Sometimes I wonder why I wait.
Wait to tell people how I feel.
Wait for people who will never care.
Wait for people who will never change.
Waiting.
I wonder why, why I wait.
I know how this all ends, just me a loaded gun and **** I wish I didn't remember.
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC
If I could fly I would know, what life looks like from up above and down below.
I'd keep you safe, I'd keep you dry.
Don't be afraid Cecilia I'm the satellite, and you're the sky.
Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 2:40 PM UTC
Looks to ****
Blood being the only fuel to her thrill.
Wicked attitude is often too much.
******** ******** to the touch.
She'll reel you in with the face of angel.
But with the click of a pen she could turn the tables.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 2:19 PM UTC
Arose from the dead.
Sick in her head.
She's the one to watch out for.
Cross her the wrong way and you'll be the next guy with his guts hanging out on the floor.
She's gotta twisted mind .
And an explicit tongue.
The words of the devil to be sung.
Watch your back boy, she'll creep up and ****** you up from behi- I tried to warn him.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 2:05 PM UTC
It's like happily falling off a cliff.
The love you give me is a gift.
The love you give me is a curse.
I'm always expecting the worst.
I can always have a real smile.
**** doesn't it stay a while.
I just can't fight this feeling.
Dear won't you open my heart up for healing,
Darling won't you be mine.
Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 12:03 PM UTC
It's 3:42.
I'm laying in bed thinking about you.
Broken, hurt, nevertheless but sad.
You always do this but I still come running back.
Now its 3:43 and I'm still thinking about you,
remembering how we used to be happy at 3:42.
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 10:03 AM UTC
This poem meant nothing anyways.
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 9:17 AM UTC
Because of you
I fall in stress
My life turns in
A bipolar mess
I smile in the sun
I drench in the rain
I'm happy a minute
The next i'm insane
You are my sun
You are my rain
In love in a minute
The next i'm in pain
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 11:36 AM UTC
The only thing I fear is fear.
The fear of ever watching you shed a tear.
The fear of you going back to prison and not having words to say besides "Dear".
The fear of you drinking your last beer.
The fear of you not being here.
I fear everything when you're near.
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC
Hungry but I can't eat.
Depressing thoughts always on repeat.
Tired but I can't dream.
Mad but I can't scream.
Sad but I can't cry.
No longer can I give you a reason why.
Suicidal but I can't die.
Wishing I could say good-bye.
So for now I'll just say see you on the other side.
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 1:41 PM UTC