"speeded" poems
I found I was left a mantle clock
The type that you wind by key,
It had stood upon my father’s shelf,
Now it came down to me.
Inside the clock I had found a note
Scrawled in my father’s hand,
‘You never must overwind the clock
For time is a shifting sand.’
That’s all that it said, that tiny note
And I’d wondered what he meant,
Surely he could have talked to me
And made it more evident.
But my father had been secretive
And never would say too much,
Just that his life had raced away
And left him behind, and such.
The end of his life had come too soon,
It certainly was a shock,
I found him sat alone in his chair
And pointing up at the clock,
It wasn’t until the afternoon
I noticed the clock had stopped,
Just as his heart had ceased to beat,
There wasn’t a tick, or tock.
I took it home and I placed it up
In pride of place on the shelf,
Over the wooden mantlepiece
And wound the thing up myself.
I just didn’t know how many times
I was meant to turn the key,
So probably over wound it then,
Not knowing what was to be.
Over the following week I found
The clock had been gaining time,
And thought, that’s probably what he meant,
Never to over wind,
I tried to adjust it back a bit
To change the rate of the pawl,
But found the cog was racing away
And speeding up overall.
No matter what I did to that clock
Its speed just wouldn’t be tamed,
I’d slow it down and it speeded up,
I felt I was being gamed,
But then I woke on a Wednesday and
I thought there was something strange,
The man on the news said ‘Thursday’,
Like the days had been rearranged.
The weeks and the months went flying by,
I still kept winding that clock,
Remembering how my father died,
I wouldn’t have dared to stop.
But then one day I forgot to wind
And it slowed, and took me aback,
I held the key, was about to wind
When I had my heart attack.
Luckily Joyce was in the room
Thank god for my lovely wife,
She seized the key and she wound it up
And probably saved my life.
I never forget to wind it now
That clock’s in sync with my heart,
But now my life is racing away
With the clock still playing its part.
David Lewis Paget
Aug 21, 2017
Aug 21, 2017 at 7:41 PM UTC
Time machine roared for a minute... Future was nearing
with outrageously high
speeded velocity Surpassing The Bitter Past & Collapsing back
In itself ! Surplus Evaporating Events have soared above the
mundane Blue Planet
Glistening, tiny, roundabout vessels have vanished silently, into the
wide open cracks internal to Ethereal MotherBoard Memory
of The MainBrain. Truly Our Vision Focused on the
upcoming Horizon of Hope Saw no Evil no More
Nov 28, 2015
Nov 28, 2015 at 9:00 AM UTC
God waited for Abraham's arm to be actually starting down, the biceps fully tensed.
Nothing short would do; in extremity, we learn what's true.
With a good job, a good marriage, a fine son, I had everything one could expect.
And yet there was a lingering dissatisfaction; a malaise.
It seemed, deep down, that I didn't really feel or believe in anything.
.........
On Saturday morning, August 11, 1990, my three-year-old son and I rounded the corner at the south end of the block where we live. We were out for a walk. (He had been born through in-vitro fertilization, everything else had failed -- including several previous in-vitro attempts.) He was riding his tricycle -- it's amazing how fast a three-year-old can go on a tricycle with big wheels. . . . The house next to the corner had tall bushes growing right out to the sidewalk. As we passed the house, my son speeded up. My attention was diverted to men working across the street trimming trees. Their chainsaws drowned out the sound of a car backing out of the driveway next to the house with the bushes. The car was moving slowly and I can see in the slowest of slow motion -- I screamed, but I'm not sure just when (there's no sound track to this movie) -- the car backing into the left handlebar of the tricycle, tilting it over to the right, my son breaking his fall with his right hand. (As low to the ground as he and the tricycle were, they could not be visible in the driver's rearview mirror at this point.) And, then, the car stopping. Did the car stop because of my scream? Or had the old man driving the car seen my son at the last second before he disappeared behind the car?
.......
I learned instantly with the terrible weight of that tire inches from my son's head, that I wanted with a giant, horrible wanting for this boy to grow up healthy and to have children of his own who would, in turn, have children of their own, and that having my wife hate me for losing him would be unbearable.
All the unfairnesses I had suffered in life -- ALL of them --
instantly became meaningless. Everything was clear.
This is what I wanted; this is what I believed.
Aug 1, 2017
Aug 1, 2017 at 2:14 PM UTC
1. You’re going to meet a guy and he’s going to sweep you off your feet. He’s going to remind you why you wanted love in the first place.
2. You will find that one day he will shred your heart into pieces leaving you to pick up every little piece, cutting your self on the glass, because you, you are fragile.
3. Your parents are always going to upset you and most of the time you will wish that you were grown up already so you can go live on your own and “be happy” but you don’t understand that you can’t be happy if all you lived through was wishing and hoping on the future.
You never live in the present and Its so **** special.
4. No matter how many times you believe you will never find love again, you will. even if that means a speeded heart rate while your listening to your favourite song being the closest thing to love and thats okay.
5. Teenage hood will be rough, you will find yourself waking up in the morning wondering why you ever did, you will find yourself wondering the meaning, the value of everything, I guarantee that telling yourself that you’re going to get through another day, is worth it.
You will find yourself waking up one morning next to the person you love most in this world, and he will kiss your forehead and remind you on why you should stay, why you did.
6. If you’re tired of the wait, then find peace in the pleasures in life, write a poem, read a book, paint a picture.
Go hang out with friends, jump into a lake, laugh at your own jokes.
Life is beautiful, Stop worrying about the ending.
7.Because one day you are going to look back on your life and wonder why you ever worried about dying, it was a lot longer then you expected, it was worth the ride.
8. Write your dreams down, if thats the only thing that is worth remembering about the day then hold on to that, Because Life isn’t always an adventure when you avoid the marvel.
9. Find growth in your pain, Create yourself, Create others through your influence. You mean something.
Your influence is infinite, embrace it.
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 9:39 PM UTC
Today I comanded:
Sit dog!
And she did!
Surprise, surprise -
The doors were
free for us to made
two prominent steps
out of appartament
into the
bright new
opportunity
l
acted like a leader of the pack;
behaved proudly, dignified,
jumping two steps at a time
The dog's velocity was
surrpasing our knees
like a fast speeded glance:
She was upfront,
paw knocking on the glass door
Tongue and fangs were eager
to run free in the wild
I wanted to chill her bear barkings
cute yawning squiqs
. . . uwauu . . .
uwwauuuuws
Respectfully
Ignoring
The
Hectic
Situation
Aug 23, 2015
Aug 23, 2015 at 3:45 PM UTC
Once upon a time, somewhere
When the seagulls speeded
With a bike to a night that
Popped new tyres and did
Not wipe the rain, storm and
Long blue letters that spoke,
I remember you, I remember you
Chillies that swam across the earth
To a milky way where seasons
Changed, candles blew over
Secret nights and lodges Mum
Did not know, emotionlessness fails,
Don’t fly away because
I remember you, I remember you
There’s a standing table and
Papers all around, the ghost
That tiptoed into a bedroom
Where an insomniac fooled
With magic pen and blue eyes
I see you smiling and you know
I remember you, I remember you
Get on the chair and climb
Up to my swing, I’ll take you
To my city and show little jingles.
I caught the sun inside my-
Palm, your little town and
A comic store, look at this!
I remember you, I remember you
I should start making sushies,
Swim across a little ocean
To find a Mickey world of
Endless topics and FIFO workers
You're probably goanna **** me
For the good things I did not write
But you do remember me, don't you?
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
Today woke up to see,
if still here and breathe.
Shared the crazy colours
with those precious in the arms.
Raced the town to say,
the yellow train goodbye.
Visited the morning trees,
seeing the specks of light in beams.
Went to the banks of river
to dream a bit of lovely ******
Speeded up just enough to take off,
to ****** up the day.
Today.
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 1:16 PM UTC
Let me tell you about public buses
with their rolling wheels and upright seats
where the driver entraps in his own world
and as the passengers, we in ours;
but there's a strange occurrence
when strangers share the same seat--
suddenly, we are sensitive
to their slightest movement
the deepness of their breath
our legs touching slightly, sometimes
ramming together throughout
this epic journey.
then, it's our stop;
we are at the window seat, our eyes darting
outwards, with a speeded heart,
our eyes focus on our
impending bus stop.
but before our words form
the sounds, articulate the words,
this stranger has already shifted
with a smile.
"Thank you," you say, stunned,
wondering how they knew
your feelings.
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 5:25 AM UTC
Fingers glide over keys,
The room is covered in smoke,
My eyes are glazed,
Melodies play quietly,
You're sitting like a king,
Everyone can see you,
But you can't see a thing.
First you start fast,
your fingers going so quickly,
then they slow,
just as brilliantly as they speeded,
Before I know what to say,
your eyes are fixed on me.
The way my hearts skipping beats,
it's so foreign to me,
I swore long ago
not to love anything,
but before I know what I'm doing,
I'm drawing closer to you.
My eyes feel wide,
they're so tired,
I can't blink,
I'm scared you wouldn't be there,
You look so brilliant in this room.
Together we're on a wooden bench,
You're speaking so softly,
You're voice like the song you played,
It's soft and touching to the heart,
I don't know where to start,
I start mumbling,
In an absent place of mind,
I whisper,
"There you are",
Or maybe that's what my heart said.
Your eyes are bright blue,
Your sandy brown hair,
It's taking all my effort
not to show you what I'm feeling,
All I hear is your breathing,
The room is hush,
Then a brush of your finger,
A mindless touch,
It sends my heart flying,
Just like I knew it would.
With my heart beating,
and my mind spinning,
I press my fingers to the keys,
You smile at the noise it makes,
Then you took my hand,
between the thudding in my chest,
I hear quietly,
the words brush against your lips,
"There you are",
Or maybe that's what your heart said.
Sep 2, 2012
Sep 2, 2012 at 8:22 PM UTC
*Drowning, slowly sinking
Struggling to keep her head up
The pain sets in
Its getting harder to breath, harder to move
Struggling to eat without the self hatred
The disease is setting in
The blood flows out
Stark red contrasts against white
Pain leaves the body
Slowly
The pain drains away as her soul returns
One less angle left on earth.
She cuts deeper each time past the skin past bone
Letting the sickness bleed out
But its speeded into her bones
Heads spinning round
Running in circles anyway
Chasing down the dreams trying to get away
Starving every morning starving every night
Hungry to bed makes her light
Voice screaming in her head drowning out her thoughts
Her voice slowly fades
Getting harder each day
Losing sleep and her mind
Diving further into the abyss the deep dark unknown.*
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 6:03 PM UTC
10/27/14
say it once more, out loud, or as many times as you want:
"I did not think it would happen like this."
there are seven billion people on the earth right now, and that means about seven billion god complexes, each above my own.
there are things that aren't supposed to be said, and things that are crafted to be left behind. I always compared myself to one of the latter, but now I realize I am the suitcase. I am the hotel shampoo that you leave in your bag only to carry it to the next hotel.
those little bottles have seen a lot.
so have I -- well, enough to know that when people say "don't look down," they mean it. I compiled a list of the ways that I could have said goodbye, and then tore it up, letting the little pieces go one by one from my hand out your car window as it speeded down the thruway.
there are good lights and bad lights and lights in between -- warning lights. if there are no sirens, how can you tell the difference? red is not a color to mess around with. and please, whatever you do, please don't get it on the walls. people will get the wrong idea.
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 9:31 PM UTC
Love is pain left out in the rain,
with nothing to gain but teardrop stains,
being haunted by a memory as I think back,
the things we used to do and how we used to act with love trust and passion.
Because a pride never kept things inside,
they were always discussed between us,
never argued about,
and I never gave any dues for you to figure it out.
How I miss being blessed with your sweet finesse,
as we kiss and twist and caress on the mattress.
Sweet body heat, your heartbeat.
I'll grip your hips and both our lips will meet so neat,
staring up at the moonlight with someone to hold tight.
Given a chance for romance, until the sunlight brightens the sky,
it reflects in your eye.
But now the reflection is gone and I cry out she loves me, she loves me not, she loves me.
She loves me looking at your picture as it sits on the table,
as I put on my cable I wish I was able to touch, but it's a shame you had to go.
So I watch the hands on the clock go real slow,
gone with the wind is love a sin?
If it is then God, bring it back again.
Not a girl that you rate as a fine blind date,
I need a love mate,
so I open the window to feel the wind blow,
try to figure out how a love can end so fast,
and just pass and not even last.
first grow like grass then shatter like glass,
now I stare at the walls, clock five paracetamol,
turn off my phone to avoid any calls.
As I sit and crave for the love she gave,
but when I wake up,
I'm the same *** slave saying; she loves me, she loves me not, she loves me.
She loves me when I lost a good friend, dreams seem to end.
Cause a broken heart and me don't blend,
you move to quick you become seasick.
So I race in space and try to replace the pretty face,
but it's a waste,
this chase is a kiddy case.
Now I whisper how much I miss her,
my lips should have blistered the way I kissed her.
So soft and slow,
laid back and relaxed,
and when I move the groove is as smooth as a sax.
She kissed me low then proceeded up,
bed sheets heated up,the pace is speeded up.
Slowly but surely we reach our destiny,
She got the best of me and left the rest of me.
All I got is total confusion,
she disappeared and it's not an illusion.
My life bitter, the memories glitter,
my heart's deflated, doctors can't rate it,
I don't know how the hell I made it.
So farewell sweetheart wherever you are,
I'll just look at the stars and say; she loves me, she loves me not....
Jun 12, 2017
Jun 12, 2017 at 7:23 AM UTC
smell the serenity of his soul
his, that longs endearity
that disfigures infidelity
that mistrusts commonality
his soul is more that it meets the eye
speeded up like a love train when it sees you
you, where it gives the needed attention
the love and affection
where the fibre of thine heart is transfigured
off to your hiding place
where the fire will be made
through the transmigration to a beautiful soul.
Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 4:02 PM UTC
The clock ticks faster everyday,
seconds that beat rapidly away
As minutes pass,
I glimpse into the past
My mind gets stuck,
in a time capsule cast
Remembering when time
had moved much slower,
but it speeded up
as I grew older
Once hoping it wold
hurry up its tock
Now wishing that
it would come to a stop
Forward it moves in eternity
quickly it is reminding me
of the direction that it goes
and I cannot tell it to slow
A speed of illusion
that continues to turn,
a motion that keeps going
and does not return
For when I'm gone
will there still be a ticking clock,
or would it be a memory
that cannot be forgot
Jan 12, 2018
Jan 12, 2018 at 6:11 PM UTC
Visiteth, buildings those workers constructed,
Foundation lay which the heartfelt knitted
Ask them, those beside who're seated
Which rugged path the old man leaded
Look, those who just went on speeded
Saying, was that accident needed
Ever asked the lad on the hill so steep,
How much was that school boy beated
Never judge one by the front that ye witness,
By none, can their destiny be readed
Fix thyself, upon the loose ***** should you focus
Then will the fate, have a right message tweeted
Don't let nothing become the cause ye receded
Then shall desire fulfil the path ye pleaded
Sep 7, 2017
Sep 7, 2017 at 2:07 AM UTC
She received a gift of prophecy
Which she kept locked deep inside her soul
Begging for her honesty
Her mind soon lost control
Her breath turned to ashes
Her heart reshaped veins
Red blood sank into darkness
A naked body in flames
Lonely old clock
Speeded up time
When her breathing stopped
Her world turned sublime
A gift of prophecy
Entails experience
Life overwhelmed with quality
Shining in its brilliance
One cannot control time
For time is in control
Lost time is never found again
Not even in the deepest holes of our soul
Mar 30, 2013
Mar 30, 2013 at 12:56 PM UTC
Nothing made me angrier than when
You expected the best from me and I
Felt like it was unfair, and I couldn’t do
What everyone else could, that I didn’t
Have the tools, that this was a race but
I was positioned behind the
Starting line.
I thought you didn’t understand.
And you didn’t.
But you pushed me farther than I thought
I could go, you told me that I could do it—
That I had to.
You held me to that same gold standard,
On the bad days and the good days and
The days in between, you never wavered
And you never gave me the option to
Quit.
So I ran that race, and I ran it fast
I sprinted and leaped and speeded past
Everyone else, despite where I started,
And all I could feel was the rush in the air,
The breath in my veins and the wind in my hair,
The power of my stride, the power of my will,
The strength of my wholeness, this strength I could feel,
And every time, I thought I could not do it.
You did not know my pain—
Yet you pushed me right through it.
Oct 4, 2024
Oct 4, 2024 at 7:14 PM UTC
One cold morning, I decided to go on a walk. Left technology and knowledge behind. All I took, was my gracious self.
I felt the wind on the skin of my bare arms, the hairs on my back stood up straight. The wind grew denser and denser until the fog spread all over.
As I strode along, I saw a vague image approaching my direction. Without noticing until I grew closer, I met a familiar face. One that I knew so long and well.
The distance continued to shrink further, until an inch was left between us. I looked up into his fiery eyes. He had the same golden tan, he had a year ago.
A sudden rush of hope, of joy, of pain, of life encircled me. I felt the flow of current between us. A heat half the sun could contain. I knew what was coming next. Oh yes I did!
He would hug me so tight, tell me he missed me. He still loves me. He needs me. He wouldn't leave me. He would fight for me. And he would still be hugging me. I would say I am sorry. I would say forgive me. I would say take me with you.
He stood there. He stepped back. He looked away. He sighed. He said he's sorry. I put my arm forward, and I said I am sorry too. He looked into my eyes. They mirrored mine. Eyes defeated. Touch most needed. Hearts shattered. Nothing mattered.
He said bye. I said bye. He reached home And so did I. He begged for one more meeting. For the one last time, he wished he could've fixed it. He grew the guts even after causing the breakage of my heart. He prepared to come over the next day. To ask for a lifetime of repentance with me by his side.
It was the next cold morning. All armoured for the glorious day. He drove off the merry lonesome streets, faster than the rays of beams. He arrived at my gateway. Astonished to see a grand decoration. He walked out of the car. Speeded over to the entrance. What he saw after that, was unspectacular.
I was seen as the prettiest lady in the hall. Next to a man, of medium built who stood up tall. I shot straight up, immediately I caught sight of him. I knew he was just in time, to make me whole.
He walked with a plastered smile across his face, right up to me. Handed me over the bouquet, asked for my hand, and put it into his. He congratulated me and watched me wed. Till this day, I've been ever so dead.
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 6:42 PM UTC
eye starly
cut thrumming
cherry ember dwindle shutter
speeded up
us lamplighted
and brief
Aug 16, 2016
Aug 16, 2016 at 7:34 PM UTC
Misapprehension
On my way to lunch
Drove the wrong way
Turned and followed the car's
Silhouette
In front of me
Speeded up to join it
The car caught up with its
Illusion
And became whole again
Lunch at the café
As usual
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 7:58 AM UTC