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"shins" poems
Emaciated bones Shivering in shrunken clothes. Wrinkled faces,tired eyes Watching the sun is their only prize. Tears burn their cut up skin Work injures up their shins. They cannot speak for they weep for their farmlands They are so used to work,even with their old hands. They are dying,dying like flies Because they are poor and these are their lives
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 4:18 AM UTC
Poverty
In a playful vision sent Your ****** homologue Of amber shins and pale phalanges Weaves four-leaved clovers. In response, ***** spurs And protean winged descent To float into your kaleidoscopic star: Gliding, Freely falling, To rest in lace extremities. There in our bed of sensual feet, Sunflowers breath, Whose burnished rotating petals Gather me in wisps, Each spiral frond, Gyring Before death's voids Is drawn in purls. And in pleasures held, Cossetted in latticed limbs, A ***** lustrous rich embrace; Denuded and alive! And with abandon kissed:     Bony toes     Tendons     Deep arches     Shins     Ankles,     Sweetmeats,     Light and delicate. As here between pretty shins And fleshy silken feet Our ascent begins Rising, From low regions, To scale new night, And crown our heights. This lovers' leap into prismatic reproduction In the empty Cosmic wastes      In a web is caught! Where feet and toes inspire Continuity for pointed stars. As material possibilities collide The lust for life Is born in non-existence: So in our nest of feet, Mating in the game With heads thrown back, Of lust drink deeply we.
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Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 5:11 PM UTC
Kaleidoscopic Feet
Here. Attempting to write something To match your eyes. Something that will make you see things The way I see things. Noticing. Every mark. Torn by  fences climbed To get away from those who didn't take your hand And fly. They left intricate laddered rips in your jeans, Though you try to hide the fact that you know, That I know that is the case. We play childish games of denial Because all romance is to be transported to a time when we were innocent. Back to a place where ‘I love you’ is what your parents said When all the screaming, laughter And the innocence of loud noises stop And is replaced by silence. ‘I love you’ made that warm feeling Growing and radiating out Eventually finding the tips of your fingers and ends of your toes And bursting out, Moving through to the next person you touch. *Contrary to popular practice, ‘I love you’ is not just three words to be said When you are trying to break the awkward silences Left between two people who have simply gotten used to each other.* I love red licorice. It gives me a warm feeling of sugary goodness. Though artificial, In the times when the weight of the world is the weight of your sheets That lay a top of your body Which you tell yourself over and over and over It is not good enough for that person Who gives you the inner warmth That a campfire gives your shins; I find that artificial red licorice warmth is good enough. And sometimes good enough is the best we can get. Here. In the hope that the words that must be said Stream from ink to page. I hope my hand moves so fast over the page That smoke starts flowing and my words mean something... But no words come. No letters. No ink scratches the page. I just want you to see the way I do.
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Dec 27, 2012
Dec 27, 2012 at 7:48 AM UTC
6. Cavil In The Moonlight
Here. Attempting to write something To match your eyes. Something that will make you see things The way I see things. Noticing. Every mark. Torn by  fences climbed To get away from those who didn't take your hand And fly. They left intricate laddered rips in your jeans, Though you try to hide the fact that you know, That I know that is the case. We play childish games of denial Because all romance is to be transported to a time when we were innocent. Back to a place where ‘I love you’ is what your parents said When all the screaming, laughter And the innocence of loud noises stop And is replaced by silence. ‘I love you’ made that warm feeling Growing and radiating out Eventually finding the tips of your fingers and ends of your toes And bursting out, Moving through to the next person you touch. *Contrary to popular practice, ‘I love you’ is not just three words to be said When you are trying to break the awkward silences Left between two people who have simply gotten used to each other.* I love red licorice. It gives me a warm feeling of sugary goodness. Though artificial, In the times when the weight of the world is the weight of your sheets That lay a top of your body Which you tell yourself over and over and over It is not good enough for that person Who gives you the inner warmth That a campfire gives your shins; I find that artificial red licorice warmth is good enough. And sometimes good enough is the best we can get. Here. In the hope that the words that must be said Stream from ink to page. I hope my hand moves so fast over the page That smoke starts flowing and my words mean something... But no words come. No letters. No ink scratches the page. I just want you to see the way I do.
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outlines of red for a head purple lines for a spine icy pink run the length of arms blue and green swirls for hips silvery golden shins rise above brown feet colored for heat and earth the mind is deepest here all things melt and meld to slide down the spine and cool to hardened action in the arm the hips support and are friendly relief the shins reflect the stars and feet ground you to nature the essence of where you are
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Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 4:39 PM UTC
color curves
Sunshine, Birdsong And children drunk on Lemonade And laughter. That Welsh picnic Has lasted forty years And will last forty more In daydream And nightmare. The stream babbled Over pebbles, Fern fronds Brushed our sun-browned shins Till the dead sheep Slugged us in the guts. Bloated and bulbous, The body dammed the stream, Its lifeless eyes Crawling with life. Those pearly marbles were A child’s looking glass into death. The rocks we hurled at it In reckless revulsion Were the screams Of violated youth, And those empty dead sheep thuds The dawning of our mortality.
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Mar 21, 2011
Mar 21, 2011 at 3:20 AM UTC
Lemonade with a Dead Sheep
i share my name with a hurricane how fitting a set of bruised shins in running tights who can't get much of anything right and still hasn't remembered where she set her drink that's me i sometimes think they should've named me tiffany or brittany or stephany something pretty and normal maybe then i would have been a ballerina instead of just a mess in a second-hand dress sometimes i swear the wind calms when i laugh and the thunder cracks when i finally let go and let myself fade back into the sky that shaped me i make it rain some things never change not names or headstones or birthdays and some things always do the sky shifts slightly setting a yellow kite to sail and a pair of hawks to soar maybe they named the storm after me so that i could see how beautiful turbulence can be maybe i just wasn't looking right besides a rose by any other name wouldn't seem as special
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Feb 12, 2013
Feb 12, 2013 at 1:09 AM UTC
a rose by any other name.
a home, above all else, is familiar. it does not have to be comfortable, nor does it have to be full. a home is probably a favorite place to be, or maybe it houses some of the cruelest memories. I like homes where I can drive quick and still avoid each upcoming pothole-- ones where old neighbors and new couples hunker down for their respectful chapters of life. I like homes where I can walk around each obstacle in the kitchen with my eyes shut tight and only bang my shins a little bit. a home is a sense, an intuition. it is a place where you can dance while no one is watching. you can fling your tears and regret at the walls and let them absorb your true feelings, hushing you with their pillows and soft sounds and views. a home is a home anywhere you choose it to be, but above all else, a home is familiar, and that is a home to me.
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May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 6:23 PM UTC
A Home, Defined
In the dour ages Of drafty cells and draftier castles, Of dragons breathing without the frame of fables, Saint and king unfisted obstruction's knuckles By no miracle or majestic means, But by such abuses As smack of spite and the overscrupulous Twisting of thumbscrews: one soul tied in sinews, One white horse drowned, and all the unconquered pinnacles Of God's city and Babylon's Must wait, while here Suso's Hand hones his tack and needles, Scouraging to sores his own red sluices For the relish of heaven, relentless, dousing with prickles Of horsehair and lice his ***** ***** While there irate Cyrus Squanders a summer and the brawn of his heroes To rebuke the horse-swallowing River Gyndes: He split it into three hundred and sixty trickles A girl could wade without wetting her shins. Still, latter-day sages, Smiling at this behavior, subjugating their enemies Neatly, nicely, by disbelief or bridges, Never grip, as the grandsires did, that devil who chuckles From grain of the marrow and the river-bed grains.
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A Lesson In Vengeance
1. Sunlight There was a sunlit absence. The helmeted pump in the yard heated its iron, water honeyed in the slung bucket and the sun stood like a griddle cooling against the wall of each long afternoon. So, her hands scuffled over the bakeboard, the reddening stove sent its plaque of heat against her where she stood in a floury apron by the window. Now she dusts the board with a goose's wing, now sits, broad-lapped, with whitened nails and measling shins: here is a space again, the scone rising to the tick of two clocks. And here is love like a tinsmith's scoop sunk past its gleam in the meal-bin. 2. The Seed Cutters They seem hundreds of years away. Brueghel, You'll know them if I can get them true. They kneel under the hedge in a half-circle Behind a windbreak wind is breaking through. They are the seed cutters. The tuck and frill Of leaf-sprout is on the seed potates Buried under that straw. With time to **** They are taking their time. Each sharp knife goes Lazily halving each root that falls apart In the palm of the hand: a milky gleam, And, at the centre, a dark watermark. Oh, calendar customs! Under the broom Yellowing over them, compose the frieze With all of us there, our anonymities.
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Mossbawn: Two Poems in Dedication
I know whose toes Peek out below: Beneath their nose, Under lips, Lower than their waist and hips; Past their knees and their shins- Toes they’ll use to count to ten. Better yet, With our twins, They’ll count to twenty to begin, Then move to forty without linger, Counting on each other’s fingers. Toes and fingers, fingers and toes, Twenty wigglers they’ve come to know, With twenty fingers to catch and throw. For now we’ll rhyme toes off to market, And play Pat-a-Cake With Ophelia and Brigid.
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Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 10:46 AM UTC
Fingers and Toes
how many butterflies would it take to hide your smile ? my love is boundless and yet i cannot say. it's genius, effete and ill suited to the task. all the while, my doves pigeon home with valentines tethered to sky thin shins and talons. more smoke and words than spoken atoms. and nothing else matters.
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May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 12:11 PM UTC
how many butterflies would it take to hide your smile ?
I ate a whole bag of cheetos one at a time, savoring each cheesy bite, and watched two seasons of South Park as my friend tried to hit a vein. **** man. I got little ones, they keep rolling.* It took her hours. Forearm Shins Wrists Other arm Calfs "What the **** man, why even ******* bother? Why not just smoke it like everyone else?" ******* tweakers* She says the high is worth it. *That rush, man. Holy **** But really, no matter how **** they are, or used to be, nobody likes a spun out tweaker ***** Nobody
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Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 6:36 PM UTC
If at first you don't succeed
where will they take me this thick, whirling cloud of birds? I lower my shotgun; my targets were to be a skein of geese (corpulent, impertinent avian freaks I have seen peck children's shins) these smaller birds perform a choreography electric, black against blue now I know the meandering meaning of mesmerize--my eyes glued to the skies more agape than the hunter in me--wishing to watch this wave undulate an eternity but alas, the flock turns into a naked sun; I am forced to shield my eyes my hand blocks the blare of light, with it, the whipping tail of their liquid flight when I lower it, they are but a haze near the horizon, performing magic for another audience
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Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 8:16 PM UTC
a murmuration of starlings
You’re wishing plus wanting to win the other side remove your pride, you untied tidal pool, the wide subdivide of these paper pages. Unrelenting numbers remind you of the next stages, taking you wildly to Namibia, surrendering you to Zimbabwe, the terminal station. The narration vocalizes the translation of quotations, your obligation to the violation of the rules, the regulations, vulgarization of spoken word. Pretty paintings plaster typecasts, the pitter-patter of pity’s pretty ****** quickly shifting refurbished velvet sofas. Overcast symphonies outlast witty recast stanzas, scores with notes naturally quote verses romancing seltzer spines noticing the negotiation of sore throats. Oblivion’s oblivious to the people, obnoxiously obscene with syncopated saturation of public vital signs. You’re the vain strain of virus photocopying yourself within skin, waste your sin on tattoos trapped on shins safety pins selecting prints pinning sets of twins to tanned wrappers protecting official reports. The ossuary welcomes records printed on thick paper suspiciously missing skeleton swords. Writing stories reversed while tipsy, quickly preforming risky poetry smog, sweetly omitting secret words, trying to spell simply without the proper prologue.
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Feb 17, 2013
Feb 17, 2013 at 1:52 PM UTC
Tuesday
We grew up together I pulled your hair, you kicked my shins...repeatedly....with vigour I taught you to skateboard You taught me to tip cows....make a rope swing and cheat at kiss chase I taught you to roll cigarettes You taught me to shoot whiskey, drop acid and roll joints I took you to the fairground You took me to an illegal rave and screamed RUN!!! when the police arrived Years between us, you older, me younger Yet here I am, the bad influence While your **** smells of roses! I showed you my writing You gave me directions....here I will always be grateful for that I will always be grateful for you.
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Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 8:17 PM UTC
Cousins.
I came up in Pittsburgh, the Rust Belt of hard labor with a deep love of community. As children, we collected railroad spikes from the tracks and we cut our shins on random iron shards in **** hills. Some of us were union middle-class and others breathed the gray air of poverty. That hardly mattered. As we stood atop foothills that overlooked the city skyline, soot embedded under our fingernails, we lived as kings and queens that oversaw the future. -Ron Gavalik
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Jul 18, 2018
Jul 18, 2018 at 2:18 PM UTC
Hard Labor Love
eat terrarium dirt **** seeds on polished wood churn the german blood funnel clock in; rise on the **** morning licks her bruising shins sleep on the creaky railing under the vents the roaring subway
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Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 10:08 PM UTC
rats
Your pale grass colored eyes flickered towards me in the passenger seat; cigarette out the window I stare at my ruby colored lips in the side view mirror You drum your fingers on the wheel to Blue Bossonova I remember the dream catcher hanging from the mirror catching my eye; a majestic golden hue from the sunlight reflecting off of it. We weren't supposed to be driving the car, We both knew this, but we were rebels So I had climbed out my window without my parents knowing ripping my jeans in the process just to be with you. Had I known it would be the last time I'd touch you; Had I known it would be the last time I'd kiss your lips I would have stayed in my bed The Shins blaring through my headphones Thinking about all the things I'm going to do with you Had I known it would be the last time seeing you smile The last time hearing you breathe Hearing you talk      Touching your skin I would have obeyed my parents rules for once. Instead of staring at your pretty green eyes I stare at the pretty headlights coming our way I feel the car swerve to the left; the dream catcher falling The car spinning like a dradle in the air It was like everything were in slowmotion As I look over at you in horror your pale green eyes flicker away from mine closing as if to say "I'm sorry." The car comes to a hault. You were motionless as we were upside down Tears fall down my ****** cheeks I scream at you to wake up; but you wouldn't Then I stopped wasting my breath I stopped Like your heart Had I known it would be the last time I'd touch you; Had I known it would be the last time I'd kiss your lips I would have stayed in my bed The Shins blaring in my headphones because now I'm fantasying about all the things we could have done About all the things we could have said like "You're paying for the electrical bill this time." or "I do." Now I'm stuck listening to Blue Bossonova blaring in my headphones thinking about all the things I'd have to do without you Had I known
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May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 11:18 PM UTC
Had I Known
Your pale grass colored eyes flickered towards me in the passenger seat; cigarette out the window I stare at my ruby colored lips in the side view mirror You drum your fingers on the wheel to Blue Bossonova I remember the dream catcher hanging from the mirror catching my eye; a majestic golden hue from the sunlight reflecting off of it. We weren't supposed to be driving the car, We both knew this, but we were rebels So I had climbed out my window without my parents knowing ripping my jeans in the process just to be with you. Had I known it would be the last time I'd touch you; Had I known it would be the last time I'd kiss your lips I would have stayed in my bed The Shins blaring through my headphones Thinking about all the things I'm going to do with you Had I known it would be the last time seeing you smile The last time hearing you breathe Hearing you talk      Touching your skin I would have obeyed my parents rules for once. Instead of staring at your pretty green eyes I stare at the pretty headlights coming our way I feel the car swerve to the left; the dream catcher falling The car spinning like a dradle in the air It was like everything were in slowmotion As I look over at you in horror your pale green eyes flicker away from mine closing as if to say "I'm sorry." The car comes to a hault. You were motionless as we were upside down Tears fall down my ****** cheeks I scream at you to wake up; but you wouldn't Then I stopped wasting my breath I stopped Like your heart Had I known it would be the last time I'd touch you; Had I known it would be the last time I'd kiss your lips I would have stayed in my bed The Shins blaring in my headphones because now I'm fantasying about all the things we could have done About all the things we could have said like "You're paying for the electrical bill this time." or "I do." Now I'm stuck listening to Blue Bossonova blaring in my headphones thinking about all the things I'd have to do without you Had I known
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What the Tide Knows —a Sestina of one night shared with our sister moon Night’s first blush leans low against the tide that licks the sand; moonlight unhooks the darker seams of our skin. The air stings sweet, crystalline breath of salt. A feral moon, she leans close—silent, luminous, wet. Her ******* dip the water; the water dips us—oh…slow pull after slow pull—silk unraveling into constellations—we are, at last, bare bare-foot, bare-hearted, bare-assed—every hush of fear laid bare; satin chill a caress, sliding up shins, over knees, exploring the secret tide. Between us, dampness trembles—a harp-chord plucked across our skin; notes of brine flare and fade in the hush of moonlit salt Desire itself echoes each pull she tightens—loosens—tightens again in the moon’s slow, intimate pull. Night after night we bend to nature’s lust—its intimate pull a deep, slow kiss—honey for dreams, our spirits once more bare on a starlit shore that forgets and remembers the faithful tide that knows each breast, each soft fold of skin until our footprints shimmer, then vanish in a tidal pool of salt while water’s slow tempo keeps time beneath our same bare-breasted, sister moon Brine prisms drip between our thighs—soft, shimmering salt as we sink into sand—breasts and breath—utterly bare; above us, the hush of waves keeps time with the tide while our sister, the ****** moon, unbuttons herself—O luminous moon, her silver hand wandering, circling, stroking her own pale skin, her gasps spilling down to embrace us oh so tight into one, shuddering, pull Dawn’s silk-white wraps moon-bruised ******* gathering the last flecks of salt that cling to lips—a hush of spent sighs riding every slow pull of breath. Ocean-wet, sunrise-warmed, we rise wholly bare beneath a sky tinted with our spent, satisfied sister moon, and wade until cries of ecstasy between waves swell, matching the tide washing footprints, sand, and shy shimmers from our glistening skin. We become as one, a shared pulse—wave after wave pressing into skin, A sousing of honey and ocean on lips—sweet with salt, as night’s last breaker swells, arches, cups—one unquenchable pull before it raptures. We bloom wide, throats singing, utterly bare of nothing but vision of her white-hot spasm, our sister moon, dragging us under—flinging us back—gasping—embraced by the heaving tide O sister moon, embrace our last slow tide, your gentle hand forever filling our dreams, forever caressing our skin
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Sep 1, 2025
Sep 1, 2025 at 6:01 PM UTC
The Tide Knows
What the Tide Knows —a Sestina of one night shared with our sister moon Night’s first blush leans low against the tide that licks the sand; moonlight unhooks the darker seams of our skin. The air stings sweet, crystalline breath of salt. A feral moon, she leans close—silent, luminous, wet. Her ******* dip the water; the water dips us—oh…slow pull after slow pull—silk unraveling into constellations—we are, at last, bare bare-foot, bare-hearted, bare-assed—every hush of fear laid bare; satin chill a caress, sliding up shins, over knees, exploring the secret tide. Between us, dampness trembles—a harp-chord plucked across our skin; notes of brine flare and fade in the hush of moonlit salt Desire itself echoes each pull she tightens—loosens—tightens again in the moon’s slow, intimate pull. Night after night we bend to nature’s lust—its intimate pull a deep, slow kiss—honey for dreams, our spirits once more bare on a starlit shore that forgets and remembers the faithful tide that knows each breast, each soft fold of skin until our footprints shimmer, then vanish in a tidal pool of salt while water’s slow tempo keeps time beneath our same bare-breasted, sister moon Brine prisms drip between our thighs—soft, shimmering salt as we sink into sand—breasts and breath—utterly bare; above us, the hush of waves keeps time with the tide while our sister, the ****** moon, unbuttons herself—O luminous moon, her silver hand wandering, circling, stroking her own pale skin, her gasps spilling down to embrace us oh so tight into one, shuddering, pull Dawn’s silk-white wraps moon-bruised ******* gathering the last flecks of salt that cling to lips—a hush of spent sighs riding every slow pull of breath. Ocean-wet, sunrise-warmed, we rise wholly bare beneath a sky tinted with our spent, satisfied sister moon, and wade until cries of ecstasy between waves swell, matching the tide washing footprints, sand, and shy shimmers from our glistening skin. We become as one, a shared pulse—wave after wave pressing into skin, A sousing of honey and ocean on lips—sweet with salt, as night’s last breaker swells, arches, cups—one unquenchable pull before it raptures. We bloom wide, throats singing, utterly bare of nothing but vision of her white-hot spasm, our sister moon, dragging us under—flinging us back—gasping—embraced by the heaving tide O sister moon, embrace our last slow tide, your gentle hand forever filling our dreams, forever caressing our skin
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slowly  carefully as i might an ancient diary still full of young dreams and even  perhaps the salt of young love it hurts to carry adolescent obstacles given my age and all those hateful skeptics it hurts how they gleefully profane yet settled dust is yet dust i sit willing to love amid my dust i sit in ever deeper vasts of love in existential sacrum wag kindled crown and fullness breath of all the scents of varied forms of love lighthouse toes inspire seas ancestors swam lyric feet to message myth of travels won my calves and shins  knees and thighs   crawling climbing walking running jumping kicking at the start physiologies of courage ****** ahead as future unmade moulds invite caress the bodied length intent provides singing fingers scale my world in chords of gliding love tips of arcing sensate dawns diverse as nightsky suns my palms divine an ever giving gift no futures could unveil-- the toucher's touching touched aligning novel insights  wordless as the womb of time: perhaps a symbol flare could squint and grant a vision of horizon's end-- another pleasure game a bonsai love to soften age another twisting meditation's emptiness in form as motion stillness spaces words to perfect pitches  tempos   sound though all of which will never meet and never meeting meet as one
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Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 12:01 AM UTC
heart opening
Sun-dried moss hangs in clumps from the eaves trough. Morning dew glittering in the dawn. The floorboards, covered in peeling gray-blue paint, crackle and creak beneath my bare feet. My joints feel rusted, and my eyes don’t see as far as they did before. Before all that happened happened.   My hand on the doorframe is alien to me. But it moves when I ask, so it will have to do. I stagger through the warm porch, where a soft, sweet-smelling breeze drifts in through torn metal screens and cracks in the rickety door. I open it as quietly as I can. There is only me here, but I like the quiet. Three wooden steps down to a gravel drive that passes side to side out front.   Bare feet, too well-worn to feel the stones, tip-toe across to the rough, brown-green grass.   My feet are wet now, and when they find the sand just beyond the patch of grass, it clings. I scrunch up my toes, digging, until I find the cool, dry layer below. The lake is clear, and the soft rustle through the pine trees along the shore reminds me again of years gone by. Sticky fingers, covered in sap, pine needles sticking between my toes, and scrapes on my shins that hurt back then, but sing sweetly in my memory. I sit on the little beach between the trees, crossing my legs, and plunge my hands beneath the sand. Peace. And what a joy, to be here and feel it in the coarse sand, the cool caress of morning breeze, and the utter silence of the still lake.   Have I come so far, to wish for so little? Have I lost something along my way? The anger has faded, and in its place sits a quiet resolve. The games they play, I’ve long since lost, but finding myself here, I wonder if I’ve not come out ahead. The water calls to me. I may visit her soon, once I’ve had my fill of sand.   The wind grows bolder, and the pines whistle. A loon calls out, somewhere unseen. I wonder if today I’ll climb that same tree from so long ago. Wonder if it has held its form better than I, and which may break a limb first. I smile, because I know it’s foolish, and the beach is so soft beneath me. Warm and yielding. But oh, the sweet, stinging memories.
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Feb 22, 2013
Feb 22, 2013 at 8:10 PM UTC
On That Last Dawn
Sun-dried moss hangs in clumps from the eaves trough. Morning dew glittering in the dawn. The floorboards, covered in peeling gray-blue paint, crackle and creak beneath my bare feet. My joints feel rusted, and my eyes don’t see as far as they did before. Before all that happened happened.   My hand on the doorframe is alien to me. But it moves when I ask, so it will have to do. I stagger through the warm porch, where a soft, sweet-smelling breeze drifts in through torn metal screens and cracks in the rickety door. I open it as quietly as I can. There is only me here, but I like the quiet. Three wooden steps down to a gravel drive that passes side to side out front.   Bare feet, too well-worn to feel the stones, tip-toe across to the rough, brown-green grass.   My feet are wet now, and when they find the sand just beyond the patch of grass, it clings. I scrunch up my toes, digging, until I find the cool, dry layer below. The lake is clear, and the soft rustle through the pine trees along the shore reminds me again of years gone by. Sticky fingers, covered in sap, pine needles sticking between my toes, and scrapes on my shins that hurt back then, but sing sweetly in my memory. I sit on the little beach between the trees, crossing my legs, and plunge my hands beneath the sand. Peace. And what a joy, to be here and feel it in the coarse sand, the cool caress of morning breeze, and the utter silence of the still lake.   Have I come so far, to wish for so little? Have I lost something along my way? The anger has faded, and in its place sits a quiet resolve. The games they play, I’ve long since lost, but finding myself here, I wonder if I’ve not come out ahead. The water calls to me. I may visit her soon, once I’ve had my fill of sand.   The wind grows bolder, and the pines whistle. A loon calls out, somewhere unseen. I wonder if today I’ll climb that same tree from so long ago. Wonder if it has held its form better than I, and which may break a limb first. I smile, because I know it’s foolish, and the beach is so soft beneath me. Warm and yielding. But oh, the sweet, stinging memories.
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i don't know which birds sing in the mornings. i like sunrises, but only if i haven't been to bed yet. i like to emerge from my sheets and pillows when the sun is high and the shadows are gone. before then, the sun is too young and exuberant and i have such an old and heartbreakingly tired soul. the sun was barely over the old church outside your bedroom, painting the bare walls of your room with the colors of the last supper. you woke me up, soft and sweet, like i know you can be, when you put to rest your premature bitterness and apathy. i don't know how long you lay beside me, the ***** of your feet pressed against my shins, your pinky finger tracing the freckles on my arm in the same pattern, countless times. but it was the softest way i've ever woken up, and it reminds me of summer. it reminds me that bruised does not mean broken, and even shattered pieces can be reassembled. it reminds me that there is love everywhere, and we once had it in the most morning-sun way.
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Oct 24, 2012
Oct 24, 2012 at 11:54 PM UTC
i am not a morning person.
what i really need to do is get a dog and name him teddy roosevelt and sing him john lennon songs and teach him to stomach gin what i really need to do is learn how to play piano and sing songs about cigarette smoke and lie about having a twin   what i really need to do is find someone who calls themselves petunia and bend low and scoop them up and teach her to stomach gin what i really need to to do is learn how to play guitar and sing songs about her knuckles and the delicate shine of her shins what i really need to do is shoot dice with old black men and hang out in alleyways and wallow in filth and bathe in sin what i really need to do is learn how to play the harmonica and sell ******* to rich white girls and not feel a **** thing about it what i really need to do is find someone who calls themselves best friend and bend low and scoop them up and teach him to stomach gin
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Oct 25, 2011
Oct 25, 2011 at 12:29 AM UTC
cocaine/richwhitegirls/johnlennon/teddyroosevelt/petunia/bestfriend
We’re going through a transitional period trying to be good friends to one another yet overwhelmingly self absorbed. We got no time to think about legacy’s. Our future takes cover from the worry of the present kicking the shins of our courage. We smoke to forget Drink to muster the drive to begin Eat out of pots washed in gas station sinks. We collapse each moment into a screen capturing scenery with black boxes documenting life behind pixels and glass. We thrive on uncertainty Middle fingers up to the system that gives us shelter that we exploit to find freedom overturning the stones of a complex world looking for definitions and characters to call culture.
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Sep 24, 2015
Sep 24, 2015 at 10:58 PM UTC
Friendship in the 21st century
I was last on the register, so as soon as I said that I was still there everyone stood up and left. Katie was still there and she pointed at me and asked me if I was coming tonight. I said that guessed not and she asked me If I knew that she wasn’t my girlfriend. I didn’t answer so she informed me that I wasn’t allowed to be jealous that she goes to parties that I don’t. I asked, ‘what party?’ and she rolled her eyes and left. I walked out of the classroom alone and wondering what the hell just happened. James saw me across the yard and shouted if I was coming tonight. I told him to **** off and walked quicker every time he tried to call me back. A few kids on the bus swore at me through the open window, their middle fingers and crude words working together in pitiless tandem. I turned up the volume in my ipod and kept on walking. It carried on snowing. It had been three days now and three times we had been called to assembly so the headmaster could announce which schools had been closed for the day. That morning he was proud to tell us that we were the only school in the area to still be open. The snow was four inches deep and rising and grey and dangerous. Through the frosted windows in the front door I could see my keys. I kicked the wall and nearly shattered my toes. I climbed over my gate to the back of my house. For a while I thought about breaking a window. The cat found me and pawed me shins and I told her I was sorry, but I couldn’t let her in the house. I sat in a frozen plastic chair and looked across the white and green garden. The cat joined me, and sat on my lap, her body as close to me as possible. I zipped her up inside my jacket so only her head poked out and we sat there, watching cartoon’s on my ipod. Batman fought The Joker again, and Gumball finally got to kiss Penny. The Joker escaped again and Gumball realised that it was all a dream. It got cold and dark and eventually both the cat and I fell asleep. My mother shook me awake and unzipped my jacket to let the cat out. She asked me if I had a good day at school, and I rubbed my eyes and told her that I couldn’t remember.
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Oct 12, 2012
Oct 12, 2012 at 10:53 AM UTC
Snow Night
I was last on the register, so as soon as I said that I was still there everyone stood up and left. Katie was still there and she pointed at me and asked me if I was coming tonight. I said that guessed not and she asked me If I knew that she wasn’t my girlfriend. I didn’t answer so she informed me that I wasn’t allowed to be jealous that she goes to parties that I don’t. I asked, ‘what party?’ and she rolled her eyes and left. I walked out of the classroom alone and wondering what the hell just happened. James saw me across the yard and shouted if I was coming tonight. I told him to **** off and walked quicker every time he tried to call me back. A few kids on the bus swore at me through the open window, their middle fingers and crude words working together in pitiless tandem. I turned up the volume in my ipod and kept on walking. It carried on snowing. It had been three days now and three times we had been called to assembly so the headmaster could announce which schools had been closed for the day. That morning he was proud to tell us that we were the only school in the area to still be open. The snow was four inches deep and rising and grey and dangerous. Through the frosted windows in the front door I could see my keys. I kicked the wall and nearly shattered my toes. I climbed over my gate to the back of my house. For a while I thought about breaking a window. The cat found me and pawed me shins and I told her I was sorry, but I couldn’t let her in the house. I sat in a frozen plastic chair and looked across the white and green garden. The cat joined me, and sat on my lap, her body as close to me as possible. I zipped her up inside my jacket so only her head poked out and we sat there, watching cartoon’s on my ipod. Batman fought The Joker again, and Gumball finally got to kiss Penny. The Joker escaped again and Gumball realised that it was all a dream. It got cold and dark and eventually both the cat and I fell asleep. My mother shook me awake and unzipped my jacket to let the cat out. She asked me if I had a good day at school, and I rubbed my eyes and told her that I couldn’t remember.
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