"sayi" poems
I feel happy
but all I want to do is cry
like I just saw the boogeyman
lurking in between my jackets
and grinning with his
sharpened teeth
With a child on a chain
the name on his collar is
scratched, unreadable
Who?
When I peer from my sheets
all that remains across the room
filled with summer’s breath
I lose my own
He’s gone
The child remains,
back to me,
shivering
but the boogeyman
He’s gone
Where?
Where?
What was I sayi –
Who?
Where?
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Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 6:23 PM UTC
I found you looking at me
and tought wow what a beautiful sight
You came up to me and said I found you.
I wondered why you said 'ifound you'
Then you told me years later
I found you looking at me
and said wow
You told me you found a bestfriend
someone to tell everything and share everything
You found a crazy Girl with microbraids and
a tatto that said I love Blue
You looked at me and said I do too
we started being friends and then besties
i told you everything and so did you
when i left you would txt me and sayi miss you,
I love you, when are you coming back,
Things been differnt for so long
I came back and you said I found you
You fund a Girl with long stright weave in her head with a white polo
and said Wow is that you
Thats me
your bestfriend you found 3years ago
Sep 27, 2011
Sep 27, 2011 at 9:30 PM UTC
I still see us together
That one awful night
Was the beginning of the end
The beginning of suffering
The beginning of the pain you inflicted
Can I look you in the eye
And still say I love you?
Could I be strong enough
To be able to face the pain?
I cannot sayI do not know
All I wonder was about our love
Was it worth the screaming?
The tears?
And the hurt?
If I had to
I would say "I love you"
But I cannot
Mar 1, 2010
Mar 1, 2010 at 5:36 PM UTC
Whenever I’m with you
all of my problems disappear
It’s like you take away the bad
so my eyes see more clear
Everytime your in my presence
I feel really relaxed
I don’t worry about anything
it’s like I no longer have a past
I’m beautiful in your eyes
you make me feel so blessed
you make me feel so ****
even when I look like a mess
I can be anything I want to be
when I’m wrapped up in your arms
I can make mistakes and you laugh with me
as if I never did anything wrong
I’m your angel
you sayI’m everything you need
if that’s how you really feel about me
then go ahead and marry me
You are the only man
that I see a future with
you love me when I’m really happy
you love me more when I am ******
I couldn’t ask for a better guy
your seriously outstanding
no one makes me feel this good
and the feelings I have are amazing
Whenever I’m alone
I don’t worry about what I am going through
whenever you see a smile on my face
it’s always because of you
Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 3:21 AM UTC