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Grace. Let it fall like an ocean Let it rip through the skies Let it fill up my heart and pour out my eyes Let it gravitate my soul Let it make me feel whole Let it remind me of why I live Let it remind me of all that you give! Grace Let my heart be made still and let mine eyes be opened! Let me remember that my ears were made to listen And my lips exist for a lot more than just kissin' Let me remember that these hands simply cannot do it all Cuz see I wasn't made for that I wasn't made for that at all Grace I was made to live and when I say live I think I mean give But then I quickly realize I can only give so much! And there's only so many lives I can touch! Well how can I love if I can't constantly give And how can I live if I can't constantly love but Where's the hope in the God above if I'm the one doin' all the work? And that's when I remember I accomplish the most when I just let go And let You grab hold Grace Well what were these hands made for if not feeding the poor? And what are these heart-wrenching feelings of constantly wanting more? Why do my bones ache and my soul quake at the thought Of living for myself? Why do I worry so much about putting the marginalized on the shelf? Why do I worry about a life that loves hell? Well maybe all this is an unidentified desire to glorify God personified in Jesus Christ crucified Grace And maybe my soul's been singin' songs to my saviour since the day I was born And maybe my saviour's been singin' sweet lullabies to quench the fear in my eyes Maybe not all is lost Maybe hope and salvation really come without cost WELL TRY AND TELL THAT TO THE MAN LIVIN' ON THE STREET WITH NOTHIN' TO EAT an' TELL THAT TO THE CHILD WHOSE FATHER GIVES HIM A DAILY BEATING TELL THE MURDERER'S AND RAPISTS THAT THEY CAN GO FREE TELL THEIR VICTIMS... Tell them what? Grace Maybe it's time I remembered I don't have all the answers Maybe it's time I remembered I am a speck of dust in a rolling beach of existence Maybe it's time I look at what's right in front of me And not strain my neck as far as the eye can see Maybe it's time to focus on living and not just surviving Maybe thriving looks more like trusting than trying Maybe all the answers to my questions aren't really answers at all Maybe it's alright that my walk sometimes feels like a crawl Maybe 100% of the wrongs I do are all my fault Grace Maybe God's lookin' at me like a child set free Maybe God's not lookin' at who I used to be Maybe God's lookin' right past all the bitterness and apathy Maybe God really does look at the heart And maybe He's been holding mine from the very start Maybe this is all going according to plan and if it's not well then maybe God's still using it to help me become a better man Maybe it's time I stopped trying to figure all this out! Grace Let it be felt Tangibly
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Sep 22, 2012
Sep 22, 2012 at 8:56 PM UTC
Grace (Spoken Word)
Grace. Let it fall like an ocean Let it rip through the skies Let it fill up my heart and pour out my eyes Let it gravitate my soul Let it make me feel whole Let it remind me of why I live Let it remind me of all that you give! Grace Let my heart be made still and let mine eyes be opened! Let me remember that my ears were made to listen And my lips exist for a lot more than just kissin' Let me remember that these hands simply cannot do it all Cuz see I wasn't made for that I wasn't made for that at all Grace I was made to live and when I say live I think I mean give But then I quickly realize I can only give so much! And there's only so many lives I can touch! Well how can I love if I can't constantly give And how can I live if I can't constantly love but Where's the hope in the God above if I'm the one doin' all the work? And that's when I remember I accomplish the most when I just let go And let You grab hold Grace Well what were these hands made for if not feeding the poor? And what are these heart-wrenching feelings of constantly wanting more? Why do my bones ache and my soul quake at the thought Of living for myself? Why do I worry so much about putting the marginalized on the shelf? Why do I worry about a life that loves hell? Well maybe all this is an unidentified desire to glorify God personified in Jesus Christ crucified Grace And maybe my soul's been singin' songs to my saviour since the day I was born And maybe my saviour's been singin' sweet lullabies to quench the fear in my eyes Maybe not all is lost Maybe hope and salvation really come without cost WELL TRY AND TELL THAT TO THE MAN LIVIN' ON THE STREET WITH NOTHIN' TO EAT an' TELL THAT TO THE CHILD WHOSE FATHER GIVES HIM A DAILY BEATING TELL THE MURDERER'S AND RAPISTS THAT THEY CAN GO FREE TELL THEIR VICTIMS... Tell them what? Grace Maybe it's time I remembered I don't have all the answers Maybe it's time I remembered I am a speck of dust in a rolling beach of existence Maybe it's time I look at what's right in front of me And not strain my neck as far as the eye can see Maybe it's time to focus on living and not just surviving Maybe thriving looks more like trusting than trying Maybe all the answers to my questions aren't really answers at all Maybe it's alright that my walk sometimes feels like a crawl Maybe 100% of the wrongs I do are all my fault Grace Maybe God's lookin' at me like a child set free Maybe God's not lookin' at who I used to be Maybe God's lookin' right past all the bitterness and apathy Maybe God really does look at the heart And maybe He's been holding mine from the very start Maybe this is all going according to plan and if it's not well then maybe God's still using it to help me become a better man Maybe it's time I stopped trying to figure all this out! Grace Let it be felt Tangibly
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the river is drinking it sequins blankets the river runs past hobos unidentified water fowl two trolls taking shelter under the bridge there’s conversation in another language fiendish brains connecting fiendish yet beautiful thunder tampons a turtle a naked boy on the patio rain definitely rain unmatched and the steam coming from the bridge *once there was a troll on my face and I swatted it with a broom but it came back it came back with you* laughter pounds with the rain laughter that wears emotion like skin soft elastic still pink bouncing on the river’s surface breaking absorbed sustenance for the trolls like fiends with faces like minds with names these two connect with spark and the rain falls the stillness under nature’s machinery
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May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 10:26 PM UTC
rain
Beautiful summer day. You know you're gonna die that's why you know no joy unless religion, tv, stories, sports matter. For men like us dying's easy, it's living that's hard. And since dying's much like living, that's hard too. There's some contentment in letting community decide your place in it. A good day to die, the Apaches say. Can't stop the quince from blossoming or my sons from smoking, speeding. The best that can be done or said's a blessing. Less tv, less guessing about the effects of your anger unless you want to be an angry man forever. Becoming knowledgeable is the best defense against your insignificance. OK about being alone. Alive, almost sure of it. Whether I'm a visitor to my life or the actual owner. Mature poets steal, most are masturbators. There are a million poets, I'm poet #500K. Plenty of mysteries, infinite philosophies, prayers, laws and unwritten rules. That's why we go to school, life's complicated. All I do not know: ATP, probabilities, the glorious revolution, meiosis and mitosis and all I'll never see, the bottom of the ocean, the palm at the end of the mind, a wolverine. Forget-me-not, is that all I want? To get lucky, you gotta be careful first. To be great, you gotta be willing to sound BAD. In last night’s movie, a young writer and an older, married with children French woman fall in love. They did not meet during a village massacre and money is no object, Manhattan. But after everything has happened she cannot leave her children, not even for love, because of love, the love that brooks no serendipity. In the subsequent late night movie, a wealthy altruistic doctor arranges for the ****** of his neurotic concubine. His guilt provides us with an opportunity to consider the concepts of faith and forgiveness, that all will be well in the end after a period of meaningless suffering.
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Mar 6, 2017
Mar 6, 2017 at 5:21 AM UTC
Aging as a Spiritual Practice
Beautiful summer day. You know you're gonna die that's why you know no joy unless religion, tv, stories, sports matter. For men like us dying's easy, it's living that's hard. And since dying's much like living, that's hard too. There's some contentment in letting community decide your place in it. A good day to die, the Apaches say. Can't stop the quince from blossoming or my sons from smoking, speeding. The best that can be done or said's a blessing. Less tv, less guessing about the effects of your anger unless you want to be an angry man forever. Becoming knowledgeable is the best defense against your insignificance. OK about being alone. Alive, almost sure of it. Whether I'm a visitor to my life or the actual owner. Mature poets steal, most are masturbators. There are a million poets, I'm poet #500K. Plenty of mysteries, infinite philosophies, prayers, laws and unwritten rules. That's why we go to school, life's complicated. All I do not know: ATP, probabilities, the glorious revolution, meiosis and mitosis and all I'll never see, the bottom of the ocean, the palm at the end of the mind, a wolverine. Forget-me-not, is that all I want? To get lucky, you gotta be careful first. To be great, you gotta be willing to sound BAD. In last night’s movie, a young writer and an older, married with children French woman fall in love. They did not meet during a village massacre and money is no object, Manhattan. But after everything has happened she cannot leave her children, not even for love, because of love, the love that brooks no serendipity. In the subsequent late night movie, a wealthy altruistic doctor arranges for the ****** of his neurotic concubine. His guilt provides us with an opportunity to consider the concepts of faith and forgiveness, that all will be well in the end after a period of meaningless suffering.
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my mother always said "don't fall in love with a poet" they pretend to love you but what they really love is writing about loving you you are mere words to them feelings cheapened by a page, dusty grey typewriters, and many unfinished drafts of lovers both old and new, you are the question mark, but not the answer, they are searching for ? person unidentified: mystery the page wanderer, each poem a missing person poster to cover their bedroom walls. they cannot love something that is in their head poets are the loneliest of all people, my mother said. they write to immortalize what has long passed. to live within their words, but not reality, lost souls writing suicide notes and proclaiming it art.
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Oct 20, 2016
Oct 20, 2016 at 1:04 PM UTC
the page wanderers
Surveying northern autumn afternoon Pitcherelli, ex-marine, body-builder, Lussier, long-haired father of three dark-skinned children and myself, sharp-edged loner, ex-lover of a fair share of       women are belly-laughing in the dying sun. Clouds. The crew, in timber. Laughing over recent visits to marvelous cities where we could not keep ourselves from touching the terminal buds of numerous exotic trees and attracting ridicule of stylish girls and tame boyfriends. Pitcherelli before the Albany bus station shaking hands with a red pine planted thirty years ago. Lussier, one hand in a child's hand and the other feeling scabrous bark of urban woody plants. Myself among partially shaved heads and leathery aromatic       jackets getting close to the hairy bud of an unidentified poplar or       sycamore. People laughed, but we laughed best back on our mountain under the blackening weather.
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Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 12:53 PM UTC
Dendrology
i used to check my windows each night for UFOs, convinced that aliens were going to take me away. i rejoiced for rainy nights, because i knew that i would be safe. in the summer i longed for the winter months ahead, knowing snow would keep them away. would lie there sweating, in the hot, humid night air, my window locked tightly to keep out the cool, refreshing air- and the monsters i knew were coming to get me. i heard my mother's voice below me, and cautiously crept down the staircase, peeked out silently, wanting to make sure it was really her, there, not an alien luring me to the pits of an Unidentified Flying Object with her voice. didn't go outside alone, wouldn't step away from the safety of my home, all because of a 'UFO sightings' book i read, (a witness to the things that fear does to your head).
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May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 4:51 PM UTC
aliens
I wish I was an unidentified Flying object I would fly under the radar I would fly under the radar I would fly under The radar You would be walking in your sleep Stepping out into the street I’d shoot my tractor beam I would **** you in I would **** You in
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Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 7:42 AM UTC
UFO
Take note examine close As I pour out drop by drop This unidentified substance Become the detective Be a Sherlock Holmes Pick through with a fine tip comb Use your imagination Your one step away from solving this mystery Maybe someday this will become history
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Feb 12, 2013
Feb 12, 2013 at 5:09 PM UTC
Detective Poetry
Elephants are the only animal species, known as a fact, to die of a broken heart. Their tough, leather skin can only guard so much; breaking blows from predators and using their sturdy bodies for protection.  But surviving instincts and dealing with sadness are on the opposite sides of the spectrum. Social constructs maintained by female elephants, emotional seeds developed from birth; no wonder females are powerful, at least in elephant herds.  The social constructs of human species, inferiority is an expectation. Motherhood and career balance, sexualization, acid punishments for justice, “Voice for Choice” since women shouldn’t take their bodies in their own hands, rapes unidentified, and youth more beautiful than souls.  Sometimes, I wish I was an elephant.
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Mar 31, 2012
Mar 31, 2012 at 2:03 PM UTC
Elephant by heart
i am the frostbite spreading through the frozen fingers of your new lover's hands, transferred body heat burning the skin. i am 3 am drinks in the pouring rain, swerving onto oncoming traffic. i am the ship lost at sea of our love. i am a broken bathroom mirror. i am an unidentified purple bruise on the neck of your ex-lover. i am the fork in the toaster. i am an untuned guitar in a filthy venue. calloused hands against soft skin. slam the whiskey shot down on your neck. wash the blood off in the kitchen sink. broken blinds forcing unwanted sunlight into your nightmares. i am the definition of breakup *** i am the aftermath of self-hatred and one more go around. **** just for the fun of it, just to **** pretend you are making love. pretend this matters. i am late night emergency room visits for rope-burned necks. i am the car alarm blocking out your one night stand's profound moans. organize your bookshelf to spell out my name in the titles. every song on the radio will sound like goodbye. i am the perfect time for a first kiss. swollen lips. swollen throats. inevitably calling your name on my deathbed. i am under-the-bed-shoeboxes filled with ripped photos that still smell of his cologne. i am one more dose of ambien to get you through the night. overdose on love, starve your lover. stop. rewind. i am the first glance in a coffee shop. play.
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Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 8:20 PM UTC
blackhole
You're like an alien to me, Distant but in the same galaxy. You come and go as you please, Leaving markings on my ground. You pull me into your UFO - Torture me as an experiment. But I am still so completely Drawn to the idea of you. I want to discover you And see inside of you For the first time. I want to know what You have to offer On a planet far away. I wonder - Could your world be A perfect match to mine? Or are we too distant and different To be side by side Without judgement or confusion, Without hatred or being pushed away. Or would we be a perfectly imperfect, ******* up and unaccepted Match in this galaxy?
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Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 8:30 PM UTC
Unidentified Match
A Cimmerian hue overlaps The thoughts encroaching my psyche They seem to harvest labyrinthine symmetries Of which I covet It matters not the appositeness The unidentified may bear For by passages of valor I transcend
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Mar 23, 2012
Mar 23, 2012 at 3:43 PM UTC
****** Scream3
Beautiful. Pretty. Gorgeous. The only words society ***** inward. These people on the road to success, Yes, they are beautiful. Beautiful, thin, flawless. This is how women will soon be, Never considered anything but a doll. Some a rag doll, other porcelain. Pretty will always only be a describing word, A word to describe your outer appearance. But women today strive for that little six-letter-word. Pretty. Pretty is only a word with no meaning, What is pretty? Make up covering my face, and the “In” clothes today, Will I then be pretty? Beautiful, so abstract, so unidentified. Society will tell you how to be beautiful. Wear this, walk like this, and only say this. Then you will be beautiful. Merely a six letter word is pretty, Pretty, Pretty, Pretty. And as my syllables begin to add up, I will soon be considered beautiful. Walking in the shadow of other girls’ beauty. Someday people will see beauty, Someday people will know pure beauty. Society must know that they were wrong. Someday society will see that they are the ugly ones. Pretty is no longer a word. This word means absolutely nothing. And I will yell until you listen. Beautiful. Pretty. Gorgeous. Society, YOU were wrong about beauty. It’s not how you appear on the outside, But you will never know pretty.
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Nov 27, 2010
Nov 27, 2010 at 5:05 PM UTC
Beautiful. Pretty. Gorgeous.
This isn't what you wished Upon that small baby This isn't what you wished This isn't the head you kissed The head of that baby This isn't what you kissed This isn't what you held The weight of that baby This isn't what you held This isn't what you smelled The scent of that baby This isn't what you smelled This isn't what you felt Felt for that baby This isn't what you felt. This isn't how it was supposed to be This isn't what you imagined This isn't what you meant me to see The isn't what you'd bargained This isn't the life you choose to live This isn't the trust you chose to give This isn't the love you once entrusted This isn't the marriage to which you'd come in This isn't the daughter you once knew This isn't the love you walked into This isn't the hope you'd had before This isn't the love in fairytale's lore This isn't at all what you expected This isn't at all what you should have collected This isn't the right end for an angel This isn't, as it seems, quite so fatal But this is me Imperfect glory Oh, this is me With a sad, sad story This is me Timeless and dying This is me The blood I'm crying This is me The failure's jive This is me The end of a life This is me On sanity's cliff This is me Ready to drift This is me Desperate and wanting This is me Pretending and flaunting Yes, this is me Your youngest daughter And it's not at all what you wanted My dearest mother This is me The smoke, the pain This is me For loss, for gain This is me This is that baby This is me Now a young lady This is me Looking for love This is me Small and starstruck This is me On the wrong path This is me Treading on broken glass This is me Begging for help This is me ****** to hell This is me Waiting to be saved This is me Turning away This is me Nearing Death's door This is me Saying I can take no more This is me With smoke in my lungs This is me Absorbing the sun This is me With knife in hand This is me Enjoying the land This is me Pleasing those men This is me Washing my hands And this isn't what you wanted And this is why you cry And this isn't what I expected And this is why I wish to die Oh, this is why my mind is unclean This is why you weep This is why we couldn't foresee And this is why I can't sleep This is why the night is frightening This is the absence of hope Yet this is why we live And this is why we cope And this isn't life This is unidentified And this isn't strife This is why we live and die Maybe this is a maybe Maybe this is uncertainty Maybe this is a per say Maybe this is you, is me Yes, maybe this is human Though this is inhumane Maybe this is ******* And cannot be contained Maybe maybe is uncertainty Maybe maybe is insanity Maybe maybe is a waste of hope Maybe maybe is the knife at our throats This is me With a ring on my finger This is me With a kiss on my lips This is me With a love that lingers This is me With a sway to my hips This is my reflection So pretty, so ugly This is my reflection So imperfect, so me This is life Tiring and refreshing This is time A burden unrelenting These are my friends My children, my life These are my friends So perfect, so right And this is pain And this is gain And this is love And this is hate And this is trust And this is my place But first Foremost This is me.
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Apr 6, 2013
Apr 6, 2013 at 1:26 PM UTC
This Is Me
This isn't what you wished Upon that small baby This isn't what you wished This isn't the head you kissed The head of that baby This isn't what you kissed This isn't what you held The weight of that baby This isn't what you held This isn't what you smelled The scent of that baby This isn't what you smelled This isn't what you felt Felt for that baby This isn't what you felt. This isn't how it was supposed to be This isn't what you imagined This isn't what you meant me to see The isn't what you'd bargained This isn't the life you choose to live This isn't the trust you chose to give This isn't the love you once entrusted This isn't the marriage to which you'd come in This isn't the daughter you once knew This isn't the love you walked into This isn't the hope you'd had before This isn't the love in fairytale's lore This isn't at all what you expected This isn't at all what you should have collected This isn't the right end for an angel This isn't, as it seems, quite so fatal But this is me Imperfect glory Oh, this is me With a sad, sad story This is me Timeless and dying This is me The blood I'm crying This is me The failure's jive This is me The end of a life This is me On sanity's cliff This is me Ready to drift This is me Desperate and wanting This is me Pretending and flaunting Yes, this is me Your youngest daughter And it's not at all what you wanted My dearest mother This is me The smoke, the pain This is me For loss, for gain This is me This is that baby This is me Now a young lady This is me Looking for love This is me Small and starstruck This is me On the wrong path This is me Treading on broken glass This is me Begging for help This is me ****** to hell This is me Waiting to be saved This is me Turning away This is me Nearing Death's door This is me Saying I can take no more This is me With smoke in my lungs This is me Absorbing the sun This is me With knife in hand This is me Enjoying the land This is me Pleasing those men This is me Washing my hands And this isn't what you wanted And this is why you cry And this isn't what I expected And this is why I wish to die Oh, this is why my mind is unclean This is why you weep This is why we couldn't foresee And this is why I can't sleep This is why the night is frightening This is the absence of hope Yet this is why we live And this is why we cope And this isn't life This is unidentified And this isn't strife This is why we live and die Maybe this is a maybe Maybe this is uncertainty Maybe this is a per say Maybe this is you, is me Yes, maybe this is human Though this is inhumane Maybe this is ******* And cannot be contained Maybe maybe is uncertainty Maybe maybe is insanity Maybe maybe is a waste of hope Maybe maybe is the knife at our throats This is me With a ring on my finger This is me With a kiss on my lips This is me With a love that lingers This is me With a sway to my hips This is my reflection So pretty, so ugly This is my reflection So imperfect, so me This is life Tiring and refreshing This is time A burden unrelenting These are my friends My children, my life These are my friends So perfect, so right And this is pain And this is gain And this is love And this is hate And this is trust And this is my place But first Foremost This is me.
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billboard's calligraph -- past the haze of Manila infested by car sprawls and belching machines. magnanimous treatise of tarpaulins, people chin-up asking God with askance something like this "o god make this bearable like a mound of fresh fruits from ****** labour." maniacal sensurround: earth-shattering frequency of footsteps trampling the mouth of monolith shadows - the peak of this quake is our complete silence. rain's catharsis in effect sousing us in the blood of unreal light. this diastolic shrinkage jamming the beat of constricting vessels. the adrenaline surges within the dermis of this pretension. a collective of tired beings heeding the recherché of voice metamorphosing into form, a dagger-butterfly paring us skin to bone, cranial to visceral, soul to nothing - catapult of a trajectory spit plummeting in eased-up pace from Taft Avenue flyover to a subjugated wagon of scraps and empty wine bottles. today's paper reads: "Palace hits hiring of **** dancers" fancying to fall right in the spanked curved of this insatiate melodrama - something prayer could not save from this land's mutinous ignominy. we resume to fulfill our madness, hundreds of tack-headed people rolling down the streets of Makati, drenched with rain's trilling aftermath. squinting to look at no sun, only the grieving of skyscrape, thumbing down unidentified objects in the depth of loose pockets, desperate for home.
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Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 12:39 AM UTC
Hazy Manila Headline
I am neither lyrical JOHN KEATS nor the great WB YEATS I have never reached great heights I am in my preliminary plights I talk about fundamental rights or the beauty of Diwali lights most of my poetry is immature but my friends praise it very pure I know for sure they don't want to hurt my heart and never critisize my art because it is the most sensitive part But I know my own limits I have got fewer merits than unidentified demerits
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Nov 12, 2010
Nov 12, 2010 at 2:34 PM UTC
THE POETRY OF AN IMMATURE POET
You can get used to anything--merciless debt, infidelity, death--anything, the photojournalist thinks as he stares out his open hotel window to the beach where two boys lay covered with white sheets. The bombs fell an hour earlier. Upon impact they didn't so much make a sound as absorb it, syphoning off laughter over mimosas in the first floor cafe, blurring the start-stop of traffic into a shapeless background hiss. He was out there when it happened, on the beach, walking his morning walk. From one hundred yards he took in the flash, the upheaval of sand, reaching for heaven and then, all at once, subject to gravity's retreat. He knew there would be a second bomb, like when you're cutting a tomato, and you look at your finger then to the knife, and think, I'm going to cut myself, and a couple slices later fulfill the prophecy. He didn't rush to the boys. He got his camera out of the bag, grabbed the lens, adjusted for distance, for the wane morning light. Boys screamed and ran. He wasn't sure how many, four, five. The second bomb hit. One boy, smaller than the others, rode the sand upwards and back down. The photojournalist thought he tried to get up, but he wasn't sure. He knew better than to rush over. An unidentified person pointing a vague object at the children on a satellite feed would garner backlash. So he waited, surveying the slight waves break, the gulls continuing flight. Parents, people he assumed to be parents, moaned in an unfamiliar language. Their sounds though, both guttural and sharp, said all. He approached. A man picked up the smallest boy, his lifeless limbs, doll-like and pierced with shrapnel, hung off to the side. He took twenty-five shots from behind the lifeguard's post, using the telephoto zoom. He lowered the camera and made eye contact with the father. Now, in his hotel room, there's an urgent knock at the door. A voice shouts. The email sends. He drops his laptop in the bag with the rest of the gear. A taxi pulls into the roundabout outside. When he lands he's not sure if he's fractured his ankle or just sprained it. He limps to the door, climbs in, says, "Airport." "Maa?" the driver says. The photojournalist punches the seat. The father of the boy, along with three other men, approach. "Maa?"
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Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 11:41 PM UTC
Gaza
You can get used to anything--merciless debt, infidelity, death--anything, the photojournalist thinks as he stares out his open hotel window to the beach where two boys lay covered with white sheets. The bombs fell an hour earlier. Upon impact they didn't so much make a sound as absorb it, syphoning off laughter over mimosas in the first floor cafe, blurring the start-stop of traffic into a shapeless background hiss. He was out there when it happened, on the beach, walking his morning walk. From one hundred yards he took in the flash, the upheaval of sand, reaching for heaven and then, all at once, subject to gravity's retreat. He knew there would be a second bomb, like when you're cutting a tomato, and you look at your finger then to the knife, and think, I'm going to cut myself, and a couple slices later fulfill the prophecy. He didn't rush to the boys. He got his camera out of the bag, grabbed the lens, adjusted for distance, for the wane morning light. Boys screamed and ran. He wasn't sure how many, four, five. The second bomb hit. One boy, smaller than the others, rode the sand upwards and back down. The photojournalist thought he tried to get up, but he wasn't sure. He knew better than to rush over. An unidentified person pointing a vague object at the children on a satellite feed would garner backlash. So he waited, surveying the slight waves break, the gulls continuing flight. Parents, people he assumed to be parents, moaned in an unfamiliar language. Their sounds though, both guttural and sharp, said all. He approached. A man picked up the smallest boy, his lifeless limbs, doll-like and pierced with shrapnel, hung off to the side. He took twenty-five shots from behind the lifeguard's post, using the telephoto zoom. He lowered the camera and made eye contact with the father. Now, in his hotel room, there's an urgent knock at the door. A voice shouts. The email sends. He drops his laptop in the bag with the rest of the gear. A taxi pulls into the roundabout outside. When he lands he's not sure if he's fractured his ankle or just sprained it. He limps to the door, climbs in, says, "Airport." "Maa?" the driver says. The photojournalist punches the seat. The father of the boy, along with three other men, approach. "Maa?"
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Calling nearest janitor response to minor spill unidentified indefinitely a k-11 spill It bruised burned extinguished extraneous existence left minor mess ignore and maintain absence of mentality Shuffle left avoid sticky shoes unattended children should abstain from carmine fingerpainting Chocolate rations rose red rose again this week enjoy the rapture thank you come again A leaf falls unnoticed A **** at americana not from it belittled no napoleon Big boy voices only at the counter naked pockets mean no thing nothing missing no thing messing me sing last mess cleanup, aisle twelve
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Jul 11, 2012
Jul 11, 2012 at 5:26 PM UTC
Cleanup, Aisle 12
Sometimes love comes too little, or it comes too late but does that make it any less true? You search for something your whole life, only to lose it once you finally had a grasp of it- it slipped right out of your fingertips. Why? Because you were wrong to “search” for it. You should have stayed there and let it locate you, or rather, stumble upon you. Like serendipity. Let destiny play its part. But you know, the craziest thing is, I did. I stayed still and lived my life exactly the way I had been living because I knew that something like love can’t be forced- it will arrive at your doorstep when you are not even expecting it. I did not go about looking for love- no, because he appeared out of the blue and blurred every dimension, corner, crook and cranny of my 20/20 vision. He did not sweep me off my feet, the way I thought it would be when you fall in love, no- because when I was with him, I forgot that I had feet at all- I was not running, and it was not a walk in the park either. Being with him was more of a swim. Why? Because, sometimes I am swimming with sharks, and I feel as if they would sink their teeth in me anytime they choose to, the way my insecurities come and go- leaving me vulnerable and stripped, and alert. Like a flock of birds pecking their heads as they feed, insecurities would attack me the same way- a frenzy that I have no control over. At times I swam with mermaids- seemingly beautiful and ethereal- but once you get closer, they will try to drown you in as they unmask themselves and all you are left with is a question, “Will I survive?” and this is a lot like pretending to be fine, to tell yourself over and over that you will not drown, yet the pain inside, as everyone is all aware of, is way stronger than the fake smiles I plaster on each day as I vowed to stop being unhappy, but once he comes around, mer-figured, he looks promising and I would swim to him, thinking that his presence meant survival, but I would be wrong, again and again. Other times I swam in the azure Caribbean sea, believing this is paradise- filled with wondrous feelings and unimaginable liberation because the reason for all of this is in the water next to me, never letting go of my hand. The rest of the unidentified moments was like being a passenger in Titanic, believing that I was sailing on something that was “claimed” to be unsinkable, but as I blinked my eyes, I realised that I was cold, covered in ice and clinging onto a shattered piece of iceberg that was slowly melting with time in the middle of the silent but perilous ocean- with a whistle in hand, alone, and there were no signs of rescue teams to wait or look out for. That is what it felt like. Or feels like.
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Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 8:30 AM UTC
Swimming
Sometimes love comes too little, or it comes too late but does that make it any less true? You search for something your whole life, only to lose it once you finally had a grasp of it- it slipped right out of your fingertips. Why? Because you were wrong to “search” for it. You should have stayed there and let it locate you, or rather, stumble upon you. Like serendipity. Let destiny play its part. But you know, the craziest thing is, I did. I stayed still and lived my life exactly the way I had been living because I knew that something like love can’t be forced- it will arrive at your doorstep when you are not even expecting it. I did not go about looking for love- no, because he appeared out of the blue and blurred every dimension, corner, crook and cranny of my 20/20 vision. He did not sweep me off my feet, the way I thought it would be when you fall in love, no- because when I was with him, I forgot that I had feet at all- I was not running, and it was not a walk in the park either. Being with him was more of a swim. Why? Because, sometimes I am swimming with sharks, and I feel as if they would sink their teeth in me anytime they choose to, the way my insecurities come and go- leaving me vulnerable and stripped, and alert. Like a flock of birds pecking their heads as they feed, insecurities would attack me the same way- a frenzy that I have no control over. At times I swam with mermaids- seemingly beautiful and ethereal- but once you get closer, they will try to drown you in as they unmask themselves and all you are left with is a question, “Will I survive?” and this is a lot like pretending to be fine, to tell yourself over and over that you will not drown, yet the pain inside, as everyone is all aware of, is way stronger than the fake smiles I plaster on each day as I vowed to stop being unhappy, but once he comes around, mer-figured, he looks promising and I would swim to him, thinking that his presence meant survival, but I would be wrong, again and again. Other times I swam in the azure Caribbean sea, believing this is paradise- filled with wondrous feelings and unimaginable liberation because the reason for all of this is in the water next to me, never letting go of my hand. The rest of the unidentified moments was like being a passenger in Titanic, believing that I was sailing on something that was “claimed” to be unsinkable, but as I blinked my eyes, I realised that I was cold, covered in ice and clinging onto a shattered piece of iceberg that was slowly melting with time in the middle of the silent but perilous ocean- with a whistle in hand, alone, and there were no signs of rescue teams to wait or look out for. That is what it felt like. Or feels like.
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Under the spread hazel's winter umbrella hung with pale catkins pulling at a black bin liner rubble spilled, a little toad tumbles free from under in turmoil of warty limbs. A toad in this garden where is no pond found a moist pocket of plastic pleats and a larder of wood lice in the rotted pile sits on my palm calm as a buddha thoughtless, yellow-eyed, unidentified. Later, returning for forgotten secateurs he drifts down in the water *** I let in to the ground, trailing a bubble stream, an olive green indifferent nature god. The lordly stars sustain his crawlspace.
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Jun 4, 2011
Jun 4, 2011 at 2:12 AM UTC
Toad
Emptiness feels like death nothingness in your chest drowning emotion space explosion gaps unfilled yet nothing spilled *enclosed alone no emotion shown* just hollow a shell living in hell you follow *nothing no interest no meaning just destress unknowing unidentified emptiness nothing inside*
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May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 6:36 PM UTC
Emptiness
Looking for an exit in life, perhaps other option that is rarely available. Time travel, utilitarian way to modify the past and the future. Trapped in a matrix of flesh and bones controlled by my encephalon, it controls every part of my daily life, from breathing and blinking to helping myself memorize. A feeling of antipathy in life that could never bring me happiness. The inculpation for the misapprehension in my past relationship and future. What does a man like me to do? How can one display their philia when they're not certain of that emotion? My endurance in this life is on a perpetual edge. I perceive with attention toward happiness. A deprivation I share with others. An absent of happiness. A happiness of dominance; a switch that is only controlled. Today he can be happy; switch ON. Next week he can be unhappy; switch OFF. I walk on egg shells in this relationship and have to be careful that it won't break. I'm sad and lonely, this is what I get and deserve. God nor I could change this, but I don't see it happening during my remaining life. Stifles with silence deploying infantile plots. A day at a time I enunciate as my composer easily is un-maintain. Hidden arcanum among a number of these unidentified entities lashes out at me discreetly. Posing no threat I conceal the pass deep in the abyss in an unmarked grave sealing off the hippocampus that only the Creator can breach. Unannounced the gravestone is turned my past is breached which I assumed that only the Beneficent can release. Once an inhabitation, but no longer my domicile. Set aside and noted as a lost monument. Ascendency barbarous with words of articulation fatal to ones self esteem, grossly spoken enslaved. An inclination to the predisposition of my life.
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Jun 12, 2012
Jun 12, 2012 at 5:46 AM UTC
Happiness
Looking for an exit in life, perhaps other option that is rarely available. Time travel, utilitarian way to modify the past and the future. Trapped in a matrix of flesh and bones controlled by my encephalon, it controls every part of my daily life, from breathing and blinking to helping myself memorize. A feeling of antipathy in life that could never bring me happiness. The inculpation for the misapprehension in my past relationship and future. What does a man like me to do? How can one display their philia when they're not certain of that emotion? My endurance in this life is on a perpetual edge. I perceive with attention toward happiness. A deprivation I share with others. An absent of happiness. A happiness of dominance; a switch that is only controlled. Today he can be happy; switch ON. Next week he can be unhappy; switch OFF. I walk on egg shells in this relationship and have to be careful that it won't break. I'm sad and lonely, this is what I get and deserve. God nor I could change this, but I don't see it happening during my remaining life. Stifles with silence deploying infantile plots. A day at a time I enunciate as my composer easily is un-maintain. Hidden arcanum among a number of these unidentified entities lashes out at me discreetly. Posing no threat I conceal the pass deep in the abyss in an unmarked grave sealing off the hippocampus that only the Creator can breach. Unannounced the gravestone is turned my past is breached which I assumed that only the Beneficent can release. Once an inhabitation, but no longer my domicile. Set aside and noted as a lost monument. Ascendency barbarous with words of articulation fatal to ones self esteem, grossly spoken enslaved. An inclination to the predisposition of my life.
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She told me she would take a bullet for me I was left stunned only recalling my hereditary The horrendous guilt emerging all at once before me Until I recognized her inactivity and realized she want listening to me I dropped down on the floor almost instantly Kneeling on one knee hoping her approval of me Pledging allegiance so she knew she has the chance to consult me Every time she recalled her children that neglected her for another woman they didn't know Or the times she felt enigmatic to disown you As she calls out your name begging to return home Hearing your voice and having that bit of hope that one day You mention her, get back to her and abide in her playing with the golden precious sand that make up the land which your ancestors once lived in. I stare at the ruins that lay before me A familiar face I stumble across As I lift the grains of sand hoping its a person I know Unidentified I stand beneath the bridge hoping it will echo my freedom just like it did back home I want to scream a thunder but knowing its too late I'm pelted with stones being told to go home as I sit in font of the TV screen hoping I see a  familiar face before me My country. Hergeysa burco barebera ceerigaabo Our cities names was never meant to be pronounced by you The syllabols were never meant to pass your diseased lips And the delicacy not meant to struggle through your rough throat But they did anyway. Every night I see the elan in her face Whilst providing me with the decree of a fast spree from our relationship The visions we incarcerate together And the identical marks and scars we endeavor With out any confession of our pleasure we seek forever Our heart beat beats twice as fast Forming a rhythmic percussion simultaneously taking a breath of Africa I lay beneath the golden sun as the rays shine through my eyes Proudly defining the color of my skin Showing that none other can be akin As I am the uniqueness of this historical country Mogadishu, bosaaso, Los anod, barberra Our cities names were never meant to be pronounced by you But when we look at our stars one last time I realized that it has been colonized too © S Y A
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Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 4:36 PM UTC
Identified.
She told me she would take a bullet for me I was left stunned only recalling my hereditary The horrendous guilt emerging all at once before me Until I recognized her inactivity and realized she want listening to me I dropped down on the floor almost instantly Kneeling on one knee hoping her approval of me Pledging allegiance so she knew she has the chance to consult me Every time she recalled her children that neglected her for another woman they didn't know Or the times she felt enigmatic to disown you As she calls out your name begging to return home Hearing your voice and having that bit of hope that one day You mention her, get back to her and abide in her playing with the golden precious sand that make up the land which your ancestors once lived in. I stare at the ruins that lay before me A familiar face I stumble across As I lift the grains of sand hoping its a person I know Unidentified I stand beneath the bridge hoping it will echo my freedom just like it did back home I want to scream a thunder but knowing its too late I'm pelted with stones being told to go home as I sit in font of the TV screen hoping I see a  familiar face before me My country. Hergeysa burco barebera ceerigaabo Our cities names was never meant to be pronounced by you The syllabols were never meant to pass your diseased lips And the delicacy not meant to struggle through your rough throat But they did anyway. Every night I see the elan in her face Whilst providing me with the decree of a fast spree from our relationship The visions we incarcerate together And the identical marks and scars we endeavor With out any confession of our pleasure we seek forever Our heart beat beats twice as fast Forming a rhythmic percussion simultaneously taking a breath of Africa I lay beneath the golden sun as the rays shine through my eyes Proudly defining the color of my skin Showing that none other can be akin As I am the uniqueness of this historical country Mogadishu, bosaaso, Los anod, barberra Our cities names were never meant to be pronounced by you But when we look at our stars one last time I realized that it has been colonized too © S Y A
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