"uncherished" poems
I haven’t had a partner in so long that I’ve forgotten I am single.
The memory foam on the left side of my bed only knows left over books and plates.
The empty places replaced with the things I learned I loved.
Only open spaces here are for self-affirmations doused in lavender.
Most of which I loved was uncherished until I had room for it.
The parts of myself I could never find underneath the cover of someone else.
The sheets get wrapped between my legs and for a second, I am reminded of how untangled I am.
How free it feels to be in a place you didn’t wish you were somewhere else or someone else.
A brief recollection of finally not being lost in another.
Deep open breaths of I am finally here.
I am reminded how calm this place feels – the comfort of not missing anything. How the spaces in between are cultivated by a reflection of my love - not those I once loved.
Nov 17, 2021
Nov 17, 2021 at 2:56 PM UTC
This time, It's different
Have varied reasons to celebrate
Some overcame the tragedy
Others are thankful to healthy fate
Some look forward to normalcy
Others found positivity to emanate
There's one common trait
In trying times, we did cultivate
Is to cherish the uncherished
And relish this time to originate
Though,we still have a long way to go
But, we found our reasons to contemplate
Nov 14, 2020
Nov 14, 2020 at 6:48 AM UTC
The lonely form crowds on the street. They collect at the corners, letting the whole world drown in their silence. They are a flashmob without the flash, and a mob that mobs no-one. Each of them is you, a someone you used to be, and therefore each of them is no-one. No-one did this, the blind Cyclops says; and this many no-ones have accusation enough to blind the sky.
These people have nobody and, so, slip through the cracks to end up collected at the edges of the drains. Corrugating in lines that jag up and down like the teeth of a zipper: swarming, dispersing, only to form again. Chastised by the wind, like so much chaff; chaste and uncherished in mute inevitability.
These people have done are nothing and, so, ask you what you have done for them. What crime is it that they are thinking of? Each time that a shudder of revulsion at this injustice passes through the throng it bangs louder in your memory.
Who have you forgotten?
Apr 14, 2013
Apr 14, 2013 at 11:14 AM UTC
a second to begin with
another minute to think wild
many hours to ponder pain
a bad day has passed us by
no week left uncherished
every month our hopes collide
one year i said goodbye
no decade has sworn to try
give me a century to reckon love
i am yours forever
Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 8:39 AM UTC
Small city, big dreams
Century-old churches,
Closed recreational parks,
Crummy streets,
Beat-up roads, huge malls
Unpainted houses, fresher air,
Homemade pancakes for lunch,
Cheap hamburgers and skateboarding shoes.
People come and go,
Uncherished moments,
and then Johnny said, "you can't put your arms around a memory."
Feb 20, 2019
Feb 20, 2019 at 10:42 AM UTC
So on the day I was born
I nearly died
(And wait for it because it's not a sad ending)
If you knew what my early life was like
You might not judge me about
My former, sometimes avid wish
That they hadn't been able to save me
And sure still sometimes when I feel
That it's just all too difficult to cope
Too hard to deal with
And I face my reality which from the outside looks not so bad at all
And I face my lack of skills judgment
And my grievous errors that haunt me
As many of us do
And then say well ok. So I'm a f*ck-up
(When and if we as people wake the f*ck up already!)
I do see it all playing out differently
No emotionally stunted uncherished
Girl with abandonment issues
(Mostly silent observer of many many things but alas, and painfully not the most obvious things, so frustrating!)
Wandering undisciplined unorthodox unnoticed kid
Who thought, uh, why am I even here?
But I'm very relieved to be able to say
I was wrong
Because everyone matters to
Someone
Still don't know why I didn't die then
Or in the dozen weird unintentional near misses since then
But I'm writing this to say
The difference is that now
I'm glad to be here
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 7:04 AM UTC
I waited for the boy in you
To become a man that was true
Until my bones started rusting
Until my soul stopped trusting.
I died for your arrival
I died for the survival
Of a love we both promised
You left me be uncherished.
Sep 17, 2024
Sep 17, 2024 at 6:54 AM UTC
I remember the first day
I saw him.
He sat curled around that teddy bear
like it was the love of his life.
*Shy
blushing
intrigued...*
All the thoughts my little thirteen year old
mind could harbor.
I remember building a bond
one unlike any other.
I'd never been able to open myself up.
Free myself
Not until he,
Not until he was–
is–
continues to be.
I remember the way he looked at me while
driving down the road, laughing at his sister's cat.
Innocent.
Both drunk on each other's company
Addicted.
Unwilling for change.
I remember listening.
Listening to you talk about the girl you hoped to marry.
Someday.
Feeling about how much pride I'd have in being a bridesmaid.
Telling you about my fear of being *unloved–
unwanted–
uncherished–*
But you.
You just hugged me
promised I would not fade away.
I remember we bloomed
flourished
intensified.
Our souls intertwining
passions flairing
Heated, red-faced argument.
The way you pulled me into you
lying together
my head on your heart
your arms around my lungs
peacefully existing.
*Breathe in–
breathe out–
Breathe in–
breathe out–*
together.
for what I hoped would be forever.
I remember the pain.
The kind that overwhelms your senses
the kind that demands to be felt.
I remember how everything stopped.
G O N E
Like someone had ripped out my lungs,
and then told me to take a deep breath.
The lungs you once held–
So carefully–
now had gaping holes in them
created by your absence
the undeniable thought that you were gone
and willingly gone.
I remember.
I know the peace.
I feel it every day.
In your absence I welcome the immense calm.
You made your choice.
And you will make one again...
All you have to say is
'Please?'
And I'm all yours.
*With two souls like ours
We will always find a way to each other.*
Always
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 7:03 PM UTC
I Always
Felt
Like An
Old
Soul
Living
Among
The Young
Learning
From
Within
My Very
Old
So Called
Mind
And Heart
Howling
At
The Stars
Clawing
At The
Pain
So Called
Mud
I Deeply
Wollow
In
Aligned
With
The Old
Strong
Stood
Stars
That
People
Look
Upon
Because
Of
How
Far
Away
We Really
Are
From
The World
In The
Cold
Cruel
World
Of The
Unknown
Frozen
In Emotions
Of Despair
That
Perfume
And Freeze
Tears
We Are
Left
Behind
Our Skin
Kept
Us
Warm
On
The Outside
But
Not The
Inside
I Claw
At The
Sky
Wondering
Was
There
Peace
That
Aligned
The
Stars
Or Was
Hatred
That
Spread
Them Apart
I Know
Not
What
I Do
Know
Is
They Stay
And Stand
Far
Enough
To Form
A Shape
Of
How We
Really
If We
Sick
Together
But Awlast
It Is
A Lonely
Uncherished
World
Full
Of How
Bright
Money
Can
Shine
In And
Out
Of The Sky
And Our
Eyes
Don't
Look
For
The Right
Of
The Greater
Good
That
For Which
Is Not
Gold
It
Is A
Hard
Trustful
Soul
That Is
The Key
To Life
~Words Of Wisdom~
~Paris Styron~
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 11:18 PM UTC
Vases with flowers on countertops-
No good to those who wish for eternity,
or easy appreciation.
There is pruning, watering, replacement.
There are dead petals strewn among the granite,
drooping dying faces bending into gravity.
Beauty lasted only for a second and,
all that was left behind were holes in the ground.
Those roses left for dead.
Unnourished for but a moment.
Uncherished from muddled perception.
Like all the plastic primrose-
And artificial daises held up to mirrors,
Empty when it needed light.
It was not the lesser hand that took it,
and promised it forever,
but lack of understanding,
the message caught in friction.
Empty when it needed light.
Clipped from its roots before it had a chance to sing.
Nov 16, 2016
Nov 16, 2016 at 7:43 PM UTC
Here take this match
And this my heart, catch
Light the match quick
Don't you play tricks
Burn this heart of mine
Don't worry I'll be fine
Fuel the burning flames
As this heart has no claims
Dead in my brain
I can withstand this pain
Forget me soon
As this heart melts at noon
The witness is the moon
With uncherished boon
Gone are the days
Let's try various ways
To burn this heart
So no one can act smart
To claim it back ever
I will not allow it, never!
I feel the heat
The burning of meat
Thank you for this honor
I was gonna be your heart donor...
©sim
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 1:40 AM UTC