"undestand" poems
Thorefin,
Therifen,
Theraphin,
Raven Angel.
I do not expect
you to undestand.
I am he.
He is me.
She are we.
We are thee,
And there are more.
I do not think
This is something
Ordinary men conceive.
All the paintings of darkness
Are not to impress upon the critics
The level of my shallow depth,
Nor are my phrasings for the sake of vanity.
It is the darkness that gives lessons to the light, of things that I am not afraid to learn.
Like a papillon in a season of change,
I am transformed into a dark lamp,
For I have stood in many shadows.
I have soaked up the knowledge.
In my shadow,
Illumination awaits.
Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 7:12 PM UTC
It takes a real man
to have a real woman
The phrase ive lost nights studying
Alll those years of research and now i finally undestand.
My world crumbles as i grow
Into my man boots
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 10:07 AM UTC
She needs someone to love her better,
Like the other couples do,
To always forgive her,
save or die with her,
like the realcouples do.
She's so pale as fck,
shes was build for all abuse
and he use her like a toy
and she stills love him so much.
shes was paint in acid bath
and her colours make guys die
and she have secrests that he dont know ...
She needs someone to love her better,
Like the other couples do,
To always forgive her,
save or die with her,
like the realcouples do.
he threw her ...
of buildings,plains and ceillings
and shes still love him
i dont undestand
why this love remain
She needs someone to love her better,
Like the other couples do,
To always forgive her,
save or die with her,
like the realcouples do.
ps; hi Mr J i love u
-d.a
Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 2:24 PM UTC
Happy..
Energetic..
Care free..
These are the memories from my childhood
The innocence I once had is forever gone
Sorrow and woe has taken its place
Consuming me from the inside out
I am trapped within myself
With no hope of ever feeling alive
I sit in this hollowed out shell of mine
Physically looking as if nothing is wrong
While emotionally unstable
Locked in my room i stay
Out of fear from the people who don't undestand
I see them staring
I hear them whisper and laugh
Will the teasing ever stop?
Silent I stay
Pretending not to hear
Faking my smiles as if everythig is fine.
Holding in the tears that want to pour out
Stupid girl
Don't give them that satisfaction
Don't you cry
Not yet...
Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 8:48 PM UTC
My best friend told me
the greatest lies :
that he'll never give up on ME
that we'll always be there for ME
that he'll never letting go my hand from his...
...
Time has passed...
and I thought that the darkness will have my soul,
my mind,
my body, ...
I opened my eyes and I saw a light;
I was alone... he left me behind
dying on the floor.
Even if I was thinking that he was the best part of me,
now I not that even that one was just a lie...
because I undestand that I can shine by myself!
Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 3:56 PM UTC
know
I know that there are things that I've been missing
And I
found ywhen my manic times do occur
Its so weird to know that you don't want to try to change me
Into some cookie-cutter version of a person that I should be
I don't feel that you now wonder if I'm worth all the confusion that I spread
As I paint with no regard for the numbers or the colors
In pursuit of the vision that I see going around and around ibeing normal
And I resigned myself to the facts
**** I've let myself wander
Led me to places from where I never came back
The
But I dont undestand is how you ended up in colorado after al
And to feel normal .....
..........For the first time....
......At last!
Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 7:05 PM UTC
I have chosen to stare at a blank space.
Something that I usually do.
The feeling isn't that different,
The emptiness still remains true.
For the years of my existence,
I have always searched for life's essence.
I thought I found it in two,
But to that, I failed miserably, too.
I yearn for someone.
Someone I could talk to..
About everything, anything actually.
Someone who'll provide good conversation.
Good conversation -- that's what I've always admired.
Someone who will listen.
One who'll just stare at me.
With pure silence, one who will understand.
While some have tried to be that person,
I can't let them.
They are not just that person.
Fear.
I don't want to waste either of our time figuring things out.
Trying if it'll work.
That's why I've spared them and myself the problem.
My liking is of singular preference.
That unique factor I can't fathom.
I want someone to hug me every morning.
Someone who'll fool me as I go to sleep and tell me that things will be okay.
I am full of love.
And I want to share this.
Share this with someone not necessarily special,
No, I'm not looking for that.
Someone who'll undestand is enough.
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 10:31 AM UTC
I am trying my best to be part
But it seems I will not be in their heart
You don’t know how hard would that be
And you didn’t know cause you didn’t see.
Sorry but it is frustrating
Knowing the way they are treating
I am not asking you to undestand
What can I do that they don’t want.
I don’t know what else to do
To be honest it just makes me blue
I am tired of how it goes
As they make me feel like one of their foes.
You know how important that is for me
But I really don’t know if it will be
Sorry but all I want is to be accepted
Yet to them I am always rejected.
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 7:07 PM UTC
*When LOVE happens
Even a small gesture
can stimulate
A LOVE quiver
When you feel that
In your senses
You can meditate on
That LOVE for years
Together...
Every moment after
You are in LOVE
Rejuvenates you
You'll discover
Exceptional significance
To every little thing
About your BELOVED
So minutely you'll observe
That no thesauraus or lexicon
Will match your idioms
Of Beloved's beauty
You'll undestand then
That it is possible
To live your life
Doing the same adoration
Again and again
You don't mind dying
With the thoughts
Of your Beloved
Such is the magic of LOVE..*
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 11:59 PM UTC
I have decided not to let people take away my happiness
I already know that nothing lasts forever
If people will leave, I'll let them
I believe they were part of my life for a reason
And if it's all at loss
Something better would replace them
I have learned that some people are worth it and some are not
I guess it's all measured by who stayed at your darkest and dwelled in the happiness
You are different, they don't have the heart like yours
So be weary child
For they will not return the same love you give
*Sometimes you have to let people go
Specially when you're the only one holding on
Trusting that they will undestand you*
But they don't
That will always be life
Choose who is worth it
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 9:17 AM UTC
I could talk to you for years but you wouldn't undestand me,
i dont plan my life but somehow always got a plan b,
nothing can change me,
maybe that's why i am full of understanding,
maybe that's why i am still standing,
i am not pretending,
i never blend in,
i remember my mother told me,
just drive...
and when nobody else is there,
just drive...
around me million problems,
just drive...
just drive...
now i realized why she told me ''just drive'',
you will always fail if you never try...
Jun 19, 2018
Jun 19, 2018 at 3:06 PM UTC
I thought my journey through life would fill me
with a sense of accomplishment, hope.
Was i too hasty?
Am i mistaken?
Compromise that's what almost everyone insist
upon and i do not.
Are we not meant for something better?
Undestand each other?
Are we born just to argue, to fight?
So many voices each demanding something else.
It has always been hard but even harder today
to see all i believe in, all i worked for
inverted, discarded, forgotten.
I may not be perfect but i fought where others
scattered in pieces, i remained true...
Jan 13, 2017
Jan 13, 2017 at 7:52 PM UTC
He asks me why
I still write
But only in this class
He doesn't undestand
That he's the reason I am
Struck with inspiration
He's so happy
I so not
But his smile makes me close
I must not write now
For I fear
That he soon will know
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 12:17 PM UTC
I don't understand
I can't understand
I won't undestand
No matter how I try
To understand
Lucky for me
I'm as lucky as can be
Because I don't understand
Yet I undertstamd
A woman is not meant to be understood
Only to be loved
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 1:24 AM UTC