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a goat encounters a lion. normally the lion sees the goat as food. instead The Lion offers shelter warmth theo goat offered protection awkward that a four-legged hooved animal could protect the queen of the jungle protection together they stood both natural leaders both immature in the ways at the time neither wanted to back down from the other but that's what made it work despite the goats dexterity and natural stubbornness in his ways the lion SAT and ate with the goat. years and years they feast upon the golden ducks they collected at the rivers which they traveled odd as combination is professionals know that that is not even a combination amongst the food chain but fore a while they dined peacefully. the lion roared bloodthirsty the goat while being the loner the leader willfully back down from the lion scenario has a goat beat a lion. The goat couldn't bear the lion parting ways the goat be that as it may just wanted his own way but the goat has to learn sometimes the best win is to back off not every wall is meant to be broken especially that of a lion and her pride so the lion beautiful as ever smirked as if we were the prey and the goat knowingly put his head inside her mouth I'll let you tell it
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Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 1:16 PM UTC
a Capricorn and Leo Wow
"One may have a blazing hearth in one's soul and yet no one ever came to sit by it. Passers-by see only a wisp of smoke from the chimney and continue on their way." -Vincent van Gogh in a letter to his younger brother Theo van Gogh in July of 1880" I've taken the straight razor to my ear like a third-rate van Gogh. Impressionism bleeding into Expressionism. Mania trickling into an unmitigated need to find the beauty and grace he only found with a paintbrush. Blood clinging to the horse hair bristles like the blood splattered in the margins of every page I've ever filled. Each line and brush stroke choking out a futile cry for help as the wheat fields burn and the sunflowers wither.
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Sep 23, 2012
Sep 23, 2012 at 6:21 AM UTC
For Vincent, my Kindred Soul.
Eratic Plastic Dysphemistic Euphemisms the rain in Spain falls mainly on the plain while the dome in Rome is a place to call home and the gazoot in Beirut is in cahoot with the Neo in Reo and his brother Theo and Levi in Shanghai munches blueberry pie the roast on the coast has been burnt like the toast and my frog on the log barks like a dog its a pity how gritty it is in ** Chi Minh City never challange Mr Wong to play ping pong in Hong Kong or smoke a bowl with a mole in old town Seoul or the gendarme will storm the crowd in Pittsburgh Gomer LePoet...
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Jul 3, 2013
Jul 3, 2013 at 11:33 AM UTC
Eratic Plastic Dysphemistic Euphemisms
© Sid Eli Theo Please meet me now I forever want to see your pretty face Because beauty is within my eyes and I see you as this pretty thing Tell me more, I want to hear your voice as you say out loud you aren't even ready I ignore it and still look at you with gleaming eyes I want a kiss I put my arms around you And ask what do you think I am thinking As I hold on tight And go in for the kiss But you push away and say no. No. Is my answer. I am not a pretty little thing. I am someone looking for something to connect with this feeling that life is ending soon and we are all just souls holding on to the edges of the melting *** looking for sincerity. Learn boundaries folks, no one wants a pushy creep.
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Apr 12, 2014
Apr 12, 2014 at 3:45 AM UTC
First Date Anti-Kiss
~for Isabel, Alex & Wendy, Theo & Rose~ be reading Whitman and Hafiz, adding some Shelley and Frost, for (no salt) seasoning, might add in a biblical, King Solomon’s be-loved, sugared Song of Songs… won’t need to go far, on my nightstand, search & reach, to love and preach to generations next, a lesson last & simple: read, read, read there by learning, how to first define, then preserve the variety of feelings rising from within! here’s a starter morsel from Walt, sort of a summary of how to do it, all well and proper… poppy ”This is what you shall do; Love the earth and sun and the animals, despise riches, give alms to every one that asks, stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants, argue not concerning God, have patience and indulgence toward the people, take off your hat to nothing known or unknown or to any man or number of men, go freely with powerful uneducated persons and with the young and with the mothers of families, read these leaves in the open air every season of every year of your life,. re-examine all you have been told at school or church or in any book, dismiss whatever insults your own soul, and your very flesh shall be a great poem and have the richest fluency not only in its words but in the silent lines of its lips and face and between the lashes of your eyes and in every motion and joint of your body.” Walt Whitman Preface to Leaves of Grass, 1855. Walt Whitman, c.1887.
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Aug 16, 2023
Aug 16, 2023 at 4:08 PM UTC
To my dying day, (Walt & I, in Good Company)
floral effervescence      wafts around you           thy theo black temperament rose iq           ushers lulabies as playful amor kru           apollo is falling for the aquamarine        rays, reflecting the sea's craved ardour      and our love is like a cyclamen oleandro   the fascinating, dissolving, poisonous sleep   inwardly unaware of the whitest clouds oro   seducing the beauty of a ceruelan absolute ~    if i were the wave i would foam your dream     if you were a black panther i'd be your kaa        for a day to experience your mighty paws      to tremble like open window shutters, strickened        by the fire, by light, by thunderbolt's love flame        oh, come on, come on sweet man of the fantasia        i've got to tell you i ain't foolin' around those dim       alleys at nights like this; luscious calls lure hello        at least, hear my hearts deepest throbbings, hear      them, embrace them, conquer my world's cream       taste the strawberry sweeteness on a tip of me, u        trickle your tongue against my open buoyancy        write kaligrafic words of love's invisible tint         beautify the untouched pergament, maestro         write like there's no time nor tomorrow's no;        inaugure every christmas crickets flash mob        within you and awaken me from a slumber,        deeply rooted, lovely and mild as wood's chi        and I will cherish you, praise and love long         forgotten wild forest's animals as panacea         for the dissolving salt upon a love wound             which torchered your solitude for who's          pleasure, for what reason, for a slick slap           of an epic trustful faith as lux aeterna              crashing the myth of a love superior;           a desolation of waning touches soma          hiding its fragility in madmind's attempt        to overcome what's earth's given inferno;         to die in a lustful blazing heat of creatio           contemplating about heavenly key lock         how to forge a golden key to your anima,       gracefully giving a hand to her emperor       to dance on a verge of an existence' folie        to blossom upon hushed world's meridian          in dreamy space n' time, first darlin' flush         the prime animus dances, dares, waters~
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Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 3:50 PM UTC
Aspired Aquamarine ~~~Absolute Adored Ardour
floral effervescence      wafts around you           thy theo black temperament rose iq           ushers lulabies as playful amor kru           apollo is falling for the aquamarine        rays, reflecting the sea's craved ardour      and our love is like a cyclamen oleandro   the fascinating, dissolving, poisonous sleep   inwardly unaware of the whitest clouds oro   seducing the beauty of a ceruelan absolute ~    if i were the wave i would foam your dream     if you were a black panther i'd be your kaa        for a day to experience your mighty paws      to tremble like open window shutters, strickened        by the fire, by light, by thunderbolt's love flame        oh, come on, come on sweet man of the fantasia        i've got to tell you i ain't foolin' around those dim       alleys at nights like this; luscious calls lure hello        at least, hear my hearts deepest throbbings, hear      them, embrace them, conquer my world's cream       taste the strawberry sweeteness on a tip of me, u        trickle your tongue against my open buoyancy        write kaligrafic words of love's invisible tint         beautify the untouched pergament, maestro         write like there's no time nor tomorrow's no;        inaugure every christmas crickets flash mob        within you and awaken me from a slumber,        deeply rooted, lovely and mild as wood's chi        and I will cherish you, praise and love long         forgotten wild forest's animals as panacea         for the dissolving salt upon a love wound             which torchered your solitude for who's          pleasure, for what reason, for a slick slap           of an epic trustful faith as lux aeterna              crashing the myth of a love superior;           a desolation of waning touches soma          hiding its fragility in madmind's attempt        to overcome what's earth's given inferno;         to die in a lustful blazing heat of creatio           contemplating about heavenly key lock         how to forge a golden key to your anima,       gracefully giving a hand to her emperor       to dance on a verge of an existence' folie        to blossom upon hushed world's meridian          in dreamy space n' time, first darlin' flush         the prime animus dances, dares, waters~
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Dear Seb, My infatuation with you did not impress. Dear Josh, We were 5000 feet above sea level, with a fear of heights. Desperation fuelled the climb. Dear Dave, You were my first love. You chew me up and refuse to spit me out. Dear Dan, I am sorry. Dear Alex, You should be sorry. Black and purple did not suit my skin. Dear Shea, We tried too hard. We lived in too many shadows. Dear Dave, I cannot get you out of my bones. You squat beneath my ribcage. Dear Craig, You gave me disillusion with meaningful words. I tried to love you. Dear Joe, You are breathtaking and the everything of everything. And I do not know how to be enough. Dear Keith, Why did we do it? Dear Theo, I would have broken that softness in your eyes. Dear Dave, Your indelible imprint colours everything I do. Dear Cameron, You are my what's next. Dear Joe, You stroked my hand and my hair to wake me. You are afraid of me. Dear Dave, I still remember every word. Every one. Dear Lucas, In my head we had infinity. Dear Matthew, I was a vacuum in your life. Together we were less than nothing. Dear Joe, You are the birds singing at dawn. Why do you want me? Dear Dave, I still remember.
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May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 6:15 AM UTC
Love letters.
They nutrients facts say all artificial flavor,that fake smile is like your faces screen saver,they always talking but I see they watch they behavior,they imagining like the equator,theo this theo that let me be the translator, I don't got a thing so Ima make theo bound to fail like he married to a ring,Ima control his future like its on a string,he blooming I'm not I wanna feel like spring,say he flying well Ima rip off his left wing,making a black man fail I'm guessing the white mans there King,
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Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 11:44 PM UTC
Jolly ranchers
I have in me a bit of Tuscan sun The wildness of mistral The calmness of a Cezanne village I often walk around the countryside of Pissaro And see the colors, still abundant, undefeated I stroll around the lilies and the harbor of France where Manet painted being thrown out of his house, not able to pay the rent I dance with the beautiful girls in high society Parisian parties of whom from Zola to Maugham spoke about I learn art in silence, in the bright orange color of the day drawing the French young girl Whose face is like Madonna Her innocence, her laughter, her flawless body Excite me, breaks me, creates me I walk with clean head and red wine in the streets of Montmartre Searching the gone and dusted studio of Renoir, Picasso, Monet I stand exactly there where there is nothing old except the moon And the Sacre Couer In the morning I take the first train to Auvers Sur Oise And walk into the cemetery Where lie in the gorgeous French sun Vincent and Theo Van Gogh I utter to them, "Can dream ever be false?" It is when I heard the footsteps I turned The girl in the yellow dress stands at the gate of the cemetery Whom I draw every day but never captured her beauty The French girl We both stand there as it is As if  framed paused  Frozen We, the Impressionists!
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Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 8:45 AM UTC
We, the Impressionists
Speak to me, Ariadne. Lay with me, Amilova. Be my Piper, be my Rane, Be my Theo, say my name. If I were to love you, would it be because I made you? If I told you you're mine, does that mean that you'd stay? I brought you here so you could see my face, And see the world, this wonderful place. Oh my Nero, oh my Milo, I brought you here, Shale and Shiloh
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Nov 9, 2010
Nov 9, 2010 at 4:08 PM UTC
Names
The Pleasant Difference ‘Tween The Spiritual & Religious ( revised, revised, revised) How to say this briefly: Firstly, Words that help convey the hidden. They exist. Here is the gist: Churches, sects, cults, creeds, the claim Of being chosen. Tenets frozen, Woven into scripture Which professes knowing What is best for all, Where if you’re good you rise And if you’re bad you fall. Spirit's -ality puts stress on union, The approach to life Emphases On oneness under all beliefs; On peace and joy and getting these; Transcendence over time and space A sense of being face to face With truths about reality, its indescribability - Yet not impossible to give a voice to. Fear that goes, Love that grows. Agape’s universal call, Connecting to an All in all. Practices to help along: Meditation, psilocybin, prayer and song, Means to fit all shapes and sizes, Geniuses as well as dunces, Non-, theistic preferences Which need to be demystified. Not magic, pagan, or god-based, Theo-physical, but meta-: deeply meaningful, And mystical, the core of all. The Pleasant Difference ‘Tween The Spiritual & Religious 2.9.2017 To The Child Mystic II; The Processes: Creative, Thinking, Meditative; Nature Of & In Reality; Arlene Corwin
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Feb 11, 2017
Feb 11, 2017 at 7:01 AM UTC
The Difference Between The Spiritual&The Religious revised, revised, revised
I call the raccoon "Theo" for short. he has a twin brother named Franklin. Franklin likes to fly about at night, while Theo likes to snack on stonefruit and cold pizza. they might look drastically different. they might be drastically different but they're still twins. whether Theo speaks too softly or Franklin plays music too loudly, they're still Theo and Franklin. it's a funny thing about being attached to someone like that, by namesake. no matter how different you are from each other, your names will still roll off people's tongues together. and while you think no one sees you as an individual, know that your counterpart does. so while he flies around and peers at you from the windowsill, and you nibble on a plum and watch Netflix too late at night, know that you know you're different.
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Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 9:13 PM UTC
a raccoon named theodore and an owl named franklin
Man who made the Cubs world champs 2016 Series winner, named best leader. Upon being named greatest leader in the world by Fortune, Theo Epstein, president of baseball operations at the Chicago Cubs, had this to say to an ESPN reporter: "Um, I can't even get my dog to stop peeing in the house. That is ridiculous." <•> humble, lives in the spaces in between our toes and eyes, where a nightly miracle occurs, linty dirt returns magically of its own free will   we wash our mornful faces dailies, off with the night's crusted leavings, gifts of The Elfin Elusives, who come and go unremarked and uncaught, with a kind of kissy poke in your navel 'n eyes,   a finer reminder,   don't ever get a prideful notion of a clean start - ha! the stubble assiduously removed morning prior, returns with a scratchy salutation, "good morning and ***** off, you ain't the boss" just in case you think u got it rightly wrongheaded, by a passing stray notion filling your grateful deadheaded, master of the universe, egotistical bred YOU, the greatest leader in the world, go back to bed, it's the weekend   *but only after you have walked the dog, Mr. Master of the Universe, or suffer a humbling reminder"* <~~~>
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Jul 6, 2017
Jul 6, 2017 at 5:20 PM UTC
The Cubs, The Dog and the Greatest Leader in the World
Availons twain twixt thus brighte biste Hestorienne devoureed Christe Holloe tou tu esn't et est. Louvre, Le Louvre ist mi. Bootes of sootes clamour shouerin' Flouer in heand, beautie en Maie, Marche und Aprille. Mama et moi no us or tu terrile. Caspidate, inspedre, endre, spedistor, fouallona, mortalivus, vieliefe. Good God, just confess already!! I love... Ilove... Ilive, lie, liove, lovie, She kissed me once on my cheek, deadly and deathandmorteanddeadandlifelessandvieless and now i love her, i want... ive never loved anyone, but now i know. I'll name him Theo, because of our God complex and i love you.
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Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 12:17 AM UTC
Mère and Père, Destroyers of the Year
I have traced your steps for years, since I first saw your ships sailing on the sandy shore, still looking as if they had found their perfect reach. You sang my madness on canvas with green fiery torches of trees exploding from gently rolling hills. You created the same masks as I as you painted your stark reality in cheery yellow and orange, lying to your brother that all was well. Your portrait mirrors mine with eyes that see the world whirl by in excruciating precision (even the parts which make most cringe). When I have exhausted myself, I comfort in the tenderness of your brush on the faces of men and women working themselves to early graves. A building for you alone in Amsterdam, your final work hangs downstairs; a tangled jumble, swirls and slabs of pigments and oil, ultimately ugly from five feet away.  Wandering through, I ended up three stories up and a hundred feet away. The wheat waved in the winds, and the larks took flight as if spooked by the farmer's dog. Glorious light from the Auvers sun filled the space between your vision and mine.  I sobbed for you then, to have been torn from self so violently that if you shouted to yourself you likely couldn't hear. Small wonder you pulled the trigger, because the wheat field you spread on a table-sized landscape sat beside the graveyard where you and Theo lay side by side. As I walked along, the only place you could see the field and the paths was with your back against the wall. Family in Amsterdam, too few friends in Paris, the short walk to the cold respite of the Church no longer worth the breath spent. Nowhere else to go, nothing else to see, too little paint left to try again.
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Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 2:39 PM UTC
My chosen brother
I have traced your steps for years, since I first saw your ships sailing on the sandy shore, still looking as if they had found their perfect reach. You sang my madness on canvas with green fiery torches of trees exploding from gently rolling hills. You created the same masks as I as you painted your stark reality in cheery yellow and orange, lying to your brother that all was well. Your portrait mirrors mine with eyes that see the world whirl by in excruciating precision (even the parts which make most cringe). When I have exhausted myself, I comfort in the tenderness of your brush on the faces of men and women working themselves to early graves. A building for you alone in Amsterdam, your final work hangs downstairs; a tangled jumble, swirls and slabs of pigments and oil, ultimately ugly from five feet away.  Wandering through, I ended up three stories up and a hundred feet away. The wheat waved in the winds, and the larks took flight as if spooked by the farmer's dog. Glorious light from the Auvers sun filled the space between your vision and mine.  I sobbed for you then, to have been torn from self so violently that if you shouted to yourself you likely couldn't hear. Small wonder you pulled the trigger, because the wheat field you spread on a table-sized landscape sat beside the graveyard where you and Theo lay side by side. As I walked along, the only place you could see the field and the paths was with your back against the wall. Family in Amsterdam, too few friends in Paris, the short walk to the cold respite of the Church no longer worth the breath spent. Nowhere else to go, nothing else to see, too little paint left to try again.
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© Cynthia Eli Theo At age of 26, I finally found my fix It was a chick, with a crazy haircut (you thought I was going to say d*ck) and imitation chucks The intimate moments Hoodie up , fake fur, against the wall. The moment I saw you, was our first kiss. As requested: "I always wanted to kiss someone as soon as I laid eyes on them" Wish granted. **** I remember in the gay bar, when you first called me *** You were so accommodating Ending with the night of a three way dance off on the dance floor, me in the middle of the sandwich. Can you imagine what happened with us later on in life? That twisted dreams became a reality and it became hurt. You swore you were a God(dess) with no dresses or heels Only messed up hand me downs And no eyebrows I looked back on logs and you said the "I love yous" and "be mine" within the first moments. Reflecting on my thoughts How CRAZY. You were my love and I was yours we were infinity infamous Mental illness Cheating Drug Abuse Insecurities got a hold of our throats Slitting us apart Self blaming; It's all my fault. I created this disaster, right? Baby, do you hear me? Boy do I blame myself for this mess-up Bat-shit crazy relationship chaotic lovely ****** energy Lack thereof. Lip locking, hair pulling, scratching Enter warmth and lovingly caressing Screaming out "I love you!" but "I'm hurting" "Shut up" was your last words. I decided it was enough. as Do you still have my letter? I wrote it to you, with personal wetness of tears shedding as you peacefully slept on my bed. And now you sit still in your room Itching away, crawling up the walls as I type this poem on my lonely laptop I reach out to you, blowing you a kiss Hoping it was a never a goodbye.
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Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 9:44 PM UTC
It's Time to say Goodbye
© Cynthia Eli Theo At age of 26, I finally found my fix It was a chick, with a crazy haircut (you thought I was going to say d*ck) and imitation chucks The intimate moments Hoodie up , fake fur, against the wall. The moment I saw you, was our first kiss. As requested: "I always wanted to kiss someone as soon as I laid eyes on them" Wish granted. **** I remember in the gay bar, when you first called me *** You were so accommodating Ending with the night of a three way dance off on the dance floor, me in the middle of the sandwich. Can you imagine what happened with us later on in life? That twisted dreams became a reality and it became hurt. You swore you were a God(dess) with no dresses or heels Only messed up hand me downs And no eyebrows I looked back on logs and you said the "I love yous" and "be mine" within the first moments. Reflecting on my thoughts How CRAZY. You were my love and I was yours we were infinity infamous Mental illness Cheating Drug Abuse Insecurities got a hold of our throats Slitting us apart Self blaming; It's all my fault. I created this disaster, right? Baby, do you hear me? Boy do I blame myself for this mess-up Bat-shit crazy relationship chaotic lovely ****** energy Lack thereof. Lip locking, hair pulling, scratching Enter warmth and lovingly caressing Screaming out "I love you!" but "I'm hurting" "Shut up" was your last words. I decided it was enough. as Do you still have my letter? I wrote it to you, with personal wetness of tears shedding as you peacefully slept on my bed. And now you sit still in your room Itching away, crawling up the walls as I type this poem on my lonely laptop I reach out to you, blowing you a kiss Hoping it was a never a goodbye.
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Up in the foreground of attic answer phone booths She bends for the man that is never around In time the lady lay spends Scrubbing for money that she will never spent This force bleeds from her Hair and her Nose and Her soul which has flown from the netted empty window Glass shines on her buttocks Her pale white linen thighs Thugs peer in her window to catch a glance A heart filled woeful Romeo like stance But she, only she, is interested in her stars and her dance She loves for no one She loves for her seat dressed in milk like silk She undresses washes tosses her rose hair Like a lion likes yawn dare She holds no fear for she is danger Ballet point permission she kisses the toes of her own beauty She has fallen in and out of love However many times she wishes Rules forget themselves When they are around her I saw the size of her eyes Meteor shot glass vacuum gaze spanning days And the wash pan was a present That only brought me to her descent Slave to her magic holds true like the water from a fall Like the pear to a tree Like life is to death Scrubbing for the job The the man ordered then in theft Promised her his heart But left like a hand does the dart
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Sep 5, 2011
Sep 5, 2011 at 10:18 PM UTC
A Wish Named Theo
On the passenger side, I sat Carrying my frustrations, heartaches, and vulnerability. Looking straight at the road, Lost in my wilderness, Trying to ponder, "What is happening?" I looked to my left, then There was you, Theo. On the driver seat, spinning the car wheel, leading the driveway, and Maneuvering the destination. Without knowing, "where the real destination is?" You looked to your right, Our eyes have met, finally. Bespoke to one another, How each of our hearts broke, Our longing, and anticipation Of the next that is yet to come. Day after day, night after night Our communication hasn't stopped. As if sleep, was our only enemy. For every chance, every day, on the same vehicle, in which we met, there was only bliss and hope. Not until one Monday afternoon, On a sudden depth, every bliss and every hope vanished. "What happened?" I pondered, this time. The answer, I tried to seek. Your presence, I sought for. I had nothing, nothing but faded memories, and Blurred dreams for the two of us. On the passenger side, now I can't sit. Frustrated, heartbroken, and vulnerable, once again, I am. I looked to my left, now you're gone. You looked to your right, someone else's eyes you've met. But no, this can't be.. Theo, my love. Oh how you changed my life, You have no idea, I'm sure. You are the sun that shines bright throughout my day, You are the gravity that holds me down in every way. You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night, You are stars that glimmer oh so bright. You are the oxygen that keeps me alive, You are my heart that beats inside. You are the blood that flows through me, You are every color, and every love song, there is. You are both my answered and unanswered prayer. You are the one more chance, I never thought I'd find. You are the only guy I can see now. As if you are my everything now. I never want to lose you. I want to be with you for every day and every moment, there will be. Oh my Theo, why do I fear? Why am I so jealous? But hopeful, I must be. To stay in love with you, Still I want to be. Over a period of time I got to know the real you.  My Theo, so caring and gentle  with a genuine heart so true.  I told you I'd never leave  because of the feelings I have inside. Of the destination, we are to go to,  Maybe I'll just let you, and time befriend each other. If it is meant to be, time will remove the wall. My love shall open your heart. I love the way we are together. You can always make me smile.  Will our love can ever really be true?  I guess I will have to wait awhile.  And see what lies ahead,  but always remember  what I have said.  Meeting you has changed my life,  and I really love you so, Theo. Oh my Theo, such a blessing you are to me. Open your heart for me, my love. Seize every love I have for you, Let go of the rest, and Carpe Diem. The feelings I feel for you  I am never letting go.  Remember me always, Theo, my love. I hope and pray that one day, finally you will, too.
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Jul 16, 2017
Jul 16, 2017 at 4:48 AM UTC
To Theo, My Love
On the passenger side, I sat Carrying my frustrations, heartaches, and vulnerability. Looking straight at the road, Lost in my wilderness, Trying to ponder, "What is happening?" I looked to my left, then There was you, Theo. On the driver seat, spinning the car wheel, leading the driveway, and Maneuvering the destination. Without knowing, "where the real destination is?" You looked to your right, Our eyes have met, finally. Bespoke to one another, How each of our hearts broke, Our longing, and anticipation Of the next that is yet to come. Day after day, night after night Our communication hasn't stopped. As if sleep, was our only enemy. For every chance, every day, on the same vehicle, in which we met, there was only bliss and hope. Not until one Monday afternoon, On a sudden depth, every bliss and every hope vanished. "What happened?" I pondered, this time. The answer, I tried to seek. Your presence, I sought for. I had nothing, nothing but faded memories, and Blurred dreams for the two of us. On the passenger side, now I can't sit. Frustrated, heartbroken, and vulnerable, once again, I am. I looked to my left, now you're gone. You looked to your right, someone else's eyes you've met. But no, this can't be.. Theo, my love. Oh how you changed my life, You have no idea, I'm sure. You are the sun that shines bright throughout my day, You are the gravity that holds me down in every way. You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night, You are stars that glimmer oh so bright. You are the oxygen that keeps me alive, You are my heart that beats inside. You are the blood that flows through me, You are every color, and every love song, there is. You are both my answered and unanswered prayer. You are the one more chance, I never thought I'd find. You are the only guy I can see now. As if you are my everything now. I never want to lose you. I want to be with you for every day and every moment, there will be. Oh my Theo, why do I fear? Why am I so jealous? But hopeful, I must be. To stay in love with you, Still I want to be. Over a period of time I got to know the real you.  My Theo, so caring and gentle  with a genuine heart so true.  I told you I'd never leave  because of the feelings I have inside. Of the destination, we are to go to,  Maybe I'll just let you, and time befriend each other. If it is meant to be, time will remove the wall. My love shall open your heart. I love the way we are together. You can always make me smile.  Will our love can ever really be true?  I guess I will have to wait awhile.  And see what lies ahead,  but always remember  what I have said.  Meeting you has changed my life,  and I really love you so, Theo. Oh my Theo, such a blessing you are to me. Open your heart for me, my love. Seize every love I have for you, Let go of the rest, and Carpe Diem. The feelings I feel for you  I am never letting go.  Remember me always, Theo, my love. I hope and pray that one day, finally you will, too.
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the riddle must be solved did you take your life in those fields? some say no the angle of the bullet entry is all wrong and how did you make it to town with such a wound? some say yes when your burden on Theo was made clear you must tell me this question ravages my sleep the recurring nightmare has no end no answer was it the cowboy? why do you cover for such trash? I sit in a theater empty as our souls are empty our hearts are dark you created such beauty for a world such as this I watch as 100 painters paint a 1000 pictures for you but no answer comes only the question and then the words whether they were truly spoken does not matter... 'you want to know so much about his death but what do you know of his life?' rest in peace Vincent
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Nov 18, 2017
Nov 18, 2017 at 3:49 PM UTC
his life
I read in one of Van Gogh’s letters to his brother Theo, that one day people will look at his paintings and say “he felt things deeply and tenderly”. I see one of his paintings and my body shakes in his short brush strokes. uncontrollably. I see one of his paintings and his suns twirl in my head’s ****** I read that in the Middle Ages, they debated on whether or not to remove female seeds, so that the child does not suffer from excess of emotions. Hysteria is born out of the womb, I look the etymology in the eye as I hold my pen to my womb I stab it three times, but the words are still there. I see that I still am, so I stab my heart instead…. I bleed out Art ..  Art ..  Arteries, the etymology stares me back in the lungs. My pen drops dead.
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Dec 26, 2017
Dec 26, 2017 at 12:46 PM UTC
Artrauma (Stendhal syndrome)
Theo pushed further than the usual merry go round, hungering for lucre a pound sign today and clarity afterwards, breathalyized for sanity supporters parched by their concession, his club outbids on wanted; a journeyman for a quarter of the repress.
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Jan 2, 2013
Jan 2, 2013 at 5:50 PM UTC
Everything news
Aye! Foreign Eye; tooth for a truth! you gnome eyne  sane? Troot I owe ewe nah, youths dunno, you fin nah Noll. *** eye us fin nah per se, foe Theo Theo, ewe know  O you no, enter ups shun, wot in the hex dies...  jest say? Dis' awe beast anaconda sate shun bout Intrusion. O Why? O Why? O Eye, ice bins scratch in at Maya -Maya, day yum eye, forests rail lea bane it she laid lea. Wear Aye, yum  Aye, yum  Ah! Yea, *** eyes us sane, isis slow ands dims sum.  Bess beefs be indy, indy, India, India, Far test fum  yore  deaf viand as understanding! O My! you  oft de deep and of diem, diem... dim niche holes. couldst I ask I such without such plea? Pulleys! Pull East! Scaly wax inner interim oh, honor too, ides doe no, disease? Lo! Land ** Too old geese sirs seize dearth closure mead wits mine ***** eye; and Naughty Wit Stan Ding disown. Yet fervor from mine arenose ol' hail home, I hath ne'er be -admit I to I; and plead to thee, wizened dis' Beseecher's breeching beach! Shea jest dis' a-greased wit who sow error to dew sew... ***** nil eat. And therefore store my old hat lore, as I cast in twos that sea...  Aye! thee, Foreign Eye! Truth for a truth, if truth it be, truth tell I, true to thee do I e'er be nah; e'er be I, true to thee from noun on; in air go, did jest *** you ditz dun to me, but now a blind eye a-see  a freed bird! - I caste you one lass time in due thus see.  Cuss you beast an  false eye, my you still dunce see, still blind you be, be dissin' in my sir name an airy way, and mode in air gone come.. a-seaward.
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Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 11:15 PM UTC
***** One Eye -Pull It Tickle Sat Tire
Aye! Foreign Eye; tooth for a truth! you gnome eyne  sane? Troot I owe ewe nah, youths dunno, you fin nah Noll. *** eye us fin nah per se, foe Theo Theo, ewe know  O you no, enter ups shun, wot in the hex dies...  jest say? Dis' awe beast anaconda sate shun bout Intrusion. O Why? O Why? O Eye, ice bins scratch in at Maya -Maya, day yum eye, forests rail lea bane it she laid lea. Wear Aye, yum  Aye, yum  Ah! Yea, *** eyes us sane, isis slow ands dims sum.  Bess beefs be indy, indy, India, India, Far test fum  yore  deaf viand as understanding! O My! you  oft de deep and of diem, diem... dim niche holes. couldst I ask I such without such plea? Pulleys! Pull East! Scaly wax inner interim oh, honor too, ides doe no, disease? Lo! Land ** Too old geese sirs seize dearth closure mead wits mine ***** eye; and Naughty Wit Stan Ding disown. Yet fervor from mine arenose ol' hail home, I hath ne'er be -admit I to I; and plead to thee, wizened dis' Beseecher's breeching beach! Shea jest dis' a-greased wit who sow error to dew sew... ***** nil eat. And therefore store my old hat lore, as I cast in twos that sea...  Aye! thee, Foreign Eye! Truth for a truth, if truth it be, truth tell I, true to thee do I e'er be nah; e'er be I, true to thee from noun on; in air go, did jest *** you ditz dun to me, but now a blind eye a-see  a freed bird! - I caste you one lass time in due thus see.  Cuss you beast an  false eye, my you still dunce see, still blind you be, be dissin' in my sir name an airy way, and mode in air gone come.. a-seaward.
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My brother Theodore always said he loved me more than gold or silver. Our bond was stronger than any that i had in my youth. I'd tell him the truth of my thoughts about girls and all the troubles with boys at school. When I tired of this town, he promised to show me the world someday. When he went out to sea he said he'd come back for me, "In a years time. You'll be fine. Listen for me in the breeze." But that was three years ago and mother sits out in the snow. Thinks she sees him sometimes in the streets after wine. He didn't come back in time. She drinks herself to sleep. Oh Theo, I can't keep this up long. Oh Theo, what am I doing wrong? Oh Theo, your memory keeps me strong. Last time he walked out the door he was kissing on Eleanor. She was full with his child when he said he'd be back in a while. But she died one winter morning and I took it as a warning to never love somebody if I'd not be there to mourn them when they go. Oh Theo, she held my hand as we waved. Oh Theo, as the waves took you away. Oh Theo, now I'm almost grown. Oh Theo, and I'm feeling alone. I'd lay by the water, let the tide pull me in. In the waves I was swallowed, ready for my life to end. Death comes in threes but I wanted him to take me too. Without him I was nothing but a boy without a song. In the breeze I'd hear him sing, "It's time for you to move along." So I packed my bags and left after mother took her last breath. I wanted to believe there's something better for me out there. So I travelled through the trees and up the hills and through the streams. I sipped my flask in a tent next to the water I called Whisky Springs.
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Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 9:10 PM UTC
Theo
My brother Theodore always said he loved me more than gold or silver. Our bond was stronger than any that i had in my youth. I'd tell him the truth of my thoughts about girls and all the troubles with boys at school. When I tired of this town, he promised to show me the world someday. When he went out to sea he said he'd come back for me, "In a years time. You'll be fine. Listen for me in the breeze." But that was three years ago and mother sits out in the snow. Thinks she sees him sometimes in the streets after wine. He didn't come back in time. She drinks herself to sleep. Oh Theo, I can't keep this up long. Oh Theo, what am I doing wrong? Oh Theo, your memory keeps me strong. Last time he walked out the door he was kissing on Eleanor. She was full with his child when he said he'd be back in a while. But she died one winter morning and I took it as a warning to never love somebody if I'd not be there to mourn them when they go. Oh Theo, she held my hand as we waved. Oh Theo, as the waves took you away. Oh Theo, now I'm almost grown. Oh Theo, and I'm feeling alone. I'd lay by the water, let the tide pull me in. In the waves I was swallowed, ready for my life to end. Death comes in threes but I wanted him to take me too. Without him I was nothing but a boy without a song. In the breeze I'd hear him sing, "It's time for you to move along." So I packed my bags and left after mother took her last breath. I wanted to believe there's something better for me out there. So I travelled through the trees and up the hills and through the streams. I sipped my flask in a tent next to the water I called Whisky Springs.
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~ **The Cubs, The Dog and the Greatest Leader in the World*^ ~ humble lives in the spaces in between our toes and eyes, where the miracle occurs, that linty dirt returns of its own free will we wash our faces dailies of the night's crusted leavings gift of The Elusives^ a kinda kissy poke in the eye lest u think stink, u get a prideful notion of a a clean start - ha! the stubble assiduously removed prior, returns with a scratchy salutation, "good morning and **** off, you ain't the boss" just in case u think u got it rightly wrongheaded and a passing stray filled your grateful deadheaded notional still prone brain, you, are master of the universe, greatest leader in the world, go back to bed it's the weekend after you walk the dog ~~~ The man who made the Cubs world champs Series winner named best leader. Upon being named greatest leader in the world by Fortune, Theo Epstein, president of baseball operations at the Chicago Cubs, had this to say to an ESPN reporter: "Um, I can't even get my dog to stop peeing in the house. That is ridiculous.
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Mar 25, 2017
Mar 25, 2017 at 6:54 AM UTC
The Cubs, The Dog and the Greatest Leader in the World