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Kiera Nov 2014
"It's not proper poetry if it doesn't rhyme"
*******.
I am taking "I'm" and "doesn't" as singular words because of artistic license and also *******.
This poem is either about people forgetting that old poetry didn't rhyme either, or about an outdated social construct that people cling to for no good reason. Interpret how you wish.
Amber Grey Jul 2013
I call my father's father Ye-Ye
because he is a traditionalist
and the word grandfather reminds him of England.

My mother calls him a selfish *******
because he never approved of her wallet's emptiness
and walked out of her wedding.

My father calls him an immature *****
because he throws temper tantrums at eighty-seven
and still doesn't respect anyone.

When I was five,
I stayed over alone for the first time.
I accused him of trying to poison me
because I found a dead fly in my soup.

When I was ten,
I found a coupon at the market
And got him a free box of Cheerios.

When I was thirteen,
I was sitting with him outside.
I got stung by a bee
and didn't say a word.

I have not seen my grandfather in seven years.

He has since almost died four times.

My aunt calls him a racist snob
because he refused to put my biracial cousin's picture on the mantle
and boasts of his friend's grandchildren instead.
It's not cute,
I don't find it funny.
The lack of concern for education,
And your glasses aren't cute either.

I'm growing quite tired of the lame leaders.
Expectation to teach the future generation.
The warriors, in a future of unknowing,
By the ignorant, traditionalist.

And I could sit here all day,
Catching glints of light off your hip glasses.
Peppered with egocentric, infantile remarks.
So cute
The lack of education
So cute
The lack of nutrition
So cute
The false profits; the obtuse teachers
So cute
Your hip glasses.
So sick of the hip glasses
Waverly Jan 2012
Some girls just like something very traditional. does that make them any less of a woman. can a woman be a traditionalist and still be a feminist? I think so. I think that what we shared in that time was exactly what we wanted, to fall back into structured and secure roles, because we'd been through the centrifuge lately. And that may not have been who the both of us were at heart, but it worked to heal us, to make us both better for the future, and most importantly, less cynical. I think that what is most feminist about any relationship is the ability to choose. I've been in relationships where I'm the dominant one, and others where I'm not. It takes the ability to check your own self and being a pragmatist, because if you love someone you will change for them. You won't change your personality, but you'll change the way you approach a relationship if you care about them enough. I think that's what feminism boils down to. Allowing both partners to choose their roles in the relationship instead of having them chosen for them. So, **** it, my girl wants to be Susie Homemaker; that's her choice and I lay my head on that.
Cate Nov 2014
Take me by the hips-
I’ll devour your lies like the spit on my lips.
Thumbs pressing into my collar bones-
I’ll be your throne.

I starve myself for you to fill me
This infatuation will **** me.

Nose ******-
Am I your honey?
Text me once a week-
This only means something to me.

We’re a one sided thing
But you’re the centerpiece of my dreams;
The consummation of my demons.

I've noticed your scheming smile but
I haven’t felt so
Hopelessly enraptured in a while.

Destroy me,
Please
Don’t mind my scabby knees.

I have a habit of falling
In and out of logic
But
You aren't a project
No not someone I want to fix-
That bag of rocks
Is just a box of tricks.

You’re a train and I'm sitting on your tracks
It’s just a count down until we smash into oblivion
Aphrodite,
I’m your Gideon.
We aren't apart of the same story
But mines 16th century,
And the glory has faded into the pages
from decades of irrelevant stages.
.
I hopped across bindings
And stereotypical findings
Because maybe
You’re meant for me.

Maybe I’m pushing too hard but
Our histories are intertwining and
the mysteries you decided
To pick apart;
Well they’re coming back to haunt you.

We collided over a fire
And an irregular heart beat
set by amphetamines;
You don’t know what you did to me.

Fever dreams when the fan is on low
Vacant thoughts make the hours hollow
You’re alive,
I know it but you only surface for me
When you want to see how quickly I’ll come
Eat out your hand
you extend
so

Selectively.

I shouldn't feel so honored that you've chosen me
But those eyes,
God those eyes.

I can’t stop swimming through them when I close mine.

I can see galaxies spinning in your pupils as
The sunrise begs to begin,
But noon will come and I’m buried in
Your possibilities
So effortlessly imagined;
So impossibly enacted.

You distract me from reality.
You are the thing that will never be.

You’re toxic-
A poison.
A deadly,
Delicious treat.

I’m voracious for the heat of your breath
On my neck once again.
Fingers on my chin-
Tilt it until our eyes align.

What a disastrous lie-
I’d die for you, spy.
From the summer- unedited and interested in critiques!
Rob M Jun 2013
I am not a traditionalist;
I believe newness makes more sense.
So I make it up as I go along,
and my footfalls make a sort of song
rending silence till sunlight appears
And dew spreads like the sweet earth's tears.
Some stories are written, some left untold;
I'll write my own, before I get old.
There comes a fork in the road; decide-
I take whichever one feels right inside.
When you have no destination, any path is fine.
Some think that's a negative; I think it's sublime.
We put too many expectations, constraints on ourselves.
It's not good to worry; it's bad for your health.
Sometimes I wonder if human life is so short
because we spend it anxious about the hours we hoard.
That which you hold closest will slip through your grasp,
and our lives are so fragile, brittle as glass.
It's better to wander this world without direction;
let things come to you-and stop chasing perfection.
You oppressed, egotistical , ignorant,  uneducated , biased self
Living in the box of conformity
I want to stitch your tongue on the roof of your mouth to silence you  
I refuse to coincide to everyday traditionalist events
I won’t be a victim of  someone’s else’s mistake
Hostilities and intimidation it polluted you ***** little mind
There is nothing unique about  conventional clothes
Poverty ridden the abyss makes me rage
Dreaded emaciated void that overflows with pain
No one is thriving but this phantom pain that you feel is real  
Bleak and suddenly ill
I want to choke out the interior of your shame  
Gelatinous core swallows you whole
While you wear your American mask
This is your wasteland , desolate as your character
It interrupts with clatter as it fractures the earth
Covering you with splinters of despair
raingirlpoet Sep 2014
what do you say in a traditional wedding toast?
I’m not a traditionalist
I’m a poet
I’m not too good at structured, sentimental texts
i speak in chopped verses so
here’s my non-traditional, non-structured, sentimental wedding toast
in verse

my memories
flash and fade quickly like lights flicker on and off
i'm toddling around the house right behind you
where are you going?
can i come too?

i'm barefoot in the driveway washing your car
you took pictures, no doubt laughing at the streaks we left on the windows because, shortness

i'm sitting on the bus rifling through your purse like the nosy little kid I am
you're chaperoning one of my school field trips
one of the aids asks if you're my mother
you chuckle and say "nope, i'm her sister"
i roll my eyes because isn't it obvious we're sisters?
okay, it wasn't obvious we're sisters

i'm bouncing down the hallway to your room
stopping suddenly at the sight of packing boxes
college
you're leaving me
"we'll be okay" you said
i believed you even though i could have sworn
i was losing my sister to the big city for good
we wrote letters
we skyped
we emailed
and i called you
so many times
we were okay

fifth grade, you bring a guy home
but not just any guy
i think we all knew this one was different
i saw it in your eyes
i was only 11 but i knew what love looked like

b, you always told me i was the wind beneath your wings
you can't break the bond of sisterhood
you just can't
but maybe the bonds will loosen
i thank you for the memories
they were fantastic and i'm looking forward to seeing what the future has in store for us
i'm thinking
babies would be nice
In time...

so my dear sister,
tell me how married life is
i hope this night was everything you always dreamed of

nick, you've got to be
the happiest guy in the world right now

i'm only 16 but i know what love looks like
it looks like his gaze on her glowing beauty
it looks like a promise of forevers proclaimed in front of loved ones
it looks like my sister
finding her other half
and my brother in law
finding his.

-rgp
Mateuš Conrad Aug 2017
because what's actually worth celebrating? well, i always celebrate another bunch of words, another litre of ***, and, most obviously: another tomorrow.*

for a long time now i have
seized to celebrate
birthdays...
    only this year have
i stopped "celebrating" easter:
coming from a traditionalist
family,
   with my great-grandmother
dead for several years
everyone in the family
joked: she said enough prayers
for all of us...
  my great-grandfather
   took the micky out her in
that lovingly joking way anyway
he used to say:
  you and your crows (priests,
that's the slang term for
a priest in poland) -
      i can't remember
  the last time i celebrated christmas,
or should it be called:
adverts from november through
to january marketing mecca
"holiday"?
    but it breaks my heart
with regards to birthdays,
   i don't celebrate it -
    fair enough up to 25...
but a bit like receiving voting rights,
i think people have the potential
to relinquish their celebration
of something that's cake-worthy
once the teenage years end...
nonetheless...
    on the dot,
         i receive the phone call
on the day...
    my grandparents...
      wishing me this that & the other...
and... that's it!
         it's actually more painful
to receive that phonecall,
   than to receive: no phonecall
with besh wishes and what not.
   i grew out the candles,
  the balloons...
                   what is to be celebrated,
may i ask?
              as the cliche says:
women lie about their age anyway,
if they found a way to avoid
the celebratory antics -
    me? i'm just waiting for my
grandparents to die...
             cruel, i know,
   but it's much more cruel to receive
a phonecall from them,
"wishing" me a happy birthday...
   day like any one...  
now, if i remembered squeezing past
the genital skin of my mother...
that would be something...
thankfully, man's faculty of memory
and therefore being conscious
comes much much later,
                 thank god for that.
Johnny Noiπ Aug 2018
[                                                    rad·i·cal/ˈradək(ə)l/adjective:
radical
1.  m-           (especially of change or action)
                               relating
  to affect the fundamental
          nature of something;                                 far-reaching or thorough [      
                               ] "a radical overhaul          of the existing framework"
             synonyms:    [          ]                            thorough-going, thorough,
              complete, total, comprehensive,
exhaustive, sweeping, far-reaching,
            wide-ranging, extensive, across the board,
nnnnnnn        profound, major, stringent, rigorous
                   "radical reform"
      antonyms: [ ] superficial, authentic;
           forming an inherent or fundamental
                                         part of the nature
                    of someone or something;
                               "the assumption of radical differences
                        n              between the mental attributes of
     literate & non-literate peoples"
                          synonyms: [          ]
            fundamental, basic,
essential,                             quintessential;
                              structural, deep-seated,
                 intrinsic, organic, constitutive;
            "radical differences                           between the two theories"
                   antonyms:                            minor
(of surgery or medical treatment) thorough;
           intended to be completely curative;
characterized by departure from tradition;
                           innovative or progressive;
"a radical approach to electoral reform;"
        2. advocating or based on thorough
                                                             complete political & social change;
                                                          repres­enting or  supporting an extreme
                                    or progressive                   faction of a political party;
             "a radical American activist"
synonyms: [             ] revolutionary, progressive,
             reformist, revisionist
, progressivist; extreme, extremist, fanatical,
                         militant, diehard, hard-core
"a radical political movement"
                                antonyms: reactionary, moderate, conservative
3. relating to the root        of something                        in particular
MATHEMATICS:                      of the root of a number or quantity.
                                       n      denoting or relating to the roots of a word;
MUSIC:                                                  bel­onging to the root of a chord.
BOTANY     of, or springing direct from,
               the root or stem base of a plant.
4.                           NORTH AMERICAN                       informal:
                                very good; excellent.
"Okay, then. Seven o'clock. Radical!"               noun: radical; plural noun:
                                               radicals
1. [              ] a person who advocates thorough
                     or complete political or social reform            [revolution];
                    a member of a political party
        or part of a party pursuing such aims.
       synonyms: revolutionary, progressive,
        reformer, revisionist; militant, zealot,
        extremist, fanatic, die-hard; informal:                            ultra
"the arrested man was a radical"
antonyms: reactionary, moderate, conservative
2.  (                        )      CHEMISTRY: (          ) a group of atoms
                               behaving as a unit
                              in a number of compounds.
                              3.[                   ]  ne plus ul·tra
      ˌnē ˌpləs ˈəltrə,ˌnā ˌpləs ˈəltrə,ˌnā ˌplo͝os ˈo͝oltrə/noun: ne plus ultra
    the perfect or most extreme example of its kind;
                                          the ultimate;
"he became the ne plus ultra of bebop trombonists"
synonyms: last word, ultimate,
               perfect example, height, acme, zenith, epitome, quintessence
"the ne plus ultra of jazz pianists"
Origin: [             ]  Latin, literally ‘not further beyond,’
                           inscription on the Pillars of Hercules
                    prohibiting passage by ships.  the root or base
                forming  a
                     word;
any of the basic set of                                     214 Chinese characters
constituting semantically            
                                        or functionally significant elements in the
    composition
of other characters and used as a means of classifying characters in dictionaries.
4.         MATHEMATICS: [             ] quantity forming
                               or expressed as the root of another;
a radical sign.                         Origin: late Middle English (in the senses
‘forming the root’;                 ‘inherent’):
from late Latin radicalis,       from Latin
radix, radic- ‘root.’con·serv·a·tive/kənˈsərvədiv/adjective:
                 conservative
1. [           ] holding to traditional          attitudes and values    
                  and cautious about change or innovation, typically
                                               in relation to politics or religion;
synonyms: [           ] traditionalist, traditional, conventional,
orthodox, old-fashioned, dyed-in-the-wool,
hidebound,   unadventurous, set in one's ways;
moderate, middle-of-the-road, buttoned-down;
informal:  stick-in-the-mud,                     stick-up-ur-***; con·serve
verb: conserve; 3rd person present: conserves;
past tense: conserved; past participle:
                          conserved; gerund or present participle: conserving
kənˈsərv/ 1. (                   ) protect         (something,           especially
environmentally
or culturally,                            important
place or thing) from harm or destruction;
                 "raising funds to help
                               conserve endangered Meadowlands"
prevent the wasteful or harmful overuse of (a resource).
"industry should conserve more water"
synonyms: preserve, protect, save,
safeguard, keep, look after; sustain, prolong,
              perpetuate; store, reserve, husband
"fossil fuel should be conserved"
antonyms: {       } squander
PHYSICS: maintain (a quantity such as energy or mass)
               at a constant overall total.
BIOCHEMISTRY:           retain (a particular amino acid,
nucleotide, or sequence of these) unchanged in different
                                                protein or DNA molecules.
                       preserve (food, typically fruit) with sugar;
noun: conserve; plural noun: conserves
ˈkänˌsərv,kənˈsərv/(1.                      )
               a sweet food made by preserving fruit with sugar; jam.
synonyms: jam, preserve, jelly, marmalade
"cherry conserve"
Origin: Late Middle English: from Old French conserver
(verb), conserve (noun), from Latin conservare
‘to preserve,’ from con- ‘together’ + servare ‘to keep.’
                                      "our more conservative neighbors may object
     to the modern architecture being proposed"
antonyms;                                       radical
(of dress or taste) sober and conventional;
                                  "a conservative suit"
synonyms: [         ] conventional, sober, modest,
           plain, unobtrusive, restrained, subtle,
           low-key, demure;
                                informal:                       ­    square, straight;
                                 "he wore a conservative blue suit"
antonyms: [                ] ostentatious
(of an estimate) purposely low for the sake of caution.
"the film was cheap—$30,000,000
             is a conservative estimate"
synonyms: low, cautious,                    understated, moderate, reasonable
"a conservative estimate"
(of surgery or medical treatment)                         intended to control
rather than eliminate a condition,                        with existing tissue
preserved as far as possible;
                                relating to the Conservative Party
                                 of Great Britain or a similar right-wing    party
                                 in any           country;
                             adjective: Conservative
[synonyms: right-wing, reactionary, traditionalist];
                                    Republican; Tory; informal:                       [redneck]
                       "the conservative wing of the party"
antonyms:           socialist                        noun:­ conservative; plural noun:
               conservatives
1.              person who is averse to change and holds
                              to traditional values and attitudes,
    typically in relation to politics.
synonyms: [               ] right-winger, reactionary,
                      rightist, die-hard Republican; Tory
"liberals and conservatives                    have never
       found common ground"
                    supporter or member                   of the
                   Conservative Party of
Great Britain or a similar party in another country.
no un: Conservative; plural noun: Conservatives
                      Origin: late Middle English (in the sense
                                                 of ‘aiming to preserve’):
from late Latin conservativus;
                    from conservat- ‘conserved,’ from the verb conservare
(conserve).  Current senses date from the mid 19th century onward;
              old-fash·ioned/      /ˌōldˈfaSHənd/adjective: old-fashioned
1. according to styles or types no longer current
                                or common;                                      not modern.
"an old-fashioned kitchen range"
    (of a person or their views)
                      favoring tradition;
                      unusually restrictive lifestyles,                        
                       ideas, or customs;
                     "she's stuffy and old-fashioned"
        synonyms: out of date, outdated, dated,
     out of fashion, outmoded, unfashionable,
                            passé, démodé, frumpy;
                                                        outworn,­ old, old-time, behind the times,
                                                     archaic, obsolescent, down-level, obsolete,
ancient, antiquated,               superannuated, defunct;
medieval, prehistoric,           antediluvian, old-fogey,                             conservative,                                 backward-looking,
quaint, anachronistic,                    fusty, moth-eaten,
          
old-world, olde-worlde; informal:           old hat, square, not with it;
                          horse-and-buggy, clunky, mossy
"an old-fashioned hairstyle"
antonyms:                                   modern, fashionable;
noun            |                                   NORTH AMERICAN:
noun: old-fashioned
1.                 cocktail consisting chiefly of whiskey,
                                              bitters, water & sugar; |
mod·ern/       /ˈmädərn/adjective: modern
1.    relating to the present or recent times
as opposed to the remote past.
                            "the pace of modern life"
synonyms: present-day, contemporary,
present, current, twenty-first-century,
           latter-day, modern-day, recent
                       "modern times"
                        antonyms: the past
characterized by or using the most
                             up-to-date techniques,              ideas,           or equipment.
"they do not have modern weapons"
synonyms: fashionable,
              in fashion,       in style, a·vant-garde
ˌaväntˈɡärd/noun
noun:avant-garde
1.                    new and unusual or experimental ideas,
                       especially in the arts,              
  or the people introducing them:
"works by artists & poets       of the
                [most especially those by                     Mayakovsky & Rodchenko]
    Russian avant-garde"             adjective: avant-garde
1. favoring                    or introducing experimental
                                                        or unusual ideas;
"a controversial,                     avant-garde composer"
                                 synonyms: innovative, original,
                         experimental,                       l      eft-fielded, inventive,
                     ahead of the times,
                   cutting/leading/bleeding edge,
                            new, ultramodern,                    innovatory, advanced,
    forward-looking,
    state-of-the-art, trend-setting,
                      pioneering, progressive,
                      Bohemian, groundbreaking,
                      trailblazing, revolutionary; unfamiliar, unorthodox, unconventional;
                         informal: offbeat, way-out
"this year's avant-garde fashion statement"
antonyms: conservative
Origin: late Middle English (denoting the vanguard
    of an army):                 from French,                          literally ‘vanguard.’
Current senses date from the early 20th century.
   in vogue, up to date, all the rage,                   trend-setting,
         stylish, voguish,                      modish, chic, à la mode;
the latest, new, newest,
                                             newfangled, modernistic,
                                             advanced; informal:
                                trendy, cool, in, with it, now,
              hip, phat, happening,
             kicky,                          tony, fly, styling/stylin'
                          "her clothes are very modern";
             [antonyms: out of date, old-fashioned
denoting the form of a language
that is currently used,
as opposed to any
                                           earlier form];
                                      "modern German"
             denoting                                                 a current or recent style
                   or trend in art, architecture,
                  or other cultural activity marked
                  by a significant departure from
                      traditional styles and values;
           "Matisse's contribution to modern art"
                                   noun: modern;                     plural noun: moderns
1.             person who advocates or practices
a departure from traditional styles or values;
                              Origin: late
   Middle English:               from late Latin
modernus, from Latin modo ‘just now.’
Oh my Lord, these people.
They point at me and say (oh my God).
They look at me and say (oh my Lord)
I got my own belief, oh my God these people.
Oh my God, oh my Lord, your people;
They make me feel high, who is their Lord.
Let me get my glasses off, who is your Lord?
Oh my God, oh my ancient God these people.

Oh my God, evangelist point fingers at traditionalist
Oh, my Lord, traditionalists point fingers at evangelists.
Oh, my savior, I question myself, did they know you?
Oh my Savior, have you called this evangelist.
Oh my God, do you know this traditionalist?
Oh my God, a double standard in this spiritualist.

-Written By: The Senior 11/03/2022
-The Vision
DElizabeth Nov 2021
dear j,

i'm trying not to allow my emotions get the best of me.
i won't lie and tell you that that isn't hard,
because it is.
that's all i've ever been.
a little ball of intense emotions, longing to unravel, simultaneously scared to let you see because i fear you'd abandon me after being vulnerable.
i've learned that fear, is a liar.
it drives us to hesitate...procrastinate...prolong inaction.
so i also learned something about myself.
my fears exist because things are so important to me, i don't want to lose them.
and you are one of those things.

last night,
i stood in front of the mirror hanging on my bedroom wall
as an intrusive revelation danced through my head...
i've always hated myself for feeling so connected to others that i feel an unhealthy attachment.
and if i'm honest, that has never been "poison" for another...
it has only ever been "poison" to myself.
some people's chemicals combine awfully with ours and a toxic chemical reaction occurs damaging our outlook on the world, love, and ourselves...
while some people's chemicals combine smoothly, beautifully, naturally, and organically enhancing our outlook on love, challenging our perspective on the world, and supporting our mindset of ourselves.
call me mad...but i realize that i am not co-dependent either.
i have never felt like i needed anyone in order to feel complete..
at least not anymore..
"be with someone you WANT to be with,"
my mother says to me...
"not someone you NEED..."

i've never wanted someone
before i saw you..

i know who i am.
i feel complete on my own.
i love feeling independent.
i feel comfortable being by myself (not that i always love it...that would be lonely & selfish of me).
i'm aware i am equipped with everything i need within (though you are my compliment).
i can emphasize & embrace myself.
i can be deep, true, & authentic.
i am confident in what i'm crafted to do in this life...
this one life...

i love who i am.
i feel beautiful & happy in my own skin that i don't depend on other's words to view myself as worthy or valuable.
i used to hate my sensitivity in this wicked world but now i realize that it is a gift...
it is a rarity
and i will never allow anyone to convince me otherwise.
i wouldn't rather be anything or anyone else.

i want you in my life.
and that's my problem now.
you no longer want me in yours.

i called you..
you picked up on the third try..
then hung up after one second
like it was an accident.
was it?

i learned three things.
1) promises were meant to be broken.
2) perhaps i'm the only one in it for "we".
3) your love is conditional..

i'd love you no matter where we are or
what circumstances we are in...making the most of what we would have, through the thick and thin.
while you will only love me now if circumstances are...perfect.

my present best will not be my forever best.
i've not asked for too much..
and neither have you, love...

my one question for the evening is;
if we can have each other some day..if we met again..
would you still want me?
would you want us . . .


sincerely,
d
Intellectually I'm flat
I can't say fairer than that
I like my own use of technology but I'm a phobe really
I get things wrong all the time
Scatty chaos drifting mind
Clumsy in others hands
Traditionalist at heart
Anxious from the very start
Over-talkative when company I enjoy or nervous
I do tend to annoy
I've known my set limits
Played with the shadows
Now I open the curtains
And see what flies out
Makes a house a Home
Woman, Wife Mother, for Life
Greatest of all LOVE


Inspired songs;
1) Let It.Be
By The Beatles

“Let it be” is an universally relatable message
Many interpreted as the warmth and peace of unconditional love from a mother.

2) You’ll Be In My Heart (mother)
By Phil Collins

3) Song For Mam
By Boyz II Men

Free Verse /Modern
Haiku
A modern haiku, like their traditional counterpart are short, focused on a single, a vocative moment or experience.
They often use strong imagery to create an impression on the reader.
While the 5 – 7– 5 syllable structure is often considered a starting point for traditional haiku modern haiku, poets are often experimenting with different line lengths and syllable counts. According to the haiku foundation and the poetry foundation. Traditional haiku have to do in nature..
While other types deal with human nature. It can be confusing, identifying the different types of haiku without, The poet.
Haiku is a wonderful expression of poetry.
English haiku differs from Japanese haiku as the language gives a different syllable count.
I call this poem a modern haiku in that it is using the theme of human frailty instead of nature,
even given the option of a different line syllable length as a traditionalist fundamental structure should not be altered.

Three lines
syllable count
5-7-5
5-11-2025 Mother’s Day
JP Aug 2018
Every time
I see young rebels
it's send a caution to me
even more to
be an old traditionalist..
Graff1980 Feb 2021
Ridiculous seditionist,
I wonder what his
cretinous position is
in this cuz,
he isn't a traditionalist
and censorship
is not a hardship
for this fake populist
wanna be ******* fascist.
How can I many ways can I say

"I'm disappointed"

Maybe I'm a traditionalist

Expecting you to provide where I can't

Expecting you to clean when I provide

Expecting you to try harder

I'm tired of feeling like a criminal.
JDK Nov 2024
It's like being writ into some melodramatic hit show,
playing the ******* who just can't commit no matter how far she's willing to go.

Check the thirst pic. I'm only here to give ****.

The epitome of undesirable megalomaniacal hit-it-and-quit-it,
I'm-only-in-it-for-the-**** type ****.

Not interested in a relationship.

When you say things like that, it has no effect.
I can't feel any of that.

We can wine and dine first, if you're a traditionalist.

Just setting the stage for the main event. Give it 'til she gets it so she can tell all her friends: best I've ever had. **** like you're poor with demons on your back. After curtain call, skip the bow and exit stage-left.
No fun 'til she comes.
Johnny Noiπ Jun 2018

reb·el
noun
noun: rebel; plural noun: rebels
ˈrebəl/
1.
a person who rises in opposition or armed
resistance against an established government or ruler.
"Tory rebels"
synonyms: revolutionary, insurgent, revolutionist, mutineer, insurrectionist, insurrectionary, guerrilla, terrorist, freedom fighter
"the rebels took control of the capital"
insurgent, revolutionary, mutinous,
          rebellious, insurrectionary,
insurrectionist, renegade
                  "rebel troops"
a person who resists                  [authority, control, or convention.]
synonyms: nonconformist, dissenter,   dissident, revolutionary,
              iconoclast, maverick; informal:  [bad boy]
"the concept                          of the artist as a rebel"
verb: rebel; 3rd person present: rebels; past tense:
rebelled; past participle: rebelled;
gerund or present                      participle: rebelling
reˈbəl/ 1. rise in opposition             or armed resistance
to an established                             government or ruler.
"the Earl of Pembroke (                 ) subsequently rebelled
                      against Henry III"
synonyms: (                   ) revolt, mutiny, riot, rise up,
take up arms, stage/mount a
                                                 rebellion, be insubordinate
"the citizens rebelled" (of a person)
                        resist  all   [authority,
control & convention.]
"respect did (                         )          not prevent the
                     children
                     from rebelling     against their parents"
synonyms: defy, disobey,               refuse to obey,
(                ) kick against, challenge,           oppose, resist, revolt
"teenagers       are always                 rebelling against their parents"
antonyms:                                   [obey...]
sh­ow or feel repugnance      for or resistance to something.
"as I came over      the hill my legs rebelled—I could walk
                     no further"
synonyms:                 recoil, show / feel repugnance;
revolution   "his stomach rebelled at the thought of food"
Origin: Middle English: from Old French rebelle (noun),
rebeller (verb),                         from Latin rebellis (used
originally with reference
      to a fresh declaration
of war by the defeated),                   based on bellum ‘war.’
Translate rebel to adjective:           1. rebel / 2. kryengritës
noun 1. rebel / 2. banor i shtetëve jugore
verb  1. ngre krye /              2.             rebelohem
con·form·ist
kənˈfôrməst/         noun
noun:                   .       .         conformist; plural noun:
conformists
1. a person who conforms        [to accepted behavior]
or established practices.
synonyms: traditionalist,   conservative,
stickler, formalist, die-hard,     reactionary;
informal:                         [stick-in-the-mud,
                        stuffed shirt], fascist
"he            was too                                much    
                     of a conformist
to wear anything                but a suit"
antonyms:                         eccentric,              
­      rebel
BRITISH                                 historical
a person who conforms to the practices
of the Church of England.
adjective: conformist
1. (of a person or activity) conforming
to accepted behavior or established practices;
conventional.

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