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ashlamzz
ashlamzz
28/F 2023 let it be
What’s wrong? That’s everyone’s favorite question. Do they really wanna know or do they just wanna session up your ******* life, your ******* struggles, your ******* nightmares, your ******* troubles so they can feel a little better about themselves.
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Aug 6, 2021
Aug 6, 2021 at 4:56 AM UTC
Daydream
I say I be doing fine but **** sometimes I miss those good old times I’m selfish I’m mean I just need methamphetamine But I’m fine I’m fine I’m really trying to be fine I just need a line 8ball and I’ll be fine 4 yrs sober and I’m fine It’s just a thought of not being fine But im fine
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Jun 14, 2019
Jun 14, 2019 at 7:30 AM UTC
Fine
I don’t know how to cope with you I don’t understand you I’ve been living with you for almost all my life And yet I can’t get use to you! I gave you a place to stay cuz no one wants you I fed you my problems and you made them worst I damaged my body the one you call home I made it look ugly hoping you’ll go I filled my body with poison hoping I’d **** you But I just can’t get rid of you
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Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 9:16 AM UTC
Depressed about depression
I’m always sad And I hate being sad I don’t sleep I don’t eat I wish I wasn’t sad It’s starting to feel overwhelming And now I’m getting nightmares? I don’t think I can’t be more sad And sadly that’s sad
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Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 9:00 AM UTC
Sad
It is what it is Im just tired of all the ******** and the diss Believe me i get upset when i miss The only eacape to my bliss The **** that makes my money swim like fish I've always felt this way Just never knew what to say Im just to scared to get put away 7 days of the week all hrs of the day They just creep on me Speaking sweetly Or makeing me insane Cant speak for myself Its that ***** She needs to be tamed And im done shes almost home Dope sweet dope
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Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 5:55 AM UTC
Life..
Haven't eaten in two days Put it on blast Im fasting on keys This white girl keeps harrasing me Lowkey i hate what its turned poor Ashley Didnt mean to become what i said i wouldn't Made fun of the ones who couldn't Now i tell myself i shouldn't But beg her to please shoot it Highkey i love the ride it provides Indulge my soul let it slip inside No pain to when i puncture but i lie Remind myself why Then who To where did i met and looked into her eyes I sit there and conversate with the love of my life i guess im not straight lesbian crush on Crissy shes always on my mind and ill **** with her till the day i stop dreaming Till the day i stop puffing and heaving Basically stop breathing My holy trinity
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May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 11:40 AM UTC
Lowkey Highkey im fasting on Keys
Im falling down and i cant stop slipping Mirror flips the frown as the coke starts dripping Got me trippen on the memories of all the chopped lines And i always run back to it every ******* time Lost my mind in the state of the Californi-A Got my mind state stating that i can not stay away Cuz we play where we shouldn't commit crimes that you wouldn't Even if i gave you the opportunity i bet you couldn't Gotta gut it till its dry watch the dollars multiply And all it really provides is the dope to get you high Don't rely on the folks who relax- they'll set you back Gotta keep your palms open keep em choking till the sacks Are distributed, contributed to feed the addiction Prohibited from living i proceed to enlist em Running up Then coming out Then coming up Then running out
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May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 11:16 AM UTC
NO sleep NO nightmares
I know i got a pretty face but dont get it twisted I bet you wouldn't even last a day in this **** Broken smile evil in the eyes roaming thru the streets battling the concrete ..
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Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 9:36 PM UTC
Pretty Twisted.
Whats there to loose when ive lost it all Its not the same anymore everything is about to fall No one hears me cry im hurting deep inside The only thing thts helping me cope is this wonderful dope The feeling of being numb just calms me dwn actin dumb No one cant replace her ima love her forever Im just sick of being mistreated Im constantly hurting Its not good but i got a couple of grudges im still holding Is this how im suppose to live my life I fall asleep with tears in my eyes I hate having withdrawals its a constant reminder im still alive ..?
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Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 9:14 PM UTC
Lost Soul.
Haven't slept in a while im runnin out of breath My appetite aint vital the pain inside my chest building up into a fire Dug my own precious grave becoming the devil's slave Loosing all my hope being left all alone the only open window lead me to dope dope Twistn the pipe or doin a line shooting up finding a way to get high Don't even care about these bruises in my arms i don't mean self-harm Im loosing weight getting questioned if im okay im not about to change cuz she makes me feel sane Makin me numb forgetting about everything just having fun!
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Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 7:58 PM UTC
Nothing is wrong..