"uknown" poems
I´m obsessed with you,
Obsessed with the toxicity
Obsessed with you leaving me
Obsessed with the unknown
I´m obsessed with the dreams about you
The scenario´s i´m creating in my head
Obsessed with the urge to talk to you
Obsessed with the desire to see you.
I´m into you and I always wanted you,
You cutting me off, made me even want you more,
And I´m obsessed with all of you.
I´m obsessed with your dominance,
I´m obsessed with how you know what you want,
I´m obsessed with the way you flirt,
The way you have your life put together.
Will this obsession ever be over?
It´s a question for me
And a uknown mystery for you...
Nov 28, 2020
Nov 28, 2020 at 10:03 AM UTC
In the third-class seat sat the journeying boy,
And the roof-lamp’s oily flame
Played down on his listless form and face,
Bewrapt past knowing to what he was going,
Or whence he came.
In the band of his hat the journeying boy
Had a ticket stuck; and a string
Around his neck bore the key of his box,
That twinkled gleams of the lamp’s sad beams
Like a living thing.
What past can be yours, O journeying boy
Towards a world uknown,
Who calmly, as if incurious quite
On all at stake, can undertake
This plunge alone?
Knows your soul a sphere, O journeying boy,
Our rude realms far above,
Whence with spacious vision you mark and mete
This region of sin that you find you in,
But are not of?
1.4k
The say your bad
Or perhaps your mad
Or at least you
Should stay undercover
Your mind must be bare!
If you would dare
To think you can love
More than one lover
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 3:39 AM UTC
Maybe this is the moment of realization that will give me reason. Instead of keeping your picture under piles and piles of books, and empty cigarette packs. My tables and my shelves and my counters are cities of bottles. The Burning Angel Seraphim Alcohol kisses me, I feel her warm tongue in my throat. No one can caress my mind as you have. No once can slow it down enough. Your necklaces are still broken. Beautiful silver chains that glimmer in morning sunlight, and shine at noon. If I throw them in the river, if I throw them in the sea. Your Necklace Your picture all so easily gained are not easily lost. I want to throw them from this moving car. To lie and rust on the roadside. I cannot bring myself to do it. I cannot put the picture in the fire because it calls to me in words uknown; pulling me back to that which I no I have no part.
You are a seraphim. Let not me see your feet in the holy of holies. Your eyes are two coals that burn a terrible glow, yet they soothe me in my dreams. They call to me with the thick voice of incense.
I will find the space between us is a great void
Parting and parting us for ages to come
I will watch you in the glowing of the heavens
In the glow where dreams are true
Dec 8, 2011
Dec 8, 2011 at 10:36 PM UTC
Why does my body ignore what my mind says?
It seems you’ve rented the space up there and took control of my senses.
I’m defenseless.
I wonder how it feels to know the meaning of your very own hearts existence.
But why does my heart disregard my thoughts of you,
And dismiss your resistance?
I would hate to mistake love with a phase of contentment.
Would hate to mistake a blessing with an illness,
Only prescribed to your prescription,
With no sign of resilience.
Why do your actions contradict everything that you claim to me?
My heart beats fast and slow at the same time,
Every time I look into the eyes of the man that you claim to be.
Is it best that I leave?
What are you saying to me?
I never thought that my destruction
would be caused by a refutation to love lazily.
Why can’t I withstand the urge to cower from your affection?
Preparing to be submerged by a wave of your rejection.
I would hate to just become another one of your hearts lessons.
This recurring drain of energy that you withdraw from me,
Has proven detrimental to my soul’s projection.
I wonder how it feels to know that I love you with no exceptions.
And I wonder how it'll feel if we realize we've bypassed perfection.
Mar 18, 2013
Mar 18, 2013 at 4:23 AM UTC
I miss those moments with you..I spent
*I can only smile fake
yes i am fine..i can only pretend
I wish i could be with you
To live a moment with you again
As my love for you is so true
You were surrounded with sorrows
And i was not able to detect
For this i will always regret
My heart nd mind still have your melody
speaking in unspoken words
leaving u alone was an uknown tragedy*
Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 2:18 AM UTC
Shuffled like bureaucratic paperwork
From desk to desk
Status "UKNOWN"
Second hand clothes
Second hand love
Second hand child
Words like knives
Razor sharp
Cut to the bone
Dreams of mother
And father
Lost
Cry to sleep
Every night
Years on end
Washing own clothes
Age of 6
Ran away
Signs of affection
Bruises and welts
Didn't want the scars to go away
No voice raised
To defend
Only child
Every year
New school
New kid, no friends
Every year
Sent away
Status "UKNOWN"
Pain endured
Pain hidden
Pain denied
Broken trusts
Broken heart
Broken child
No T-ball
No boy scouts
No father
Lost chances
Lost dreams
Lost hope
Labeled
"The bad child"
Angry child
No one to tell
No one to trust
No one to love
Now a young man
Who could not feel
Loved
Women knocked
On locked door
That I would not open
Who could love
Such a worthless person
So ugly, stupid and weak
Pain of loneliness
Was a darkness
That brought hatred of the light
Cigarettes, ***** and drugs
Helped to hide the pain
But not the suffering
Emotions turned off
Like the flick of a switch
Feeling nothing anymore
Ran hard and fast
On the razor's edge
Of life
Angry at the world
Justice is just a word
To lie about the truth
Fought the demons
Like boxing fog
Never landing a blow
Took many years
To break the chains
To find the light
Sometimes the pain
Burns deep
Tempered steel
Gave up the blame
And the hate
Too heavy to carry
I see the destination now
Though the path is hidden
Status, no longer unknown
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 9:36 PM UTC
50 ways to wreck, get in line
Need to grow, have to push
Flicking through vinyl and feeding the rush
Kovacs
let's decenter love
crush it and mix it with pepper
let's put it in boxes and send them
to an uknown destination
let's caress our defeated hands
til they willingly remember
skin's magnetic charge, the magma of darkness
let's asphixiate the air till no longer tolerates words
excavate the emptiness, two fossils washed by rain our hearts
unbearable the silence hidden in the middle of teeth
let's not do impossible things like two acrobats of the invisible
certainties implode like stars' collapse into the ***** of space
your confetti smile, this brutal beauty of longing
let's stop counting days, stay resonant instead
we are a fleeting sorcery in a dyzzing endless pace
Sep 7, 2025
Sep 7, 2025 at 5:19 AM UTC
see uknown in your empty eyeball
your empty eyeball
fizzy fuzzy thoughts and a
blurred pattern of vomitrocious gradients
split in two split in three split in four
more pieces to the puzzle
solve it and you will die
abandon it and you will die
so be happy and sing
be merry and dance to your
friend's heartbeats
getting quicker
getting slower
with your friends
getting higher
getting lower
unpack your massive bag
zipper broken and spill it all
can't shut it now not anymore
pack a small one
and empty it often
water your plants
rearrange your molecules
every time you hit the sack
every time you lay yourself to rest
remember the smile of that stranger you spoke to
and forgot their name
wonderlover wanderlust
celestial body
stardust
Feb 16, 2016
Feb 16, 2016 at 7:27 AM UTC
If this is who you really are, than I want you far. If this is what a father is, than I never wanted one. All the money you had, and still you treated me so bad. By far you're the worst dad I never had, and that makes you glad.
I should have been your princess with a crown
instead, you treated me like I was your clown.
Betrayed me and left me with a frown.
I hate what you have done to me. I used to be so weak, I was afraid to even speak. Now I have found strength and I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid of telling you to leave. You are my dad just by name, because of you I will never be the same. You are insane and that's how you will remain. I have such a hatred for you I couldn’t possibly explain.
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 10:31 AM UTC
I slander and belittled the Truth
Join the crowd that stones the
Saint uknown. I do what I would
Not. Love not when I would love.
I am not in control. How can it be
That I am losing my soul. Lord,
Make me good again as I know
That I am as I choose to be.
It is not the wrecklessness of this
False freedom that I seek; to be
The crazed actor who thinks it
Virtuosity to strut and fret hap-
Hazardly to every random cue.
But to be true . Hear the noble
Call to yield to Heaven' Truth
That beckons me to all that is
Good, and True. Oh God of
Mercy restore my soul I will
Obey. Oh God of grace hear
My cry while yet I profane thee
Know that I am not proud but
Dying except thou Claim me.
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 11:25 AM UTC
*you took me on a wondrous space trip
to the vastness of a foreboding outer universe,
to places i had never thought i could traverse.
i learned that the imagination is as vast as cyberspace
and that all things are possible to a fertile imagination
especially to one looking for magic and wonderment
so in the depths of our speculating minds
the word was made flesh in a spectacular flash
as your imagination wove a tapestry of things uknown
it mattered not that spoil-sport reality soon set in
or that once more i landed on terra firma with a bump
we had the power to wish into being all our fancies
and the duration was of little importance in our utopia*
Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 3:49 AM UTC
I need you tonight,
Please come to me,
I've never felt so alone,
Longing for someone I don't even know,
It's like a large piece of me is missing,
And you're the missing piece...
I don't know who you are,
Or where you are,
But I hope with all my heart that I'll find you,
So I can feel whole,
For the first time in my life...
I believe we all deserve to love,
And to be loved back,
You must be out there somewhere,
Waiting for me,
Just like I'm waiting for you...
At times I feel like giving up,
The thought of you keeps me going,
It would be so beautiful to feel like one,
With you,
My dear,
My love,
My uknown,
I want to find you,
And get to know you...
Can I?
Let's pray for us to unite,
Because I know life's so much harder,
Without you there by my side...
I love you
Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 3:38 PM UTC
*I'm tired of being wrong, in the times of unknown.
I'm tired of being being right, when it causes a fight.
I love feelings, that i'm a believer.
I hate the feelings, from this world of hate.
I challenge the uknown and the one's that hate.
To figure things out, to embrace their hate.*
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 1:03 PM UTC
OUR SOULS ARE NEVER ABLE
TO MEET
EVEN THOUGH I HAD HUGED
HER HUNDRED
OF TIMES
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 7:54 AM UTC