adam-l-alexander
American
I have been writing since early childhood. I enjoy the outlet that poetry allows and have been writing poetry since high-school. I spent four years building a bridge and knowing my higher aspirations than manual labor I enrolled back in school. I am just now receiving my AA and looking for a four year. I plan to get my PHD in Psychology. Please enjoy my writings. I wear my heart on my sleeve.
The black man is a **** An invasive species. Look at it and you know it is true. Brought over from another place, because it benefited the people at the time. Not truly welcomed, but endured for the fruit it produces. Initially, why was this plant selected for extrication? Not because it was the same as all the other plants you already had, but because it was superior. Superior enough that voyage after voyage was endured to secure more of this precious cargo. The true superiority of the **** goes unseen, until you attempt to eradicate it. You try to poison it in Tuskegee, you try and stomp it out with white robed men and then with blue, try and starve the plant with lack of food and remove it from the sun into giant cellars of stone.. but for all these efforts, the weeds grow back stronger and their fruits more supple. For all the lies of the civilized, the sweet nectar of their berries dances upon the tongues of the very populous that defines them as such; a **** You stop your car on the roadside, and enjoy the juices of the black berry cursing it’s thorns, but never stopping to question why it bothers to grow them. Success is defined by an unhindered view of monocultured sameness, and unbridled landscaping of ones own design. Yet, that delicious black berry still draws you away to the fringes of your own kingdom to taste something different. That which grows, unlike the cultivated Lillie’s in your line, unaided, and in fact in opposition to the desires and actions of the landholder. What draws you to the field-side berry? The same thing that begged your ancestors to uproot the plant and bring it back in the days that have passed. The notable qualities of goodness that you suppress in attempt to dismiss the dissonance in your head. The truth is that the berry is good, and the plant is strong. The only problem is that you gave it nowhere to grow.
**** definition: a plant that is not valued where it is growing and is usually of vigorous growth.
Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 11:05 PM UTC
I have to take..
just enough.
Just enough
to fix
This Problem
dwelling in the center of my beig consuming me outwardly from inside.
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 6:57 AM UTC
If we could
Try again
Would we just
Be here again.
If we could breathe
One last breath
After death
Could we breathe
Life back into something
So long lifeless?
The last dance, is the last chance
To change your mind
Or die trying.
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 4:30 AM UTC
You make me feel *****
When thinking about you.
I know better than to feel
How I'm feeling about you.
You're a poison pill..
I take for pain.
I thought I was just *****
turns out-
it is a stain.
Jul 20, 2013
Jul 20, 2013 at 6:43 AM UTC
I am sick to my stomach..
but not sure that it is flu..
perhaps, it is my soul..
I don't know what to do..
Mar 26, 2013
Mar 26, 2013 at 12:46 AM UTC
Is this love..
or something stronger?
Infatuation..
or something longer?
Lingering, longing
this burning, belonging..
deep inside, again alive
I strive- to feel so right.
Can this be?
as simple as.. you and me.
Nov 18, 2012
Nov 18, 2012 at 7:09 PM UTC
Look it.
Inside you'll see
The truth that is not present
In the reflection staring back
The hatred, the pain
The loss, harbored so deep
That the mirror is but
A mere-
silhouette
Of the true you.
Nov 16, 2010
Nov 16, 2010 at 2:49 PM UTC
Have you ever started walking-
Somewhere…
Without truly giving it consideration-
Just headed there.
As you are strolling along-
Your strides begin to suffer
the fatigue of your toes.
Your shins burn-
Your calves ache-
And the frost has chilled
Your nose.
The discomfort wins
And as you spin
To head back where you stay,
You realize that the spot you stand
Marks exactly half the way.
And yet for reasons still unknown
Its easier to head back home
Down the twisty, dusty, dark
and same old lonely road.
Traveling the same distance
As if your trip
had not been thwarted.
All that pain and turmoil
Gets you right back
Where you started.
Aug 15, 2010
Aug 15, 2010 at 10:38 AM UTC
*I cannot sleep.
Sitting, standing
Pacing.
I worry.
WHERE!
…
Suppressed rage.
Garnished gallantry
Pulling at my reins.
Defined by
A single action
Not taken*
Aug 15, 2010
Aug 15, 2010 at 8:27 AM UTC
“I better not tell him
what I heard today.”
“It is almost too much,
to bear the toll.”
“The news is just plain
****** up.”
“I’m almost afraid
to whisper it to you.”
“What if he can over hear…
he’d be mad at me too.”
“OK no need to ****
I’ll tell you, lean in close.”
“I heard his girl-
does not love him…”
“She’s still in love
with a ghost.”
Aug 13, 2010
Aug 13, 2010 at 9:19 PM UTC