"smarted" poems
I was young
and you were old
you were shy
And I was bold
I stared at you
you smiled twice
I made my bet
you rolled the dice
I came to you
you felt my smell
I stole a kiss
You fell under my spell
I was a brat
You had no aim
I was an ace
You had no game
I had fun
You had too
I'm leaving soon
You're feeling blue
And so it ends
what never started
in the game of love
you've been out smarted
Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 4:11 AM UTC
I've been drawing
A blank
Dwelling in this
So called
Conundrum
Only giving
Half hearted gestures,
Forsaking all others
I've deliberately
Out smarted
All the details
Lost in time
Jittery
On every
Steamy day
The remedy
Never lies
In the score book,
Or with
Criminal instincts,
Not even
The crooked
Cab drivers
So I'll wander
In these
Unvarnished
Chocolate covered
Nightmares
I'll hide
Under the
Stairs
Where spiritualistic,
Speakeasy
Behavior
Only leaves
You
Killed or injured
A whirl
Of such discovery
And you
Will finally
See
It's mostly people
Who cause
This kind of
Unease
Aug 12, 2013
Aug 12, 2013 at 12:55 PM UTC
with tobacco sitting open
in dusty papers on our kitchen table,
still warm from the glow
on your mint and cedar skin,
and with the sky cloudy and quiet in our window,
you kissed my crooked mouth
like the ghost hand that held the door open for you.
Heartache is an actor,
mumbling his soliloquy on the wide empty stage of my tongue
while the people in the back complain that they can't hear.
when people speak of a love not returned,
if you're lucky,
you can still hear a thin warm ribbon of blood
wrapping around teeth,
almost undetectable,
and the name hangs heavy in the room
like silver tinsel after christmas
if the still oozes hot, black heartache
or else it is a wound that has scabbed over.
the lover is left lying like
a ribbed dog on a dry path,
summer's dust coating organs and throats
purple and bruised,
church bells ringing through tall grass.
but you heard every word that Heartache was saying.
you smarted away from me,
as if I had bitten you.
I think maybe
you could taste all of this war
waging among the rafters
in the high ceilings of my mouth.
and all I could taste was copper pennies
for months after you left.
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 12:45 PM UTC
As a young child I would
awaked from my mid-day nap
to the glorious smell of fresh
home-baked cookies, not the
premade out of the tube crap
... the real deal made by mom
Was I dreaming of her awesome
soft baked chocolate chips, the
classic sugar cookie or the
peanut butter thumb print
No matter... I was good with
anything produced by her hand
Sneaking down the stairs to the
kitchen I follow my nose to
discover nothing but aroma
Mixing bowls are all cleaned and
no sign of any used baking sheet
First instinct is to climb the cabinet
and search the old hiding spot
to no avail, she has out smarted
me yet again in concealing evidence
No jar is left probing by my best
Sherlock Holmes investigation
the HIDDEN COOKIE JAM will
not outwit me again and again
I will seek you until I find you
then I will lay waste to you like
Cookie Monster had his way on
Sesame Street.
Jul 12, 2016
Jul 12, 2016 at 6:14 AM UTC
Dear Andy, Thank you and Goodbye.
2/24/11
A deep tiresome passion has been building up inside me,
And it’s been two months and six days since I last saw you.
At the beach is where I’ll find you and is where I soon will be.
We’ll see each other and I’ll recover because you’ll be next to me.
Soft and smooth are your curly brown locks,
And sweet and luscious are your round small lips.
The scent of you with all your letters in my little green box,
Now I see your green eyes and feel your warm finger tips.
Slow and seductive are the long whispers I keep,
And it’s your voice I hear daily with little hope.
In my dreams is where I’ll find you as I fall into sleep,
And in the sunset we do paddle in the swan love boat.
2/27/11
The sand is in between the keyboard keys and caked onto my knees,
With a glass of wine at ten thirty in the morning I sit only broken hearted
A night together on the beach I had planned for two months, but you lied to me
All a lie, you scammed me how could I have been out smarted.
Lying together all day, and drinking late into night,
Only to crawl to the twin bed in the early hours of the morning.
You’d caress me as I sleep and hold me until awoken by sunlight.
Soon you must leave to go home, but I will visit soon and bring you loving.
Two months have passed and most days we’ve spoken,
But it seems now another girl found her way into the picture.
Without a word you have lured me here only to leave me broken.
You praise her and I watch just like a permanent wall fixture.
Thanks for the lies, and all the wasted time.
This is the end of the all the extra feelings.
My life is taking a rapid U-turn without you in line.
Please enjoy her company while I stand here dying.
Sincerely,
Sofi Lilly
Feb 27, 2011
Feb 27, 2011 at 6:39 AM UTC
In Mrs. Schmutz’s first grade class
In nineteen sixty-two
I took a babe for show and tell
DelRae, that babe was you!
I held you up for all to see
Then passed you down the aisle
The little girls all ooh-ed and ah-ed
To see your toothless smile
The little boys were less impressed
Until you passed some gas
Then thought you were the coolest kid
In Mrs. Schmutz’s class!
You seemed to like the accolades
And shot a little spray
Mi amigos that ain’t nada
Is what you seemed to say!
The teacher ran to wipe it up
All frantic and befuddled
Then slipped and fell right in that spot
Where you, DelRae, had puddled!
The girls giggled girlishly
The boys let out a roar
The principal came striding in
Take that and raise you four!
You burped a *** of curdled milk
Torpedoed in his eye
I don’t recall another time
I’ve seen a grown man cry!
He banned you from that first grade class
I guess his pride was smarted
‘Cuz you were kicked out of that school
And hadn’t even started!
Some fifty years have come and gone
Since all that stuff you did
So Happy Birthday, DelRae Scott!
You’re still the coolest kid!
Feb 18, 2016
Feb 18, 2016 at 4:29 PM UTC
the first time i choked on tear-gas,
we were standing in the heart of the Empire.
the scent of capsaicin still smarted
as we fished our medic bags for water-bottles
to flush our comrades’ eyes. we did not weep
for the revolt. we were at peace even as we knew,
beyond a shadow of a doubt,
we were ******
the black bloc, three thousand strong,
had raged through the streets of D.C.
overturning dumpsters, torching limos,
taking hammers and crowbars
to Bank of America windows
with gleeful abandon, a sense of endless,
militant joy. it would be
anarchy or annihilation.
the spontaneous insurrection
of the antifascist demonstration
was an inferno hotter than the dumpster-fires
we’d left like signal-flares in our wake.
for a moment, there, we could feel
the ******** quaking as our feet
shook the Earth, stepping
in-and-out of Lovecraftian shadows,
eldritch horrors of doom gloating over us.
but we’d been kettled,
cordoned by cops in riot gear,
cut-off from all possible routes of escape.
faceless phantoms clutching cudgels
to bludgeon our conflagration
into submission. and then
the call came. “this way! this way!
we found an exit!”
immediately, the cops swarmed in,
their momentarily vindictive arrogance
shattered by the freedom that rang
like church-bells in a half-a-hundred voices.
“this way! this way! we found an exit!”
motorcycles turned down the alleyway,
sirens screaming, echoing off the tenement halls
and only one of us possessed the sense to intervene.
for a moment, she stood alone.
a single figure, holding up her hands
and shaking her head, refusing to let
the ******** advance. but courage
is infectious. a moment later,
another joined her, then another,
until all of a sudden a half-a-dozen
of us stood shoulder-to-shoulder, shouting,
“no pasaran! you shall not pass!”
we waited for the billy-clubs to rain
hell upon our shoulders, but still
we remained steadfast, anchored
by the weight of our conviction
and the hope that even if we fell
the rest of the bloc would escape
to wreak havoc another day.
May 31, 2019
May 31, 2019 at 12:33 PM UTC
i have managed to evolve just enough
that i am no longer bothered by you.
i have someone i can fake text
a badly designed little game
meant for six year olds
that i can play
or i can
scroll
scroll
scroll
and pretend that so many other two demensional people
want to get ahold of me
i can do all this
in the most superior manner
and never even look at you
because you are three dimensional
and you are too hard to figure out,
process
analyze
you are simply
too big
for my screen...
i must wait for another upgrade
before i can open you
you are too
real
i cannot sort you out
into little
megapixels....
you will
break
me
May 26, 2013
May 26, 2013 at 1:42 AM UTC
OK, I was upset - he said something
that stung
it smarted
ouch.
I wanted to run
but didn't
I felt my face change
my lips purse
my demeanor stiffen
did he notice?
He'd given me an orange earlier that day
now I wanted to stomp on it
crush it...
but what did that orange do to me?
I thought of giving it away
but did not
so it sat on my desk
until Friday.
When I finally looked at his picture and said
I'm not mad at you anymore
and meant it.
Later that afternoon in my office
I heard someone speak
but I was focused on helping someone at the time.
They spoke again, I turned around
and there he was.
We talked for a little while
and briefly I wondered if he noticed
the changes in my being that day
but then I thought of it no more.
He was here, I was not mad
and I realized
when I let go of feeling hurt
let go of being mad and decided to love him anyway.
God opened a window and it was my heart.
May 7, 2012
May 7, 2012 at 9:02 PM UTC
What they want us to do:
Be slimmer
Be smarted
Be self-confident
Be spiritual
What they ask:
"Why aren't you eating?"
"Why are you always studying?"
"Why do you dress like a ****
"Why are you always in church?"
What I say:
...
What my mind says:
"I'm trying my hardest but none of you see it. Each word you dig into me drains me each day. I know I am fat, I know I am dumb. I am trying to be like you but..
I...
just...
don't...
fit...
in...
Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 11:41 PM UTC
My patience is chipping
It falls to the ground leaving marks
I can't
You've out-smarted me
Im done
You win
Good job
Im broken
And can only be put back together
With the glue of your love
Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 3:24 PM UTC
3 Dog's Fate
The dog hid in a doorway
But was spotted by the chef
Come on now boy
I won't hurt you
Such were the chef's evil lies
He would catch the dog
Finish the act and have his meal
The dog has out smarted him once
There would be no second time
Look there he is!
Come here boy it's ok
We won't hurt you
We just want to eat you
The dog saw his enemy
And bolted for freedom
Would he live or die?
If he escaped what of his injuries?
He'd been half cooked alive
The chef kept calling
And looking for him
Will he live or die?
He was one of many
Poor little doggy
May 17, 2021
May 17, 2021 at 9:35 PM UTC
Yiska stood by the window
of the locked ward. Snow drifted
slowly in large clumps
settling on the window sill
and the trees and on
the lawn below.
I should be out there.
Not stuck in here.
Her bandaged wrist smarted
where she'd slit it days before.
Should have done it better.
Try again if I can.
In a nearby field
a tractor ploughed slowly.
Gulls and rooks followed behind
like small ghosts.
Where's Benedict?
The other patients
roamed the ward.
Nurses passed purposely.
Hands went around her waist.
Benedict kissed her neck.
Warm kiss. Snow? He whispered.
The gulls and rooks
lifted up and away.
Beginning of a new dull day.
Sep 17, 2017
Sep 17, 2017 at 3:19 PM UTC