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"screech" poems
Picasso you give us things which bulge:grunting lungs pumped full of sharp thick mind you make us shrill presents always shut in the sumptuous screech of simplicity (out of the black unbunged Something gushes vaguely a squeak of planes or between squeals of Nothing grabbed with circular shrieking tightness solid screams whispers.) Lumberman of the Distinct your brain’s axe only chops hugest inherent Trees of Ego,from whose living and biggest bodies lopped of every prettiness you hew form truly
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Picasso
* [Part the First] There's some giddy, childish sensation The hope of a new generation Faceless cameras war for my voice A flashing ocean of stomps and shoves Taken from me is my choice Given is a false sense of love They smile too wide to be true Contorted and stretched, like some plastic But they're all I have before the blue So deep breaths, and then come dramatics People who pass me by Don't seem to realise The emptiness of the sky When they look into my eyes They ask: Is it lonely up in space? Is it a cold, abandoned place? Is it bright amongst the stars? Do you know who you really are? [Part the Second] My life has faded to drunken thoughts Reality doesn't confirm what can't be bought The multicoloured psychedelia Of nebula turning to rainbows Now looks more fake than ever And so my sanity goes There's a beast out there, lurking I'm not sure if it wants me But my hope is hiding, sulking From the abyss that can hear and see The worst way to die is alone Where there's no one who can help me As my punishment destroys my home At least, from my memory They screech: It's so lonely up in space It's a cold, abandoned place It's too bright amongst the stars I think I'm dreaming too far [Part the Third] The faintest echo of laughter Presents itself as my only answer It's distant, like someone drowning in ecstasy But it rings from the walls to my ears The effect of the starry-eyed seas Has mutated into whimpering fears I know I'm not amongst the stars anymore But the damage cannot be undone So I gave myself to the floor I could lie here, and never see the sun Space could've never actually existed Just a vivid fantasy of escape But my mind has been so twisted It must've been the cruelty of fate They wonder: Was it lonely up in space? Was it a cold, abandoned place? Will the stars ever forgive? Do I still have a life to live?
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Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 11:14 AM UTC
Up in Space
* [Part the First] There's some giddy, childish sensation The hope of a new generation Faceless cameras war for my voice A flashing ocean of stomps and shoves Taken from me is my choice Given is a false sense of love They smile too wide to be true Contorted and stretched, like some plastic But they're all I have before the blue So deep breaths, and then come dramatics People who pass me by Don't seem to realise The emptiness of the sky When they look into my eyes They ask: Is it lonely up in space? Is it a cold, abandoned place? Is it bright amongst the stars? Do you know who you really are? [Part the Second] My life has faded to drunken thoughts Reality doesn't confirm what can't be bought The multicoloured psychedelia Of nebula turning to rainbows Now looks more fake than ever And so my sanity goes There's a beast out there, lurking I'm not sure if it wants me But my hope is hiding, sulking From the abyss that can hear and see The worst way to die is alone Where there's no one who can help me As my punishment destroys my home At least, from my memory They screech: It's so lonely up in space It's a cold, abandoned place It's too bright amongst the stars I think I'm dreaming too far [Part the Third] The faintest echo of laughter Presents itself as my only answer It's distant, like someone drowning in ecstasy But it rings from the walls to my ears The effect of the starry-eyed seas Has mutated into whimpering fears I know I'm not amongst the stars anymore But the damage cannot be undone So I gave myself to the floor I could lie here, and never see the sun Space could've never actually existed Just a vivid fantasy of escape But my mind has been so twisted It must've been the cruelty of fate They wonder: Was it lonely up in space? Was it a cold, abandoned place? Will the stars ever forgive? Do I still have a life to live?
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A wild flight into drizzled dark night The chorus line thumping Overcome by roar and strain Of metal tested to limits as we race An endless risk disregarded as thought And the sound of a bright giggle Wondrous eyes lit in thrill of threat Fear has no place in this setting A manic gleam and set to her face Sharing a secret as we laugh and howl Because this is who we are For all out control and desire We scream endlessly through life eternally silent Until we do not have to be And in glory we release! Fear is a thing to be learnt A feeling to ******* and freeze Is it felt here? A resounding no! Shatters the question In the screech of tires In the surge of adrenaline In the wild savage smile of freedom Of a shout into the night in defiance of order! Does my heart race as we tear around? Not even a tremor! Until I turn, My face from the moaning wind rushing past And i gaze upon this savage exposed Lips pulled back in ferocious glee A focused and fierce glare to the world We deny life and taunt the spectre Come to us, we cry! The paths are slick with tears of the gods The roads tempestuous writhing in deceit I sit in peace, relaxed A warrior companion at my side We know no fear of what may come For trust Ah trust Is the colour of life Ever shadowed as a challenge to endings! She lights as a fire of the brightest stars And i would embrace her Burning endlessly.
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 1:29 AM UTC
Trust
i’ve never fallen in love before but i’m telling you if i did, my bones would screech and creak and crack to build you a home that doesn’t fight back and i would shower you with love until you drowned because i don’t know how to love unless it becomes too much someway or somehow and you would become all that i breathe and need and see and the very sound of your name would be enough to cause another relapse because i’ll get addicted too soon and too fast and you’ll think it’s great at first until i’m publicly on my knees aching for your velvet kisses back and i've never cared for someone this way before but i'm telling you if i did, my lungs would collapse and inflate again and again because you will be the only thing i'll ever breathe in and the people in my life would never amount to you, and maybe that's a little messed up but i wrote it felt it bled it, so it must be true because i don't know how to let someone in unless i push every other person out and you'll love my attention at first until you're throwing glass plates at my following figure until you're yelling regrets and things i should've considered until you hate me because you don't want to be the only one even if i want you to be. i’ve danced with the devil because he has the prettiest eyes i’ve ever seen in my life but i didn’t love him i’ve kissed the hands of god because he smells like my childhood home and i liked that a lot but i didn’t love him i’ve cut open my skin for my first girlfriend because she promised to stay and that drove me insane but i didn’t love her and i’m telling you if i did i would write a poem convincing her that i didn’t because i’ve never loved in a way that doesn’t became some form of a burden. and i don’t love you yet but i am going to scrub my words into your naked body and i am going to promise that there’s nobody but you and you are going to love every second of it because you’ve given in to destruction and seduction and you already understand everything about pain you already know there’s everything to lose and i’m the only thing you’d gain but that’s okay because you’ve never fallen in love before.
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Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 2:38 PM UTC
before i fall for you
i’ve never fallen in love before but i’m telling you if i did, my bones would screech and creak and crack to build you a home that doesn’t fight back and i would shower you with love until you drowned because i don’t know how to love unless it becomes too much someway or somehow and you would become all that i breathe and need and see and the very sound of your name would be enough to cause another relapse because i’ll get addicted too soon and too fast and you’ll think it’s great at first until i’m publicly on my knees aching for your velvet kisses back and i've never cared for someone this way before but i'm telling you if i did, my lungs would collapse and inflate again and again because you will be the only thing i'll ever breathe in and the people in my life would never amount to you, and maybe that's a little messed up but i wrote it felt it bled it, so it must be true because i don't know how to let someone in unless i push every other person out and you'll love my attention at first until you're throwing glass plates at my following figure until you're yelling regrets and things i should've considered until you hate me because you don't want to be the only one even if i want you to be. i’ve danced with the devil because he has the prettiest eyes i’ve ever seen in my life but i didn’t love him i’ve kissed the hands of god because he smells like my childhood home and i liked that a lot but i didn’t love him i’ve cut open my skin for my first girlfriend because she promised to stay and that drove me insane but i didn’t love her and i’m telling you if i did i would write a poem convincing her that i didn’t because i’ve never loved in a way that doesn’t became some form of a burden. and i don’t love you yet but i am going to scrub my words into your naked body and i am going to promise that there’s nobody but you and you are going to love every second of it because you’ve given in to destruction and seduction and you already understand everything about pain you already know there’s everything to lose and i’m the only thing you’d gain but that’s okay because you’ve never fallen in love before.
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Snow falling. Ash rising. Pump blood. Breathe smoke. Live art. Screech obscenities. Make love. Show scars. Create beauty. Destroy yourself.
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Jan 2, 2010
Jan 2, 2010 at 9:26 AM UTC
Inkling
spring omnipotent goddess thou dost inveigle into crossing sidewalks the unwary june-bug and the frivolous angleworm thou dost persuade to serenade his lady the musical tom-cat,thou stuffest the parks with overgrown pimply cavaliers and gumchewing giggly girls and not content Spring, with this thou hangest canary-birds in parlor windows spring slattern of seasons you have ***** legs and a muddy petticoat,drowsy is your mouth your eyes are sticky with dreams and you have a sloppy body from being brought to bed of crocuses When you sing in your whiskey voice the grass rises on the head of the earth and all the trees are put on edge spring, of the jostle of thy ******* and the slobber of your thighs i am so very glad that the soul inside me Hollers for thou comest and your hands are the snow and thy fingers are the rain, and i hear the screech of dissonant flowers,and most of all i hear your stepping freakish feet feet incorrigible ragging the world,
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Spring Omnipotent Goddess Thou Dost
I walked into a church today, One I wanted to visit for days, I passed by it, saw the huge doors open Inviting me in daily, but I just didn’t go in. I’m a Hindu by religion, Indian by birth, I have an older sister, My mom and my dad obviously. Why am I telling you this? Well because I’m everything but Happy, calm and sorted, Just angry, irritated and anxious. They fight, my mom and dad, They love each other, or maybe they don’t, But they fight and argue, They don’t hold back on concern either. They talk a lot, my sister and him, The guy she’s seeing but not dating, The guy she’s serious about but hasn’t met, She’s always on the phone, sharing every bit of her life. I entered the church, Felt nothing, felt the same as usual, No excitement, disappointment, nothing, Temples don’t help either. I love my family, they love me back, They care and support me, a lot! I don’t want it most of the times, It both keeps me alive and suffocates me. They are always there, Standing right by me, If not in person, then by spirit, Always a call away. I talk to them every day, thrice, Twice at least, message my whereabouts, It’s a habit, a want, a need To let them know everything about me. They are fighting now, I got an email this time, Not a phone call, nor message, Mom lied, that she’s got her migraine. Dad’s left the family WhatsApp group, Blamed it on the work stress, But I know better, we all do, I may be the youngest, but I’m 20. My sister’s fed up with me, Well she’s not the only one, I shout, scream, screech rudely, Loudly, with no sane reason. I know I need help, We all do, for anger, To love and feel loved, But it’s never going to happen. I am a psychology student, I want to let the world know, With my research that depression and anxiety, Can’t be beat with medicines nor by expressing. My sister’s a Human Rights student, Who wants to help people, Support and care for them, You can’t, nothing will end human suffering. We are the sole cause of it, Human suffering, the ones with fuel, The ones with the extinguisher, Yet, each time we choose poorly. My family is broken, ******* up, It’s surviving on a thin string, But it won’t break, ever, We’ll all just drift apart.
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Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 10:30 PM UTC
Family
I walked into a church today, One I wanted to visit for days, I passed by it, saw the huge doors open Inviting me in daily, but I just didn’t go in. I’m a Hindu by religion, Indian by birth, I have an older sister, My mom and my dad obviously. Why am I telling you this? Well because I’m everything but Happy, calm and sorted, Just angry, irritated and anxious. They fight, my mom and dad, They love each other, or maybe they don’t, But they fight and argue, They don’t hold back on concern either. They talk a lot, my sister and him, The guy she’s seeing but not dating, The guy she’s serious about but hasn’t met, She’s always on the phone, sharing every bit of her life. I entered the church, Felt nothing, felt the same as usual, No excitement, disappointment, nothing, Temples don’t help either. I love my family, they love me back, They care and support me, a lot! I don’t want it most of the times, It both keeps me alive and suffocates me. They are always there, Standing right by me, If not in person, then by spirit, Always a call away. I talk to them every day, thrice, Twice at least, message my whereabouts, It’s a habit, a want, a need To let them know everything about me. They are fighting now, I got an email this time, Not a phone call, nor message, Mom lied, that she’s got her migraine. Dad’s left the family WhatsApp group, Blamed it on the work stress, But I know better, we all do, I may be the youngest, but I’m 20. My sister’s fed up with me, Well she’s not the only one, I shout, scream, screech rudely, Loudly, with no sane reason. I know I need help, We all do, for anger, To love and feel loved, But it’s never going to happen. I am a psychology student, I want to let the world know, With my research that depression and anxiety, Can’t be beat with medicines nor by expressing. My sister’s a Human Rights student, Who wants to help people, Support and care for them, You can’t, nothing will end human suffering. We are the sole cause of it, Human suffering, the ones with fuel, The ones with the extinguisher, Yet, each time we choose poorly. My family is broken, ******* up, It’s surviving on a thin string, But it won’t break, ever, We’ll all just drift apart.
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Sometimes I hate this This thing that I'm born with It causes so many unnecessary fights It causes so many stupid problems I can't go to a regular school I can't have a regular job The moment I say the word autism I've already had enough I don't know what the positive sides are Of something that makes me so different I only know the negative parts Because that's the part that makes me conflicted Why would I love something that has ruined my chance for a normal life? How could I accept something that refuses my acceptance? All they tell me is you need help you need help, you need help, you need help And I get help The people who help have helped But even though I can function better No one can take away this internal anger I feel inadequate, I feel dumb I feel sad, I feel numb I can't speak of my emotions although I got feelings all the time I wish there was a potion that made it possible for me to speak about it in an other way than rhyme I wish I could say what was really on my mind I wish I could say how my autism makes me want to die I wish I could say I love myself in any shape or form I wish I could say that I can conform to the norm But I can't so I play league And then I get mad When they say "autistic screech" Because it's so hilarious Living with this everyday Because it's so hilarious That this will never ******* change
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Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 7:37 PM UTC
Autism
I was shacked with a 24 year old girl from New York City for two weeks- about the time of the garbage strike out there, and one night my 34 year old woman arrived and she said, "I want to see my rival." she did and then she said, "o, you're a cute little thing!" next I knew there was a screech of wildcats- such screaming and scratch- ing, wounded animal moans, blood and **** . . I was drunk and in my shorts. I tried to seperate them and fell, wrenched my knee. then they were through the screen door and down the walk and out into the street. squadcars full of cops arrived. a police heli- coptor circled overhead. I stood in the bathroom and grinned in the mirror. it's not often at the age of 55 that such splendid things occur. better than the Watts riots. the 34 year old came back in. she had ****** all over her- self and her clothing was torn and she was followed by 2 cops who wanted to know why. pulling up my shorts I tried to explain.
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Who In The Hell Is Tom Jones?
I never knew what caused the truck to crash into our car that morning. Perhaps it was the rain and the road was slippery, perhaps it was yet again another case of “do not drink and drive”, or perhaps the man behind the wheel was not at all to blame, and that it was the fault of the engines. The crash and screech of metal on metal was deafening. It happened so fast and when I woke, I looked to my side and saw a face I knew so well, except this time I could not see her beautiful features; her skin was covered in blood, like red paint splashed onto a plain white canvas. And in the red I could see glistening shards of glass, like diamonds proud to have finally found an owner. Then I heard in the distance, voices and shouts. I could not make out the words they were saying, as if I was trying to hear someone underwater. I looked up outside the window, and there stood a man shouting at me, a foreign face. I feel my tiny figure being carried out of the car window, as the door decided it would not open. We waited on the terrace of an old lady’s house for help to come. The shock made me feel numb and so I just sat quietly, with the cry of my nanny in the background, her body hugging my sister and my mother, who are unconscious and have yet to know what had happened. Then, I did not how, but I arrived at the hospital where I saw my dad run past me into the room. I remember mostly the smell of disinfectant and finding little pieces of glass in my hair. I lost my ability to speak for a few days after the incident, and I feel now that it impacted me more than I thought it did. The shock and horror are no longer, but it is strange now to remember what had happened. When I close my eyes and recall the accident, some details are so vivid and clear. Yet at the same time, I feel as though it all never happened, like it was some sort of false memory implanted in my head for no apparent reason.
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Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 12:41 PM UTC
The Accident
I never knew what caused the truck to crash into our car that morning. Perhaps it was the rain and the road was slippery, perhaps it was yet again another case of “do not drink and drive”, or perhaps the man behind the wheel was not at all to blame, and that it was the fault of the engines. The crash and screech of metal on metal was deafening. It happened so fast and when I woke, I looked to my side and saw a face I knew so well, except this time I could not see her beautiful features; her skin was covered in blood, like red paint splashed onto a plain white canvas. And in the red I could see glistening shards of glass, like diamonds proud to have finally found an owner. Then I heard in the distance, voices and shouts. I could not make out the words they were saying, as if I was trying to hear someone underwater. I looked up outside the window, and there stood a man shouting at me, a foreign face. I feel my tiny figure being carried out of the car window, as the door decided it would not open. We waited on the terrace of an old lady’s house for help to come. The shock made me feel numb and so I just sat quietly, with the cry of my nanny in the background, her body hugging my sister and my mother, who are unconscious and have yet to know what had happened. Then, I did not how, but I arrived at the hospital where I saw my dad run past me into the room. I remember mostly the smell of disinfectant and finding little pieces of glass in my hair. I lost my ability to speak for a few days after the incident, and I feel now that it impacted me more than I thought it did. The shock and horror are no longer, but it is strange now to remember what had happened. When I close my eyes and recall the accident, some details are so vivid and clear. Yet at the same time, I feel as though it all never happened, like it was some sort of false memory implanted in my head for no apparent reason.
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The world around me keeps spinning on, it is     fast          paced, smells become                                                  indistinguishable. The air stands still                                                     it tastes stale. different colours  b-l-u-r                                                         to grey A windowpane of                                                            rainy                                                                                                                patience. Voices                                                           screech                                                          painfully noises w~h~i~r~l                                                          to echos                                                                                                 not unlike sanity                                                          fleeing to                                                                                          a place inside myself.                                                An eye of the storm Next destination                                                               cool                                                                                                                solitary, timelessness-                                                                                                                      calm.                                                                                                 s e r e n i t y
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Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 6:41 AM UTC
Destination Dissociation
The world around me keeps spinning on, it is     fast          paced, smells become                                                  indistinguishable. The air stands still                                                     it tastes stale. different colours  b-l-u-r                                                         to grey A windowpane of                                                            rainy                                                                                                                patience. Voices                                                           screech                                                          painfully noises w~h~i~r~l                                                          to echos                                                                                                 not unlike sanity                                                          fleeing to                                                                                          a place inside myself.                                                An eye of the storm Next destination                                                               cool                                                                                                                solitary, timelessness-                                                                                                                      calm.                                                                                                 s e r e n i t y
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Dusk. I won't paint you another sunset, another beautiful striped sea; no, not today. Picture instead a smooth discolored surface on which a firmly gripped stone was roughly ground, causing a painful chalky screech; the misemployed rock left vague yellow scars and lavender bruises on the horizon; the sun cowers behind them fearfully, distraught by the undue violence; this is the sunset I experienced at your fragrant side, and wondered - not unlike that astre - what could possibly justify the yellow, spectral scars in my heart, the bright, undue violence brought upon my pride, and the slighted sunset in my soul. This is Dusk.
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May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 9:05 PM UTC
Sonnet at Dusk
Sometimes when sorrow sinks in I worry a wailing might screech from my chest And every person for miles might hear it. Or feel it shake the air, like hot flame Ripples carrying my saddest indulgence As the beast that weighs me down, croons. So that people quaking, step out of the way And we have room to sing the lonely wail, some more.
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Sep 29, 2019
Sep 29, 2019 at 2:40 PM UTC
The Crooning Beast (Singing the Lonely Wail)
Long ****** winter and Not over yet Record rainfall- Most since 99 By a little bit But the suns been out Ya old mistah screech My former nemesis Hangin round this Week So like a short stout spring In a full on compression For about like a year Let loose And blew the lid off baby!! Today was the day SEATTLE Bloomed!
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Apr 1, 2016
Apr 1, 2016 at 11:18 PM UTC
Seattle bloomed today
I wrote a poem on a bus but to hear it you must climb to the top of the bouncing metal stairs.    Slither snake-like past the rail and sit on the rainbow nylon bench.    I'll be there at the top of the bus, reciting my rhyme, written as we ride along, past shops and houses with musty nets and peeling paint on dingy doors.    There's the old woman who lives in a house no bigger than a shoe box who had so many children she didn't know what to do! But they've all grown and flown now and she's all alone with no-one to talk to but herself.    Look at that kid: grimy smile and mischievous eyes, skateboard-scuffed knees, darting out from the roadside. Screech! As we stop and angry words. The kid glances back and tosses a vee leaving just his smile behind.    The bus lurches on at a snail's pace and stops at a stop for a giggle-girl-gang to chatter up the stairs with a clatter of feet and voices:   weekends and boyfriends, music and laughter. The bus trundles and sways past shops all shuttered, old folks gathered by doorways talking about people dead and forgotten ... except by them.    Into the town now: a river of road-rage as our bus ambles onward toward car-parks and markets and rat-racing shoppers    And stops by a brown pigeon-stained temple of public philanthropy, a gift from a long-dead civic leader and now proud home to dogeared tomes of PC persuasion.    Our bus, like some Trojan horse, disgorges its riders who spatter and scatter like rays of dawn light to shop till they drop.    So, just me and you seated atop the steel stairway and you say to me sharply, “So where's your poem then?” I look at you strangely: “It's happened around you,” I tell you quite curtly.
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Sep 23, 2012
Sep 23, 2012 at 11:35 AM UTC
On a Bus
I wrote a poem on a bus but to hear it you must climb to the top of the bouncing metal stairs.    Slither snake-like past the rail and sit on the rainbow nylon bench.    I'll be there at the top of the bus, reciting my rhyme, written as we ride along, past shops and houses with musty nets and peeling paint on dingy doors.    There's the old woman who lives in a house no bigger than a shoe box who had so many children she didn't know what to do! But they've all grown and flown now and she's all alone with no-one to talk to but herself.    Look at that kid: grimy smile and mischievous eyes, skateboard-scuffed knees, darting out from the roadside. Screech! As we stop and angry words. The kid glances back and tosses a vee leaving just his smile behind.    The bus lurches on at a snail's pace and stops at a stop for a giggle-girl-gang to chatter up the stairs with a clatter of feet and voices:   weekends and boyfriends, music and laughter. The bus trundles and sways past shops all shuttered, old folks gathered by doorways talking about people dead and forgotten ... except by them.    Into the town now: a river of road-rage as our bus ambles onward toward car-parks and markets and rat-racing shoppers    And stops by a brown pigeon-stained temple of public philanthropy, a gift from a long-dead civic leader and now proud home to dogeared tomes of PC persuasion.    Our bus, like some Trojan horse, disgorges its riders who spatter and scatter like rays of dawn light to shop till they drop.    So, just me and you seated atop the steel stairway and you say to me sharply, “So where's your poem then?” I look at you strangely: “It's happened around you,” I tell you quite curtly.
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Astonished at the plethora of cars outside my casket, I try to get up. But, I'm held down by chains. It's so bright through the little cracks in The casket that I have to squint my eyes. The sunRays ask me, "are you ready for this ride?" I'm pinned down, hell bound. All these gifts decorated around me and on top of me signify that I'm decaying. I am the epitome of the hearts grief. Since day one I was infected by your leave. Theres a honk, then A crash. Caused by the distraction of me being buried. Theres a hole in the window, theres a girl in the seat and there's a screech. "Wait for me girl!" I scream. I scramble to get free. Get me out of here. Where's the rescue for her soul? The wreckage burdens me. As people flea my scene, I see backs turn from me. Just a bit overheated, i awake from this peculiar dream. Also me in the parking lot, with the key, foot on brake, rumbled and shakes to start for a drive. It then dawns on me; I'm going to my own funeral.
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Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 5:00 AM UTC
The Odd Paradox
I feel as if my head is sliding off my neck like ice cream melting down the cone. I am a witch melting, shrinking smaller as my spine stacks horizontally like shiplap. My body has been refurbished into a pinball machine. Something so tiny as a silver ball destroys so much. It bullets through my body, shooting off like Cuban missiles. I feel the turmoil and chaos seeping through the gutters of this old home of bones. It's like spilled oil sludging through my blood vessels or rats scattering through a sewer, nibbling and feasting away on these muscles of mine until they are frayed like gnawed-on cable wires. At odd hours of the night when time is propelled by the safe travels of breath (that weave in and out like Victorians at a ball) from sleepy children who have yet been touched by monsters or nymphs, whereas each of my breaths steer Odysseus's weather-beaten boat through ten years of treachery. My heavy, melting head slowly sloping like clay off a bust makes its home on my dingy pillow as I lay on a prison bed with cold shackles around my ankles that make my bones shatter into a mosaic as if that could shrink my ankles so I can slip out. I feel like a chained hawk at these hours of the night when I just want to fly until I screech to a halt and flail over the cliff that waterfalls into the ends of the universe. I'd be reluctant at first, perhaps, but what other escape does one have other than to make an autopsist's Y-incision on one's body, then slip out like a hermit crab freeing himself from his heavy shell? Embarking onto a new dimension where there's hope for a radical swap of atoms that don't shape a crippled, deteriorating human is the only choice when you want to live a life other than what you were cursed with. May we then find peace and live as naked souls bearing no heavy shells.
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Jul 7, 2017
Jul 7, 2017 at 4:53 AM UTC
to be without shell
I feel as if my head is sliding off my neck like ice cream melting down the cone. I am a witch melting, shrinking smaller as my spine stacks horizontally like shiplap. My body has been refurbished into a pinball machine. Something so tiny as a silver ball destroys so much. It bullets through my body, shooting off like Cuban missiles. I feel the turmoil and chaos seeping through the gutters of this old home of bones. It's like spilled oil sludging through my blood vessels or rats scattering through a sewer, nibbling and feasting away on these muscles of mine until they are frayed like gnawed-on cable wires. At odd hours of the night when time is propelled by the safe travels of breath (that weave in and out like Victorians at a ball) from sleepy children who have yet been touched by monsters or nymphs, whereas each of my breaths steer Odysseus's weather-beaten boat through ten years of treachery. My heavy, melting head slowly sloping like clay off a bust makes its home on my dingy pillow as I lay on a prison bed with cold shackles around my ankles that make my bones shatter into a mosaic as if that could shrink my ankles so I can slip out. I feel like a chained hawk at these hours of the night when I just want to fly until I screech to a halt and flail over the cliff that waterfalls into the ends of the universe. I'd be reluctant at first, perhaps, but what other escape does one have other than to make an autopsist's Y-incision on one's body, then slip out like a hermit crab freeing himself from his heavy shell? Embarking onto a new dimension where there's hope for a radical swap of atoms that don't shape a crippled, deteriorating human is the only choice when you want to live a life other than what you were cursed with. May we then find peace and live as naked souls bearing no heavy shells.
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Drinking my tea Without sugar- No difference. The sparrow ***** upside down --ah! my brain & eggs Mayan head in a Pacific driftwood bole --Someday I'll live in N.Y. Looking over my shoulder my behind was covered with cherry blossoms. Winter Haiku I didn't know the names of the flowers--now my garden is gone. I slapped the mosquito and missed. What made me do that? Reading haiku I am unhappy, longing for the Nameless. A frog floating in the drugstore jar: summer rain on grey pavements. (after Shiki) On the porch in my shorts; auto lights in the rain. Another year has past-the world is no different. The first thing I looked for in my old garden was The Cherry Tree. My old desk: the first thing I looked for in my house. My early journal: the first thing I found in my old desk. My mother's ghost: the first thing I found in the living room. I quit shaving but the eyes that glanced at me remained in the mirror. The madman emerges from the movies: the street at lunchtime. Cities of boys are in their graves, and in this town... Lying on my side in the void: the breath in my nose. On the fifteenth floor the dog chews a bone- Screech of taxicabs. A hardon in New York, a boy in San Fransisco. The moon over the roof, worms in the garden. I rent this house. [Haiku composed in the backyard cottage at 1624 Milvia Street, Berkeley 1955, while reading R.H. Blyth's 4 volumes, "Haiku."]
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Haiku (Never Published)
Crumpled on a ***** door mat, left by the cats - the owl is just a loose bag of feathers now - empty talons curled, and one fierce eye turned over its shoulder. "What soft flesh enticed you to the ground?" Lifting the mat, I remember waking at night to the trilling call – a silvery vein wrapped in the dark energy of hunger. “All things die and too soon...” I say aloud, my own eye sinking into that inky well. The vacant perch leaning over my shoulder. "What is to become of my flesh, my soul?" "It's the waking that counts," I think, "and the meeting." For a moment I wake again - grateful for the living. Tom Spencer © 2017
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Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 7:44 AM UTC
Screech Owl
we escaped the ravenous crowds of the beach the secrets seagulls screech that discussed the implausibility of you leaving with me you walked with the sound of the coast the deep ancient sea clearing its throat to call you home furthering the distance from me to you.
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Jan 15, 2011
Jan 15, 2011 at 9:49 PM UTC
seagulls.
Owl slept in the tree’s hollow but the silly Grasshopper on the branch outside made incessant noise ‘Kind Sir,’ said Owl, ‘would you stop singing and allow me to sleep? I’m nocturnal and sleep by day and so I need some quiet now.’ Grasshopper looked proud and rubbed its hind femurs against its fore-wings and it said: ‘Ah, Sir Owl - Eminent Naturalists have come to record me make my most melodious songs and they kept away, if you must know, from your uncouth hooting! So I will continue singing and you may live in envy if you like.’ ‘Oh it is most true,’ said Owl. ‘You sing most wonderfully and I but screech. But come in and I have a potion that the Goddess of Song has just given me that will soften my hooting and bring your song to perfection. You already sing like a sensation, O Highly Sought-After Grasshopper – you’ll be even more appreciated after….’ And straight Grasshopper with a magnificent leap jumped to Owl’s home; and straight Owl ate the singing insect and indeed Grasshopper was even more appreciated after…. And it is whispered in the forests Owl’s hooting improved due to a certain potion Owl had acquired from the Goddess of Song
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Oct 4, 2010
Oct 4, 2010 at 10:26 AM UTC
Owl Hoots and Grasshopper Sings
I thought that stars were for the sky Muted lights beyond my reach Until your galaxy flew by I sang to them with no reply Hollow nights and there in each I thought that stars were for the sky I could not find an answer why And so rejection I did preach Until your galaxy flew by A mystery that dares defy The laws of nature wise men teach I thought that stars were for the sky My sense of love in short supply I was a lonesome owl’s screech Until your galaxy flew by Your nebula no gold can buy Your gravity implodes my speech I thought that stars were for the sky Until your galaxy flew by
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Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 1:00 AM UTC
26 of 30 - Until Your Galaxy (Villanelle)
Stink up the beer house with unadorned putrid self-thoughts. Poppy-eyed and hating others is easy for blue bottled buggers. A sweet thing for you! A growing circle of six-legged empty. Filled to the brim with puffed up space. A white brim with a shiny red exoskeleton. Oh, what a dreadful sight! Hair strewn across a face and hooked into the teeth of the blushy lullabied insect screech. Clear liquid not blood, but blood all the same on an empty stomach with full vein-shot bones. Not milky bones with calcium-love.. A dead, deficient, cracked, neglected, insufficient skeletal frame, limp. Yellowed with hate-smoke and old book notes. Splintered, crazed and buzzed through the gridded bulging eye-window of every single one of those insect like Self-Loathers. Chosen out of pure sympathy "We should talk more" .......To the sun, the moon and the stars? Every star mocks, Every beam scoffs and every moon likes to deride on the pain that hides beneath the lies of human bug eyes. A simply formed pound of vertebrate flesh leaks soft plasma on the scaly moth floor. Oh how we are dusty and unsure! Forestry consisting of a Sitka Spruce and of a Japanese Larch was a claim I made from the start. Over gardens of attention arachnid lurking selfish bugs and even those half winged "friend people". The bell has rung the scariest of chimes and with every soul wrenching 'ding' a furry fang digs at the blotchy eyed, softly fleshed girl. Oh such a sweet thing to be surrounded by selfish bugs who spin webs with tear stained tissues!
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 2:19 PM UTC
Selfish Bugs
Stink up the beer house with unadorned putrid self-thoughts. Poppy-eyed and hating others is easy for blue bottled buggers. A sweet thing for you! A growing circle of six-legged empty. Filled to the brim with puffed up space. A white brim with a shiny red exoskeleton. Oh, what a dreadful sight! Hair strewn across a face and hooked into the teeth of the blushy lullabied insect screech. Clear liquid not blood, but blood all the same on an empty stomach with full vein-shot bones. Not milky bones with calcium-love.. A dead, deficient, cracked, neglected, insufficient skeletal frame, limp. Yellowed with hate-smoke and old book notes. Splintered, crazed and buzzed through the gridded bulging eye-window of every single one of those insect like Self-Loathers. Chosen out of pure sympathy "We should talk more" .......To the sun, the moon and the stars? Every star mocks, Every beam scoffs and every moon likes to deride on the pain that hides beneath the lies of human bug eyes. A simply formed pound of vertebrate flesh leaks soft plasma on the scaly moth floor. Oh how we are dusty and unsure! Forestry consisting of a Sitka Spruce and of a Japanese Larch was a claim I made from the start. Over gardens of attention arachnid lurking selfish bugs and even those half winged "friend people". The bell has rung the scariest of chimes and with every soul wrenching 'ding' a furry fang digs at the blotchy eyed, softly fleshed girl. Oh such a sweet thing to be surrounded by selfish bugs who spin webs with tear stained tissues!
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The swallow of summer, she toils all the summer, A blue-dark knot of glittering voltage, A whiplash swimmer, a fish of the air. But the serpent of cars that crawls through the dust In shimmering exhaust Searching to slake Its fever in ocean Will play and be idle or else it will bust. The swallow of summer, the barbed harpoon, She flings from the furnace, a rainbow of purples, Dips her glow in the pond and is perfect. But the serpent of cars that collapsed on the beach Disgorges its organs A scamper of colours Which roll like tomatoes Nude as tomatoes With sand in their creases To cringe in the sparkle of rollers and screech. The swallow of summer, the seamstress of summer, She scissors the blue into shapes and she sews it, She draws a long thread and she knots it at the corners. But the holiday people Are laid out like wounded Flat as in ovens Roasting and basting With faces of torment as space burns them blue Their heads are transistors Their teeth grit on sand grains Their lost kids are squalling While man-eating flies Jab electric shock needles but what can they do? They can climb in their cars with raw bodies, raw faces And start up the serpent And headache it homeward A car full of squabbles And sobbing and stickiness With sand in their crannies Inhaling petroleum That pours from the foxgloves While the evening swallow The swallow of summer, cartwheeling through crimson, Touches the honey-slow river and turning Returns to the hand stretched from under the eaves - A boomerang of rejoicing shadow.
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Work and Play
The swallow of summer, she toils all the summer, A blue-dark knot of glittering voltage, A whiplash swimmer, a fish of the air. But the serpent of cars that crawls through the dust In shimmering exhaust Searching to slake Its fever in ocean Will play and be idle or else it will bust. The swallow of summer, the barbed harpoon, She flings from the furnace, a rainbow of purples, Dips her glow in the pond and is perfect. But the serpent of cars that collapsed on the beach Disgorges its organs A scamper of colours Which roll like tomatoes Nude as tomatoes With sand in their creases To cringe in the sparkle of rollers and screech. The swallow of summer, the seamstress of summer, She scissors the blue into shapes and she sews it, She draws a long thread and she knots it at the corners. But the holiday people Are laid out like wounded Flat as in ovens Roasting and basting With faces of torment as space burns them blue Their heads are transistors Their teeth grit on sand grains Their lost kids are squalling While man-eating flies Jab electric shock needles but what can they do? They can climb in their cars with raw bodies, raw faces And start up the serpent And headache it homeward A car full of squabbles And sobbing and stickiness With sand in their crannies Inhaling petroleum That pours from the foxgloves While the evening swallow The swallow of summer, cartwheeling through crimson, Touches the honey-slow river and turning Returns to the hand stretched from under the eaves - A boomerang of rejoicing shadow.
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