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"scoring" poems
Are you the one? Whose words can soothe my soul; The one with the heart of gold. Are you the one? The restless fowl in the night sky; Scoring over the clouds up high. Are you the one? Who can bring me back to life; Cause I am dead of being alive. Are you the one? Will you set me free? Or, will you bind me to an eternity? Are you the one? Whom I have been seeking all my life; Teach me, teach me how it feels to be alive. Tanay Sengupta, Copyright © 2018. All Rights Reserved.
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Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 1:29 AM UTC
Are you the one?
only wanted to enjoy the same unusual things with like-minded people the concierge of dystopia fnording ******* messing around with the octopus cyberpunk nightmare with blue sky expect a deluge and then wonder what happened to it evaporated anxiety due for a downpour catacombs rented by the hour she typically cares about those who don't care about her abandoning me without consequence don't ever come back ungrateful swine of nowhere! loyalty exists only in a parallel universe where they locked themselves up and destroyed the key they feed the rich and ignore the poor in the end the strugglers will prevail and the ones who had it easy will suffer game shows that punish the ignorant rage that never ends scoring infinite points in basketball and still losing the game only wanted to enjoy the same unusual things with like-minded people
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Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 8:59 PM UTC
alienation
Ask me, Ask me now daddy. What I want to do when I grow up. I want to be happy. No, not happy I want to be happiness. I want to be joy and cheer and admiration Confidence and peace and optimism I don’t want to be like others, no, I want to be love. The smile that comes across your face when they say your name, The look that makes your heart skip a beat, The song that makes you rethink every second you spent together. I don’t wanna be the poem, I wanna be the emotion behind it, Not the first kiss, let me be the nerves, Not the dance, let me be the excitement, Not the Officiant, let me be the vows. When I grow up, I don’t wanna be a doctor mommy. I want to be the feeling when someone’s told there’s a cure, Or when a parent finds out their child will live to be a teenager, Or maybe I want to be 3 in the morning when a mother holds her child for the first time. I want to be affection and adoration and passion Oh, I want to be passion. Let me be passion. So that you cannot do without me, because nothing without me has meaning. So that when you are playing the final strain or scoring the winning goal, Or writing the last chapter or finishing the last paint stroke, You will think of me. Maybe I’ll be allegiance or devotion or respect. I won’t be the soldier, I’ll be the loyalty. Or the surprise in a child's heart when their dad comes home early, Maybe I’ll be the feeling when a father meets his baby for the first time, And the child already knows his name. I want to be piety and faith and worship. I don’t want to be the pastor, I’ll be the lesson. Maybe I’ll be the obligation behind the first baptism or first communion. Maybe I’ll be the words when someone so low is told someone loves them. I’ll be the salvation of the gospel, The redemption to the guilty, The forgiveness to the sinners. When I grow up, I want to be the opposite of sorrow, The antonym of misery, The reverse of fear, The contradiction of rejection, The antithesis of disappointment, The inverse of insecurity, I want to be the alleviation of anxiety, The ease of pain, When I grow up, I want to be happy.
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 10:17 AM UTC
Happiness (After Sekou the Misfit)
Ask me, Ask me now daddy. What I want to do when I grow up. I want to be happy. No, not happy I want to be happiness. I want to be joy and cheer and admiration Confidence and peace and optimism I don’t want to be like others, no, I want to be love. The smile that comes across your face when they say your name, The look that makes your heart skip a beat, The song that makes you rethink every second you spent together. I don’t wanna be the poem, I wanna be the emotion behind it, Not the first kiss, let me be the nerves, Not the dance, let me be the excitement, Not the Officiant, let me be the vows. When I grow up, I don’t wanna be a doctor mommy. I want to be the feeling when someone’s told there’s a cure, Or when a parent finds out their child will live to be a teenager, Or maybe I want to be 3 in the morning when a mother holds her child for the first time. I want to be affection and adoration and passion Oh, I want to be passion. Let me be passion. So that you cannot do without me, because nothing without me has meaning. So that when you are playing the final strain or scoring the winning goal, Or writing the last chapter or finishing the last paint stroke, You will think of me. Maybe I’ll be allegiance or devotion or respect. I won’t be the soldier, I’ll be the loyalty. Or the surprise in a child's heart when their dad comes home early, Maybe I’ll be the feeling when a father meets his baby for the first time, And the child already knows his name. I want to be piety and faith and worship. I don’t want to be the pastor, I’ll be the lesson. Maybe I’ll be the obligation behind the first baptism or first communion. Maybe I’ll be the words when someone so low is told someone loves them. I’ll be the salvation of the gospel, The redemption to the guilty, The forgiveness to the sinners. When I grow up, I want to be the opposite of sorrow, The antonym of misery, The reverse of fear, The contradiction of rejection, The antithesis of disappointment, The inverse of insecurity, I want to be the alleviation of anxiety, The ease of pain, When I grow up, I want to be happy.
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I have been cheated on. He shares me with her. She is a pretty little girl. She has pretty little outfits of purple and pink and green and she always smells clean. He is gentle to her, with his touch and his lips. He smiles when she’s sweet and he laughs when she’s rough. If I hurt him, he lets me go; if she hurts him, he blames himself. She’s very good at breaking the ice when he wants a new friend and in a matter of time he is sharing her with them but he would never share me. He buys her lavish gifts of stained glass and painted ceramics. He spends all his money on her and his pocket is empty for me. I watch my diet while he shares all the sweets in the world with her. (It must be a passionate way to make love.) He tries to hide her from me, but I can smell her perfume in his hair and I can smell her scented gloss on his lips, and I know when his eyes are twinkling from something more than me. When it is the three of us, he always picks her first and he’ll pick her again and again until she’s all worn out. Some people may think she’s no good, she’s a poison, he should break it off, but others congratulate him for scoring such a beauty. That smile she brings to his face and everyone else’s who breathes her in. I have always been second but he is my first. I do not share him with her, though I think I should. If I want to fit in, if I want to be happy, if I want him to love me more. She’ll never break his heart.
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Apr 12, 2014
Apr 12, 2014 at 6:58 PM UTC
Mary, Mary, Quite Contrary--How Does Your Garden Grow
The whistle is blown The ball is thrown Up into the air For anyone it's fair Grab it up quick Get ready for the pick Here it comes, there you go and now it's two to zero A few seconds on the clock The other team is in shock I can still move faster And blow right past 'em Scoring right before the bell We say farewell To the worry we had Of losing too bad
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Oct 4, 2012
Oct 4, 2012 at 11:03 PM UTC
Basketball
Lily Kesha Gump Sittin' on the curb of Bronx and Main Street How I wish I could wrap my arms around you Sweet little lady, lookin’ grown with a picture of her mama’s stare frozen on her face Wrists slung through the spaces of her thighs, waiting for a daydream And she sees me as I’m twirling by in my ruby reds and thigh high leather grace There you go darlin, She says to me   Scoring on my indigo smile She bites men to sleep With the crevices of her curves As her voice weakens wicked she pulls me out of my gloom There you go darlin, She says to me With a time bomb ticking On my pain pain pain And the pen is in my hand Before she even leaves my sight I love this city I love these women I love their shoes I love their smiles Cheeky little laughs   Someone once recommended When I was dancing under the shades of a neon lamp   From Homeless to Harvard by a woman named Liz or Marie Or maybe I read the title off of a screen when I walking with Maryanne on north Peachtree street And I remember Lily Kesha Gump How I wish I could wrap my arms around you And give you the life some white woman who doesn’t even know you Thinks you desire.
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Dec 17, 2020
Dec 17, 2020 at 12:15 PM UTC
Sympathy
Hey young man, wanna join a frat? Cool wife beater and a backwards hat? Come with us, be one of the "bros" And help us pull some cute little hos. All you gotta do is follow our rules Play along and we'll provide the tools. To be one of the coolest kids here. Just take a shot and slam a beer. ******* come your way as soon as you join. All over you like you got loads of coin. Scoring ******* left and right. Getting ***** every night. Frat boy Brad must have forgot since he was drunk. With this kind of attitude, you'll surely flunk. But if you don't care about your future, stand up and say: "I compromised my morals, but it's O.K.!"
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Oct 23, 2011
Oct 23, 2011 at 3:08 PM UTC
Frat Boy
Glacier, Flake Time Crystal Collective Mass Gravity, Flow Breaking Celibate Monastic Oath In This Cathedral Tower Bedrock Cracking Groans Moans Under Exponential Cave Crush Crevasse Plowing Scoring Tearing Mush Melt Calving Diving Block By Block Headlong Into Wave Reflecting Clouds.
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Oct 24, 2010
Oct 24, 2010 at 9:04 PM UTC
Glacier
AUSTRALIA DAY, BY THE BBQ CHEER CHEER FOR THE CROWD YS SEE THE PEOPLE WHO COME TO YOUR BBQ YOU SEE YOU COOK SAUSAGES A VERY NICE COLD COKE AND EACH MAN HAS BEER YEAH YOU SEE EVERYONE YOU SEE WILL PARTY YESEREE YEAH IT’S ANOTHER AUSTRALIA DAY BY THE BBQ I BRING OUT 6 ESKIES WITH 400 BEERS THIS WILL MAKE THE MEN HAPPY OH BLODDY ****** DEAR YOU SEE, THERE IS A FEW WELL DONE STEAKS AND A FEW EGG AND BACON ROLLS OH YEAH, ****** COOL YOU SEE WE SIT BY THE LAKE IN OUR BLUE AUSSIE GEAR AND WATCH THE LOVELY FIREWORKS, YEAH, LET’S GRAB US ANOTHER BEER DON’T FORGET, THERE IS OUR THEORY, DUDE, LAMB LAMB LAMB OH DEAR YEAH LAMB WILL PUT IN THE A IN AUSTRALIA DAY, YEAH IT WILL OH YEAH THEN A MAN CAME UP TO ME, AND TOLD ME WATCHA DOING ARE YOU ENJOYING AUSTRALIA DAY, LIKE IT’S A DAY WORTH CELEBRATING I HAVE BEEN TO CITIES, THAT HAVE A LOT OF PENANG FROM FLORIDA, CHICAGO AND THE GREAT BUDAPEST AND NO MATTER HOW FAR OR HOW WIDE YA ROME YOU CAN ALWAYS CALL AUSTRALIA A PERFECT PLACE TO HAVE BBQs, ON JANUARY 26TH AND WE CHEER COME ON AUSSIR COME ON, YEAH, COME ON AUSSIE COME ON YA KNOW EACH BOWLER IS COMING DOWN LIKE A MACHINE THE OPPOSTION IS PLAYING NUMSKULL GAMES IN THE GREEN WE ARE SCORING RUNS, THROW OUT YA CHEWING GUM AQND THIS IS THE GREATEST AUSTRALIA DAY, THAT WE’VE EVER SEEN GO AND HAVE LAMB ON AUSTRALIA DAY AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE, OI OI OI HAPPY AUSTRALIA DAY DUDES
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Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 7:13 AM UTC
AUSTRALIA DAY, BY THE BBQ
I lock myself in places - so no one can see me crying, So no one can see my tears Or my pitiful face. My mind explodes as my thoughts torment me It all gets so overwhelming And I can feel the tears prickling my eyes I close them - and they sting But no tears fall - although I can feel them, Scoring their way down my cheeks Outlining my faults, Outlining my weaknesses, And forcing me to atone for them By keeping them suppressed in my ****** up mind And not permitting my tears to fall... These are my restricted tears.
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Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 8:37 AM UTC
Restricted Tears
I break my back again; a gymnast I never was, scoring a 6.5, never a perfect ten, putting myself through hell because being flexible for your needs has always been at the top of my priorities. but you never were a chiropractor and my desires were never even considered as a factor when you chose your next endeavor so I just keep bending backwards for you, nearing my demise as the life drains from my eyes and my face turns a deep shade of blue.
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May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 3:47 PM UTC
flexibility
If I let my eyes glaze over just right, I get a nice film quality picture. I hover out of my body- like a mad director, evaluating what we've got, I snip the film strips from my memory, franticaly re-piecing together the story. I didn't get the shots I wanted. I feel hollow and sick. Playing and re-playing the scenes where it all went to the dregs. Maybe if I were paying closer attention- I could have gotten it right. I could've rearranged the shot list- so "major life accident" was at the end of the movie- not the beginning.   Sorting through what we're left with, I hear no mellow music scoring my mothers choked sobs. No soft glow to hide the harsh lines of grief described on her face. The bottles of liquor weren't props. And when the sound of silence rendered her breathless- no one was there to yell "CUT"! I grit my teeth and hold back my seething anger at such a **** writer. This is not a sci-fi film. No alien plummets to earth eager to turn back the sands of time because there was a fluke in the configubobulator. Not a romantic comedy, where his smashed body miraculously recovers and my mother, him, and all the kids pursue their dreams as a family of comics on the road- The jackson 5 of stand up! No inspiring action film where the government tests a bionic exoskeleton, connects it to his brains nervous system, and after wild success he dedicates his life to intergalactic vigilante work, as well as a remaining a reliable family man. There's no sending it back for re-writes. There is no 1 hero to lean on. No villain to hate. Only us. I hope one day, it's enough. I hope one day we have a film we can be proud of.
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May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 7:20 PM UTC
All the magic happens in post.
If I let my eyes glaze over just right, I get a nice film quality picture. I hover out of my body- like a mad director, evaluating what we've got, I snip the film strips from my memory, franticaly re-piecing together the story. I didn't get the shots I wanted. I feel hollow and sick. Playing and re-playing the scenes where it all went to the dregs. Maybe if I were paying closer attention- I could have gotten it right. I could've rearranged the shot list- so "major life accident" was at the end of the movie- not the beginning.   Sorting through what we're left with, I hear no mellow music scoring my mothers choked sobs. No soft glow to hide the harsh lines of grief described on her face. The bottles of liquor weren't props. And when the sound of silence rendered her breathless- no one was there to yell "CUT"! I grit my teeth and hold back my seething anger at such a **** writer. This is not a sci-fi film. No alien plummets to earth eager to turn back the sands of time because there was a fluke in the configubobulator. Not a romantic comedy, where his smashed body miraculously recovers and my mother, him, and all the kids pursue their dreams as a family of comics on the road- The jackson 5 of stand up! No inspiring action film where the government tests a bionic exoskeleton, connects it to his brains nervous system, and after wild success he dedicates his life to intergalactic vigilante work, as well as a remaining a reliable family man. There's no sending it back for re-writes. There is no 1 hero to lean on. No villain to hate. Only us. I hope one day, it's enough. I hope one day we have a film we can be proud of.
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It’s a contest in Fitness talent that one has But it is a competition to see if the competitor has pizzazz It’s a matter in showing your body shape off Being determined and destined of course As part of the fitness competition, one must dance It’s a matter in putting the audience into a trance But it’s the scoring in how you advance The razzle and dazzle being in the spotlight It’s about showmanship in becoming a champion Perfection being great How your diet and exercise come together in relate But one must pay critical attention and watch carefully what you eat This is competition of shape in how you will compete Having the right routine being the regime Nutrition being nice and clean Not cheating, but having a theme Exercise and tone all combined But in the winning circle, you can’t drink any wine It’s about becoming Mr. and Ms. Everything Fitness The audience is there to take it all in and witness One must have the right positive approach There can be humor and jokes But it’s a combination of exercise, shape, commitment, dedication and smile This is the competition during while One who is caught in the Fitness Sting However, it is fitness being entertainment having the right swing.
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Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 4:57 AM UTC
MR. & MS. EVERYTHING FITNESS CONTEST
Sprawled out across his back. Contouring the bean bag chair into something shapely beautiful. Knees expelled in opposite directions, Expelling my imagination into a furious sea of frenzy. Silence. Except for the constant clicking of the video-game controller. The constant flicking of his fingers soon lead my imagination Elsewhere. The traffic-jam of words inside of me soon slip uncontrollably to thoughts As I sit behind him. My heat undecoded. Legs crossed, just as a lady should. Girls from all over must tell him he's beautiful. But beauty in itself is a limitation. I'm not sure if he is aware that he is beyond The liberal definition. I find myself soon forgetting the awkward of the situation, Instead savoring the surreal reality of such a moment. "Are you winning?" I shortly ask him, breaking the heavy incredible silence. But I had to know. He can miss as many goals as he likes. Laugh it off. Because inside of me he's scoring.
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Apr 4, 2013
Apr 4, 2013 at 11:48 PM UTC
FIFA
I sit Helping my mom Sticking stickers on various ribbons I look back on today's swim meet. During freestyle, I was put in a heat only with a girl who hardly knew the stroke I touched the wall over five seconds before her, scoring a new high score for my freestyle time; 42 89, which is 42 seconds and 89 milliseconds. Next, I had backstroke to do with a friend of mine a lane over Although I was placed for success, I barely came in last for my heat. Then, all I had to do was read. Pretties, by Scott Westerfield sat open in my hand, with me absorbing all of the words as if I wrote them myself Tally was watching her former friend Shay become a monster. Nice story. After awhile, I started helping my mom put identifying stickers on ribbons. How lovely
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Jun 23, 2016
Jun 23, 2016 at 8:38 PM UTC
Tsunamis vs. Kangaroos
Lie back think of England Tuck into toad in the hole Cider with Rosie,  peaches and cream Juggle dumplings scoring a goal Oats in the nose-bag, flip-flop away Doggie do in the park Scream shout, dip in and out On the side after dark Wellies squidgy in the mud Carpet burns tickling trout Marigolds in the soap suds Eyes askew, up the spout
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Jul 16, 2012
Jul 16, 2012 at 4:30 PM UTC
Filling a bottle with a tundish
strangers hold up scoring cards as I pass by 6 4 8 3 i pretend not to notice them, but I do I try to pretend like I enjoy talking about myself when people ask me stupid questions about my life: "where do you work?" "how are the wedding plans coming?" "are you going to school?" all of which hold very little importance so I shy away from them perhaps it is because I do not feel worthy of such attention cannot grasp that some people genuinely wish to know I don't show love or interest like that sometimes I am afraid that I am not capable of loving at all but that- is a silly notion scrawled up on Lucifer's drawing table he wishes for me to be miserable, as he is why do I succumb to the lies I feel incomplete sometimes (always) and I wonder if Pacman feels like an incomplete ball of sunshine, too "Sunshine," he calls me. and I shrink from my lover, because I don't know what to do with my darkness.
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Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC
being an introvert
Access to excess holds you tight in its vice. It starts off it always feels so right filled with promise and abundance walking into that casino loaded with cash scoring the bag at Christine's weekly motel one more dab will do you. She knocks on your door and only wants you the night is filled with promises too. Is this any different then gluttonous billionaires hoarding what they can it's never enough while the rest of us drown. The waiting, waiting, waiting for it to come through there's that too. Access to excess has this advice: "I'll deal with it later" and "One more time. " Drip, drip, drip blood triggered rush images and cravings euphoric memories kaleidoscope in one body rush after another until there is no more living in your own skin. Rubbing your self raw to get back to that moment when you first walked in when abundance was real and access to excess was all you could feel. What a moment of exhilaration. Of course there are these bonuses too ending up with total deprivation "incomprehensible demoralization" Locked in a porta-potty with a guy and a pipe out of money out of time out of consciousness Access to excess what are we gonna do now.
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Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 9:39 AM UTC
Access to Excess
I. Sunday mornings in Vancouver even pigeons sleep in till 10 A.M. Undaunted, I walk down Granville shortly before 8 seeking lox bagels with capers, red onions and cream cheese, two breve lattes, and a newspaper. In truth, panhandlers on the corner of Robson have far greater chance of scoring. An unexpectedly sunny February morn suffices to spur me on. I am attuned to all vibration. Breath of the awakening city exhales manna upon the shop awnings. Bagels rendered superfluous, I scarf images instead --- trolley buses, an umbrella shop, falafel stands --- delicious Canadian visual cuisine.                                  II. Vancouver is a nymph. Of that I'm sure. I hear flirtatious giggles trill from darkened alleys between hotels. Spotted her once across the street on Dunsmuir, seated on a walk bench reading a Margaret Atwood novel. Bus passed between us and she vanished. Caught a later glimpse through the window of a walk-up dim sum restaurant in Chinatown. Flew the stairs, only to find an empty table and discarded napkin smudged with candy pink lipstick. She watches me.                                                 III. Turns out there are no Sunday morning papers in Vancouver, but I locate the bagels and espresso backtracking on Helmcken. The barista smiles as I approach, sets down her Atwood novel. I leave a Toonie in gratuity. B.C. wind pushes hard on my turned back, as I rush our breakfast back to the Executive. A nymph goes roller-blading by toward False Creek. The Gastown Steam Clock whistles that it's 10 A.M. A flock of pigeons lifts in flight.
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Feb 21, 2012
Feb 21, 2012 at 2:04 PM UTC
In Search of Cuppuccino
I. Sunday mornings in Vancouver even pigeons sleep in till 10 A.M. Undaunted, I walk down Granville shortly before 8 seeking lox bagels with capers, red onions and cream cheese, two breve lattes, and a newspaper. In truth, panhandlers on the corner of Robson have far greater chance of scoring. An unexpectedly sunny February morn suffices to spur me on. I am attuned to all vibration. Breath of the awakening city exhales manna upon the shop awnings. Bagels rendered superfluous, I scarf images instead --- trolley buses, an umbrella shop, falafel stands --- delicious Canadian visual cuisine.                                  II. Vancouver is a nymph. Of that I'm sure. I hear flirtatious giggles trill from darkened alleys between hotels. Spotted her once across the street on Dunsmuir, seated on a walk bench reading a Margaret Atwood novel. Bus passed between us and she vanished. Caught a later glimpse through the window of a walk-up dim sum restaurant in Chinatown. Flew the stairs, only to find an empty table and discarded napkin smudged with candy pink lipstick. She watches me.                                                 III. Turns out there are no Sunday morning papers in Vancouver, but I locate the bagels and espresso backtracking on Helmcken. The barista smiles as I approach, sets down her Atwood novel. I leave a Toonie in gratuity. B.C. wind pushes hard on my turned back, as I rush our breakfast back to the Executive. A nymph goes roller-blading by toward False Creek. The Gastown Steam Clock whistles that it's 10 A.M. A flock of pigeons lifts in flight.
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Being in gymnastics Is like being in an abusive relationship Everything just tells you "NO" But you still stay From the bars, And how it releases the grips of your hands To the beam, Which only aims to make you wobble and fall off To the vault, Running full speed to it only to make you miss the vault To the floor, Wherein you try to flip and twist only to be defeated by Newton's law of gravity With the stupid scoring system Pointing out every flaw With a deduction Just cause your bra strap is showing jeez! And how we are trained to achieve the unachievable — How every move is supposed to be precise Every muscle squeezed and tight — Perfection And the fact that You'll never actually be the best There's always a harder skill After you've achieved what you may think Is your "hardest" It pushes you To your breaking point Forcing you to be This perfect formed strong gymnast Which pays so much costs Literally blood, sweat and tears It tells you that Every ******* time you fall You just gotta get back up And try again That no matter how much sore you are You gotta **** it up And do it again And again and again and again Until you finally get it But there are these magical moments those little moments of pure happiness When you get a skill you've been working on When coach praises you for your improvement When you get over your fear And when you stand on top of that platform Knowing you gave it your all These moments Are what keep us going These moments Are what we come back for Time after time after leaving the gym saying "I hate training!" There's just something about These moments so special That keeps us wanting more And I will never ever Stop loving gymnastics No matter how many times it hurts me
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Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 6:24 AM UTC
Love-hate
Being in gymnastics Is like being in an abusive relationship Everything just tells you "NO" But you still stay From the bars, And how it releases the grips of your hands To the beam, Which only aims to make you wobble and fall off To the vault, Running full speed to it only to make you miss the vault To the floor, Wherein you try to flip and twist only to be defeated by Newton's law of gravity With the stupid scoring system Pointing out every flaw With a deduction Just cause your bra strap is showing jeez! And how we are trained to achieve the unachievable — How every move is supposed to be precise Every muscle squeezed and tight — Perfection And the fact that You'll never actually be the best There's always a harder skill After you've achieved what you may think Is your "hardest" It pushes you To your breaking point Forcing you to be This perfect formed strong gymnast Which pays so much costs Literally blood, sweat and tears It tells you that Every ******* time you fall You just gotta get back up And try again That no matter how much sore you are You gotta **** it up And do it again And again and again and again Until you finally get it But there are these magical moments those little moments of pure happiness When you get a skill you've been working on When coach praises you for your improvement When you get over your fear And when you stand on top of that platform Knowing you gave it your all These moments Are what keep us going These moments Are what we come back for Time after time after leaving the gym saying "I hate training!" There's just something about These moments so special That keeps us wanting more And I will never ever Stop loving gymnastics No matter how many times it hurts me
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When I first met Skully, I was an ingenue in a silly fragile plastic body-- a nursery flat, a starter bed, not yet Anne Of Queer Gables magnificently not giving a **** Back then, I believed that Skully was stuffed like a bell pepper, jammed to bursting with thoughts, dreams and wisdom on every subject; I didn't know, as we lay together under the ceiling fan, that he was as vacant and distant as outer space. He PEZed me kisses, bought me roomsful of useless junk, and twisted me silly like a bonsai tree. I let him. Daydream starlets and archery targets both have curves, and sit still for the incoming-- I spent a decade with Skully that way, as if I'd done it with a porcupine and was proud of the damage. Now, he sits like an unfortunate date brought to dinner-- big-eyed as a girl, smiling too much, and adding nothing to the conversation. Still, I can't bear to throw him out, and so the dogs lug him around like a trophy, scoring and striping him with their joyful teeth marks and losing his mandible under the fold-out sofa. My girlfriends tolerate him. After all, he's dead, and won't start any stupid crap about threesomes. The next door kids ask for him sometimes, and they bowl him at empty pop bottles in the driveway. I confess, though, that late at night, when it's stormy, and I'm alone, I pause before bouncing him down the basement stairs, and I say, "Thank you, Skully, for keeping me from having to be alone in the years before I bloomed into my need for heart, flesh, soul, and not just solid bone." Then I lay one on his grinning kisser and even add a little tongue just to tease him for the lack that made me leave him like a southbound bird
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Sep 28, 2025
Sep 28, 2025 at 12:07 PM UTC
Skully
When I first met Skully, I was an ingenue in a silly fragile plastic body-- a nursery flat, a starter bed, not yet Anne Of Queer Gables magnificently not giving a **** Back then, I believed that Skully was stuffed like a bell pepper, jammed to bursting with thoughts, dreams and wisdom on every subject; I didn't know, as we lay together under the ceiling fan, that he was as vacant and distant as outer space. He PEZed me kisses, bought me roomsful of useless junk, and twisted me silly like a bonsai tree. I let him. Daydream starlets and archery targets both have curves, and sit still for the incoming-- I spent a decade with Skully that way, as if I'd done it with a porcupine and was proud of the damage. Now, he sits like an unfortunate date brought to dinner-- big-eyed as a girl, smiling too much, and adding nothing to the conversation. Still, I can't bear to throw him out, and so the dogs lug him around like a trophy, scoring and striping him with their joyful teeth marks and losing his mandible under the fold-out sofa. My girlfriends tolerate him. After all, he's dead, and won't start any stupid crap about threesomes. The next door kids ask for him sometimes, and they bowl him at empty pop bottles in the driveway. I confess, though, that late at night, when it's stormy, and I'm alone, I pause before bouncing him down the basement stairs, and I say, "Thank you, Skully, for keeping me from having to be alone in the years before I bloomed into my need for heart, flesh, soul, and not just solid bone." Then I lay one on his grinning kisser and even add a little tongue just to tease him for the lack that made me leave him like a southbound bird
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Mondays are like when the cops come to shutdown a party that is approaching the highest point of the night Mondays are like when you found out your prospective prom date is interested in going with you Mondays are like when you find out your other half is splitting themselves into more than two pieces Mondays are like when you find your savior for the first time Mondays are like when you fail a test you spent all weekend studying for Mondays are like when the leaves change color on trees in autumn Mondays are like when it rains on a day you planned a picnic date that you could not reschedule Mondays are like when you find your purpose for breathing daily and using that as motivation to constantly progress Mondays are like getting a broken ankle after scoring the game winning touchdown Mondays are like when you find a pond of fresh water after traveling by foot through a desert Mondays are like talking to your celebrity crush with spinach stuck on your tooth Mondays are like buying your favorite pair of sneakers Mondays are like waking up early for a class that was cancelled Mondays are like when the flowers bloom in the spring Mondays are such a buzz **** Mondays are like a fresh start
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Nov 4, 2012
Nov 4, 2012 at 10:09 PM UTC
Mondays Two Ways
ЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖ *Mystical Goddess of Night times Queen of the caliphets Daughters of the Caribean blue As days did mark quarters As lilies did spark waters As rain lit the hydrosphere And green fit the atmosphere As oceans falls beckoned on MĔ* And open floors endowed the ŚĔÁŚ *And the moon thrilled a beguiling dark And the beam filled a bewildering black I call on the gods beneath the seas Heed me to a wavering ŦÁĹĹ* *Mystical daughters of the hereafter I become the waters that flow endless I become the rain that melts the patch I become the tussles of a million ŴÁŤĔŔ* *I swivel and swim through an unseen world And when darkness falls, I stand I watch From a scoring cosmos above I render the sea blue Glowing from an encapsulated moon Tearing all obstacles I am Luna Queen of the Moon I bewitch the night with my mesmerizing glow And when time flips away,* Ĩ ßĔČoMĔ ŤĤĔ ŚĔÁ * * ЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖЖ * ĔVŃÁ-ĹÚŃÁ ĎĔČ 11 2016© *ÁĹĹ ŔĨĞĤŤŚ ŔĔŚĔŔVĔĎ
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Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 8:18 AM UTC
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A Stirring biomass, a grim river Garrotted by mud and each rusted carcass Dumped over the slow years - 'And we saw the metal of a woman, A frothy corruption, naked and open, we prised her from the mire, and saw the city through the eyes of the sewer,' The Lady from sludge, your toady skin broke as you flopped, nymph-like on board Caved-in by the tumbling sky, And air like leather. Dry in the throat. The sweating walls spun his head, And the cogs whirred to fast To bite back. Space and time-blind, He turns to the sepia city. Like new life, ready for the fall of man. Through the river of time elapsed, Churning up memory. And there's the glitz, the cracking lips. that bet on goodness. 'I remember being a girl - and my mother - smiling but never sad - I waited for her every morning'. The forgotten root scratches out life Underneath vast and forgotten hangers. The lungs of the city shed their skin To keep pace with the smog. See what we all don't know. And live where we all can't see. He led her to a room with broken windows and one swinging bulb, She wasn't scared. Dank Amazon. the roots are wires, sprawling for grip for the sulking trees In the great ape eco-system 'I'm a cruel joke, don't you see?' As her eyes slowly rolled. 'I'm sorry' As her fists unclenched 'Im Sorry' As her knees went limp 'I'm Sorry' Belted by un-silent night And below gridlocks of light An I.C.1 male is being chased By screaming vans, run rabbit Down the hole and off you go. And the hiss of 'one eight seven, one eight seven' from the radio, is scoring his run - as the pools on the floor, neon-flashed burst open in a booted shatter. 'And the time went by, And I looked at your form And I looked at your cuts And you are the river And one of its secrets, un-watered'.
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Jan 21, 2013
Jan 21, 2013 at 9:18 AM UTC
Dusk on the River
A Stirring biomass, a grim river Garrotted by mud and each rusted carcass Dumped over the slow years - 'And we saw the metal of a woman, A frothy corruption, naked and open, we prised her from the mire, and saw the city through the eyes of the sewer,' The Lady from sludge, your toady skin broke as you flopped, nymph-like on board Caved-in by the tumbling sky, And air like leather. Dry in the throat. The sweating walls spun his head, And the cogs whirred to fast To bite back. Space and time-blind, He turns to the sepia city. Like new life, ready for the fall of man. Through the river of time elapsed, Churning up memory. And there's the glitz, the cracking lips. that bet on goodness. 'I remember being a girl - and my mother - smiling but never sad - I waited for her every morning'. The forgotten root scratches out life Underneath vast and forgotten hangers. The lungs of the city shed their skin To keep pace with the smog. See what we all don't know. And live where we all can't see. He led her to a room with broken windows and one swinging bulb, She wasn't scared. Dank Amazon. the roots are wires, sprawling for grip for the sulking trees In the great ape eco-system 'I'm a cruel joke, don't you see?' As her eyes slowly rolled. 'I'm sorry' As her fists unclenched 'Im Sorry' As her knees went limp 'I'm Sorry' Belted by un-silent night And below gridlocks of light An I.C.1 male is being chased By screaming vans, run rabbit Down the hole and off you go. And the hiss of 'one eight seven, one eight seven' from the radio, is scoring his run - as the pools on the floor, neon-flashed burst open in a booted shatter. 'And the time went by, And I looked at your form And I looked at your cuts And you are the river And one of its secrets, un-watered'.
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Matches among other things that were not allowed never would be lying high in a cool blue box that opened in other hands and there they all were bodies clean and smooth blue heads white crowns white sandpaper on the sides of the box scoring fire after fire gone before I could hear the scratch and flare when they were over and catch the smell of the striking I knew what the match would feel like lighting when I was very young a fire engine came and parked in the shadow of the big poplar tree on Fourth Street one night keeping its engine running pumping oxygen to the old woman in the basement when she died the red lights went on burning
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