***** Cant Call People *****
***** Quarrel with other *****
***** are barinless
they are undecisive
but they smell good
***** ruin your day
from night to the next day
***** lead you on
***** break hearts
I will know as long as i live to not trust
these stupid ***** who continue to break fragile hearts

We're not going to get over this
No common sense anywhere in sight
Strangers merely passing in the night
To what end are we arriving at?
Love is breaking and hearts are aching.

You ask and take and never give back
Know that you are testing my limits
The final straw snaps within my fist
Rules don't matter to you anymore,
And I'm about to blow the whistle
So do I keep trying to love you?
Do I labor on and work things out?
I stand upon undecisive ground.

A needle's fall is heard around you
Full blown looks of ice upon your face...
Commitment's not a part of your world.
What is it you really want from me?
I'm having a hard time loving you
Thinking of the tension on the line
Of fear and doubt, whenever it snaps.

You don't understand how I see you
Wouldn't you be different if you could?
Get a clue, you aren't acting yourself.
This wonderful heart that I once met
From the dove to the hungry raven
Any hope I had is almost lost
Other times I know we can make it
Guy and girl, we can come together

I want you to see my heart tearing
Just glance inside my eyes and witness
Wanna know how my heart still lives?
Tell me, would you glance in the mirror?
You who became something so obtuse?
How can you toss away my feelings?
I'm breaking down, do you not see me?
Feeling is lost and the mind is numb

Gotta show you where we are in time
Make you see the darkness between us
You are blind, but let me help you see
Understand my despairing last cry

Never more will you play with my time,
Gonna set you straight, put you in line.
Give me your true, everloving heart
You will really truly be surprised
Up above, read the first word on every line.

BEGINNING TO END

In the beginning we never see a future or how our beginning is an unknown journey

Messes made of bodies minds and souls even with best intent we lose ownership undecisive we pay daily rent

Mind's eye open with blinders mass infusion removes 20/20 vision, Perception impossible to visualize when retention is blurry

Hard to nurture an unknown future, fail to feel gain when part of our conception of the addiction is the pain, withdrawal easier that trying to comprehend

Living in an ocean always floundering, current washes us out in a foamy flow living a ride against the tide, perpetual sinking easier on water that is murky

New friendship to replace hardship examples work if listening, best result is strength gained from sharing pain, first truths hardest to transcend

Making our way day by day, open mind policy is here to stay, flexible function permanent not stuck at the junction, moving on easiest when not frozen in worry

First step hard and largest, short paths still open large maps, reading them becomes part of our internal assent

Hard to heal a wound until it is found, injuries remain open when always removing the stitches, discovery best part of recovery

Hard to listen when always apprehensive, shell hard to break when feeling everyone is on the take, true freedom found when knowing we can become our own best friend

Sense of self hardest to find is felt rather from words or from books on a shelf,learn as we go finding something we did not know, basic lessons now part of self-preservation, life can no longer be taken as humbly R.C.

WHEN YOU SAY SOMETHING...
YOU ARE ALWAYS......RIGHT
EVEN WHEN I DO THINGS RIGHT
...I AM LEFT TO BE WRONG
BEING ALWAYS RIGHT IS YOUR RIGHT...RIGHT
BUT WHILE LEFT ALONE,I AM EXPECTED TO SET RIGHT THE THINGS
LEFT BY RIGHT PEOPLE WHO HAVE GOT BIRTH RIGHT TO LEAVE THINGS THAT ARE LEFT AT THEIR WILL.
THIS RIGHT TO LEFT EQUATION HAS LEFT ME UNDECISIVE RIGHT IN THE PROCESS OF LEFT OR RIGHT TURN.
I BELIEVE THAT TO DO RIGHT, I SHOULD WRITE FEW LINES DEMARKING WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHAT APPEARS TO BE LEFT THAT IS WRONG.HOWEVER RIGHT WILL ALWAYS BE RIGHT AND LEFT WILL BE JUST OPPOSITE RIGHT.TAKEYOUR TURN TO MOVELEFT OR RIGHT NOW AS ENOUGH OF RIGHT MIGHT HAVE WRONGLY INTERPERATED BY THE LEFT WING PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS TRY TO JUSTIFY LEFT IRRESPECTIVE OF THE RIGHT.RIGHT.
I HAVE LEFT THE LEFT RIGHT JUDGEMENT FOR THE WHO ARE LEFT
TO SEETHAT RIGHT IS ALWAYS RIGHT.

Am I dreaming a gentle dance?
Or am I wishing for a glance?
Not knowing what to long for,
Still undecisive like before.