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"simultaneous" poems
”good night, good travels, pitch black” depending on how one counts, cause size matters, do have I one small blessing though little do I get, more-less, in each twenty four measuring cup, when the sleep gas has come-for-inhaling, lidded heavy with greatful/tearful anticipation, it’s less than sixty seconds till dispatched to where all poems plead like unborn angels for good parentage the spoken good night ritual signaled and completed with a perfect half turn skating axel onto ones side, preceded by, a single solid smacking of an innocent but flaccid, equally tired pillow, then lost in pitch black galaxy travels with other sleep-drunk little princes instead of the wavering, singular word, a traditional goodnight, a parting and a haling simultaneous mumbling issuing, undebated and a wish shot to all within dream-shot, a title, “good travels” to places where ferment the aging words under the winemakers watchful caring eyes opening, names or titles, same difference, for the newborn babes
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Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 11:31 AM UTC
good night, good travels, pitch black
My thoughts have turned into white noise The kind that you find when you accidentally hit the channel button on the remote control Covered in a static that hurts when you touch them I don't really know what their purpose is But I do know that the simultaneous and indistinguishable sounds Of everything And nothing Are driving me insane
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Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 12:13 AM UTC
signal processing
Its like when you hold a new puppy You can tell it is squirming Wishing for the freedom to go play It isn’t that you wouldn’t let the puppy go If it really wanted to be let go... But you blind yourself with infinite and simultaneous Justifications of other possible portents And so you cling ever tighter Saying puppy sit still “Puppy I love you” And when the puppy finally learns it cannot struggle anymore You profess True Love!
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Jul 24, 2010
Jul 24, 2010 at 10:07 AM UTC
Puppy Love
I'm smarter than Most people i know, But i've been cursed With the ability to Feel. I have a multitude of thoughts Being triggered every second. Each with their own Unique emotion. I feel each one vividly, And with amazing depth Creating a storm in my head Impossible to ignore. My storm of emotions Grows so strong, It prevents the simultaneous thoughts From being articulated Or understood. I can confuse myself, And break my own heart Because of the complexity Of my mind. An astounding talent, really. My dad says I'm smart, Too smart for my own good. And he's probably right. What good is a brain, When your heart makes all the decisions?
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Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 5:11 PM UTC
Smarty Pants
We all just want to be truly free, Of all the hatred and misery. But the limitations of humans, you see, Is that we can't decide what's meant to be. We can't control what happens around us, Not even prevent tragedies that faze us. And while happy and sad are simultaneous, It seems only the depression becomes contagious. Life is hard, and we all know, When only a mask, can we show. Only one can relate and help us grow, But the breeze carrying love, will rarely blow. I just want to live in happiness, Feel nothing but the eternal bliss. But the only thing that brings me this, Comes from her lips, that one special kiss. But what do I do when she's not here? She may not return, that's what I fear. Her time to go, seems to be near, But I can't let go when I hold her so dear. Each day that passes, what grows is her pain, And as  a human, it's what I can't contain. I'd love to die, but I must refrain, Because that would just drive her totally insane. We don't want to be, not at each others' side, But The Lord didn't make that for us to decide. To know this just happens, sounds like genocide, Losing her is like breathing cyanide. We can only see through our own eyes, We can't comprehend another's demise. It's this very limit that I despise, Because I'll never know when her soul cries. The limitations of being human, Make us permanent catechumens. Only she could restore my faith, But lost I will be, shall I see her wraith. She is all that matters to me, Together forever, we wished we could be. My soul can't escape the depths of this Hell, Without her, there I'll eternally dwell. But her soul being a pure white dove, She saves me with her beauteous love. So I beg thee great Lord, not bound like us, Save her, it's You to whom, her I entrust. She's the one who takes away, The sins that always lead me astray. Lord, you know, for you are not I, She's my Angel, I see in both eyes.
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 1:17 AM UTC
The Limitations of Being Human
We all just want to be truly free, Of all the hatred and misery. But the limitations of humans, you see, Is that we can't decide what's meant to be. We can't control what happens around us, Not even prevent tragedies that faze us. And while happy and sad are simultaneous, It seems only the depression becomes contagious. Life is hard, and we all know, When only a mask, can we show. Only one can relate and help us grow, But the breeze carrying love, will rarely blow. I just want to live in happiness, Feel nothing but the eternal bliss. But the only thing that brings me this, Comes from her lips, that one special kiss. But what do I do when she's not here? She may not return, that's what I fear. Her time to go, seems to be near, But I can't let go when I hold her so dear. Each day that passes, what grows is her pain, And as  a human, it's what I can't contain. I'd love to die, but I must refrain, Because that would just drive her totally insane. We don't want to be, not at each others' side, But The Lord didn't make that for us to decide. To know this just happens, sounds like genocide, Losing her is like breathing cyanide. We can only see through our own eyes, We can't comprehend another's demise. It's this very limit that I despise, Because I'll never know when her soul cries. The limitations of being human, Make us permanent catechumens. Only she could restore my faith, But lost I will be, shall I see her wraith. She is all that matters to me, Together forever, we wished we could be. My soul can't escape the depths of this Hell, Without her, there I'll eternally dwell. But her soul being a pure white dove, She saves me with her beauteous love. So I beg thee great Lord, not bound like us, Save her, it's You to whom, her I entrust. She's the one who takes away, The sins that always lead me astray. Lord, you know, for you are not I, She's my Angel, I see in both eyes.
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Myself caught in the heatwave sunlight, brown eyes furrowed in the sun, scarf loose on my neck/ the transcendental Denpasar morning-birds are playing their melodies in my head still, three years post-Indonesia.         All of my soul to India now,         sky the pink of painted elephants         on Jaipur dawning,         my afterlife was somewhere here         perhaps two generations ago, chances are.                Vijay Raghav Rao and Alla Rakha                playing the Tabla/via earphones/treading the                Funary Box City (Kashi) future Spring                hands held together keeping calm pace.                Looking about, my twenty-two year old face catches humid wind S I L V E R S H O P tattered bike leaning on the gated guest house entrance      PERENNIAL AZURE SHIVA SITS CROSS LEGGED/      COBRA NECKLACE IMITIATONS ON THE GODDESS THROAT/      MEDITATING SHIVA/ dulled from years and corrosion. Brahmin center of the market street flapping it's tail, sweat beads from my forehead bleeding to oily pavement. At last the months have come for the river Ganges, April penumbra/savage thunderclap while school children uplifting the heart                  AND MIND are ROARING in their laughter the CONTINENTAL DISCORD OF JOY sleeping with their eyes open while others are too tired for the Earth. Sidney Bechet floating swan songs during the black hour cremations/ “Bechet Creole Blues” CATERWAUL IN THAT              VOID THE METAMORPHOSIS OF DEATH/ LUNACY OF LIFE                      (I've arrived at the simultaneous crossroads                                                         of both) searing flesh in open air pyramids/ Manikarnika Ghat, Asia  F           L          O          W           S through dreams like inevitable prophecy and as ash blends with stars the CITY seems fulfilled and mystifying in it's                       (((((RESPLENDENCE)))))
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Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 3:40 PM UTC
Self-Made Prophecies (Of Varanasi)
Myself caught in the heatwave sunlight, brown eyes furrowed in the sun, scarf loose on my neck/ the transcendental Denpasar morning-birds are playing their melodies in my head still, three years post-Indonesia.         All of my soul to India now,         sky the pink of painted elephants         on Jaipur dawning,         my afterlife was somewhere here         perhaps two generations ago, chances are.                Vijay Raghav Rao and Alla Rakha                playing the Tabla/via earphones/treading the                Funary Box City (Kashi) future Spring                hands held together keeping calm pace.                Looking about, my twenty-two year old face catches humid wind S I L V E R S H O P tattered bike leaning on the gated guest house entrance      PERENNIAL AZURE SHIVA SITS CROSS LEGGED/      COBRA NECKLACE IMITIATONS ON THE GODDESS THROAT/      MEDITATING SHIVA/ dulled from years and corrosion. Brahmin center of the market street flapping it's tail, sweat beads from my forehead bleeding to oily pavement. At last the months have come for the river Ganges, April penumbra/savage thunderclap while school children uplifting the heart                  AND MIND are ROARING in their laughter the CONTINENTAL DISCORD OF JOY sleeping with their eyes open while others are too tired for the Earth. Sidney Bechet floating swan songs during the black hour cremations/ “Bechet Creole Blues” CATERWAUL IN THAT              VOID THE METAMORPHOSIS OF DEATH/ LUNACY OF LIFE                      (I've arrived at the simultaneous crossroads                                                         of both) searing flesh in open air pyramids/ Manikarnika Ghat, Asia  F           L          O          W           S through dreams like inevitable prophecy and as ash blends with stars the CITY seems fulfilled and mystifying in it's                       (((((RESPLENDENCE)))))
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I bring my guns Still a MAN of peace My love evolves..I become a ****** beast Yes I feast..insert my piece Pop it in the West Have you ******* in the East *** Bandit*..Alien from a ***** planet My Rocket plug your socket inside I land it Scorpio..Smoke you sexually till I'm ****** Slave to my sting you are about to get owned Hey how ya doing may be wondering who I am Just a poet who can flow it lay you down then slam My tongue leave you sprung Pound you like a drum Glad you came.. Cause you are about to *** Hum Hum yum yum I'm all about fun Play all day still I'm not done This poetry beast will have his feast Lay you on table penetrate your crease ******** energy of the Tantric kind Simultaneous explosion *** of the mind There will be no stop for I cannot cease Another chapter unfolds for this M.A.N of peace
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Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC
.A.N of Peace
Distant learning courses in the heart Irrelevant actions have left us all apart Acquisitions decaying those stray minded people It's no longer a commonplace to feel peaceful Simultaneous occurrences have our mind in disarray Through our pasts they begin to replay All these calamitous activities brought through maleficent eyes Disintegrate what's left sending us in a fools paradise We reap to elope from these rigorous bearings we call home Only to find ourselves cast away into the unknown We strive to survive in a world full of abhorrence Being seen transparent just as worthless corpses Those few who prevail are not left without detriment They are forever severed a mental delinquent **Nevertheless our story lives on In this godforsaken marathon** -Joseph B Schneider
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 12:38 PM UTC
The Marathon Man
Just Let It In this language,
 the perplexity 
 of this language, 
 is damaging to me.
 how can there possibly
 exist such an impeccably
 imposing combination of
 words that still manage to destroy 
 a soul as wasted as mine? somehow 
 words discover these fine little cracks in 
 my wall, as thin as the head of a pin. words 
 are like water, rushing into whatever space they 
 can invade, occupying whatever volume they discover. 
 this water trickles through the fragmented spaces, traveling 
all the way to my heart, transforming me in the way they seem to 
alter us all. it is these words that i take with me. words reverberate in my mind, 
disrupt me to my core, degrade me. your  words are the ones i perpetually carry with me...
 any...all of them. yours are the ones that elicit the simultaneous firing of every single neuron in my brain. there is something about the magic of your words flowing together...whispered into my ear. they move through me like a stealthy, lone snake, undulating in a field, stalking its defenseless prey; slowly...at first glance, not appearing to be a perilous threat ...then piercing me all at once with fierce strength and determination, devouring me without appearing to 
 acknowledge that maybe i still...still want to be.
 to be whole. and i do. my body craves 
 the sensation of being complete, not torn apart by the nonsense of your  daunting words disrupting my spirit and making me despise the necessity of language.
 i wish i could void your words 
 from my brain, but my mind is helplessly inconsistent; i can never forget what i long to,   scarcely remember what i must; and my peculiar mind *
certainly* will never forget the sound of your words, 
 just like water,
 flooding me. 
taking me
 over.
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Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 2:44 AM UTC
Just Let It In
Just Let It In this language,
 the perplexity 
 of this language, 
 is damaging to me.
 how can there possibly
 exist such an impeccably
 imposing combination of
 words that still manage to destroy 
 a soul as wasted as mine? somehow 
 words discover these fine little cracks in 
 my wall, as thin as the head of a pin. words 
 are like water, rushing into whatever space they 
 can invade, occupying whatever volume they discover. 
 this water trickles through the fragmented spaces, traveling 
all the way to my heart, transforming me in the way they seem to 
alter us all. it is these words that i take with me. words reverberate in my mind, 
disrupt me to my core, degrade me. your  words are the ones i perpetually carry with me...
 any...all of them. yours are the ones that elicit the simultaneous firing of every single neuron in my brain. there is something about the magic of your words flowing together...whispered into my ear. they move through me like a stealthy, lone snake, undulating in a field, stalking its defenseless prey; slowly...at first glance, not appearing to be a perilous threat ...then piercing me all at once with fierce strength and determination, devouring me without appearing to 
 acknowledge that maybe i still...still want to be.
 to be whole. and i do. my body craves 
 the sensation of being complete, not torn apart by the nonsense of your  daunting words disrupting my spirit and making me despise the necessity of language.
 i wish i could void your words 
 from my brain, but my mind is helplessly inconsistent; i can never forget what i long to,   scarcely remember what i must; and my peculiar mind *
certainly* will never forget the sound of your words, 
 just like water,
 flooding me. 
taking me
 over.
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A smile throwing me into endless space Eyes that speak of nothing but beauty Hands strong, yet so gentle Lips so perfectly formed I want to lean in and steal the sweetest kiss I wish to have the ability To take every pain, every tear And wipe their existence away Into the endless space your smile provides Never again to cross your mind For that is what you have done for me Set free from my eternal cage I am not the same Let me breathe the same air as you Lost in throes of passion Simultaneous ******* I wish to see all, share all With you and you alone Learn every beautiful aspect Of your body and mind Let go of the scars that made me who I am For you have finally made me feel whole
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Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 10:45 PM UTC
Healing
i lost my innocence at eight years old and i wish someone would have told me that i wish i hadn't figured it out by myself when my trust in anything that was supposed to be safe was already long gone i wish i hadn't walked up to him i wish i wasn't afraid to tell people that i did because i'm afraid to hear someone blame me for it i wish i didn't blame me for it i wish i never have to experience that awful feeling of simultaneous disgust, shame, dirtiness, and confusion again every time i've taken my shirt off for ten years straight. when i shower. when anyone touches me even in the most innocent way. that feeling like the only way i could ever feel completely clean would be to burn my skin off. that feeling that consumes my mind out of the blue and suddenly i'm that little girl in the green and white striped skort again that didn't understand what happened to her just that it was bad the little girl that nobody taught to differentiate between what was okay along with the real, blunt reason why and what happened to her so any sort of physical contact with people felt wrong i wish i could never feel that again i wish it could be night all the time and no one would ever be around they warn you about wandering too far from home when you're alone about going out after dark and playing in places without people around about the bad people, the sick malicious perverts, that you have to watch out for they don't tell you about the good people that just don't know what they're doing they don't tell you about the grandfather with dementia watching his grandson play at the park in broad day light surrounded by people at least, they don't tell you to stay away from him daylight has never made me feel more secure than darkness and seeing people nearby has never brought me comfort because nothing has ever made me feel more unsafe and vulnerable than that day in the park in broad daylight surrounded by people
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Jan 6, 2017
Jan 6, 2017 at 9:01 PM UTC
The Sadim Touch (12:25)
i lost my innocence at eight years old and i wish someone would have told me that i wish i hadn't figured it out by myself when my trust in anything that was supposed to be safe was already long gone i wish i hadn't walked up to him i wish i wasn't afraid to tell people that i did because i'm afraid to hear someone blame me for it i wish i didn't blame me for it i wish i never have to experience that awful feeling of simultaneous disgust, shame, dirtiness, and confusion again every time i've taken my shirt off for ten years straight. when i shower. when anyone touches me even in the most innocent way. that feeling like the only way i could ever feel completely clean would be to burn my skin off. that feeling that consumes my mind out of the blue and suddenly i'm that little girl in the green and white striped skort again that didn't understand what happened to her just that it was bad the little girl that nobody taught to differentiate between what was okay along with the real, blunt reason why and what happened to her so any sort of physical contact with people felt wrong i wish i could never feel that again i wish it could be night all the time and no one would ever be around they warn you about wandering too far from home when you're alone about going out after dark and playing in places without people around about the bad people, the sick malicious perverts, that you have to watch out for they don't tell you about the good people that just don't know what they're doing they don't tell you about the grandfather with dementia watching his grandson play at the park in broad day light surrounded by people at least, they don't tell you to stay away from him daylight has never made me feel more secure than darkness and seeing people nearby has never brought me comfort because nothing has ever made me feel more unsafe and vulnerable than that day in the park in broad daylight surrounded by people
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Behold! that drawing in                  of breath                          a minty               entanglement    of starlit senses How they curl        like the opposite                of smoke over the very insides      of my            earthen throat                          crackle of        autumnal breezes           whooshing through like a beacon And in that split-second right before deep freeze my molecules    rise and fall        in the rhythm             of snowflakes each one a unique entity    dusting the             solid soil                 with loamy richness                     and simultaneous               feather impressions                of relief Now like silk draped alabaster I am cooled Like sweet         river water   I flow        rocked by the slow churn of growing freedom              that alights my pores arises in tender stillness      through the           looming forests            of my skin               penetrates the                   unseen journey of                      my night                  as demulcent           and persistent as the balmy petals   of a    raging, fiery     bloom
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Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 5:17 PM UTC
The Rhythm of Snowflakes
Behold! that drawing in                  of breath                          a minty               entanglement    of starlit senses How they curl        like the opposite                of smoke over the very insides      of my            earthen throat                          crackle of        autumnal breezes           whooshing through like a beacon And in that split-second right before deep freeze my molecules    rise and fall        in the rhythm             of snowflakes each one a unique entity    dusting the             solid soil                 with loamy richness                     and simultaneous               feather impressions                of relief Now like silk draped alabaster I am cooled Like sweet         river water   I flow        rocked by the slow churn of growing freedom              that alights my pores arises in tender stillness      through the           looming forests            of my skin               penetrates the                   unseen journey of                      my night                  as demulcent           and persistent as the balmy petals   of a    raging, fiery     bloom
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Sep 19, 2012
Sep 19, 2012 at 12:23 AM UTC
Luscious
What did I pause about the other day- was it at the kitchen table? I think so- I was sitting down next to my fluorite crystal- something occurred to me- it was a pleasant thought, I remember, something a bit marvelous, I winked at my pretty little stone and she winked back. Oh! I think it was sparked from Arundhati Roy’s novel God of Small Things. Or no, I think it was the smell of spring wafting through the window that transported me to sweet grass-stained jeans at six. (How Consciousness can subvert Time! Making past present, making present eternal and infinite- undermining order imposed and idealized- tirelessly trying to give itself, but faltering before the closed fist of human conquest). Or perhaps it was the language and sensation simultaneous that lifted from within me this deep affection- for what, I do not know. For everything and nothing, I suppose. For all that is and all that be—and all that must cease to be.
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Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 11:27 AM UTC
Reflections
1. My mind is a 20/20 vision pair of eyes. I can see the specks and seeds of irritation before they grow. Plants, They were never really good for these eyes. 2. Let's go to the moon. And I assure you, While you sink your feet in moon dust And swim in empty craters, While I worry about how dark it is out here, I get to enjoy the simultaneous twinkle of the stars. 3. And because I'm paying too much attention, I might even get to see one fly. 4. You're thinking about how delicious this lunch is. I'm counting calories. 5. So, what's for dinner? 6. Hey, if she is Indeed Stabbing my back With word weapons, My 561-letter comeback speech Is always ready in the front pocket Of my school bag. 7. Its always just a headache, Never brain cancer. 8. I love the newly opened eyelids, In the mornings, My first breath is a sigh of relief, Yes. I didn't die in my sleep. 9. She's got a great body. Her bones read, No food and a ton of gym time, I'm sure it's to make you smile. And I hate to brag, But I'm mentally fit. I get to exercise Analyzing every single detail Of the twinkle in your eye Of the flick of your lips Of the depth of that frown When you said you were leaving. 10. I think I've figured out why.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 10:40 AM UTC
10 Great Things About Overthinking
1115 The murmuring of Bees, has ceased But murmuring of some Posterior, prophetic, Has simultaneous come. The lower metres of the Year When Nature’s laugh is done The Revelations of the Book Whose Genesis was June. Appropriate Creatures to her change The Typic Mother sends As Accent fades to interval With separating Friends Till what we speculate, has been And thoughts we will not show More intimate with us become Than Persons, that we know.
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The murmuring of Bees, has ceased
"There is a stillness that floods the moment"                                                                a sky full of stars ***~~~ for you, poet, you ~~~*** *there is a stillness that floods that exact moment, the cutting chord moment, that oddly has no resounding chords ~ a stillness that, simultaneous, happily, sadly, accepted, lost, all immediately, by its very knowing released acceptance, for that is when depression and joy, a 1-2 punch of   raging quietude floods the exactness of that moment ~ this shock of the calmness, albeit brief, jolt of kind, jolt that slow mo's pulsing prior air gasping ~ it comes when thinking* done, *it is done, yes done and I am undone, having surgically cutting off a limb, never bloodless, but still relief waters flush the wound, a granted, gifted joy floods, permitting its escape tween the sutures, in exhilarating exhalations ~ throw it down, your extracted best, lift up, the fleshed out silhouette, present it to the court and corps, a farewell glance push, finger caressing the send button with ****** anticipation for the lovely loving, a vintage of the pre-regret of completion ~ the poem is done, gone, ****** eliminated, the light of eyes so peculiar to that moment, when you have birthed a new born poem, an acknowledgement of the stillness of a closing loss, the parting, the coming, of a peace of you must too, be noted, all deserving of equal rights* ~~~ July 12, 2015 NML
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Jul 12, 2015
Jul 12, 2015 at 9:06 AM UTC
The Postpartum Poet
"There is a stillness that floods the moment"                                                                a sky full of stars ***~~~ for you, poet, you ~~~*** *there is a stillness that floods that exact moment, the cutting chord moment, that oddly has no resounding chords ~ a stillness that, simultaneous, happily, sadly, accepted, lost, all immediately, by its very knowing released acceptance, for that is when depression and joy, a 1-2 punch of   raging quietude floods the exactness of that moment ~ this shock of the calmness, albeit brief, jolt of kind, jolt that slow mo's pulsing prior air gasping ~ it comes when thinking* done, *it is done, yes done and I am undone, having surgically cutting off a limb, never bloodless, but still relief waters flush the wound, a granted, gifted joy floods, permitting its escape tween the sutures, in exhilarating exhalations ~ throw it down, your extracted best, lift up, the fleshed out silhouette, present it to the court and corps, a farewell glance push, finger caressing the send button with ****** anticipation for the lovely loving, a vintage of the pre-regret of completion ~ the poem is done, gone, ****** eliminated, the light of eyes so peculiar to that moment, when you have birthed a new born poem, an acknowledgement of the stillness of a closing loss, the parting, the coming, of a peace of you must too, be noted, all deserving of equal rights* ~~~ July 12, 2015 NML
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Heartbreak Poems Writ After Midnight Poems writ after midnight Effervesce intensity, how can it be, both an Awakening, a dreading, a deadening? Volcano in the chest, bullet in the head, Cry stifled, but heard blocks away, Almost reaching a house where you live Poems writ after midnight Presage dread of day soon to start, Come forth more effortlessly, Spill, soil, stain - simultaneous - pillow, cheek, us. Rivulets of senses aflame, Police cars and fire engines scream warning, coming, Roaring warning lights of silent pain, heard blocks away, Almost reaching a house where you live It's June and from hallways and town streets, Your shadow will disappear, graduate, not from, but to You-know-where, the place where Emo music is born and screamos die, Same **** place that Poems come from after midnight Offered emollients, creams, stupid words, Drugs, hugs, catch phrases that never soothe, irritate hurt worse, The only word in the universe of words I can't explain A four letter gift my lover 'presented' and It is pain Read somewhere some poems never end, Now I understand that better, Cause there are no bandages, stitches that can close, Cause there are no pills, switches that can shut off, The ripping sound, the cutting noise, the raging inside Heard blocks away, almost reaching a house where you live, And dying in the same **** place that Poems come from after midnight. 5:16 am forever
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Jun 6, 2013
Jun 6, 2013 at 5:17 AM UTC
When I Was Sixteen: Heartbreak Poems Writ After Midnight
horns, hollow- ly followed by a public service announcement you do not exist in simultaneous intersectionality YOU GIVE US CARBON DIOXIDE, AND THUS, you are DEEPLY ENTANGLED ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a web, spun by an anxious, poison-cursed arachnid holds us all by the finger-tips, pressing each of our infinite, six-second ******* together. gravity ensures that when the silk can no longer bear the weight of the world, the rose-tinted lenses will shatter------------- xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx *** x violently, our brain stems will rot alone.
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Dec 7, 2016
Dec 7, 2016 at 1:29 AM UTC
givens of existence (i.)
More than the combination Of Math and English, More than the uncertainty Of sour bitterness Don’t I deserve better? Then the hours upon hours Of monotonous words Then the blaring and the whistling Of simultaneous noise Don’t I deserve better? More than the giggling Flock of girls More than the chants of Your irritating name Don’t I deserve better To compete arrogance With compassion To argue utmost uncertainty With obvious honesty Don’t I deserve better? Than the continuous Anxiety Than the pressure to Ignore Don’t I deserve better? To choose what should Be chosen To love for uncertainty One who does Don’t I deserve better? To love those who love me To ignore those who misplace me To finally be with someone of my choosing But it rarely works that way, Will I ever deserve better?
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Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 7:11 AM UTC
Don't I Deserve Better?
The Story begins with silence and black out, a void. Not darkness. Nor anything that attempts to define nothingness, because it’s nothing. The blackness or void is only a metaphor representing nothing. Within this point, so close to simultaneous you’d think they were one in the same, a light emerges, emanating divine, pure energy and love.  Its intelligence and complexity expands and fills what was once nothing with beauty and truth. At this moment, all is whole, fast as thought, strong beyond comprehension, gentle as a whisper and furious beyond all flame. The wild spirit of happiness is real and alive! The void was never the enemy, only a point in which to be born. Duality can only exist if unification finds an enemy within itself. The enemy is reflected by the segregation and space created between divine and mortal. This space is developed by Ego.    This entity “Ego” is the essence of self resistance, absorption, chaos, consciousness…hate. The inner antagonist rises and begins to cut and eliminate the threads attached to creation and spirit. A mirror that envelopes and contains the living spirit.  An orb caging vulnerable souls spread throughout the expansion of life and suffocating energetic flow.  The universe and it’s creatures that lost connection being virtually incapable of seeing one another ever again while the enemy exists.    The instigation is tolerated by those who always continue the journey. The emasculation of Ego, commences as the divine resonates it’s vibration as a weapon like a solar flare, piercing the Ego. Then the inner spirit begins to open up and claw its way out. The Spirit sees that vanity is leading the despair of self pity into the heart as it remains a vessel dwelling in a false world channeling a false force. This awareness makes The Spirit lifts up, against and out of a matrix constructed within the crystal ball cage that refracts the true sun’s rays. Together, The Spirit and The Divine begin to crush Ego. Ego begins to flatten, compress and then combust. Through the flames the chord of love between The Divine and The Spirit bursts like a shooting star towards the kinship’s re-established nexus. The collision creates what was pure and full in circulation again and the expansion becomes an infinite motion harmonizing with the void in an adventure that goes on forever. When Ego tries to slither back in after a nearly insurmountable time of hiding between the gaps that contains new life, it is given no room by anything in thought, theory, in any form of existence.
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Nov 8, 2012
Nov 8, 2012 at 7:40 PM UTC
121 (The beginning of something more)
The Story begins with silence and black out, a void. Not darkness. Nor anything that attempts to define nothingness, because it’s nothing. The blackness or void is only a metaphor representing nothing. Within this point, so close to simultaneous you’d think they were one in the same, a light emerges, emanating divine, pure energy and love.  Its intelligence and complexity expands and fills what was once nothing with beauty and truth. At this moment, all is whole, fast as thought, strong beyond comprehension, gentle as a whisper and furious beyond all flame. The wild spirit of happiness is real and alive! The void was never the enemy, only a point in which to be born. Duality can only exist if unification finds an enemy within itself. The enemy is reflected by the segregation and space created between divine and mortal. This space is developed by Ego.    This entity “Ego” is the essence of self resistance, absorption, chaos, consciousness…hate. The inner antagonist rises and begins to cut and eliminate the threads attached to creation and spirit. A mirror that envelopes and contains the living spirit.  An orb caging vulnerable souls spread throughout the expansion of life and suffocating energetic flow.  The universe and it’s creatures that lost connection being virtually incapable of seeing one another ever again while the enemy exists.    The instigation is tolerated by those who always continue the journey. The emasculation of Ego, commences as the divine resonates it’s vibration as a weapon like a solar flare, piercing the Ego. Then the inner spirit begins to open up and claw its way out. The Spirit sees that vanity is leading the despair of self pity into the heart as it remains a vessel dwelling in a false world channeling a false force. This awareness makes The Spirit lifts up, against and out of a matrix constructed within the crystal ball cage that refracts the true sun’s rays. Together, The Spirit and The Divine begin to crush Ego. Ego begins to flatten, compress and then combust. Through the flames the chord of love between The Divine and The Spirit bursts like a shooting star towards the kinship’s re-established nexus. The collision creates what was pure and full in circulation again and the expansion becomes an infinite motion harmonizing with the void in an adventure that goes on forever. When Ego tries to slither back in after a nearly insurmountable time of hiding between the gaps that contains new life, it is given no room by anything in thought, theory, in any form of existence.
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The Sun Is Shining Today The Storm Has Finally Stopped a statement says: <we have done something yesterday nothing like our best just something to stop that storm> the statement returns true as fact inconsequent gestures of nature we weave to serve an unknown wish -made of numerous physical and non-physical senses- so that fabric of a network   evolves  itself materializes sense sense to fabric fabric to sense scientifically improbable it remains an infinitesimal loop unwinds when you are not there runs within an ideally operating closed circuit remains invisible to the factual eyes of daily lives an etheric vitality materialized by our definable senses of touch, of smell, of see, of taste and some of yet undefined ones - possibly  assigned to maybe a Poetic Variable- executable within that program of simultaneous causalities only. So then Only then When You Combine the patchy Network of Things of Beings You Can Dance Them Sing Them Play Them Make Love To Them Become One With Them Compose Them but All these on condition that it remains as an unpacked gift Without telling to Yourself   or to Others or to That Storm because You Don’t Even Have An Intention To Stop The Storm All you do is Wish for Sunshine so you can maybe bike tomorrow But again How important is it really that biking tomorrow ? I mean when sighs and cries whirl around? a statement says: <you can’t stop wars by fights> the statement returns true as fact And if I know that you can stop storms by touches touches to smells smells to lights lights to metals metals to elements elements to stars stars to flights flights to a breeze on my fingertips breeze on my fingertips to an auric kiss then I think maybe it is **** important to keep a seemingly futile wish to bike to a beach of my dreams tomorrow so that I can be blown away on a broken December day and let my long hair collect dune corrals  made of cosmic ray Huh So Yeah I can Stop Storms if I want to or Create Some! - not because I need to for my own sake or think about it.
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Mar 8, 2015
Mar 8, 2015 at 5:13 PM UTC
Today Is Tomorrow's Promised Beach Of Dreams
The Sun Is Shining Today The Storm Has Finally Stopped a statement says: <we have done something yesterday nothing like our best just something to stop that storm> the statement returns true as fact inconsequent gestures of nature we weave to serve an unknown wish -made of numerous physical and non-physical senses- so that fabric of a network   evolves  itself materializes sense sense to fabric fabric to sense scientifically improbable it remains an infinitesimal loop unwinds when you are not there runs within an ideally operating closed circuit remains invisible to the factual eyes of daily lives an etheric vitality materialized by our definable senses of touch, of smell, of see, of taste and some of yet undefined ones - possibly  assigned to maybe a Poetic Variable- executable within that program of simultaneous causalities only. So then Only then When You Combine the patchy Network of Things of Beings You Can Dance Them Sing Them Play Them Make Love To Them Become One With Them Compose Them but All these on condition that it remains as an unpacked gift Without telling to Yourself   or to Others or to That Storm because You Don’t Even Have An Intention To Stop The Storm All you do is Wish for Sunshine so you can maybe bike tomorrow But again How important is it really that biking tomorrow ? I mean when sighs and cries whirl around? a statement says: <you can’t stop wars by fights> the statement returns true as fact And if I know that you can stop storms by touches touches to smells smells to lights lights to metals metals to elements elements to stars stars to flights flights to a breeze on my fingertips breeze on my fingertips to an auric kiss then I think maybe it is **** important to keep a seemingly futile wish to bike to a beach of my dreams tomorrow so that I can be blown away on a broken December day and let my long hair collect dune corrals  made of cosmic ray Huh So Yeah I can Stop Storms if I want to or Create Some! - not because I need to for my own sake or think about it.
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WHISTLING AND SNIFFING SIMULTANEOUSLY Whistling and sniffing at the same time Can’t hold hands or rather get married United and collaborative in any case This duo may perhaps land into the life of some person The kind of man whose who acts, Performs duties of the shepherd on the flock. Like his initial master, He condemns wickedness, Goes against what is religiously evil, And exults the righteous. But he soon he craves for another pair of his robe For he does accumulate an avalanche of resources, His eyes are soon blinded. Would his robe evade being soiled? Co-operative sniffing and whistling, Can hatch into temptations to anybody, Even the half-human, half God Did he not get tested in the wilderness? Our big man opens his eyes one day, Finds himself campaigning and competing for, Trying to woo for citizens’ keys, Essentials for serving the people in a wider circle. Perhaps his whistling guides his path. Brings him in the companionship of Other servants of the people. Any devoted service present in that house really? Brotherly whistling and sniffing, May make one’s conscience slither backwards, Two or more steps into mud. He is now influential, A famous societal figure. His fat salary seconded with some allowances. Or even thirded with public developmental resources, Guarantees him total luxury. Is this not an opportunistic opportunist? Our Sniffer and whistler is contended, Complacent with his success. Jubilant with him servant is his ‘first Master ’ For keeping to the ‘sacred’ scriptures. The vehicle which carried him straight, One way to heaven gets crippled, It can’t manage to hit the road Like its American, British and Chinese counterparts, His sincere promise goes unfulfilled Unmet due to his pretentious pretence. His ‘second’ Master gets extremely mad. For loyalty and faithfulness denied. And furiously plucks him from glory. Simultaneous whistling and sniffing, The ‘initial’ heaven can’t simply put up with them. A wise servant of the masses A true leader should only whistle at a time, Sniff at a time. But not sniffing and whistling simultaneously.
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May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 3:28 AM UTC
Whistling and Sniffing Simultaneously
WHISTLING AND SNIFFING SIMULTANEOUSLY Whistling and sniffing at the same time Can’t hold hands or rather get married United and collaborative in any case This duo may perhaps land into the life of some person The kind of man whose who acts, Performs duties of the shepherd on the flock. Like his initial master, He condemns wickedness, Goes against what is religiously evil, And exults the righteous. But he soon he craves for another pair of his robe For he does accumulate an avalanche of resources, His eyes are soon blinded. Would his robe evade being soiled? Co-operative sniffing and whistling, Can hatch into temptations to anybody, Even the half-human, half God Did he not get tested in the wilderness? Our big man opens his eyes one day, Finds himself campaigning and competing for, Trying to woo for citizens’ keys, Essentials for serving the people in a wider circle. Perhaps his whistling guides his path. Brings him in the companionship of Other servants of the people. Any devoted service present in that house really? Brotherly whistling and sniffing, May make one’s conscience slither backwards, Two or more steps into mud. He is now influential, A famous societal figure. His fat salary seconded with some allowances. Or even thirded with public developmental resources, Guarantees him total luxury. Is this not an opportunistic opportunist? Our Sniffer and whistler is contended, Complacent with his success. Jubilant with him servant is his ‘first Master ’ For keeping to the ‘sacred’ scriptures. The vehicle which carried him straight, One way to heaven gets crippled, It can’t manage to hit the road Like its American, British and Chinese counterparts, His sincere promise goes unfulfilled Unmet due to his pretentious pretence. His ‘second’ Master gets extremely mad. For loyalty and faithfulness denied. And furiously plucks him from glory. Simultaneous whistling and sniffing, The ‘initial’ heaven can’t simply put up with them. A wise servant of the masses A true leader should only whistle at a time, Sniff at a time. But not sniffing and whistling simultaneously.
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To my dear son, Boaz in distant Idaho, Saturday nite, the whole of New Zealand waited in apprehension for the All Blacks rugy team to play the resurgent Wallabys @ Fortress Eden Park. The previous week at Suncorp Stadium in Sydney, in driving rain, the All Blacks muddled through a painfull draw with the Wallabys, 12 points each with no tries. The Wallabys had fancied their chances and had wanted an emphatic win on home soil. Both teams took that score as a loss and the gauntlet was thrown for the second match….. A brilliant evening, clear and fine , 50,000 people crushed in to Eden Park and you could feel the apprehension, the rest of the country sat in front of their TV willing the team on. The Haka was given a brutal rendition, you could feel the determination, the passion emanating….the Ozzies glared their defiance back…it was all on! 10 minutes into a titanic struggle with the score three all Captain Ritchie McCaw had a brain fade and was yellow carded off for ten minutes by the French referee. The crowd roared…then murmured their worry  like you’ve never heard before. The Ozzies mustered a huge scrum which the All Blacks countered with one man down…. The counter ****** pushed the Australian scrum back 15 ft. Every man in New Zealand was on his feet roaring, you could feel the spirit of nationalism soaring….the moment was a watershed. The All Blacks counterattacked showing a brilliance in attack and defence we have not seen for years… and from that moment on the game was won. Final score 51:20 The Bledisloe Cup was ours. As the match finished the TV camera panned across the solidly black clad crowd…. I have never, ever in my life, seen so many, simultaneous, sets of white teeth grinning! The trip home to Australia would have been… a very subdued affair. Thought I should share this marvellous moment with you Boaz. Luv Dad.
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Aug 24, 2014
Aug 24, 2014 at 4:28 PM UTC
To my dear son, Boaz in distant Idaho,
To my dear son, Boaz in distant Idaho, Saturday nite, the whole of New Zealand waited in apprehension for the All Blacks rugy team to play the resurgent Wallabys @ Fortress Eden Park. The previous week at Suncorp Stadium in Sydney, in driving rain, the All Blacks muddled through a painfull draw with the Wallabys, 12 points each with no tries. The Wallabys had fancied their chances and had wanted an emphatic win on home soil. Both teams took that score as a loss and the gauntlet was thrown for the second match….. A brilliant evening, clear and fine , 50,000 people crushed in to Eden Park and you could feel the apprehension, the rest of the country sat in front of their TV willing the team on. The Haka was given a brutal rendition, you could feel the determination, the passion emanating….the Ozzies glared their defiance back…it was all on! 10 minutes into a titanic struggle with the score three all Captain Ritchie McCaw had a brain fade and was yellow carded off for ten minutes by the French referee. The crowd roared…then murmured their worry  like you’ve never heard before. The Ozzies mustered a huge scrum which the All Blacks countered with one man down…. The counter ****** pushed the Australian scrum back 15 ft. Every man in New Zealand was on his feet roaring, you could feel the spirit of nationalism soaring….the moment was a watershed. The All Blacks counterattacked showing a brilliance in attack and defence we have not seen for years… and from that moment on the game was won. Final score 51:20 The Bledisloe Cup was ours. As the match finished the TV camera panned across the solidly black clad crowd…. I have never, ever in my life, seen so many, simultaneous, sets of white teeth grinning! The trip home to Australia would have been… a very subdued affair. Thought I should share this marvellous moment with you Boaz. Luv Dad.
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