I just went for a mountain bike ride
and remembered
we had always planned to do that
then i remembered
You hate me
Because i owed you something
But cant remember
What it was
Feb 11, 2019
Feb 11, 2019 at 8:32 PM UTC
i tried to colonize
your vast expanse
running low on oxygen
still took a chance
too long in deep space
living in zero g's
your bones became brittle
spine lost rigidity
screaming into the vacuum
but never heard your plea
the sad old tales
of self loathing and pity
or maybe you always knew
it would fall on deaf ears
your stronger than you think
but crippled by fear
still trying to colonize
your vast expanse
poised for the moment
given the chance
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 1:23 PM UTC
she told me to never question
things i don't understand
accept it for what it is
just take my hand
so i threw down the sword
gave up the fight
for a four year test of faith
and some dark *** nights
i was guided by doubt
feelings unexplained
this could destroy me
with nothing to gain
still i stayed true to course
with everything uncertain
there i had my first glimpse
when she peeled back the curtain
*now go write a sappy love poem
or better yet a song
how when you first saw my light
and it was there all along*
Dec 24, 2017
Dec 24, 2017 at 1:43 PM UTC
you were at once, both
cure for all that ailed
and ultimate destruction
my coffins last nail
you lived, didn't exist
in a conventional sense
when i caught you in the act
guilty of innocence
always, never
loyal and true
this can't be fixed
with duct tape
and crazy glue
all i ever needed
but so much more
until you asked me to stay
then showed me the door
Dec 21, 2017
Dec 21, 2017 at 11:21 PM UTC
"One Small Drop"
I gave one small drop
Of help, to someone
I don't even know.
To someone, I don't
Even want to know.
To someone, I don't
Even want to sit
Next to on the bus.
But that one small drop
Counts. And now, I know it.
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 1:18 PM UTC
Giving a chance
testing my luck
defying my dream's will
feeling like sculpting.
I think i am going to put
you in trouble for that
cup of coffee
my memories like
offerings to an altar
of old scars.
Forgive me
excuse me
for such a long talk but
i think the trembling in
my heart has stopped.
The tone in your voice was sad
our minds were gone in feelings
we could not name.
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 1:18 PM UTC
Sometimes,
the sound of your snoring,
makes me want to run you through,
with a knife.
That atonal rasping and gagging,
penetrates every board,
every beam,
until this old house vibrates with it.
My rage is palpable,
a living,
pulsating thing,
It thrums alongside your ragged breath,
Dueling frequencies of dischord,
Your tortured sleep,
and my tortured nerves,
inexorably linked,
You choke yourself awake long enough,
to look through me,
Emit a vaporous moan,
and turn over.
I like it better when you're working,
and I'm more perfectly alone.
Nov 17, 2017
Nov 17, 2017 at 7:31 PM UTC
"Painful Slavery"
Ah Satan, are you but a notion
Of the mind?
Can the terrible enemy of man
Be but a childish attempt
To avoid responsibility?
When mother ate the fruit
Was not her cry,
"The serpent tempted me."
The true falling away?
To deny her own dark desires
And blame them on a source
Outside herself,
Was not this the real evil?
And father,
What of him?
His words,
"She offered it to me, so I ate."
His own words condemn him.
He gave away the glory, the Eden
Of free will,
For the painful slavery
Of excuses.
Nov 17, 2017
Nov 17, 2017 at 6:28 PM UTC
i fell in love with a liar
and her itchy
trigger fingers
showing me her world
the brilliance within
elevating to extremes
then pulling the pin
i fell in love with a liar
and balanced there
for just a second
then one day she had a scratch
and i happened to be within range
she relieved my of my burdens
man i miss those chains
Nov 17, 2017
Nov 17, 2017 at 5:12 PM UTC
you've built quite the brand
hordes of rabid fans
amassed
frenzied awaiting
stalking
your instagram
impenetrable outer shell
created to protect
the fragile core
you'd love to forget
when it all comes undone
and leaves you stranded
alone with your truth
you'll be
re-branded
Nov 11, 2017
Nov 11, 2017 at 7:04 PM UTC