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"threading" poems
If you come as softly As the wind within the trees You may hear what I hear See what sorrow sees. If you come as lightly As threading dew I will take you gladly Nor ask more of you. You may sit beside me Silent as a breath Only those who stay dead Shall remember death. And if you come I will be silent Nor speak harsh words to you. I will not ask you why now. Or how, or what you do. We shall sit here, softly Beneath two different years And the rich between us Shall drink our tears.
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If You Come Softly
sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I'm not going to make it, but you laugh inside remembering all the times you've felt that way, and you walk to the bathroom, do your toilet, see that face in the mirror, oh my oh my oh my, but you comb your hair anyway, get into your street clothes, feed the cats, fetch the newspaper of horror, place it on the coffee table, kiss your wife goodbye, and then you are backing the car out into life itself, like millions of others you enter the arena once more. you are on the freeway threading through traffic now, moving both towards something and towards nothing at all as you punch the radio on and get Mozart, which is something, and you will somehow get through the slow days and the busy days and the dull days and the hateful days and the rare days, all both so delightful and so disappointing because we are all so alike and so different. you find the turn-off, drive through the most dangerous part of town, feel momentarily wonderful as Mozart works his way into your brain and slides down along your bones and out through your shoes. it's been a tough fight worth fighting as we all drive along betting on another day.
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Gamblers All
***If I were a Rainbow The children would run to me Turning upside down, I would be an iridescent swing, The children would mount my rainbow wing Swaying high up in the starry skies ascending on the moon The children do bunny jumps, counting stars till noon Awestruck and desirous they pick a few The colours pink purple orange magenta and blue Swaying down to the flower garden They would pick flowers from the boughs laden Threading in a star and a flower into  an ornamental  garland Adorned as neckpieces , running around ,making one happy land If I were a Rainbow I would dismember all the semicircles making one hula hoop The children would gleefully twirl and sway into the  enormous loop If I were a Rainbow I would become one big ramp The children would joyously roller skate  up and down Lighting up the ramp If I were a Rainbow And all of these came true I would turn upside down making one radiant smile across the sky The children would happily smile back at me , waving me good bye***
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Aug 25, 2017
Aug 25, 2017 at 11:49 PM UTC
If I Were A Rainbow
I'm feeling pretty ***** Or maybe I'm just desperate for an intimate relationship And I fantasize about sensuality because I crave the passionate love between two human beings And I fantasize about skin rubbing skin the sweat dripping between them The mixing of two souls and the conjunction of two bodies The beautiful slopes and curves of her figure slowly caressing mine The soft whispers of love that brush against my ear And trail kisses down my neck Her soft gasp as I trail my fingers up her thigh my other hand grasping the back of her head, threading my fingers through her hair Pulling her closer, ever closer Her nails digging into my back Leaving stinging red marks to remind me of her when I leave for work in the morning touching the scratches, I'll remember her In the afterglow Her arm around me, our legs tangled together Her hair curled wild around her face "I love you" she whispers Giving me a tender peck on the lips Before blissfully surrendering to exhaustion I watch her chest rise and fall Her soft breathing lulls me to sleep I'll smile when I think of her Because I'll remember her words "I love you" They'll ring through my mind "I love you" Following me wherever I go "I love you" Lighting the candle in my heart The flame growing brighter and brighter with each hushed word "I love you" or maybe I'm just *****
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Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 6:33 PM UTC
*****
★★★ When God created woman He came up with a well devised plan Make woman super special Gentle as a dove And like a silky rose petal with a heart for love Make each woman unique in her defined beauty, Like mother earth with curves to soothe a man's nerves Make woman kind with a voice divine So like an angel of heaven Her songs of love will carry notes high Then God went to work molding her and sculpting her and threading red streams of life giving  blood through her veins And when he was finished God smiled quite pleasantly And thought, What a masterpiece I have created God then whispered in her soul Come to life my beautiful creation For I have created A universe of stars for you And so woman shone brightly When she came to life Like those stars God created She stretched and sighed, and thus woman became poetry For she sang praises of love for both God and Man ★★★
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Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 8:03 PM UTC
When God created Woman
Ignorances innate wove curtain of veils Cut usunder heretofore obscuring Bodhicittas valedictory wintry gloom torn Of enlightenments will factioning the Silenced mammonish city kingdom truced As the wings of Azrael clinch Earthly thistles; monolithic raiments Deposed Hull, Hell and Halifax parcae The willowing of light unfettering Fenrirs Durance, howling aconite psalms suspiring Suffrage relict paving with mewed stars Redemptions tithed talents bequeathed Of Heavens sinister prayer burning Acinta dusts thine ashes threading The wilful sword of Gods destruction. ELEETE J MUIR.
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Jan 13, 2012
Jan 13, 2012 at 8:44 AM UTC
The Web of Wyrd (The rise of Ragnarok)
The lonely notes flowing, falling, leap from The thin and flitting fingers of the pianist, The cup of melancholy, drained to the dregs, bittersweet in that the love of happiness and joy is tempered now, from longing for the delicate and pensive feel, that comes from dipping into the small and lonely pool of melancholy. Grief, a distant specter, hovering in the fringe of chance, is nearer now, melancholy, the doorway, slides open on silent hinges, and admits the crushing tide. High, high, and faster still, the pianist falls, slowly down and up again, grief, the storm, disrupts the flow of sound and silence, and incorporates itself into the threading melody, and so erodes the shores of joy and laughter, the violet waves of gentle melancholy, laced with the thinnest threads of blackest grief, sighing on, erasing so, youth and joy and light and life. The melody falters, stills. The pianist alone, playing for an empty quiet, rises, pauses, his fingers brushing, the cold steel of empty death, smooth beneath his touch. He grasps it, lifts it to face him, hands steady, gaze unfaltering. The man is still, pianists fingers gripping that instrument of death, and time passes, unheeded, ignored. In a motion refined to elegance by the passage of time and repetition, the pianist places that cold instrument of steel and intent gently, down upon the polished black. He straitens, slowly, and settling his black overcoat close around him, he turns, walks quietly to a closed and silent door, lifts the latch, and into a swirling night of snow and light, walks out, and closes the door behind him with a soft and quiet click. And all is silent.
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 8:38 PM UTC
Wistful Melancholy and Threads of Grief
The lonely notes flowing, falling, leap from The thin and flitting fingers of the pianist, The cup of melancholy, drained to the dregs, bittersweet in that the love of happiness and joy is tempered now, from longing for the delicate and pensive feel, that comes from dipping into the small and lonely pool of melancholy. Grief, a distant specter, hovering in the fringe of chance, is nearer now, melancholy, the doorway, slides open on silent hinges, and admits the crushing tide. High, high, and faster still, the pianist falls, slowly down and up again, grief, the storm, disrupts the flow of sound and silence, and incorporates itself into the threading melody, and so erodes the shores of joy and laughter, the violet waves of gentle melancholy, laced with the thinnest threads of blackest grief, sighing on, erasing so, youth and joy and light and life. The melody falters, stills. The pianist alone, playing for an empty quiet, rises, pauses, his fingers brushing, the cold steel of empty death, smooth beneath his touch. He grasps it, lifts it to face him, hands steady, gaze unfaltering. The man is still, pianists fingers gripping that instrument of death, and time passes, unheeded, ignored. In a motion refined to elegance by the passage of time and repetition, the pianist places that cold instrument of steel and intent gently, down upon the polished black. He straitens, slowly, and settling his black overcoat close around him, he turns, walks quietly to a closed and silent door, lifts the latch, and into a swirling night of snow and light, walks out, and closes the door behind him with a soft and quiet click. And all is silent.
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As a student you hold a pen, Just so very often. Hold it carefully and take its care, For it can get broken. Threading all the letters beautifully, Cursive you write so neat. We complement each other, That too so well. You need polishing just a bit more, I need a lot of it. Earlier my handwriting used to be worse, But now it has improved as you have come. Come and write your name, Not on paper but on my arm. Come now and come closer to me, This feels like a dream materialized. Now that Both have chosen The Best, I am just glad that we chose each other. I look at your handwriting, It means the world to me dear. When your heart is so beautiful, Your handwriting is also gorgeous. Yeah you saw my handwriting, It is not like your elegant one. So I am content that our children'll have beautiful handwritings. Your handwriting tells me that you're innocent, It also showcases a beautiful heart which I love. Capitalize on your boon of good handwriting, Success beckons you and now you just need to study sincerely.
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Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 9:53 AM UTC
The Pen You Hold
I am the soft silent sight nestled in a tree gently holding hands with emotion. Together like lovers we intimately sit with an invisible touch. Our eyes penetrating darkness we govern like a loving mother or angelic force like Mother Teresa. A shiny moon polishing   a silvery heart cooled by a vast ocean. I always fly quietly as I bring a gentleness into darkness. Tucking the night up with the softest quilt, through a pane of glass in a near by wood you hear me calling. I give a rod of stability eternal sight seen it all before will see it again. As we hang softly like the moon in the sky or an Owl in the tree. I lift people through their night I carry them with my sight a tractor beam of light. As you feel my presence like a million hands that softly penetrate. All holding torches you are lite like a child who's mother has come back. Scooping you up your darkness falls on entering my Owls sight. I am the light that always surrounds the night . I am the ever expanding vision the tide that never turns but just keeps on rising. I grow with a bursting force of an ever expanding universe as I stretch my eyes they keep on reaching.   I am the ancient eye placed high above always unstirred but filled with feeling. Like the white of an eye surrounding a pupil I am the army who circles around the darkness. I am the reflection of the velvet moon sitting on the ocean threading itself throughout your being. Those caught within my sight will feel a thousand tiny bubbles of bright light. Gandolf the white explores your caves holding his wisdom stick and lantern. Unlocking your hidden emotion giving you magic fighting of your demon. I will conquer hell fire with a gentle trickle finding my path like a mountain stream passing. But when I open my heart my wings the devil will shudder because I hold a power like the pacific ocean. So much protection we can find at night within the Owls sight.
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Sep 5, 2015
Sep 5, 2015 at 6:28 PM UTC
An Owls Sight
I am the soft silent sight nestled in a tree gently holding hands with emotion. Together like lovers we intimately sit with an invisible touch. Our eyes penetrating darkness we govern like a loving mother or angelic force like Mother Teresa. A shiny moon polishing   a silvery heart cooled by a vast ocean. I always fly quietly as I bring a gentleness into darkness. Tucking the night up with the softest quilt, through a pane of glass in a near by wood you hear me calling. I give a rod of stability eternal sight seen it all before will see it again. As we hang softly like the moon in the sky or an Owl in the tree. I lift people through their night I carry them with my sight a tractor beam of light. As you feel my presence like a million hands that softly penetrate. All holding torches you are lite like a child who's mother has come back. Scooping you up your darkness falls on entering my Owls sight. I am the light that always surrounds the night . I am the ever expanding vision the tide that never turns but just keeps on rising. I grow with a bursting force of an ever expanding universe as I stretch my eyes they keep on reaching.   I am the ancient eye placed high above always unstirred but filled with feeling. Like the white of an eye surrounding a pupil I am the army who circles around the darkness. I am the reflection of the velvet moon sitting on the ocean threading itself throughout your being. Those caught within my sight will feel a thousand tiny bubbles of bright light. Gandolf the white explores your caves holding his wisdom stick and lantern. Unlocking your hidden emotion giving you magic fighting of your demon. I will conquer hell fire with a gentle trickle finding my path like a mountain stream passing. But when I open my heart my wings the devil will shudder because I hold a power like the pacific ocean. So much protection we can find at night within the Owls sight.
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The **** crows But no queen rises. The hair of my blonde Is dazzling, As the spittle of cows threading the wind. ** ** But ki-ki-ri-ki Brings no rou-cou, No rou-cou-cou. But no queen comes In slipper green.
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Depression Before Spring
Inside the Rainbow Forest Where unicorns are born, And fairy dust floats on the air From sundown until dawn, There dwells in royal splendour Yet very rarely seen, The king of all the pixies With his pretty pixie queen. His palace is a mushroom As tall as any tree, With bright red spots upon it That will make you squeal with glee. A winding golden staircase Stretches to the very top, In a mesmerizing spiral That you think will never stop. All those brave enough to climb it Would soon chance upon a door, With the most enormous knocker That you really ever saw. One hard tap summons the butler, A polite and friendly gnome, Serving tea and fondant fancies That will make you feel at home. Through a maze of vaulted chambers Each more lavish than the last, Passing walls lined with the portraits Of kings from the distant past, That dear gnome shall gently guide you, With much merriment and song, To the Great Hall of his master Who resides there all day long. From beneath a silver archway Set with precious gems galore, You will enter to the fanfare Of ten trumpets, maybe more. Dainty apple blossom petals Shall be scattered at your feet, As you bow your head in homage To the king you are to meet. With a heart bursting with wonder You will hastily be brought, To the throne of his most highness Far across the royal court, Threading through the marble towers Of an ornate colonnade, And a troupe of prancing dragons With their riders on parade. Seated high upon a pumpkin In a matching orange gown, Curly shoes of bright green velvet And an elderflower crown, The king shall bid you welcome With a beaming toothy grin, As he beckons to the minstrel For the music to begin. With his beard like cotton candy Waving wildly in the air, As he slides down to embrace you From atop his lofty chair, Both your arms shall link together To the fiddler's merry tune, Clicking heels and laughing loudly As you skip around the room. In the magic of the moment You will give yourself to fun, As the mischief making monarch Tweaks your ears and cracks a pun, All those cares your heart now carries Shall dissolve and simply be Lost in wondrous celebration Of a pixie jamboree!
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Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 6:38 PM UTC
The Pixie King
Inside the Rainbow Forest Where unicorns are born, And fairy dust floats on the air From sundown until dawn, There dwells in royal splendour Yet very rarely seen, The king of all the pixies With his pretty pixie queen. His palace is a mushroom As tall as any tree, With bright red spots upon it That will make you squeal with glee. A winding golden staircase Stretches to the very top, In a mesmerizing spiral That you think will never stop. All those brave enough to climb it Would soon chance upon a door, With the most enormous knocker That you really ever saw. One hard tap summons the butler, A polite and friendly gnome, Serving tea and fondant fancies That will make you feel at home. Through a maze of vaulted chambers Each more lavish than the last, Passing walls lined with the portraits Of kings from the distant past, That dear gnome shall gently guide you, With much merriment and song, To the Great Hall of his master Who resides there all day long. From beneath a silver archway Set with precious gems galore, You will enter to the fanfare Of ten trumpets, maybe more. Dainty apple blossom petals Shall be scattered at your feet, As you bow your head in homage To the king you are to meet. With a heart bursting with wonder You will hastily be brought, To the throne of his most highness Far across the royal court, Threading through the marble towers Of an ornate colonnade, And a troupe of prancing dragons With their riders on parade. Seated high upon a pumpkin In a matching orange gown, Curly shoes of bright green velvet And an elderflower crown, The king shall bid you welcome With a beaming toothy grin, As he beckons to the minstrel For the music to begin. With his beard like cotton candy Waving wildly in the air, As he slides down to embrace you From atop his lofty chair, Both your arms shall link together To the fiddler's merry tune, Clicking heels and laughing loudly As you skip around the room. In the magic of the moment You will give yourself to fun, As the mischief making monarch Tweaks your ears and cracks a pun, All those cares your heart now carries Shall dissolve and simply be Lost in wondrous celebration Of a pixie jamboree!
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Today, beloved, I have beheld Thy Consternation. I have watched Thy child-gaze as it raised From the fragments of thy beloved toy. I have watched the agony of thy empty hands, And known the ache within thy empty heart; For the stones of the day have dashed Thy most precious treasure. Oh beloved! Hast thou looked unto the sky? Hast thou seen the threading circlet moon? And the promise-star? Hast thou, Oh my beloved? Then let me pledge to thee, That in the witchery of God's magic Thy beloved treasure shall be assembled, And thou shalt play upon the sands of Eternity; With renewed faith picking up The breaked things, and weeping, that thou Didst e'en doubt the fidelity of atoms. Today, beloved, take my hand, and we shall Labour together, making the fragments whole.
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I Have Beheld Thy Consternation
It was warm in Emilio’s backyard, The site of their game of explorer. Emilio cleared the overgrowth; Michael complained. He was bent over, trying To have a conversation with the blood lilies, But he couldn’t hear them Above the soft sliding hiss sent up by The passing snake herd. (Past the Huano palms, Emilio could see them, Moving like a fleshy woven mattress) Both boys noticed The glut of termites Crawling over their sneakers. Michael complained more. How could he explore Amid so many noisy distractions? This was when Emilio went inside To get his father’s gun. Michael watched as he fired Three shots Into the clouds threading the sky. Both explorers presumed it was the shots That punctured the clouds and caused the snow; In the surprising silence of snowfall, The two boys trotted across the yard, Catching flakes in their butterfly nets.
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Feb 2, 2010
Feb 2, 2010 at 8:33 PM UTC
Snowfall
Women of the ROK [South Korea] unite to protest the rash of digital camera up-skirting, hidden toilet cams & dressing room holes by an avant-garde subculture whose sole aim is to redefine beauty from  the bottom up; tearing down the old order    of mere very pretty faces for the surprise   the unseen; online ******* poets who wax romantically;  over South Korean women who wear the shortest skirts of any westernized Asian country; therefore, where the average woman is expected to be above average, what could be better than a possible *** or period stain; [        ], Rupi Koar laid the foundation [her soiled garments stinking of Canadian Desi BO; dreaming wistfully of the blossoming cherry-trees in the hidden grove, streams of crystalline blood threading through the golden grass; (dead as if she was [Sleeping Beauty (on the toilet)]) & w/ healthy [or unhealthy] doses of Baudelaire, Swinburne, Poe, Sade & Wilde; this new school of poets celebrating female underwear & bottoms & beyond; what could future generations make of various Internet pseudo-intellectual movements all coalescing into a monolithic computer culture driven by the embarrassment & shame of its female members & their ***** backsides & underwear; essentially odes on her laundry basket, odes on her farts, odes on her leavings, odes on her mother's droppings & leavings, &        her grandmothers' mothers leavings; South Korean women are the original race,                their intestine driven by pure lust [a South Korean woman's soul  is in her belly]
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Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 12:53 AM UTC
the new korean ******* poetry
Women of the ROK [South Korea] unite to protest the rash of digital camera up-skirting, hidden toilet cams & dressing room holes by an avant-garde subculture whose sole aim is to redefine beauty from  the bottom up; tearing down the old order    of mere very pretty faces for the surprise   the unseen; online ******* poets who wax romantically;  over South Korean women who wear the shortest skirts of any westernized Asian country; therefore, where the average woman is expected to be above average, what could be better than a possible *** or period stain; [        ], Rupi Koar laid the foundation [her soiled garments stinking of Canadian Desi BO; dreaming wistfully of the blossoming cherry-trees in the hidden grove, streams of crystalline blood threading through the golden grass; (dead as if she was [Sleeping Beauty (on the toilet)]) & w/ healthy [or unhealthy] doses of Baudelaire, Swinburne, Poe, Sade & Wilde; this new school of poets celebrating female underwear & bottoms & beyond; what could future generations make of various Internet pseudo-intellectual movements all coalescing into a monolithic computer culture driven by the embarrassment & shame of its female members & their ***** backsides & underwear; essentially odes on her laundry basket, odes on her farts, odes on her leavings, odes on her mother's droppings & leavings, &        her grandmothers' mothers leavings; South Korean women are the original race,                their intestine driven by pure lust [a South Korean woman's soul  is in her belly]
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rhythm is comfort and predictability stitching my days together through the notion of repeating the motions an illusion of stability, but no matter the way I structured my day no matter the perfection I strived to attain no matter how many unkempt strings I cut away I think deep down I knew that life should be a little frayed as counterintuitive as it seems the unexpected becomes the rhythm of dreams ripping through the routine changing the patterns of what I planned to be into new designs entirely so I embrace this chaotic beauty with its endearing knots and erratic threading, ready for living imperfectly balanced in the uncertainty is rhythm
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Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 10:38 PM UTC
rhythmic
And as in Orion the old king-astronomer, —                                                                         says his Mistress Rigel, or Betelguese, — the Earth's four quarters                           showing four points of stars afar;                 so, seem they to terrestrial eyes, that broadly                                       sweep the upper                              & lower spheres as seen by the sun,                          by influence divine, wheels through the Ecliptic;                           threading Cancer, Leo, Pisces, and Aquarius; so, by some mystic impulse am I moved, to this fleet's progress                         through the groups                             of swirling white-reefed                Metazones
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 11:32 PM UTC
after Melville, a thriller
The future is drawn and threading. The future is sold and factory-sealed. Just cold enough to be artificial, just feeling enough to be alive.
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Jun 1, 2022
Jun 1, 2022 at 11:24 AM UTC
We Can Build You
Oh, I got that feeling again. I’ve been staring at the ceiling again. Letting my heart take flight, as the music reaches its height, taking my thoughts out of minds’ sight. But this feeling I now fight, cannot be controlled. Cannot be moved, overcome, or even forced to fold. Gripping my ever-changing soul and forcing my hands. As my breath leaves my body and my feet forget to stand. Hands pushed to speak through the letters they find. Putting feelings to words that cant seem to speak my mind. Frustrated by my inaction, that passively takes form. In the words I now force to unwilling conform. To these one-inch margins that box in my thoughts, constricting my deepest feelings and simplify life’s plot. All perpetuated by the rhythm, of the ever-spinning fan. Mounted just above my bed, that seems to hypnotize what’s in my head. Threading image to feeling, and my feelings to my words. As the tapestry of us, now resembles fleeing birds. Each winged reminisce that has forever taken flight, a moment in time that will always hold spite. Towards cliffs edge that stands between what the heart seeks. And a mans inability to step beyond its daunting peak. So with time ticking down and our future running by, I stand at a distance and continue our little lie. One living in the shadows of nights eternally pasted on, when passions ignited without though of our coming dawn. Only of the connection made with courage in hand, liquefied to motivate beyond what history had banned. What allies once forbid and witnesses cheered on, inhibition finding wind and politics forgone. Now forced to be nothing more then memories in the sand, as our hourglass approaches empty and my thoughts continue to be fanned. Continue to find rhythm as the blades spin madly by, ticking down to a day when I cannot take the lie. Cannot take this falsehood that pushes me from behind, as I approach that daunting edge of my own terrified mind. So with time in short supply along with my pride, I put black to white and our segregation aside. In the hopes that time stands still for just a moment more, to help you understand that it is you I adore.
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Apr 18, 2013
Apr 18, 2013 at 12:59 AM UTC
Revolving Certainty (April 17th, 2013)
Oh, I got that feeling again. I’ve been staring at the ceiling again. Letting my heart take flight, as the music reaches its height, taking my thoughts out of minds’ sight. But this feeling I now fight, cannot be controlled. Cannot be moved, overcome, or even forced to fold. Gripping my ever-changing soul and forcing my hands. As my breath leaves my body and my feet forget to stand. Hands pushed to speak through the letters they find. Putting feelings to words that cant seem to speak my mind. Frustrated by my inaction, that passively takes form. In the words I now force to unwilling conform. To these one-inch margins that box in my thoughts, constricting my deepest feelings and simplify life’s plot. All perpetuated by the rhythm, of the ever-spinning fan. Mounted just above my bed, that seems to hypnotize what’s in my head. Threading image to feeling, and my feelings to my words. As the tapestry of us, now resembles fleeing birds. Each winged reminisce that has forever taken flight, a moment in time that will always hold spite. Towards cliffs edge that stands between what the heart seeks. And a mans inability to step beyond its daunting peak. So with time ticking down and our future running by, I stand at a distance and continue our little lie. One living in the shadows of nights eternally pasted on, when passions ignited without though of our coming dawn. Only of the connection made with courage in hand, liquefied to motivate beyond what history had banned. What allies once forbid and witnesses cheered on, inhibition finding wind and politics forgone. Now forced to be nothing more then memories in the sand, as our hourglass approaches empty and my thoughts continue to be fanned. Continue to find rhythm as the blades spin madly by, ticking down to a day when I cannot take the lie. Cannot take this falsehood that pushes me from behind, as I approach that daunting edge of my own terrified mind. So with time in short supply along with my pride, I put black to white and our segregation aside. In the hopes that time stands still for just a moment more, to help you understand that it is you I adore.
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threading the thin line of uncertainty, you had told my closest guy friend **** i think i'm falling for her*. and later you would pinpoint that one moment, that one moment we realize we adore a person, as the slightest second you were staring at your lock screen, which was my photo. it had been a collage of me doing wacky poses in eighth grade, a photograph i had posted on twitter as some sort of throwback thursday. unbeknownst to me, you had saved it to your phone, setting it as your lock screen and showing it to me the next day mainly to spite me. over the next few weeks, you would save the photos i'd post or send you, and set it as your wallpapers, and come up with some witty one-liner to annoy me with. and you'd tell me months on about that time you went to unlock your phone, stopping to smile at my old photo in all its chubby cheeks and corny poses glory, only to realize, **** i have never been more thankful for throwback thursdays.
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May 17, 2016
May 17, 2016 at 11:52 PM UTC
thankful for throwback thursdays
Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Stage One. The first time you appeared, you filled my brain with affection, that felt as if it were like oxygen, a necessity for my survival. You came on to me, fast and overpowering, feelings I hadn’t felt before, you and only you is what I grasp onto. I can’t eat but slowly you consume me. Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Stage Two. I like turns into I love, my affection for you is growing like a sponge, soaking up every bit you can give to me. Little did I know you were a poisonous being, embedding yourself into my brain you ***** wretch, clouding my emotions by threading my prefrontal cortex with detrimental lies. Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Stage Three. The symptoms are there, yelling loud and clear like an angry father, when curfew wasn’t met. My reality becomes evident when I see your hand in hers, I become trapped in an ache that I can internally feel, and that others can physically see in my figure. I decide to cut you out like a surgeon and try to mend the pieces that are severed. Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Stage Four. I try to heal but it seems to be no use, the ache persists not only in my head, but has spread to my heart. My body is conquered by chemical reactions like chemotherapy, trying to wipe out the memories we have created and disease you are to me. But still my body, my soul is weak and fragile like a dry leaf in autumn, crumbling, only after time will it be able to remise. Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Remission. You are vacant from me, but you will always linger.
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Feb 29, 2012
Feb 29, 2012 at 9:02 PM UTC
Our Love is like a Cancer
Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Stage One. The first time you appeared, you filled my brain with affection, that felt as if it were like oxygen, a necessity for my survival. You came on to me, fast and overpowering, feelings I hadn’t felt before, you and only you is what I grasp onto. I can’t eat but slowly you consume me. Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Stage Two. I like turns into I love, my affection for you is growing like a sponge, soaking up every bit you can give to me. Little did I know you were a poisonous being, embedding yourself into my brain you ***** wretch, clouding my emotions by threading my prefrontal cortex with detrimental lies. Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Stage Three. The symptoms are there, yelling loud and clear like an angry father, when curfew wasn’t met. My reality becomes evident when I see your hand in hers, I become trapped in an ache that I can internally feel, and that others can physically see in my figure. I decide to cut you out like a surgeon and try to mend the pieces that are severed. Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Stage Four. I try to heal but it seems to be no use, the ache persists not only in my head, but has spread to my heart. My body is conquered by chemical reactions like chemotherapy, trying to wipe out the memories we have created and disease you are to me. But still my body, my soul is weak and fragile like a dry leaf in autumn, crumbling, only after time will it be able to remise. Our love is like a cancer. I’m fighting for my life again. Remission. You are vacant from me, but you will always linger.
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Fluctuating back and forth on the idea of how to relieve The theme of cynicism throughout your life; Tough like nails: too stubborn to let go of whatever They were hammered into; the hits we take Make us unstable and unmovable from certain aspects. You chose to Stitch your eyes up With a thin piece of cynical string and a metal needle. Threading the idea of light and dark in each vessel, Causing your body parts to glow and show Off the direction of ideas, in out and down, But never up, for the sake of falling for the Instinctual trust and hope humans so conveniently thrive for. Conquered and obtained the conflict from your child Hood, fluctuating on the idea of morally right And morally wrong. Cough, cough, cough. Right Lung punctured by stale smoke, your lips twitch in The environment. Blood swells in your veins, forget That women’s ******* are to feed her children. Wipe the grin off the old man whose sipping warm Whiskey, tell him his wife is six feet under and partying With the demons he drove her to acquire. Like water, you are the universal solvent Cleaning, clearing, conquering and Creating a new symbiosis with human beings and The world they are submerged in; We take it for granted. Cynicism in brevity, is beautiful for the fact that it claims to be Open and calm like ocean waves during low tide Or a baby child’s gaggle and coo. Fluctuating between calm And ignorant, more so unintentionally rational to the point Of tearing your human anatomy apart and dipping the Soon to be suffocated air in heavy smoke. I’m afraid Humans just can’t handle the **** truth of reality.
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Nov 12, 2012
Nov 12, 2012 at 6:23 PM UTC
Cynicism
Fluctuating back and forth on the idea of how to relieve The theme of cynicism throughout your life; Tough like nails: too stubborn to let go of whatever They were hammered into; the hits we take Make us unstable and unmovable from certain aspects. You chose to Stitch your eyes up With a thin piece of cynical string and a metal needle. Threading the idea of light and dark in each vessel, Causing your body parts to glow and show Off the direction of ideas, in out and down, But never up, for the sake of falling for the Instinctual trust and hope humans so conveniently thrive for. Conquered and obtained the conflict from your child Hood, fluctuating on the idea of morally right And morally wrong. Cough, cough, cough. Right Lung punctured by stale smoke, your lips twitch in The environment. Blood swells in your veins, forget That women’s ******* are to feed her children. Wipe the grin off the old man whose sipping warm Whiskey, tell him his wife is six feet under and partying With the demons he drove her to acquire. Like water, you are the universal solvent Cleaning, clearing, conquering and Creating a new symbiosis with human beings and The world they are submerged in; We take it for granted. Cynicism in brevity, is beautiful for the fact that it claims to be Open and calm like ocean waves during low tide Or a baby child’s gaggle and coo. Fluctuating between calm And ignorant, more so unintentionally rational to the point Of tearing your human anatomy apart and dipping the Soon to be suffocated air in heavy smoke. I’m afraid Humans just can’t handle the **** truth of reality.
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She sews..her needle hot Stitching her words Into my thoughts Repairing a tear Here and there A knot drawn tight Nimble and quick Thimble silver Her verse sharp A rip in the heart Stitched in time To stop the flow My lips sealed with silken gold Threading gently Into the night. r ~ 8/21/14
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Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 9:30 PM UTC
She sews
make sure when you decide to start threading your eyebrows or wearing lipstick, you're doing it because you think it makes you look pretty, not because you think it makes anyone else think so. try not to hate him, or anyone. he did a lot of awful things, and the best thing you can do for yourself is be better than what happened. sometimes, you don't need to reply to that text message. or that person. ever again. don't be everyone else's rock. find your rock. trust it. let it see you on your hard days instead of pretending not to have any. ask your parents how they're doing often. help them out and stick around for a little while. stop making cancer jokes around people who don't know or are comfortable with the fact that you are someone who makes cancer jokes. drink lots of water. you're allergic to crab. surprise! the stuff you accumulate will stop mattering, and you will want to know you are a good person on the inside in order to be happy. surround yourself with the right people, places, and things to ensure that. don't hug, kiss or sleep with anyone who you don't really want to. no matter what they say or who they are, if you don't feel like it, don't do it. you'll be fine. you always end up just fine.
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Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 11:17 PM UTC
dear younger me,