Crunching snow under padding feet Smooth slick ice coats the pavement. Slippery unintended ice-skating with laughter; First day of spring. Lung inhales chilly warm air Wind swish away the snowflakes. Misty crystal dance under the sunlight; First day of spring.
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Aug 21, 2017
Aug 21, 2017 at 10:43 PM UTC
The First Day of Spring
Every employee's name was listed in the address field Except for one The one I never noticed That we never noticed We all marched into the meeting room as ordered Found the CEO on an extra tall stage To tell us "Today is Emma McGurk's last day But she says it's the first day Of her tenure As Director of Forecasting of Unintended Consequences She's not going So I need all of you, all 300 of you, To help me terminator." (Or was that terminate her?) So we gave each other Brady Bunch nods I had to look up to make eye contact (or is that I contact?) with superiors Then we marched to The cubicle of Emma McGurk Me remembering what Santa Ana had said: "With a few hundred more men like the San Patricios, Mexico would have won the battle." And the battle wasn't to be won by us It was to be won by Emma McGurk The CEO tried to move her Ten of us tried to move her Then one hundred And then all three hundred Even I made an effort But she wouldn't budge So we had to move... To another building Hearing that Emma McGurk was still ensconced In the position existing only in her noggin Until finally the old building had to be imploded A fifth-grader winning the honor of triggering That dusty downfall of Emma McGurk's cubicle And the building that sheltered it It wasn't until Signing Day Eve That I saw her again Pouring ink at a haiku-con "The pay wouldn't be that bad," she told me. "If it was by the snicker instead of the word."
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Jun 8, 2012
Jun 8, 2012 at 9:35 PM UTC
The cubicle of Emma McGurk