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"signaling" poems
Feed me your mouth,       so I can satisfy my desires        with the taste of our destiny.               I long for the rush,        from our lips, when they touch.      symbols of each other, signaling one another,     our body language,    speaking to, us. Lost in forever, the moment consumed, by passion
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Sep 4, 2016
Sep 4, 2016 at 7:41 PM UTC
Hungry Lips
He was the ocean; handsome, but yet, Impulsively damaged. He had a sandy heart to correspond his sandy eyes, the moon dismantled that omitted pride he carried at a dead weight; shoveling and reshaping it, so people would see a sandcastle statue assembled in strength. But his washed-up soul and unannounced insecurities were aware of its genuine purpose, this beach alongside his pupils; quicksand, he'll sink so slowly in.  Waves in his hair like ripples on his cheeks, skipping stones land at his defeat, he left notes in bottles for you, sank multiple ships for you, because he hasn't the heart to say he's desiccating with the arrival of the stars.. Retracting scars are not too far from gasps for air,  foaming words of crisis by writing in the sand, signaling a light as the last one in him died. You wouldn't understand, the calm before the storm, as valve after valve puncture him. So intoxicating as it drains him, and from within, he's drying out. Sunburns stain him, a smile restrains him, in an inescapable drought--
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Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 4:32 PM UTC
(Quick)Sandcastles
Feed me your mouth, so I can satisfy my desires with the taste of our destiny. I long for the rush, from our lips, when they touch. symbols of each other, signaling one another, our body language, speaking to, us. Lost in forever, the moment consumed, by passion
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Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 9:02 AM UTC
Hungry Lips
Small hands holding tight To strings of laughter On ends of floating Bubbles of wonder Sand filled toes in shoes On quick feet, dancing Through my greatest dreams Of who she will be Soft kisses from lips Formed from my own heart Melting into a Stream to her future. Sweet songs of her love Belted with fervor From within the small Light flowered sun-dress Mischiv'us smiles with Doll filled hands playing Games to fill the day With her glow of joy Bright eyes signaling A future brilliant As the twinkle of the stars they've stolen Trusting complete love Holding tight to life As it floats away On bubbles of wonder
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Sep 3, 2010
Sep 3, 2010 at 11:04 AM UTC
Daughter
W: Waves crashed against 2020 pebbles A: against the shoreline. Colliding with one another, the pebbles slowly chipped away at each other, breaking apart. And Y: yet, seven constellations twinkled above them in the midnight sky. The constellations of the captivating cat, sophisticated sheep, benevolent bear, unfaltering unicorn, dynamic dragon, lively lion, and curious chick shone brightly through the dark expanse, as if signaling to the pebbles below, V: "Venture out beyond the horizon, for there you will find the 2021th pebble and be able to turn the tides. Even if storms darken the sky, the sun will always shine again. The celestial bodies will always be here for you, shining bright in the cosmos but even brighter when midnight strikes."
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Feb 22, 2021
Feb 22, 2021 at 3:57 AM UTC
a wayv universe
"Hey, Charles! I won't be back." His friend yells out before Continuing to eat the face off Of the young Latino he had met. "Ok! I guess I can get home.. Somehow..." He mumbles to himself, signaling to the Bartender that he wanted to order Something off menu. He pays no attention to the trans Woman who sits down beside him. "I'll have a watermelon sangria, please." he requests softly, but confidently. The lady by him chuckles, "Watermelon? That's odd." Her voice is rich with flavor, And humor. "It is odd. But so am I." He mumbles. "It seems that way, doesn't it? Well, at least now I can call you Melon Rather than ask your name!" "A rather odd nickname for an odd person." And so their conversation continued. It became all the more lively once 'Melon' had had a couple rounds. Both drunk and desperate, they Kiss passionately in the gay bar, Paying no heed to the others Yelling "Get a room!" Roaming hands. Stumbling up stairs. Drunken giggles. Broken speech. "You're so beautiful." He whispers. Skin against skin, Burning hot,   Both mad with desire. Panting. Groaning. Moaning. Ecstasy. It's late at night. They manage to call A taxi, and go home. Home to Melon's apartment. The next morning was spent Drinking ****** Mary's and Making an account of what Happened the night before. That, and more *** Hot, ****** *** Passionate, lively And loving *** Charles sits up in his bed. He feels something sticky. "Oh, that's disgusting!" ****** *** indeed. He stands up to clean himself Off in the bathroom, but he Hears the shower running. "Did I get laid last night?" He peeps into the shower And sees the woman from His dream. "Eva?" He asks. "Who else would it be?" "Why are you in my apartment?" Charles exclaims. Eva turns and Raises an eyebrow at him. "I live here, Melon." "Since when? We hooked Up just last night!" "Darlin', we've been married for 4 years!"
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Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 12:39 AM UTC
Wet Dream
"Hey, Charles! I won't be back." His friend yells out before Continuing to eat the face off Of the young Latino he had met. "Ok! I guess I can get home.. Somehow..." He mumbles to himself, signaling to the Bartender that he wanted to order Something off menu. He pays no attention to the trans Woman who sits down beside him. "I'll have a watermelon sangria, please." he requests softly, but confidently. The lady by him chuckles, "Watermelon? That's odd." Her voice is rich with flavor, And humor. "It is odd. But so am I." He mumbles. "It seems that way, doesn't it? Well, at least now I can call you Melon Rather than ask your name!" "A rather odd nickname for an odd person." And so their conversation continued. It became all the more lively once 'Melon' had had a couple rounds. Both drunk and desperate, they Kiss passionately in the gay bar, Paying no heed to the others Yelling "Get a room!" Roaming hands. Stumbling up stairs. Drunken giggles. Broken speech. "You're so beautiful." He whispers. Skin against skin, Burning hot,   Both mad with desire. Panting. Groaning. Moaning. Ecstasy. It's late at night. They manage to call A taxi, and go home. Home to Melon's apartment. The next morning was spent Drinking ****** Mary's and Making an account of what Happened the night before. That, and more *** Hot, ****** *** Passionate, lively And loving *** Charles sits up in his bed. He feels something sticky. "Oh, that's disgusting!" ****** *** indeed. He stands up to clean himself Off in the bathroom, but he Hears the shower running. "Did I get laid last night?" He peeps into the shower And sees the woman from His dream. "Eva?" He asks. "Who else would it be?" "Why are you in my apartment?" Charles exclaims. Eva turns and Raises an eyebrow at him. "I live here, Melon." "Since when? We hooked Up just last night!" "Darlin', we've been married for 4 years!"
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My darling. How exquisite it is that we happen To exist in the same dimension. I suppose tonight is one where the emptiness Has begun its gradual descent Choosing to take my feelings with it. How do I feel? Well, I certainly wish that You could be lying next to me to comfort me While I float to the endless bottom of this abyss. I wish for a night with your presence So close that I can see the graceful Rise and fall of your chest signaling The constant of life that we all know as breathing. But when the trivial task is completed by you The world in my eyes seems to play in slow motion. Utterly fascinated by your inner workings and inhibitions. What ethereal source have you successfully stolen, To channel the charisma overflowing within your personality I wonder if you’re aware of your prominent title as my inspiration. You have a way with the universe that I crave to imitate. Or perhaps just to steal for a temporary bliss. If you were next to me, there would be no reason for my Uncontrollable fear, your wisely crafted logic would leave it behind. Perhaps the allure is found beyond the masquerade. The night sky reflects the mystique of your appeal. Here’s to a beautiful eternity, may it never fade. May the forever’s be found in the way we feel.
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 2:42 AM UTC
Dear darling.
a kiss does not always mean "i love you" sometimes it means "i am sorry" and sometimes it means "i have to go" i have had kisses that taste like alcohol, sweat and stinging regret. i have had kisses that were laced with desperation as their tongue wrestled with mine. i have had kisses that left me feeling more empty about myself than good. i have had kisses that never should have happened, ones i wanted to take back. jesus christ, i wish i could. there are kisses i have given that were so passionately deep only because i was trying to find something, maybe searching for the thing that no one could ever find inside of me. there are kisses that have broken my heart. and there are kisses that never happened, but still managed to make me fall apart. kisses that made me a mess of ****** cliches. kisses that kept warning me, kept signaling me to stay away.
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Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 12:34 AM UTC
body language
A dozen fellows draped in threadbare tread densely, Profligating goons in obsidian gowns gathered under rainbow moonshine shaking bronze hands, howling and ******   in the shambles of the moon,   rap'n and nod'n to the notes of midnight. The mellow marines mourned over malice, lionizing over lost ones, many howled venerated, exalted in wonder in  favor of their thrilling grace, and delight, and brilliance, and might! but some neighboring sticklers,     behaved haughty and in disdain,   of the crowdy Cavaliers bellowing echoes signaling out                  to the seers of the sea, singing to the wands overwatching the wedding, and ravens listened,    roving like noble patrolsmen. Traveleres and trainees at sea    humble and bright niave, and frieghtened in traverse,            volatile and toiling,            tireless, Lunatics, (laughing, laughing, laughhing,) Rumaging through rain, fireciely, rallying and rableroused, through towering halls of mohogony,      hefty and wholesome were their hearts though, beast of the woodsy edifice were foul and benumb scowling with contempt, haste to devide and devised to hindrance. Hence the heroes heed    to the valleys of rose, and violet, and strawberry fields of forever,  seeking Saint Nicholas, in the bustling Byzantium,       in the murky shadows of doubt.
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Sep 18, 2018
Sep 18, 2018 at 10:08 AM UTC
A Dozen Cavaliers At Sea
receive me like radio waves i'm signaling you to pick up the phone log onto your inner net I left a message but don't check it it's blank I have nothing to say I just want to talk to you can you feel me? -s.a.
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Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 9:48 PM UTC
messages
shirtless screaming through the heartland and I used to smoke cigarettes too. she never wanted to stay: the youth she had left demanded it. now, I'll wager she's somewhere in an apartment with some dandy that wears sweater vests to Thanksgiving dinner. maybe she thinks about me and my little twisted heart every now and again: like when she's away from the sweater vest on the toilet behind a locked door, "be right out, babe!" or toting groceries through a parking lot to her car, or signaling a left turn before changing her mind and deciding to go straight instead. and maybe I need to stop thinking about her especially after three years incommunicado but what can I say? I've never slept on a bed of nails I couldn't dream on.
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Feb 27, 2021
Feb 27, 2021 at 9:34 AM UTC
corpuscle callosum
For instance, recall daisies, or if you have not seen one, so much the better. Paint me a crass picture and sleep on the shallow crevasse. Stilt through the orchard and search there: nothing still. Even the nothingness is form-fitting, and thus, your vestigial image of daisies. Mold something out of the vacuity, and there a retrograde sculpture will wind back to clay. Cornerstones have your name, and your name even so, has taciturnly placed stones. Stones. These tiny bodies that lay, undemanding, scourged by the rapid passage of a carriage. I wait there, with them, still thinking of daisies. I know of a child, cylindrically obtuse, in front of the mirror. Have you seen yourself in the hazy windows of the Metro? What do you see? I still see daisies. Or people with heads of daisies. But remember your forethought of daisies? They are nothing. I am a beheaded daisy in the lackadaisical wind of Summer. There is nothing to gain here but the sadness of cold passing. And the child that I am speaking of, his name, Magno. Sturdy like the rucksack he’s carrying, lovelessly trundling altogether with the pipes and the handrails, almost signaling the alarm without warning. This uncared-for sultry evening decides to splinter itself against the masses. Again, the daisies appear to me, this time, in heady form rogue with peripatetic fragrance. Magno used to unearth daisies and give them to her mother when he was stiflingly young – he hustled through the carefully placed furniture. Whatever happened to him, I know not. And just like the daisies we have come to know now, trains that do not belong to anyone, and the daisies too, that go unheard of and unknown to the behest of the city, have gone into the subtle beginning of everything that once started in itself, the form of splendor. Nothing.
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Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 3:27 AM UTC
A Poem About Daisies, Trains, and Magno
For instance, recall daisies, or if you have not seen one, so much the better. Paint me a crass picture and sleep on the shallow crevasse. Stilt through the orchard and search there: nothing still. Even the nothingness is form-fitting, and thus, your vestigial image of daisies. Mold something out of the vacuity, and there a retrograde sculpture will wind back to clay. Cornerstones have your name, and your name even so, has taciturnly placed stones. Stones. These tiny bodies that lay, undemanding, scourged by the rapid passage of a carriage. I wait there, with them, still thinking of daisies. I know of a child, cylindrically obtuse, in front of the mirror. Have you seen yourself in the hazy windows of the Metro? What do you see? I still see daisies. Or people with heads of daisies. But remember your forethought of daisies? They are nothing. I am a beheaded daisy in the lackadaisical wind of Summer. There is nothing to gain here but the sadness of cold passing. And the child that I am speaking of, his name, Magno. Sturdy like the rucksack he’s carrying, lovelessly trundling altogether with the pipes and the handrails, almost signaling the alarm without warning. This uncared-for sultry evening decides to splinter itself against the masses. Again, the daisies appear to me, this time, in heady form rogue with peripatetic fragrance. Magno used to unearth daisies and give them to her mother when he was stiflingly young – he hustled through the carefully placed furniture. Whatever happened to him, I know not. And just like the daisies we have come to know now, trains that do not belong to anyone, and the daisies too, that go unheard of and unknown to the behest of the city, have gone into the subtle beginning of everything that once started in itself, the form of splendor. Nothing.
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***I long for the soft swaying of the boat, the calls of howlers nearby, signaling the oncoming of another heat-ridden shower, a sweet taste of red wine on my lips while I watch as he stands on the bow, the wind brushing hair from his eyes as the rain begins to trickle down, a nearby camel rushes for cover beneath its sturdy shelter, and I wonder if this is what peace feels like***
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Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 7:47 PM UTC
Serenity
**Yo! Yo! My Drug of Choice **** Poets)** Yo! Yo! Member of the troupe? You up all nite? You always hungry, Making trouble, rite? You one of those? **** poets! Exist on strict diet? Pleasured-pain, Constant-continual surges Turn into urges, Full-time suspense, Juices always flowing. **** Poets! Yo! Yo! You one of those? Never knowing, What? When? The eyes gonna invert Retina images into words Brain signaling, semaphoring the fingers Yo! Yo! You don't get nine months, Maybe nine seconds, Then mother-birth another verse, ****** poets! Yo! Yo! Remember your first real high, That moment No absolution, no return. That moment When you admitted, confessed, to yourself: *I am Forever forward, A home-grown poet. I am Soul enslaved to words. The alphabet - My oxygen molecules, I am both, Addict and dealer A ****** poet* Yo! Yo! So you do recall, The exact moment, God-spark-within, ascendancy gained You lost control, Wept words instead of tears! A ****** poet ****** Yo! Yo! Sophie's Choice. You chose writing over breathing, Worshiper of the purest pleaure, ******* in deep the smoke-high of Head-nodding discontented contentment Stealing anything you saw For to satisfy the need, the craven Craving. ****** poets! Yo! Yo! Don't you're ever sleep? Hear that the city, the state, Gonna methadone your kind In a special program Teach you only language to sign. **** poets! **I am a ****** poet.** *The first step taken. Admission. Poetry is my default rest position,* My drug of choice. 5:07am June 12, 2013
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Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 5:12 AM UTC
Yo! Yo! My Drug of Choice **** Poets)
**Yo! Yo! My Drug of Choice **** Poets)** Yo! Yo! Member of the troupe? You up all nite? You always hungry, Making trouble, rite? You one of those? **** poets! Exist on strict diet? Pleasured-pain, Constant-continual surges Turn into urges, Full-time suspense, Juices always flowing. **** Poets! Yo! Yo! You one of those? Never knowing, What? When? The eyes gonna invert Retina images into words Brain signaling, semaphoring the fingers Yo! Yo! You don't get nine months, Maybe nine seconds, Then mother-birth another verse, ****** poets! Yo! Yo! Remember your first real high, That moment No absolution, no return. That moment When you admitted, confessed, to yourself: *I am Forever forward, A home-grown poet. I am Soul enslaved to words. The alphabet - My oxygen molecules, I am both, Addict and dealer A ****** poet* Yo! Yo! So you do recall, The exact moment, God-spark-within, ascendancy gained You lost control, Wept words instead of tears! A ****** poet ****** Yo! Yo! Sophie's Choice. You chose writing over breathing, Worshiper of the purest pleaure, ******* in deep the smoke-high of Head-nodding discontented contentment Stealing anything you saw For to satisfy the need, the craven Craving. ****** poets! Yo! Yo! Don't you're ever sleep? Hear that the city, the state, Gonna methadone your kind In a special program Teach you only language to sign. **** poets! **I am a ****** poet.** *The first step taken. Admission. Poetry is my default rest position,* My drug of choice. 5:07am June 12, 2013
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Custom made world All made of plastic Counting twist or turns Everything is spastic High definition views Playing with our eyes In a different place Reality is a crime Trapped in our electronics We can not walk a line Children with no manners Living is a lie Spoiling our ambitions Charging everyday Respect is really lost Pictures are to say Transmissions cross the airspace Signaling the cost Humanity is all but broken Everything is lost
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Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC
Plastic Card World
They have difficulty keeping eye contact Because she says it's like everything stops, Including time, And it was just so precious. As if they didn't know if they should smile Or say hi or give a nod signaling a hey, But she ends up panicking and runs away. As if she was Cinderella. When it was almost midnight.
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Apr 4, 2017
Apr 4, 2017 at 2:04 AM UTC
Eye Contact
From Brooklyn, over the Brooklyn Bridge, on this fine morning, please come flying. In a cloud of fiery pale chemicals, please come flying, to the rapid rolling of thousands of small blue drums descending out of the mackerel sky over the glittering grandstand of harbor-water, please come flying. Whistles, pennants and smoke are blowing. The ships are signaling cordially with multitudes of flags rising and falling like birds all over the harbor. Enter: two rivers, gracefully bearing countless little pellucid jellies in cut-glass epergnes dragging with silver chains. The flight is safe; the weather is all arranged. The waves are running in verses this fine morning. Please come flying. Come with the pointed toe of each black shoe trailing a sapphire highlight, with a black capeful of butterfly wings and bon-mots, with heaven knows how many angels all riding on the broad black brim of your hat, please come flying. Bearing a musical inaudible abacus, a slight censorious frown, and blue ribbons, please come flying. Facts and skyscrapers glint in the tide; Manhattan is all awash with morals this fine morning, so please come flying. Mounting the sky with natural heroism, above the accidents, above the malignant movies, the taxicabs and injustices at large, while horns are resounding in your beautiful ears that simultaneously listen to a soft uninvented music, fit for the musk deer, please come flying. For whom the grim museums will behave like courteous male bower-birds, for whom the agreeable lions lie in wait on the steps of the Public Library, eager to rise and follow through the doors up into the reading rooms, please come flying. We can sit down and weep; we can go shopping, or play at a game of constantly being wrong with a priceless set of vocabularies, or we can bravely deplore, but please please come flying. With dynasties of negative constructions darkening and dying around you, with grammar that suddenly turns and shines like flocks of sandpipers flying, please come flying. Come like a light in the white mackerel sky, come like a daytime comet with a long unnebulous train of words, from Brooklyn, over the Brooklyn Bridge, on this fine morning, please come flying.
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Invitation To Miss Marianne Moore
From Brooklyn, over the Brooklyn Bridge, on this fine morning, please come flying. In a cloud of fiery pale chemicals, please come flying, to the rapid rolling of thousands of small blue drums descending out of the mackerel sky over the glittering grandstand of harbor-water, please come flying. Whistles, pennants and smoke are blowing. The ships are signaling cordially with multitudes of flags rising and falling like birds all over the harbor. Enter: two rivers, gracefully bearing countless little pellucid jellies in cut-glass epergnes dragging with silver chains. The flight is safe; the weather is all arranged. The waves are running in verses this fine morning. Please come flying. Come with the pointed toe of each black shoe trailing a sapphire highlight, with a black capeful of butterfly wings and bon-mots, with heaven knows how many angels all riding on the broad black brim of your hat, please come flying. Bearing a musical inaudible abacus, a slight censorious frown, and blue ribbons, please come flying. Facts and skyscrapers glint in the tide; Manhattan is all awash with morals this fine morning, so please come flying. Mounting the sky with natural heroism, above the accidents, above the malignant movies, the taxicabs and injustices at large, while horns are resounding in your beautiful ears that simultaneously listen to a soft uninvented music, fit for the musk deer, please come flying. For whom the grim museums will behave like courteous male bower-birds, for whom the agreeable lions lie in wait on the steps of the Public Library, eager to rise and follow through the doors up into the reading rooms, please come flying. We can sit down and weep; we can go shopping, or play at a game of constantly being wrong with a priceless set of vocabularies, or we can bravely deplore, but please please come flying. With dynasties of negative constructions darkening and dying around you, with grammar that suddenly turns and shines like flocks of sandpipers flying, please come flying. Come like a light in the white mackerel sky, come like a daytime comet with a long unnebulous train of words, from Brooklyn, over the Brooklyn Bridge, on this fine morning, please come flying.
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There comes a night, within which silence changes perplexion.  No longer soft with hope, but hard with truth. No crickets to chirp. No cars to roam. Just a frigid breeze, Signaling the setting of summer. Tonight, this moon does not shine. and the stars.. They mockingly stare back, without any hint of destiny promised. But I remember. I remember what was once promised to me. Warmer nights. Where a couple would ingite love through storm. With foolish words, forgiving hands and any efforts that their youth could muster. I have learned however, that even a flame once fierce, can gutter in its own smoke. Tonight is such a Night of No Return. where I release a name into wind and no longer chase the answer. Where you walk your road, and I walk mine, and the crossroads we were once meant to embrace upon, dissolve into dust.
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Sep 4, 2025
Sep 4, 2025 at 11:04 PM UTC
The Night of No Return
Out in a distant land Church bells are ringing Families and friends are laughing Most of them are crying Not from sadness But from happiness Church bells are ringing Out in a distant land In celebration of a joyous Occasion between two people Between a man and a woman Between two men or two women Church bells are ringing In a far, far away land Signaling the togetherness On two communities And the creation of one One happy community Somewhere over the rainbow Church bells are ringing Marking the end of a struggle A struggle for freedom A struggle for unity A struggle for happiness Somewhere, anywhere, everywhere Church bells are ringing As two people force everyone To take off the mask call hate and discrimination And ignorance and become a family together Church bells are ringing across the world From China to Greenland From the United States to Malaysia The bells have different sounds But the message is the same And is felt in the hearts of everyone Church bells ring for everyone And someday church bells Will ring for you and me
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Oct 10, 2011
Oct 10, 2011 at 2:00 PM UTC
THE WORLD’S WEDDING
His thin shoulders, Dutch nose the hair at his temples is grayer than when we met five years ago. Something I can’t quite put my finger on. My love for him is a ships in the night love. We circle, cutting separate pathways through a vast ocean, on course for something something that keeps us signaling onward, onward. We look to the past privately but do not speak of it. The times our bodies touched. I count them (I think he also does.) One: the way I used to graze his arm with my hand Two: an accident, swaying with music, too close Three: drunk with the courage to kiss one another Four: sweat, bed, the sun rose and I held his hand at the door Five: years later, a hug that lingered, the times we are allowed to touch one another, hellos and goodbyes, in cars and trains. We continue to pass one another. And when we talk, we talk and laugh and I feel a churning of waters, a warm ocean swell that says: this is it! Hold this. The tide runs out, Ships press forward on prescribed routes through blind oceans.
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Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 2:18 PM UTC
My ships in the night love:
The markets up, the Markets down For weeks it just meanders. Alas, my stocks are always down Each time I take a gander. GM, Lehman, Citicorp My broker bought for me- And you can guess the net result- I’m broker now, not he. Those friends who don’t avoid me Say I’ve reversed Midas’ touch. I don’t turn things I touch to gold I turn gold into rust. I’d heard dart tossing Simians Can best the S & P So I went to the Zoo this March to consult a Chimpanzee. He perused the chart then flung a dart to pick a stock for me- And now I’m getting margin calls because I bought BP. He seemed the sage of Omaha before he ruined me. I should have tried Orangutans And paid their higher fee . They wanted five bananas My monkey worked for three. But now I’m bust because I used a discount Chimpanzee. I might have dodged a massive loss And profited besides Had I but heeded the baboons’ Sell signaling behinds
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Jan 14, 2012
Jan 14, 2012 at 3:43 PM UTC
Monkey Business ( March 2009)
Wards the shadow of a freezing night warming bodies massaging with relaxing dreams. Its smoke shields from bugs and animals. A means of communication, signaling help when lost. A warm doctor-- kills bacteria. A master chef-- warming food for a delicious bite. Thank you, brother fire for your charming nature.
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Sep 12, 2011
Sep 12, 2011 at 12:16 PM UTC
Fire (calm)
The truth is I have no idea how to begin this because I don’t even remember how or when exactly you began to invade my consciousness. you were an uninvited guest, a gatecrasher, an intruder filling my mind with paranoia and endless dilemma — how I contemplate about going out or not because I get overwhelmed with crowded places like public transports, and malls, and fast food chains, how I s-stutter whenever placing an order, or how I could not finish one sentence without repeating repeating a word or or two. It might sound funny how I find a sea of people terrifying, how I feel a dagger or a gun pointed at me every time I step outside my comfort zone, how I would replay failed scenarios inside my head like a broken tape, how I would apologize for actions that demanded no apology. I often get nightmares about being asleep and not being able to wake up and sometimes I dream about waking up in a strange bed in a foreign room filled with people with the strangest faces talking in tones barely audible but when the voices would all stir together I would run out of air and pass out, but I still wake up though, screaming, trembling signaling another episode of survival. If I could drive, I would take you away with me and bring you to a sunset beach tell you that everything’s gonna be alright that it’s okay to knock me down sometimes but not too hard to break me just enough to remind me that I am, after all, human Or maybe I would drown you or maybe not because I get too overwhelmed with the waves I struggle against the current, and I am the one who gets drowned instead. I hate you, no, I mean I love you. I should love you because they said those we love are meant to leave So I will love you, I will love you until you get tired of me, until you no longer find me appealing I will love you obsessively, until you get sick of me, until you run out of places to run to, until you run out of air I will love you until I run out of words and metaphors and rhyme or reason, I will love you with the hopes that one day I could finally say: “My anxieties have died beautifully, with dignity, in their sleep.”
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Nov 15, 2017
Nov 15, 2017 at 3:56 AM UTC
A Love Letter to My Anxiety
The truth is I have no idea how to begin this because I don’t even remember how or when exactly you began to invade my consciousness. you were an uninvited guest, a gatecrasher, an intruder filling my mind with paranoia and endless dilemma — how I contemplate about going out or not because I get overwhelmed with crowded places like public transports, and malls, and fast food chains, how I s-stutter whenever placing an order, or how I could not finish one sentence without repeating repeating a word or or two. It might sound funny how I find a sea of people terrifying, how I feel a dagger or a gun pointed at me every time I step outside my comfort zone, how I would replay failed scenarios inside my head like a broken tape, how I would apologize for actions that demanded no apology. I often get nightmares about being asleep and not being able to wake up and sometimes I dream about waking up in a strange bed in a foreign room filled with people with the strangest faces talking in tones barely audible but when the voices would all stir together I would run out of air and pass out, but I still wake up though, screaming, trembling signaling another episode of survival. If I could drive, I would take you away with me and bring you to a sunset beach tell you that everything’s gonna be alright that it’s okay to knock me down sometimes but not too hard to break me just enough to remind me that I am, after all, human Or maybe I would drown you or maybe not because I get too overwhelmed with the waves I struggle against the current, and I am the one who gets drowned instead. I hate you, no, I mean I love you. I should love you because they said those we love are meant to leave So I will love you, I will love you until you get tired of me, until you no longer find me appealing I will love you obsessively, until you get sick of me, until you run out of places to run to, until you run out of air I will love you until I run out of words and metaphors and rhyme or reason, I will love you with the hopes that one day I could finally say: “My anxieties have died beautifully, with dignity, in their sleep.”
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A born salesman, my father made all his dough by selling wool to Fieldcrest, Woolrich and Faribo. A born talker, he could sell one hundred wet-down bales of that white stuff. He could clock the miles and the sales and make it pay. At home each sentence he would utter had first pleased the buyer who'd paid him off in butter. Each word had been tried over and over, at any rate, on the man who was sold by the man who filled my plate. My father hovered over the Yorkshire pudding and the beef: a peddler, a hawker, a merchant and an Indian chief. Roosevelt! Willkie! and war! How suddenly gauche I was with my old-maid heart and my funny teenage applause. Each night at home my father was in love with maps while the radio fought its battles with Nazis and **** Except when he hid in his bedroom on a three-day drunk, he typed out complex itineraries, packed his trunk, his matched luggage and pocketed a confirmed reservation, his heart already pushing over the red routes of the nation. I sit at my desk each night with no place to go, opening thee wrinkled maps of Milwaukee and Buffalo, the whole U.S., its cemeteries, its arbitrary time zones, through routes like small veins, capitals like small stones. He died on the road, his heart pushed from neck to back, his white hanky signaling from the window of the Cadillac. My husband, as blue-eyed as a picture book, sells wool: boxes of card waste, laps and rovings he can pull to the thread and say Leicester, Rambouillet, Merino, a half-blood, it's greasy and thick, yellow as old snow. And when you drive off, my darling, Yes, sir! Yes, sir! It's one for my dame, your sample cases branded with my father's name, your itinerary open, its tolls ticking and greedy, its highways built up like new loves, raw and speedy.
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A born salesman, my father made all his dough by selling wool to Fieldcrest, Woolrich and Faribo. A born talker, he could sell one hundred wet-down bales of that white stuff. He could clock the miles and the sales and make it pay. At home each sentence he would utter had first pleased the buyer who'd paid him off in butter. Each word had been tried over and over, at any rate, on the man who was sold by the man who filled my plate. My father hovered over the Yorkshire pudding and the beef: a peddler, a hawker, a merchant and an Indian chief. Roosevelt! Willkie! and war! How suddenly gauche I was with my old-maid heart and my funny teenage applause. Each night at home my father was in love with maps while the radio fought its battles with Nazis and **** Except when he hid in his bedroom on a three-day drunk, he typed out complex itineraries, packed his trunk, his matched luggage and pocketed a confirmed reservation, his heart already pushing over the red routes of the nation. I sit at my desk each night with no place to go, opening thee wrinkled maps of Milwaukee and Buffalo, the whole U.S., its cemeteries, its arbitrary time zones, through routes like small veins, capitals like small stones. He died on the road, his heart pushed from neck to back, his white hanky signaling from the window of the Cadillac. My husband, as blue-eyed as a picture book, sells wool: boxes of card waste, laps and rovings he can pull to the thread and say Leicester, Rambouillet, Merino, a half-blood, it's greasy and thick, yellow as old snow. And when you drive off, my darling, Yes, sir! Yes, sir! It's one for my dame, your sample cases branded with my father's name, your itinerary open, its tolls ticking and greedy, its highways built up like new loves, raw and speedy.
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Staring your thoughts in my neuron canvas... where every cell signaling love.... Every memory pixel your ethereal face  . In the destiny , internal time and space. Where i heal u into my deepest breathe . Now the pain I consume, is enteral journey to infinite love .. It's now the distance that bridging gap every second... Everyday walk in the cloud  thoughts on way, See your shadow melt into mine and say - travel in light ,on my milky way . Drops welkin with tears oozing , in rain , Felt aura, her aurum soul regained . Craving , sbapnacari  come to reality , hover , don't airy , I  flourish  love, each micron heart ,u grown adult ,my garden fairy ... by MAHi - GALAXY
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Aug 13, 2013 at 7:05 PM UTC
" Love on Neuron Canvas "