"sochta" poems
Kagaz ki kashtiyon mein kai bar safar kar liya,
ab ek lambi udan bhar lene do.
Aj in bandhe hue pankhon ko khuli hava mein sans le lene do,
kyunki ab girne ka khauff nahin raha.
Daudne mein ab koi maza nahin hai,
kyunki yahan to hava jaise tham si gayi **
Ab rukne ka bilkul man nahin raha,
aj to toofanon mein sair karne lene do.
Dayron mein rehte hue adhi zindagi guzar gayi,
aj to un hadon ko par kar lene do.
Dar dar ke kab tak khamosh rahoge dost,
zameen par jeet jane mein kuch nahin rakha ,
aj to uchaiyon par jashn mana lene do.
Unke chale hue raston ko kai bar nap liya,
aj mujhe bhi apni pehchan bana lene do.
Kismat ka rona to sabhi rote hain,
aj mujhe bhi apne naseeb ka kora kagaz rang lene do.
Kabhi kabhi to man karta hai ki
un azad parindon ki tarah hava mein bas tairta hi reh jaoon.
Asan to kuch nahin par sochta *** ki
aj namumkin ko hi apna dost bana loon.
Kitabon ke panne kafi palat liye,
aj mujhe bhi do shabd likh lene do.
Hans lene do jinhe hansna hai mere in mazboot iradon par.
Kya samjhenege who is khuli udan ki masti ko,
jinhe kabhi bharosa nahin hua khud par,
aur hamesha rakha tha apne armanon ko pinjre mein kaid kar.
Khule asman mein aj ek bar ud lene do,
kya pata kal wahan bhi zaroorat se jyada bheed **
Kai dinon ke bad aj ek bar fir azad hone ka man kiya hai
Tod do in bediyon ko, kyunki aj ek lambi udaan bharne ka iraada hai
Mar 23, 2011
Mar 23, 2011 at 9:20 AM UTC
Ek pal ki khushi , ek pal ka gham
jindgi ey jindgi
kaun tum kaun hum
kabhi tum lati **
umeed ki tez lehar
kabhi nirasa se kar deti **
jindgi ko shant sehar
kabhi kabhi sochta ***
tumne mujhe kya diya
beparwah muskan ya
aankhen nam
jindgi ey jindgi
kaun tum kaun hum !
Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 4:45 AM UTC
Ek chand gumsum sa hai
Door desh rehta hai.
Jab b puch lo kyu udas hai
Koi baat nahi kehta hai
Kya kho gya hai uska jo door desh me dhoondta hai
Sans is zami me hai
To vha ku ghumta hai.
Muje fark yun padta hai
Ku Maine is chand ko haste hasate dekha hai.
Ladte jhagadte roothte manate dekha hai.
Us chand Ka taqiya b uski ankho ki nami mehsus karta hai.
Bhai jan to hai par aapi ammi ki kami mehsus karta hai.
Vo vha aasman ki talash me gya hai
Apne sapno k jahan ki talash me gya hai.
Ab use is shehar ki chamak b raas ni aati
Kabhi bethkar sochta hai k is shehar kash na aati.
Maa ki panv ki jameen ko jannat hai janta hai.
Jo samne se jhagdta tha phone pe ammi Ka Sab kha manta hai.
Us chand Ka dil b toota hai kisi se keh ni paya
Sab kuch saha Akele
Bas Roye bina reh na paya
Ab Dard kam hai Bas kasak baki hai
Khalish baqi hai jakhm pe thoda namak Baqi hai.
Or Hume intezar hai k vo chand Jane ab Kab hasega
Kab utha k tasveer zindagi ki usme rang bharega
Chudi bindi mehndi libaz Sab shaunk thode kam ** gye hai
Ye Sab dekh k hairan hum ** gye hai
** skta hai ye likha b use na pasand aye
** skta hai nazarandaz kare ya nazarband kar jaye
Hume yakin hai vo Khud k Masle hal kar legi
Sabr or dua dono mile h use aj ni to kal kar legi
Dhal jayega jald vo saya jo chand pe aj betha hai.
Ek chand gumsum sa hai
Door desh rehta hai.
Ek chand gumsum sa hai
Door desh rehta hai.
Oct 25, 2022
Oct 25, 2022 at 9:16 AM UTC
Phir kyu ruka
Dil ki raah me
Intezaar e dard
Manzil e jaam
Raat ** ya din
Ek naye Roz me
Sochta aur beeta yeh din e tamanaah
Dil se dur ek kashish e adhura...
Chalta yu ki kab gir gaya...
Hosh e kaabil na raha...
Deewana pagal madhoshi me bheega...
Khuch sawaal liye awaaz e dard...
Khud ko hi jalata yeh mann...
Aashiq e kaabil sapno me bhi haar gaya...
Darte hue gulaab ke lamhein me bikhra
...lamho me khoya khud ko kaed kiye...
Ghumsum chup... Niharta aankhon hi aankhon me...
Shayad nisabadh .... Talash e sukoon ki...
Pyaare pal ki. ....Wohi aarzoo..phir se...
Kya sach me sach hoga ek sapna...?
Ya phir sote hua neend e darr me
phir se kho sa jayega woh lamhe!!!
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 12:48 AM UTC
Teri ishq bhi ajeeb hai
Maarti bhi hai
Bachaati bhi hai
Hasaati bhi hai
Rulaati bhi hai
Taqaat bhi deti hai
Kamzor bhi banaati hai
Kabhi kabhi sochta hoon
Tu haqeeqat hai
Ya mera khwabon ka koi sunehra hissa
Iss beraham duniya may
Kya sahi mainoy humara koi wajood hai
(The above language is a mixture of Urdu and Hindi.)
English Translation
Your love is strange
It kills
It also saves
It makes me laugh
It also makes me cry
It gives me strength
It also weakens me
Sometimes i wonder..
Whether you are a reality
Or just a pleasant figment of my imagination?
In this heartless world
Do we really have any existence in the actual sense?
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 1:10 PM UTC
Kabhi mujh mein kabhi tum mein phudakti tum to rehti **
Tumhein bandish mein kya gherun ke dariya si tum behti **
[Sometimes in me sometimes in you, you keep twitching...
How can I put restrictions around you as you flow like a stream...]
Kabhi dekhun tumhein nazron ko bhar ke dil behel jaaye.....
Kabhi tum par nazar gir kar bhi nazrein bas taras jaaye.....
[Sometimes when I watch you my heart finds its contentment....
Sometimes even as I lay my eyes on you I am left with an unfulfilled yearning...]
Kabhi titli si tum guzro fiza mein rang ko phailaaye...
Kabhi khushboo si tum baslo har ek kone ko mehkaaye...
[Sometimes like a butterfly you flutter and spread colors in the air...
Sometimes like fragrance spread you stay in all corners...]
Kabhi dil ke kisi kone mein yaadon ki lo angdaayi....
Kabhi zehno vehem mein hi khayaalon ki shakal aayi...
[Sometimes in a corner of my heart you remain comfortably like a memory...
Sometimes in the mind you appear like a thought crossed...]
Kabhi main sochta *** tum haqeeqat mein ** bhi ya nahi....
Magar “Ain” e fikar se dekhun main tum hi *** main to nahi...
[Sometimes I wonder if you exist in reality...
But when I ponder over it I find that in me there’s just you I don’t even exist....]
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 3:48 PM UTC
Ae zindagi kya hassin naam tera
Hazaaron Mein Hai chehra tera
Aj beparda hai husno jamal tera
Sabhi ko hoti hai chinta teri
Kya ** agar na ** chinta teri
Chalo jite hai tuje aaj mein
Chohd chinta kal ki teri
Sochta *** kya hai zindagi
Fir dehk kar paani Ganga ka
Sabhi jawab milgae
Jese Ganga aati hai or
Samundar mai miljaati hai
Fir se baarish ke roop Mein wo
Himalaya me chali jaati hai
Ae zindagi tubhi waise lagti mujhe
Haasti hai rulati hai or kabhi udas
Kar jati hai tu
Fir es aatma ko us ek se ja milati hai
Ae zindagi maaza tera maut Mein Bhi aata hai
Ae zindagi kya hassin naam tera
Hazaaron Mein Hai chehra tera
Hazaaron Mein Hai chehra tera
By Abutorab dyer
Aug 2, 2020
Aug 2, 2020 at 1:47 AM UTC
E mann tu kyu rota hai,
Kuch 2 pal ki hi to hai zindagi,
Phir tu itna kyun sochta hai,
Har pal ek naya daur hai,
Ek naya savera, aur ek nai ummeed hai,
Bas itni si baat hai Zindagi,
Kuch pal haseen, to kuch bas yuhin hai zindagi,
Bas 2 pal ki hi to hai Zindagi!!
Bas 2 pal ki hi to hai Zindagi!!
Jun 12, 2020
Jun 12, 2020 at 1:42 AM UTC
Kabhi Kabhi to main apne aap per Has padta hu
Itna gyan prapt kar liya fir bhi
pathar ki murti samne hath jod kar khada hu
Kabhi Kabhi to main apne aap per has padta hu.
Sau chuhe to humne bhi mare,
namak dalkar bhi humne khae par
jab haj per pahunche tab pata Chala
ki vah sab to viarth tha.
Dharm aur Bhakt ki kya yah dosti badi aanokhi hai
buddhu pahla wala banata hai,
dusre wala samjhata hai ki buddhu kaise banaa hai.
Tu jise maine dekha nahin bus khali teri batay hi suni hay
To ab tu hi bata k tuj par kesay visvas Kar Lu
par tu bataee ga bhi kesay
Kabhi Kabhi to main yah sochta hu
ki agar tu na hota to kya hota ?
Agar tu hay us Ka bhram na hota to yah pakshpath na hota,
tu alag mein alag aisa mahsus na hota
insan insan ke barabar hota.
Maine suna hai ki har Kan mein hai tu
To tere liye ye ghar banane ki itni jid kyon?
Tu kya tu nahin chahta use jagah per ek bhavya vidyalay bane?
Kuch dost to mere aise bhi hai ki jab ab dharm
per vivad hota hai tu yah sunana nahin bhulate
ki unhone yah dharm granth pada hai
aur sathi sath yah bhi nahin bolate
ke tu bhi yah dharm granth pad.
Agar dharm granth padhne ke baad ahankar aata **
to vah granth na pado to behtar hai.
Vishvaas ki kai paribhashaye hai Jaise
Shaniwar ko chana, tel aur chappal
Na khaya, lagaya aur kharida jata hai.
Or jab poochho k kyon?
To uttar aisa milta hai jis per vishvaas nahin hota.
Vishvaas karo To prashn nahin,
aur prashn Karo to tumko vishvaas nahin,
yah kaisi andhvishwasi mayajaal hai
jismein ek ke liye suraj nila hi, To dusre ke liye hara hi
Aur teesra aankhen kholne ko taiyar nahin
kyunki use ine donon per VISHVAAS NAHIN.
Oct 10, 2020
Oct 10, 2020 at 4:32 AM UTC
pure saal khudko barbaad krte
aagyi firse January tujhe yaad krte
har saal kuch kasmein wadein khate hai log
hum khate hai teri ksm tujhe yaad krte
zindagi he padd gyi bhari mujhko
Maut aegi tujhe yaad krte
tanhai me baithe sochta rehta hu
kya aise he jiyunga mai tujhe yaad krte
krwat leta hu tu dikhai deti hai
soo bhi nhe pata tujhe yaa krte
hakeekat se mann chuka ab
Pgl ** gye ab tujhe yaad krte
Jan 1, 2025
Jan 1, 2025 at 8:14 AM UTC
Tum so rahe ** jaan....
Par is dil e bechain ka kya karun jo betaabi aur behaali ki zanjeeron mein jakda hua tadap raha hai. ....
Tum so rahe ** jaan....
Par is dil e nadaan ka kya karun Jo nahi jaanta.... nahin samajhta....nahin maanta... bas machal Raha hai .....
Tum so rahe ** jaan.....
Par is dil e ghafil ka kya karun jo bhool Jata hai raat aur din ke adaab....us ke tareeqe...us ke harkaat...sukunaat.....bas khud hi khud woh to intezaar mein khoya rehta hai....
Tum so rahe ** jaan.....
Par is dil e jahil ka kya karun jo faslon ke hudood se na waqif hai. ...is se naap tol aur hisaab nahi hota bas ghadi ke kaanton pe tak take lagaye sochta rehta hai ke is waqt ke zalim kaanton ki ghulami use kyun karni pad rahi hai . ...
Tum so rahe ** jaan. ...
Par is dil e Masoom ko kaise kahun ke use dharakte rehna hoga. ....Saanson ki maala ko simar te rehna hoga. .....jitna bhi mushkil ** use jeete rehna hoga. .....ke wohi tareeqa hai wohi raasta hai. ....usi tapish se guzarke use rahat e raabta e dildaar hasil hoga. ......
Khair tumhe kya pata. .....
Tum to so rahe ** na jaan.......
Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 7:11 AM UTC
Aajkal Bolna hota hai kuch merko
Par kuch aur hi bol jata hu me
Aajkal hasta sabke saath hu me
Bas tumhare saath hi muskura pata hu me
Aajkal harr raat sone toh jata hu me
Par sapno me tumhari awaz sunke uth jata hu me
Aajkal ek hi gane ko sau baar sunta hu me
Phir kyu tumko soch kar sau gane likh jata hu me
Aajkal hota toh me yehi pe hu
Par kissi aur ke khayalo me doob jata hu me
Aajkal raaste toh bahut leta hu me
Par manzilo me tum tak pahuch jata hu me
Aajkal zindagi lagti hai mere sapno ki tarah
Phir lagta hai galti se uth na jau me khi
Aajkal har pal jeeta hu me zindagi ki tarah
Phir sochta hu ye pal bheet na jae khi
Aajkal sanse tham jaati hai meri
Bas Jab bhi hoti ** tum sath
Aajkal dhadkne dhadkti hai meri
Bas Jab tak tum ** saath
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 2:01 PM UTC
dil chahta hai choom loo surkh labon ko tere,
bhar lu tumhe umra bhar k liye bahon me meri,
ji loo jindagi bhar tumhe apna bana kar,
bas koi aur parchayi tere siva kareeb kabhi aaye na mere,
jalta hu agar yaad me mai har ghadi,
chahta hu k ek waqt aisa aaye,
k yaaden nahi bas tu hi mujhme thahar jaye,
dekh loo tumhe ji bhar k,
aur choom loo surkh labon ko tere.....
bahut majboor ** gaya hu is judai k silsile se,
ab rasta koi aur dikhta nahi mujhko,
mai chahta hu k simat jaun tujhme,
aur so jaun hardam k liye gesuon ki chaon me tere,
kareeb aakar har pal sanjha kar loo tumse,
tum hardam k liye kareeb aa jao mere,
aur choom loo surkh labon ko tere......
ab kaise kategi jindagi ye meri,
isliye karta hu har pal intjaar tera,
bas yaad karta hu har vo lamha jo sath bitaya tere,
bechain ** jata hu kai baar,
jab sochta hu k koi aur kareeb hai tere,
ab dushman lagti hai duniya sari,
kaise jiyunga mai bin tere,
kareeb aa jao hardam k liye,
dil chahta hai choom loo surkh labon ko tere....
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 4:56 AM UTC
Sochta hu pal pal
Har pal Itna sochne ke baad
Nigahon me doob gaya
Pal pal
Jaise ki aasman ki aur
Tadpta musafir
Dhoondta
Pyaar ki boondein
Dilo dimaag me
Bas khyaal e tanhai me
Pal pal
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 5:11 AM UTC
Repost;
koi fariyaad tere dil mein dabi ** jaise
tune aankhon se koi baat kahi ** jaise
It feels as if there is some request hidden in your heart,
as if you have said something with your eyes.
jaagte jaagte ek umr kaTi ** jaise
jaan baaki hai magar saans ruki ** jaise
It feels like a lifetime has passed, awake,
like there is life remaining, while breath isn't there.
har mulaakat pe mehsoos yehi hota hai
mujhse kuchh teri nazar poochh rahi ** jaise
everytime we meet, I get a feeling
as if your eyes are asking me something.
raah chalte hue aksar yeh Gumaan hota hai
wo nazar chhup ke mujhe dekh rahi ** jaise
while walking down a path, I often feel
like your eyes are watching me from hiding.
ek lamhe mein simaT aaya hai sadiyon ka safar
zindagi tez, bahut tez, chali ** jaise
a journey of ages has wound up in just one moment,
as if life has moved fast, very fast.
is tarah pehron tujhe sochta rehta hoon main
meri har saans tere naam likhi ** jaise
I keep thinking about you for hours in such a way,
as if every breath of mine was just yours.
Nov 19, 2024
Nov 19, 2024 at 1:43 AM UTC
Tumhe dhoondho
Dhoop ki chandni me
Kyu mujhe neend me jagaya...
Sone diya hota...ek kalpana ...
Khwaab e gulaab
Ishq me dooba
Dil e mazbur...
Shayad zinda rehne ke liye...
Kya Pyaar jaruri hai ?
..
Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 1:50 AM UTC
Tumhay chahkar bhi bhula nahi sakta
Kaisay bhulao tumhay???
Tum meray rooh may basti **
Tum meray khoon may daurti **
Meray tassavur may tumhari tasveer hai
Tum meray zehan par hukumat karti **
Tum meray har baat ko...har isharo ko...har dard ko... har khushi ko.. bakhubi samajhti **
Aisa ek pal nahi guzarta jab tumharay baray may sochta na hoon
Kaun ** tum???
Kya rishta hai hamara???
Kya tum haqeeqat **
Ya phir ek sunehra khwab???
(Urdu & Hindi)
English translation
I cannot forget you even if I want to
How do I forget you?
You reside in my soul
You run through my blood
Your picture is imprinted in my imagination
Your thoughts rule my mind
You understand every word I say..
...every gesture I make
...every bit of pain I feel
...every bit of happiness that I experience
Not a moment goes by when I do not think about you
Who are you???
What is our relationship???
Are you a reality???
Or a pleasant dream???
Sep 17, 2020
Sep 17, 2020 at 12:44 PM UTC