"thts" poems
Whats there to loose when ive lost it all
Its not the same anymore everything is about to fall
No one hears me cry im hurting deep inside
The only thing thts helping me cope is this wonderful dope
The feeling of being numb just calms me dwn actin dumb
No one cant replace her ima love her forever
Im just sick of being mistreated
Im constantly hurting
Its not good but i got a couple of grudges im still holding
Is this how im suppose to live my life
I fall asleep with tears in my eyes
I hate having withdrawals its a constant reminder im still alive ..?
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 9:14 PM UTC
Popularity
This is something tht I didn't have to have
I guess u can say I'm a victim of my swag
And whts tht u ask well thts my personality
The qualities and characteristics tht makes me
Anywhere I go I leave w/ at least one friend
Humor w/ a little sarcasm who can contend
The key to this is to stay ahead of the next man
See things happen before they happen w/o pretend
Which means u have to keep it real
Be ready for wht ever but still remain chill
Add all these factors up and thts not even a quarter of me
Even tho I'm giving u the blueprint equaling me is something u will never be
You see people wait to see wht I'm going to wear
Which makes it hard not to notice when people stare
But I don't care cause I give people inspiration
The females sweating me w/o the perspiration
And it's amazing how some women hang on ur every word
No matter how rude, obnoxious or absurd U will still be heard
I mean in all actuality a **** is wht they want
Y'all embrace them inconsiderate ******* types ladies don't front
But on the inside to project this persona brings about alot of pressure
With ur preconceived notion of who I am w/me left to measure
So u can actually say tht I'm being me for you
Even though u believe all my qualities to be unique and true
Because to be honest u put me before you
In an attempt to negate your own low self esteem
Whether it be an acquaintance or a small association You make it bigger than it seems
Placing me in undeserved high regards
Feeling tht I possess the best hand when you hold the trump card
You see this is just a brief look at the other side of the fence
And even though it may be hard for me to convince
It because of ur interest tht my popularity exist
By: @mr_p3rs0nality
Nov 30, 2010
Nov 30, 2010 at 5:02 PM UTC
gussa hai kya ..
Gussa nahi hoon
Tujh mein change dekhkar shocked hoon
Mujhe m change !!
Towards you ??
Heartbeat slow ** gyi ekdum padh ke
Exactly how ??
Slow nahi honi chahiye
U have more friends now
Time gets divided :) it's okay
I m used to it by now
N don't worry about me changing towards you as that will never happen .. :)
Goodnight dodo
Too busy to reply ??
I cant rply now .. Sorry
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I really have noting to say and I'm completely agree with you that time divides and which is not on purpose not at all .. It was just a flow through my phase..
When you told me about this I really get break down .. Shivering .. Went out to puke .. I don't know whats happing that time bcz the way you said it, realizing my mistake and it really feels me that I hurt you so badly ..
But its not like that i have new friends and I forget you .. No .. Thts my bad .. And the people out there means nothing to me .. They don't know whats my dreams are .. They don't know how much I respect for my Maa .. They don't know how badly i miss my brother and father .. They don't know that I'm losing a frined like raj .. And now not you ..
And I don't know you remmbr or not that i promised you that i'll never change for you ..
I'm still on my words .. I'm not .. Not at all
I don't know how to apologize .. But please forgive me for this .. I still have no where else to go ..
Manks u r 100% forgiven
U are like sana to me
Will never leave ur side .. I am glad u have friends .. U have had them for long .. But there is some change in ur attitude .. That pinched me ... Ll never leave ur side .. Don't puke .. Don't feel weak .. Cz m always there to strengthen you
Goodnight dodo
Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 7:01 PM UTC
About 2 watch a m0vie
I'll b seeing it Through my eyes
I hope its ur face I find
Its been so long
Since I felt ths way
Dnt knw wht 2 say
Thrs no sense of direction
No commitment
Nothing tht wud make me run away
Not once did u judge me
On how I am
Nor hav u tried 2 change me
U r fine with wh0 I am!
U knw I can not love u
N0t tht I dnt want 2
But nxt 2 me u stand
Ur da only 1 thts different
Da way u stood tall 4 me
And defended me
No1 has eva done tht 4 me!
I knw ths 4 a fact
U & I will walk 2getha
Quite a distance
I'll be seeing you in my movie
I'll be waiting at da bar
Thr I will thank you
4 being da best I'v had s0 far
Nov 3, 2010
Nov 3, 2010 at 2:00 PM UTC
Infatuation
I've notice u b4 walking my way
With Plenty attempts 4 me to say hey
But my reluctance always seems to let u get away
Who r u really -it's a mystery to me
Ur Beauty and gracefulness is all I c
I often look in the mirror to practice my conversation
U know a brief introduction a bit of charm and a little persuasion
Wht Eva the occasion ur always dress the part
I know a women like u have broken many hearts
Where do I start when I do get ur attention
Should I voie my good qualities or share my intentions
And that is only to insure u be treated like the goddess u r
Do I have to possess a significant income jewelry or a fancy car
Well thts just something u would have to c for urself
Come b a part of this voyage me & u no one else
****** Cupid ur a muthafucka got me all tangled in my emotions sounding like a sucka
But *** it I can't keep this feeling inside
Got to lay it all out on the table -I got nothing hide
Wht qualities make u boo -is my question to u
I mean who r u really and wht r u into
It's like a riddle w/no answers a mystery w/no clue
And at the end of the day I'm gonna be me and ur gonna be you
But all this information I just keep inside
And it is because of tht reason why I write this scribe
To gain ur attention I have had many occasions
But when ur near it's like my mind go on vacation
So with tht being said u keep me in amazement
And until I build up my courage just consider this an INFATUATION
By: @mr_p3rs0nality
Nov 22, 2010
Nov 22, 2010 at 2:23 AM UTC
There is anger in these thoughts teens r treated like kids but expected to act like adults ***** its not my fault this is ******** having me cleaning up like im a maid's kit but its the same punishment my 18 year old brother gets so am i 18 is all tht maturity supposed to hit i guess since im letting my anger out here and not in a fit cleaning the bathroom washing the floor i hope thts cps knocking on the door you dont trust me on the streets but expect me to hear my alarm when im sleep putting my education at risk all my teachers r goin to be pist but i hve to get bck to being cinderella and cleaning this **** i first thought it was a joke but im not taking the risk
Apr 11, 2014
Apr 11, 2014 at 11:40 PM UTC
Sometime i cry, cry because im in this long confusing process of trying to figure out who i am and what i wanna do with my life.
I cry because im constantly putting myself down
I cry because my mom does it ten times more than me
I cry because i feel like im not good enough for anyone
i cry because i just wantt to be the reason for my moms smile even though shes the reason for my tears.
I cry because ive beeen obsessed with popularity, and being accepted because i some how feel it will substitute for the love i dont get from my mom
I cry because i want to come home once in my life and be welcomed with a hug and kiss
I cry because i swear no one understands
I cry because i try to be stong, but i feel so weak, ugly, worthless bcuz thts what im told on a daily basis by the one who gave me life.
I cry because i feel so broken and empty inside.
I cry because i try to comfort myself; i say 'things could be worse' but i only cry more because the thought of someone going through something worse than what i am breaks my heart. i just wish i could take away everyone's pain. tell everyone their beautiful in their own way and to never let anyone tell them different. tell them what I need to hear,
I cry, I cry for those people...
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 12:12 PM UTC
My women:
As I lay here and stare at the ceiling
I can't help but to get this feelin
To display some sort of affection
To the mirror image of perfection
That lay beside me tht I call my queen
Queen u might ask ?
Well that cuz she deserve it!
I mean she endured it better yet ignored it
Frivolous mind games and ********
I tried to pull off
And to wht cost when all tht was lost was the trust she had built up from a foundation
When there was no wrong answer to the (U + ME = "US") equation
Then there was the separation
where we both flirted w/different temptations
Moving aimlessly w/o a particular path
Actions not adding up even when using the simplest math
U see cuz we added selfishness and stubbornness
Then subtracted the forgiveness
Multiplied by the bitterness
Which left us divided due to the pettiness
Well when all thts factored out wht will be the solution
Could this relationship be restored or is tht just an illusion
With all the problems we have already endured
Can this disease called "Being Apart" be cured
U know b/c I don't know if u may have heard but I have really matured and I will not be ignored
I Stood my ground I let out an sigh of relief
Not knowing her reaction I began to tremble like a leaf
She came close and looked me square in my eye
As she began to speak her voice quivered as if she was going to cry
"Y can't I get rid of u" -"It's b/c of U the reason why I act the way I do"
"But my love for u can fill an ocean
The affection we share fuels my devotion"
"I'm under a spell and u are the potion
But don't write this off as going through the motions
When I am bubbling over w/emotions"
"So don't use are fondest memories as a tool to continue being cruel with the end result of me standing there being your fool or even worst the subject of ridicule"
As she explained her point of view I couldn't help but to think
How I could just let something go as quick as an eye can blink
But her love for me out weighed all the bad
And it was sad cuz whenever I did things to make her mad all I could do in response was say my bad.
Why am I so lucky to have her in possession and do I really deserve this angel of mine? - is the real question
But I learned my lesson
Matter of fact I have a confession
I feel like you in my life is a blessing
How this relationship has endured the ups and downs was really something
And sooner than you think matrimony is comin but for now it's pleasure having u as My Women
By: @mr_p3rsonality
Nov 22, 2010
Nov 22, 2010 at 10:07 AM UTC
Im on to the next one thts worth my time
Im no longer here for u
I have better things to do
Im livin high on life wit out u
Dancing to my favorite songs not with u
Im surprised u haven’t got sick of your new rollercoaster
Im on a different one every day
Found the old me last nite
She was all like u truble maka me wht u used to b
This is gonna b a wonderful friendship
Say bye to the the girl who cared
And shy shes gone
We moved on to the next one
**** haters
We don’t give a ****
….
Oct 13, 2011
Oct 13, 2011 at 1:01 PM UTC
Hey boo Ive always liked u cared for u loved u
Ur a special person close to mi heart
One of the few
We got this chemistry thts crazy but amazing
Member back then
Long telephone calls and im’s
We finally back to that again :)
And u make me so la-la-la-la-la
and no matter where I go, no matter who I'm with
I always think of you
ur always on my mind
tht ex of mine dosent know wht he left
my love is so good and u can get it all
but u mean so much to me and we never even met
Oct 13, 2011
Oct 13, 2011 at 1:05 PM UTC
The chances of finding a love thts true
Where it seems next to impossible
Crazily minimal, so I should count myself favored
A love tht uplifts me when everything's weighing me down
Loving that draws me closer n closer to my creator
Love that maximises on the strength n less on my unending flaws
Loving thts unseasonal, timeless..for ever <3
Sacrificial & fully committed.
True love fueled by the Savior Himself.
Great blessing it is.
Jul 11, 2015
Jul 11, 2015 at 4:52 PM UTC
I’m on some new **** since last week ha-ha (fade)
**** love
I don’t care the way u think rite now
Cause I don’t wanna be loved rite now
I’m goin though a faze were boys are boys
And wht u say but hittin in quitin
Ha-ha we speakin the same lango
And I just don’t care
Ready for tht roller coasta ha-ha
So give be some of tht yum yum yum
Tht good stuff
Cause u fine as **** id tap tht is an instant
Thts wht I told u (ha-ha)
I don’t have a heart for the time being
Let’s play each other
Player (ha-ha)
And then wake up ( ha-ha tht was fun)
Imma score for a winner in the end
a fine *** mother *****
Oct 13, 2011
Oct 13, 2011 at 1:04 PM UTC
My heart died once it was bout a month or two ago
It was when u left with a “I’ll be back one day”
I just found out recently you won’t be back one day
But its ok cause I don’t feel for u in the same way I used to
Of course I look at u and say thts my ex baby babe hubby
My first LOVE
Tht I had a life planed with
Tried to have kids with
The guy I gave my virginity to the person tht I thought was worthy of it
The person tht made my life wonderful
Amazing CLOUD NINE
But thts all over wit now
I’ve moved on
Let u go
U want to be friends but thts not possible
Maybe later down the road but not now
My heart is slowly being reborn
I don’t c relationships like I used to
But when I do find a guy thts amazing
Thts my cloud nine
I’ll give him my new heart
And hope and pray to god tht he don’t break it
(Like u did)
I don’t tell ppl I love them unless I actually do
But like Keri hilson says “we were just a beautiful mistake”
Cause we were we had everything in our hand we stood by each other closer than any one
But I’ll find tht in someone else tht isn’t just gonna up and leave
He won’t be a mistake
But let’s see how life plays out…
Oct 13, 2011
Oct 13, 2011 at 12:51 PM UTC
why me?
you know...
i was there.
from beginning to end.
through heaven and hell.
i done stupid.
but i cared.
seen sides of me..
i never thought you’ll see.
i reached out
many times
with no replies.
im juss so blind..
but lookin into your eyes.
you got me.
broke me.
told me you’ll leave me.
but you stayed.
and said..
im waiting for your feelings to fade..
why me?
maybe you were afraid
but you knew!
i loved you..
but thts not goin to make you stay
one day im ok.
next day im in tears
yellin in my pillow..
waiting for my heart to heal.
i prayed..
and asked god
why me?
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 4:33 PM UTC
U hve your way with men
U hve men
U will remember me
Amongst men
So in me n ur ****
Thts between us
They could neva know
Dnt share my ****
Remember me...
Amongst men
Nov 14, 2016
Nov 14, 2016 at 10:40 PM UTC
The energy of the flower attracts the bee
It’s pedals it’s scent it being itself create this need
The need to be in its presence
Pure definition of 7
What is it with this kinetic attraction
Of polar opposites that attract
While this wild flower has its garden mate
The bee still pollenates
For with out this bee the flower full bloom will never achieve
Theres a small death inside if the bee should leave
The bee see this dogwood as a creation that marvels the 9 wonders of the world
It’s beauty is the prototype of all things defined in lust
The mind is hesitant to trust but only when it’s rushed
The smile opens the heavens so summer rays reaches the earth
Smiles, convos, time is exclusive
To experience this creation almost seems abusive
For this dogwood belongs to a rose
The bee loves this dogwood but an insect is
Only a friendly companion and Thts as far as it go’s
The dogwood root is intertwined with the rose
The bee has live the dogwood knows
The dogwood likes the bee but loves the rose
The bee is aware and choose this road
To the bee this dogwood is the Bible to the Catholics
The Quran to the Muslims
The hopes the dreams and that love them
.
.
.
.
.
Seasons change petals whither
Feelings change never quicker
The mind n the heart battle n bicker
You love her you can’t you never be either her she loves yet another but cares for you still
Her soul sends chills
The power of the trumpets of the four horseman is real
She breath
She’s growth
She’s life
She’s pain And a puzzle to figure out but hides pieces from sight
This bee must take flight
This bee must take flight
Still n always concerned of your life
But there’s a dogwood a rose
But no existence of a flower bee in sight
Jun 20, 2022
Jun 20, 2022 at 10:59 PM UTC
I grow with tht garden tree..
Only innocent smile that sets me free..
No more thank yous, no more sorries..
Had no any lies, no any worries..!!
That's the pure soul wid no mixture..
Mind tht more clear than the water..
No blacks &, no whites
Ur my frnd that does only the matter..!!
But..
Now wake with alarm n run with clocks
No matters 'Why' the Race is ..
Just feared to be crushed by 'Mad' Mobs..
Grow with towers that touching the sky
Everything thr.. still i hv something lack...
Greed, lust, anger.. Ohh thts only Trap..
I beg my lord .. That my childhood.. Bring it
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 3:50 AM UTC
I don't know why the world is always pointing out the differences between me and you
Always telling us why we can't be and why "it will never work out"
It puzzles me
How people can know all this only from judging us by what races we are and which tribes we belong to
We speak different languages because we come from different places
We have different social norms because we come from different places and essentially thts it
Its jst geographical location
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 2:00 PM UTC
My mind is a siner of good and evil i fear only the darkness,because i belve it has a way a changing reality and making thngs look worce befor ur ayes even the smallest thng could be fedal,daknes is a place of evil corsed by the pain and suffering one's heart has to indore,the pain that one fells its more than 1 can tell and it cannot be heal as they say u may heal the wound bt scares remain the same,the pain that we fell is cosed by the memories that we once had and lost and dreams that we have and lost as time passes by,then we fall 2 a place that its nt easy 2 get back 2,ths place is known as hell burning for al iternity bt thts nothng compare 2 the heart's pain,the devil smiles when u enter the world of revenge u ar tied and bonded until the end of days
Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 3:14 PM UTC
When: pen & paper are the closest ears tht could listen.
When the sheets rub the tears n my heart relieved.
When the battles choose to remain unspoken.
Till When..ever the pain fades away.
Thts When my simple words will begin exuding joy.
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 5:17 PM UTC
in me my soul is cold.
in me me eyes show no light.
in me im just a dead creature walking the earth to escape and be ree.
i carry around a box of darkness. can you see the present .
in me im crazy insane and ******
in me i really doing really give 2 flying ****** about this world!
you may thing im messed up but thts just how i am.
so if you have any words mean to say.
dont ever wast your time cause i dont even hear you.
in me im dead but im some what alive when i turn my music so loud i can drown out the bull **** in this world away from me.
in me i really dont care about people who just hurt me.
in me the light in my eyes are just the reflection of you in the distance of your own hate eating you apart.
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 9:36 AM UTC
I'm not gonna act like i Never been played before
My first love did me *****
He was a playa for sure
He knocked me down
Hurt my pride
I thought that love was wrong
But I suited up and realized that love was a game of war
I came back stronger once I knew how the game was played
He hit me up and asked hey how are u doing are u ok
I said I'm good but I knew I was lying anyway I went along with his flirtatious acts got him thinkin that Imma stay.
So he tellin me these lies sayin that he sorry he ever hurt me but my father always told me hes the only male that would Neva do me *****
See ****** always wanna mess girls wit daddy issues wen they come across a girl wit no fatherly issues the game is changed and thts wen they realized they jus got played but by this time it's already been to late . I'm the type of girl that is petty as hell I play with ur mind thinkin I'm under ur spell
I got u mind f***ed thinkin tht I was ur boo. now this whole I been sittin back playing with u. Wen i pull up wit my new ***** remember I use to down for u but don't ever cross a ***** who has nothing to loose cause the last time I checked the only thing I had left loose was u
Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 11:38 PM UTC
Sorry to you im boring
Im like this with everyone
I crack jokes
Others laugh a ton
But not you
You shy away
Like the sun at the end of the day
I try
But is that enough for you
I fear youll text sumother dude
Its in my mind
I guess thts not normal
But im one of a kind
So ill think what i want
The thought of you fallin for another will always haunt
Just know i try
Ill try and try
Until the day i die
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC
Whats there to loose
when ive lost it all?
Its not the same anymore.
everything is about to fall.
No one hears me cry
im hurting deep inside
The only thing thts helping me cope is this wonderful dope
The feeling of being numb just calms me dwn actin dumb
No one cant replace her ima love her forever
Im just sick of being mistreated
Im constantly hurting
Its not good but i got a couple of grudges im still holding
Is this how im suppose to
live my life
I fall asleep with tears in my eyes
I hate having withdrawals its a constant reminder im still alive
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 6:13 AM UTC
right now it can goo any direction thts the latest i can tell
Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 12:00 AM UTC