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I pray the Lord their souls to keep Make the days as short as sleep My kid, an Airman, the time is nigh Spread their wings and let them fly Save the world and protect our land In the air and on the sand Teach them skills and plant a seed To live an oath, the Airmans Creed In their blues, us parents grin Aim high, our Airmen, Fly, Fight, Win -Duane Townsend
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Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 11:34 AM UTC
Air Force BMT Prayer
(almost) 60: So what? It’s only   a lonely number, A digit,   A widget   A speck        At 60: Some are happy But some, alone   Without a home   Others widowed, Divorced   or forced   into Invisibility. We are who we are. Some poor, some rich,   some think it’s a *****   Black or white, gay or straight   love or hate.   Life is what we make it Growing older has its perks. There’s Social Security,   more maturity,   AARP. Medicare,   blue hair,   Sr. Discount @ McDonald’s Replace a hip.   Botox a lip.   The knee’s arthritic,   the stomach acidic.   Life is fragile, And just like that!   Snap!   It could be gone! Meandering down the road of life. Oblivious.   Lascivious.     A relationship, or two. Stopping for a beer,   having a career, driving with the top down. Then… SLAM…. brick wall ahead….SIXTY! Screech of brakes.   For God’s sake.   Sixty’s the new forty? ********   Deal with it.   Get your head on straight.   It was Pete Townsend who penned, “I hope I die before I am old.”   Truth be told?   Older makes wiser.   Wiser makes sense.   Truth to dispense,   and still a lot to learn, Growing old “gracefully" is an art in itself. From middle age   to Sage,   we step into our skin, and rejoice   our voice   is heard   I will be thankful! I’ll thank the Lord each day! For my three gorgeous girls,   the best friends in the world,   and a job that pays the bills. Wealth, My health To love myself At 60. Sixty is **** If I lived through the sixties, I can live through the 60’s. (maybe a **** or two would help though)
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Feb 14, 2010
Feb 14, 2010 at 7:18 PM UTC
I Lived Through the Sixties/I Can Live Through the 60's
(almost) 60: So what? It’s only   a lonely number, A digit,   A widget   A speck        At 60: Some are happy But some, alone   Without a home   Others widowed, Divorced   or forced   into Invisibility. We are who we are. Some poor, some rich,   some think it’s a *****   Black or white, gay or straight   love or hate.   Life is what we make it Growing older has its perks. There’s Social Security,   more maturity,   AARP. Medicare,   blue hair,   Sr. Discount @ McDonald’s Replace a hip.   Botox a lip.   The knee’s arthritic,   the stomach acidic.   Life is fragile, And just like that!   Snap!   It could be gone! Meandering down the road of life. Oblivious.   Lascivious.     A relationship, or two. Stopping for a beer,   having a career, driving with the top down. Then… SLAM…. brick wall ahead….SIXTY! Screech of brakes.   For God’s sake.   Sixty’s the new forty? ********   Deal with it.   Get your head on straight.   It was Pete Townsend who penned, “I hope I die before I am old.”   Truth be told?   Older makes wiser.   Wiser makes sense.   Truth to dispense,   and still a lot to learn, Growing old “gracefully" is an art in itself. From middle age   to Sage,   we step into our skin, and rejoice   our voice   is heard   I will be thankful! I’ll thank the Lord each day! For my three gorgeous girls,   the best friends in the world,   and a job that pays the bills. Wealth, My health To love myself At 60. Sixty is **** If I lived through the sixties, I can live through the 60’s. (maybe a **** or two would help though)
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If I could pick the menu, I'd choose a tasty appetizer of Hendrix pituitary, & a huge salad covered with Joplin cortex. Plant's gray matter for the main course, sides of Jaggar & Morrison stems, along with a bottle of Springsteen spinal fluid. I'd definitely have to order an ample sweet-portion of Daltrey thalamus & sprinkle it with some Cobain lobes. A shot of John's cranium with a nightcap of Townsend cerebellum would surely hit the spot.
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Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 10:10 PM UTC
Zombie Rocker
I'm going to be reading Saturday, first reading in exactly four months. I would like you guys to help me pick what to read: send me your 3 favorite titles (a link or description if untitled). I will read the most poular, if not the two most popular (but not the one about my algebra class or dreams, if you like a section of either of those, send me the section number). And if you live close to Port Townsend, Washington and would like to hear me read, it's from 6-7 pm at Pippa's Real Tea, downtown Port Townsend. There are two other scheduled readers, both are pretty amazing, and then a half hour open mic.
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Apr 4, 2013
Apr 4, 2013 at 1:41 AM UTC
Untitled
Dylan Klebold (17)... Senior.... September 11, 1981- April 20, 1999 Eric Harris (18)... Senior.... April 9, 1981- April 20, 1999 Cassie Bernall (17)... Senior.... November 6, 1981- April 20, 1999 Lauren Townsend (18)... Senior.... January 17, 1981- April 20, 1999 Rachel Scott (17)... Senior.... August 5, 1981- April 20, 1999 Corey DePooter (17)... Senior.... March 3, 1982- April 20, 1999 Daniel Mauser (15)... Sophy.... June 25, 1983- April 20 1999 Daniel Rhohrbough (15)... Sophy.... March 2, 1984- April 20, 1999 Dave Sanders (47)... Old **** October 22, 1951- April 20, 1999 Kelly Fleming (16)... Junior.... January 6, 1983- April 20, 1999 Steve Curnow (14)... Freshmeat.... August 28, 1984- April 20, 1999 Matt Kechter (16)...Sophy.... February 19, 1983- April 20, 1999 Isaiah Shoels (18)... Senior.... August 4, 1980- April 20, 1999 John Tomlin (16)... Junior.... September 1, 1982- April 20, 1999 Kyle Velasquez (16)... Junior....May 5, 1982- April 20, 1999
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Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 8:28 AM UTC
Victims.
MY LIGHTBULB MOMENT (Spiritual Awakening) BY KRISTIE TOWNSEND 5 July 2012 at 21:38 MY LIGHTBULB MOMENT BY KRISTIE TOWNSEND Be careful what you wish for for one day it may come true I used to jest about my wishes in a time before I discovered, just what Magick can do Karma, I didn't really think that much of and I'd never even heard of 'The Threefold Law' didn't pay any attention to spirits and I'd never considered that I may have been here before! What the heck's 'The Wiccan Rede"? Is it something I want or need??!! So what if I should harm someone Has this not before, to me, been done?? Why would anyone believe in what can't be touched nor seen? In Perfect Love? And In Perfect Trust?? What's That supposed to mean?? And why should I read some poetry Written by a woman called Doreen?? Then In my light bulb moment, as quick as a flash! I thought 'Now I see what the fuss is all about' and at that very second, for Magick I fell hard and fast! Saddened for a minute, thinking of what Joy so far I'd lived with out! My only regret is that I didn't discover sooner, universal energy, I should have walked this path long before now For Magick and its power, have opened my eyes - OH and How??!! WOW Some people think I'm weird, Others think i'm mad I came out of my spiritual broom closet and for that I'm so very glad! I'm looking forward to my future with wide and enthusiastic eyes long gone are empty days all alone no more sleepless nights, filled with self-pitying cries I'm the happiest that I have ever been Thanks to energies that remain untouched, unseen IN PERFECT LOVE & IN PERFECT TRUST I will follow My Destiny, My Heart, My Dreams - I MUST! by Kristie Townsend 12.11.08
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Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 2:56 PM UTC
MY LIGHT BULB MOMENT
MY LIGHTBULB MOMENT (Spiritual Awakening) BY KRISTIE TOWNSEND 5 July 2012 at 21:38 MY LIGHTBULB MOMENT BY KRISTIE TOWNSEND Be careful what you wish for for one day it may come true I used to jest about my wishes in a time before I discovered, just what Magick can do Karma, I didn't really think that much of and I'd never even heard of 'The Threefold Law' didn't pay any attention to spirits and I'd never considered that I may have been here before! What the heck's 'The Wiccan Rede"? Is it something I want or need??!! So what if I should harm someone Has this not before, to me, been done?? Why would anyone believe in what can't be touched nor seen? In Perfect Love? And In Perfect Trust?? What's That supposed to mean?? And why should I read some poetry Written by a woman called Doreen?? Then In my light bulb moment, as quick as a flash! I thought 'Now I see what the fuss is all about' and at that very second, for Magick I fell hard and fast! Saddened for a minute, thinking of what Joy so far I'd lived with out! My only regret is that I didn't discover sooner, universal energy, I should have walked this path long before now For Magick and its power, have opened my eyes - OH and How??!! WOW Some people think I'm weird, Others think i'm mad I came out of my spiritual broom closet and for that I'm so very glad! I'm looking forward to my future with wide and enthusiastic eyes long gone are empty days all alone no more sleepless nights, filled with self-pitying cries I'm the happiest that I have ever been Thanks to energies that remain untouched, unseen IN PERFECT LOVE & IN PERFECT TRUST I will follow My Destiny, My Heart, My Dreams - I MUST! by Kristie Townsend 12.11.08
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Percentage of selfies on Instagram: 42 Estimated number of days until returning home to Seattle: 479 Portion of dreams that are actually nightmares from working at Mama’s Pizza: 2/3 Total value of Urban Outfitters clothes, accessories, decorations: $786.54 Likelihood of starting anything on Monday: 1/7 Decibels of hearing I've lost at birth: 62 In addition to 2.5 billion beats in a lifetime, when I see a sunset my heart roars: 1,000,000 Total years spent in hell (aka Texass): 16 Probability of rolling my eyes when I read a cliché: 1/1 Swipes of Chapstick per day: 53 Level of urgency to *** after holding it in a car outside of El Paso for two hours: 17/10 Accumulation of hearing aid batteries used in one year: 124 Time I stay awake to if I had coffee the afternoon before: 4 am Projected cost of 10:23 pm Friday dinners of Peking’s daily special in one month: $40.33 Average number of minutes I spend angrily live tweeting about stupid Disney movies: 67/123 Date of which I made a promise that I'm still keeping, but she broke hers: January 2, 2010
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Feb 19, 2016
Feb 19, 2016 at 1:03 AM UTC
Townsend's Index
D.N.A RESULTS by Kristie Townsend (23.07.07) patiently I wait for the pain to stop for blackness to overwhelm my fractious senses for death to soothe my destroyed emotions for eternal silence to end my indifferent pretenses but even drug induced comas or the gift of life, twice leaving my children, or those whom proclaim to care are enough of an incentive for me to wish to remain here I lost my daddy, Eric, Mr T I betrayed myself, I fell apart I believed the DNA results would set me free instead they broke my fragile heart But the universe and life unfolds as indeed it should although not always as I would like or desire and one day, when I look back Im sure Ill be glad that It wasnt my time to expire
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Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 5:53 PM UTC
DNA RESULTS
24.07.07 - by Kristie Townsend 3 October 2009 at 17:36 In a darkened pit a space in which I seem to fit despair, fear, my escorts here and paranoia chased hard at my rear been given a label a title, of which I am quite able to stick upon my frowning forehead whilst still wishing I was dead suicidial emotions irrational words spoken secret ritual, daily self harm like starvation and cutting my arm plaster on that fake grin take it all on my chin never to surrender, never to give in for I am merely another child borne of sin
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Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 9:13 PM UTC
As yet untitled
where is the cadence moving? is it towards jesus christ? is it towards a shining ***** is it foreword? how does anything happen linear? how does anything happen spherical? remember that time when devin townsend masturbated me with his guitar pick? i'll tell you about this plum: when albert hofmann gave me the gift seven lifetimes ago, he created a radioactive island. it needs no aid, it sees no faces, it survives auto trophically on moldavite &moonbeams;.
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Sep 16, 2013
Sep 16, 2013 at 8:05 PM UTC
come back to a good path, how's that apple?
In last November 2015 a friend of mine named Bridget died and Her partner sadly misses her And on August 12 2016 Bridget Was reincarnated as Michael Townsend son of Alice and brother of Toby Townsend You see it is my work as Cronus to bring Bridget back into the world as Michael Townsend And another mate of mine that died last year was Steve Grigor And September 6th 2016 Steve Grigor was reincarnated as Ethan felix Vaughan You see as soon as Steve died Bridget took him by the hand and they shared many a methane smoothie together So their bodies can improve the quality of their life and now Bridget's mother is Alice and Steve is son of Tamara and Henry Here is a welcome to earth song to Bridget and steve's soul Welcome welcome welcome You drink your methane and you have a lot of fun And now you have been reincarnated into your new life Death isn't the end It is a new beginning So let's party with Michael and Ethan
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Sep 12, 2016
Sep 12, 2016 at 9:29 AM UTC
reincarnation rebirth, cool, man
my room smells like stale cigarettes a bunch of wilted flowers on my bedside and so i lay them over your grave in the cemetery where my thoughts go to die the lazy afternoon ***** with jim morrison and pete townsend watching us from the walls jars of ***** collecting in my closet because im still throwing up the milk i ****** from you when i was still a child and you were a man when you took your coffee black and mine was almost white in comparison
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Jan 29, 2011
Jan 29, 2011 at 2:09 PM UTC
untitled
Isn't it easy to write during these times, And difficult to write on these times, Without ripping off figurative comparisons. I want to use wasteland But I'd be the one compared, And that won't work. That's not my intent. Besides, Townsend and T.S. worked it. There are the platinum choices Like Satan, Lucifer, or Legionnaire. But Milton has his scent all over these, And the Bible invented them. Those times. These times. Apocalypse, or any version thereof, Would surely bring Brando to mind, And Kurtz's heart of darkness. There are inspiring descriptors like, Cataclysm, devastation and destruction. Well-represented in cinema Since Birth of a Nation. Now there's irony. As much as Holocaust would be perfect to plagiarize, I, nor anyone else, should ever attempt, (And it would be a vain glory attempt at best) To use this singular word In an analogy for anything, ever again. Ever! Unless absolutely necessary. Unless someone we know gets stupid. Then more stupid. Then stupider. Then most stupid. And finally, Not with a whimper, but a bang. I falter. Not exactly plagiarism is it? Shouldn't be repeated either.
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Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 10:44 AM UTC
I'm Not a Willing Plagiarist
The Final Goodbye - Written By Kristie Townsend 5 July 2012 at 21:27 ITS TIME This is it The end of the line I knew that the day would eventually come When I got that call, it was time The Can of Worms opened The fear, The pain - and all other unexpected emotions provoked On the stench of death I nearly choked Who do I now share with? Who will hear my grief? How will I ever heal? on my own again Is my belief I will see you in The Summerland I will say Goodbye for now, Hold you tight Share with you precious final moments no matter who argues, whatever the fight My regrets are plenty my memories few but at least I can say that I do have some with you This is my final line to you My chance to lay to rest the past I feel grief, sad and blue and also as though I always came last by Kristie Townsend (04.04.07) Written in memory of My maternal Grandma, Kath Ledwith who passed away the day before. She suffered a very long, painful, agonising passing, May Her Un-tamed and Unconventional spirit now be at peace, free to roam, free from pain, free from the many hardships she encountered on the earthly plane. May the Goddess Love and Guide you Nana. Love you *** (P.S. I miss your Trifles!)
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Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 2:54 PM UTC
The final goodbye
For long enough I stood there waiting The consequences for us dating But as you know I’d wait forever Your love is my whole life’s endeavor Do you remember when we met? A moment I cannot forget You drew me in with charm and sweetness Surely how one should impress I called you and we met at Cly’s All dressed in white from head to thighs And there you kissed me on my lips I touched you with my finger tips We walked back over to my dorm Took over Townsend like a storm Then I woke up, sun shone brightly I kissed and tickled you so lightly And saw that gorgeous smile gleam I wondered what it all could mean Maybe, that you were the one? Our journey had only just begun But then, from nowhere, stroke of fate I asked you, “Barndance, be my date?” You answered back, to my displeasure “Him and I, we’re back together” Crushed, disheartened, thoughts unclear Body shifting rage in gear We can only be good friends? I guess it’s where the story ends Except it can’t, my heart’s the same I’ll keep on playing your sick game Cause I will wait, I’ll wait for you ‘Til once again this dream comes true I’ll take your body close to mine Kiss you sweetly all the time Passions wild, senses numbed I’ll pray that morning never comes But when the sun should slowly rise I’ll gaze into your hazel eyes And if I stare for long enough? Your eyes will open, full of love.
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Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 6:21 PM UTC
66 Library
Religious stand offs, the prophecy foretold. The holy war that only the bible could have known. Blacks and whites could fight for days and nights. Mainstream media makes the battle go, ignite. Pandemics spread with haste, we know there's no controller, the final form takes place, a demon named Ebola. You know that famous saying That money is the root, And all that I keep saying is that there's no substitute, for evil. One part materialistic with two parts ballistics, a society insane with seven heads that are twisted. I've got words and melodies that are beautiful like Pete Townsend's. But when I'm angry at the world my power level's over nine thousand! It takes a lot of devastation to learn a little appreciation. Mother nature's in control, under God, one nation. The sun will rise tomorrow if we make the right choices. Stop listening to what's trending and start listening to your inner voices. There's beauty in the world, with a lot of negative spaces. Find some one who's less fortunate than you and try to trade places. The dirt, the trees, and the water is important. It's the material things in our lives that we need to forfeit. We can wait for all of time but time waits for no man. Live your life to the fullest, your only one man son you cant dodge bullets. It could all be gone in the blink of and eye, wake up with gray and see how time flies. The hate has to stop. The listening needs to start. Stop getting offended with every jab to the heart. I am no one, small wisdom that don't compare. Learn from everyone, even those that don't care. Dark to light is how this story is told. The human race has reached a crossroad, which way will we go? Years from now will we sing the Star Spangled Banner, or will we all live in the War Strangled Manner.   By Matt Drake
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Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 3:20 AM UTC
The War Strangled Manner
Religious stand offs, the prophecy foretold. The holy war that only the bible could have known. Blacks and whites could fight for days and nights. Mainstream media makes the battle go, ignite. Pandemics spread with haste, we know there's no controller, the final form takes place, a demon named Ebola. You know that famous saying That money is the root, And all that I keep saying is that there's no substitute, for evil. One part materialistic with two parts ballistics, a society insane with seven heads that are twisted. I've got words and melodies that are beautiful like Pete Townsend's. But when I'm angry at the world my power level's over nine thousand! It takes a lot of devastation to learn a little appreciation. Mother nature's in control, under God, one nation. The sun will rise tomorrow if we make the right choices. Stop listening to what's trending and start listening to your inner voices. There's beauty in the world, with a lot of negative spaces. Find some one who's less fortunate than you and try to trade places. The dirt, the trees, and the water is important. It's the material things in our lives that we need to forfeit. We can wait for all of time but time waits for no man. Live your life to the fullest, your only one man son you cant dodge bullets. It could all be gone in the blink of and eye, wake up with gray and see how time flies. The hate has to stop. The listening needs to start. Stop getting offended with every jab to the heart. I am no one, small wisdom that don't compare. Learn from everyone, even those that don't care. Dark to light is how this story is told. The human race has reached a crossroad, which way will we go? Years from now will we sing the Star Spangled Banner, or will we all live in the War Strangled Manner.   By Matt Drake
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A Child full of wonder comes home And hangs her coat on a peg She hangs her backpack Her scarf and her mittens on a string the new friends she made the smell of a spring and freshly baked biscuits And the sound of Mrs Townsend taking the register She puts her headband on the peg, with her name painted on it in silver And her jumper with her name sewn inside The whirr of the acorn computer and the flash of coloured pencils The shyness and worry about not fitting in The wish to be seen but not be the centre of attention The worry about nightmares coming true The realisation that everything just like the day has to come to an end I will always love you She longed for a skipping rope She ties the rope securely around the peg How sturdy with all this weight She stares at the peg proudly She thought about her day and her hopes and her worries and thought about how heavy they can sometimes feel So she knows this peg is doing a great job At taking the load
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Feb 24, 2021
Feb 24, 2021 at 5:00 AM UTC
The Peg
Love causes confusion, written by Kristie Townsend (09.04.07) 6 July 2012 at 00:15 LOVE CAUSES CONFUSION.......... I CAN'T SLEEP TONIGHT, BECAUSE YOUR NOT HERE YOU HAVE A HOME, A LIFE OF YOUR OWN WITHOUT STRONG ARMS TO PULL ME NEAR I FEEL ABANDONED & AFRAID, CONSUMED BY FEAR "I'LL RETURN SOON, HONEST" THATS WHAT YOU SAID YOU'D DO "TRUST AND BELIEVE IN ME, BABE" AND I HALF-HEARTEDLY TRIED, HONEST, ITS TRUE! MY SENSES STIR AND MY SOUL AWAKENS EVERYTIME YOU WALK IN THE ROOM MY DEFENCES ARE DOWN, MY FOUNDATIONS SHAKEN AS I BEG YOU "PLEASE, COME TO ME SOON" A PHYSICAL PAIN, THAT IS WHAT I FEEL WHEN YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE MY ADDICTION AND DEPENDANCY ARE REAL "OUR LOVE" BEING JEPODISED BY "MY FEAR" "OLD DESTRUCTIVE HABITS DIE HARD" SAY THE CONSTANT VOICES IN MY HEAD THEY LEAVE MY EMOTIONS, MY HEART SCARRED & LONELINESS IS ALLEVIATED BY ANALYSING ALL THAT YOU SAID. I TRUELY HAVE NEVER GIVEN MYSELF TO ANOTHER, AS I DO TO YOU SOUL MATES, BEST FRIENDS, LOVERS I REALLY WANT TO SEE THIS THROUGH I BELIEVE THAT YOU DESERVE BETTER, I CAN NEVER BE ENOUGH FOR YOU I WOULD WRITE YOU A "DEAR JOHN" LETTER BUT I CANNOT, FOR IT SIMPLY WOULD NOT BE TRUE I AM A FOUNTAIN OF SOPPY SENTIMENT WHEN I THINK OF OR SEE YOU PREVIOUSLY FULL OF RESENTMENT NOW I'M FILLED WITH SELF DOUBT & WHO YOU MAY ***** I HOPE THAT YOU ARE A BIG BRAVE LION COS I'M SCARED ENOUGH FOR TWO I PRAY YOU'RE MADE OF STRONGER STUFF THAN I AM FOR I FEEL WEAK, HELPLESS & ALL ASKEW THE CONFLICTING SWIRL OF EMOTIONS I HAVE DEEP WITHIN MY CORE ARE MOST LIKELY TO CAUSE A COMMOTION IF I SHOULD DARE TO DREAM OF MORE I PRAY DAILY THAT WE STAY TOGETHER IF NOT FOR A YEAR OR MORE HOWEVER MY CYNICISM KNOWS BETTER MY PREVIOUS EXPERIENCES PREDICT THE FINAL SCORE I MEAN IT WHEN I TELL YOU THIS, FOR WORDS ARE ALL THAT I HAVE, YOU GET THE JIST? I THINK THAT I'M FALLING IN LUST WITH YOU AND NO I'M NOT TAKING THE **** I THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE GIVEN ME WHICH IS A LOT, MORE THAN I KNOW I LOVE, HONOUR, RESPECT & CHERISH YOU WELL AT LEAST UNTIL THE DAY YOU GO!
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Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 2:51 PM UTC
LOVE CAUSES CONFUSION
Love causes confusion, written by Kristie Townsend (09.04.07) 6 July 2012 at 00:15 LOVE CAUSES CONFUSION.......... I CAN'T SLEEP TONIGHT, BECAUSE YOUR NOT HERE YOU HAVE A HOME, A LIFE OF YOUR OWN WITHOUT STRONG ARMS TO PULL ME NEAR I FEEL ABANDONED & AFRAID, CONSUMED BY FEAR "I'LL RETURN SOON, HONEST" THATS WHAT YOU SAID YOU'D DO "TRUST AND BELIEVE IN ME, BABE" AND I HALF-HEARTEDLY TRIED, HONEST, ITS TRUE! MY SENSES STIR AND MY SOUL AWAKENS EVERYTIME YOU WALK IN THE ROOM MY DEFENCES ARE DOWN, MY FOUNDATIONS SHAKEN AS I BEG YOU "PLEASE, COME TO ME SOON" A PHYSICAL PAIN, THAT IS WHAT I FEEL WHEN YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE MY ADDICTION AND DEPENDANCY ARE REAL "OUR LOVE" BEING JEPODISED BY "MY FEAR" "OLD DESTRUCTIVE HABITS DIE HARD" SAY THE CONSTANT VOICES IN MY HEAD THEY LEAVE MY EMOTIONS, MY HEART SCARRED & LONELINESS IS ALLEVIATED BY ANALYSING ALL THAT YOU SAID. I TRUELY HAVE NEVER GIVEN MYSELF TO ANOTHER, AS I DO TO YOU SOUL MATES, BEST FRIENDS, LOVERS I REALLY WANT TO SEE THIS THROUGH I BELIEVE THAT YOU DESERVE BETTER, I CAN NEVER BE ENOUGH FOR YOU I WOULD WRITE YOU A "DEAR JOHN" LETTER BUT I CANNOT, FOR IT SIMPLY WOULD NOT BE TRUE I AM A FOUNTAIN OF SOPPY SENTIMENT WHEN I THINK OF OR SEE YOU PREVIOUSLY FULL OF RESENTMENT NOW I'M FILLED WITH SELF DOUBT & WHO YOU MAY ***** I HOPE THAT YOU ARE A BIG BRAVE LION COS I'M SCARED ENOUGH FOR TWO I PRAY YOU'RE MADE OF STRONGER STUFF THAN I AM FOR I FEEL WEAK, HELPLESS & ALL ASKEW THE CONFLICTING SWIRL OF EMOTIONS I HAVE DEEP WITHIN MY CORE ARE MOST LIKELY TO CAUSE A COMMOTION IF I SHOULD DARE TO DREAM OF MORE I PRAY DAILY THAT WE STAY TOGETHER IF NOT FOR A YEAR OR MORE HOWEVER MY CYNICISM KNOWS BETTER MY PREVIOUS EXPERIENCES PREDICT THE FINAL SCORE I MEAN IT WHEN I TELL YOU THIS, FOR WORDS ARE ALL THAT I HAVE, YOU GET THE JIST? I THINK THAT I'M FALLING IN LUST WITH YOU AND NO I'M NOT TAKING THE **** I THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE GIVEN ME WHICH IS A LOT, MORE THAN I KNOW I LOVE, HONOUR, RESPECT & CHERISH YOU WELL AT LEAST UNTIL THE DAY YOU GO!
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FOR MY FRIEND.........By kristie Townsend 31.10.09 31 October 2009 at 22:06 I have a friend my love for her, has no end through all of the good stuff, and some times that are bad she proves to me, that she is the bestest friend that I ever had through all the laughter, and and all the tears through the passing of the seasons, and of the years we share with each other all of our hopes, dreams and fears United, together we confront adversity if it nears Through thick and through thin at times when we lose and the triumphs that we win my friend has been my constant companion, she is strong at my side She provides all of the tissues, to mop up the tears that I've cried Petty squabbles and arguements are only a temporary divide all feelings of anger and annoyance are quick to subside this poem is for you, my way of saying THANKS this poem is for my mate ...............................??? you fill in the blanks!!
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Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 4:46 PM UTC
FOR MY FRIEND
Sometimes in the Devil's hour, when your form is next to mine, I can feel, can hear your body pulsing, twitching, speaking with the world I'm never sure if I should let it talk, release its stories to the night, or if I should brush you with my fingers and pull you back into existence next to me.
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Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:25 PM UTC
Port Townsend
Escape Plan (by Kristie Ledwith Townsend) 17 May 2012 at 06:39 I feel no pain,as I slice myself again all I feel is numb, dumb, brains gone disgust and loathing at myself, shame not a chance of laughter, long gone, my fun. when was the last time I laughed? really giggled? until I could no longer catch my breathe? when did I last let loose? Carefree? when was my sarcasim, last at its best? dreft? I look at myself in the mirror, what do I see? who is that? eyes dead? lifeless, staring back at me? when hollow, insincere words escape empty shell I pray that today, I finally leave this life, my self imposed hell. I've planned it now, my final goodbye down to the very last letter, not even a half arsed try yes I am thinking of my children, yes I am thinking of you You'd be better off without me, without the damage you know I'd do please do not save me, not this time I want to meet my maker, I want to converse with the divine I no longer wish to merely exsist, not on this earthly plane No more shame, nor blame, not in this 'Townsend' name I am being selfless, not selfish, please ,please see I am thinking of us all, and not just pathetic ole me Please don't mourn for something filled with age old scourn For I will be glad, to no longer be , an involuntary Pawn. I shall smile at the gates of heaven if indeed that is my intended destination pain gone, carefree, just me finally I can be the spirit I've always wanted to be if you think me selfish, if you think me bad save that energy for something more productive for someone who'll be glad you had for that is a wasted emotion on me, I am not sad, for at last feeling free, How I always wanted to be....... Just me.......Kristie
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Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 3:04 PM UTC
escape Plan
Escape Plan (by Kristie Ledwith Townsend) 17 May 2012 at 06:39 I feel no pain,as I slice myself again all I feel is numb, dumb, brains gone disgust and loathing at myself, shame not a chance of laughter, long gone, my fun. when was the last time I laughed? really giggled? until I could no longer catch my breathe? when did I last let loose? Carefree? when was my sarcasim, last at its best? dreft? I look at myself in the mirror, what do I see? who is that? eyes dead? lifeless, staring back at me? when hollow, insincere words escape empty shell I pray that today, I finally leave this life, my self imposed hell. I've planned it now, my final goodbye down to the very last letter, not even a half arsed try yes I am thinking of my children, yes I am thinking of you You'd be better off without me, without the damage you know I'd do please do not save me, not this time I want to meet my maker, I want to converse with the divine I no longer wish to merely exsist, not on this earthly plane No more shame, nor blame, not in this 'Townsend' name I am being selfless, not selfish, please ,please see I am thinking of us all, and not just pathetic ole me Please don't mourn for something filled with age old scourn For I will be glad, to no longer be , an involuntary Pawn. I shall smile at the gates of heaven if indeed that is my intended destination pain gone, carefree, just me finally I can be the spirit I've always wanted to be if you think me selfish, if you think me bad save that energy for something more productive for someone who'll be glad you had for that is a wasted emotion on me, I am not sad, for at last feeling free, How I always wanted to be....... Just me.......Kristie
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Townsend and Daltry are the ones putting me in a trance tonight, Sending me to a time of excess and glory, To reflect on a personal fight, A battle against one's own mind, One that will undoubtely be gory. The first two minutes are void of voice, The mixture of keyboard, synth and guitar too pure, To me it seems like the perfect choice, To express the feelings of one's own self-destruction, As something without a cure. False fronts are raised, A gilded shell to all those to see, To cover the corrupted and depraved, To hide away guilt and shame, Buried deep down, Then Townsend lets it rip. Its all just a great misdirection, The perfect lie to distract and deceive, Smoke and mirrors to lead you away from the lows achieved, All in the name of dark recreation. Inhaling, The unfiltered cigarette' s tip glows bright, Adrenaline is released and insulin is suppressed, Yet the words continue yet. A certain brand of funk pours from the speakers, Setting the air alight with 80's vibe. They call to you now, The addiction and excess, For you've tasted from the apple, And now the hooks have sunk in. But rip through the straps you must, Put on a smile for all to see, You mustn't show weakness now, For all the others must see you as free. The guitar is haunting, The drumming sublime, The bass setting an ominous tone for this tune, Like Damocles's sword set above your head, The slightest slip will cause everything to be hewn.
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Mar 26, 2018
Mar 26, 2018 at 1:15 AM UTC
False Front
Eyes closed, Fillings a'quivering, As the dull background roar of the wind tearing by. Eddie Vedder belting out the works of Etwistle, Townsend, Daltrey, Jones, and Moon. Smoke exiting the windows as both my Father and I smoke. Both laughing at the schadenfreude, Seeing a traffic jam forming the other way, Stretching out for 8 miles ahead, With miles of more traffic to soon add on. It's a shared humor at old jokes, Shared a thousand times, Like when we went hunting all those years ago. I suppose it is nearing the time, When my own path veers me so far away, From the once small town I had grown, Before I am to travel west, In search of fufilling my purpose, In service of the community as a whole. The sun slowly setting, As we reach the outskirts of Cincinnati, The sky blue to flaring orange, Lone clouds like embers being flung off the sun.
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Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 8:10 PM UTC
Autumn's Birth
the tattoos they got in love and in anger have turned to cartoons not warnings of danger Pete Townsend was singing about my generation who are now on Zimmer frames and hormone replacement the kids were alright in the cafés downtown where the little blue pills went around and around now mellowed stagnated judgemental outdated by the new youth culture that’s moving and shaking jumping on bandwagons and acting like tarts they’re all ******* green with no purple hearts but the culture it ended the scooters all scrapped and none of them realised that The Who they just rocked
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Apr 6, 2020
Apr 6, 2020 at 4:33 AM UTC
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