"sarrows" poems
Aye wassup man, how you been?
I know I haven't come and visit in a long time
I guess I've been caught up in this crazy world of mine
Might as well share a piece of mind
Mom and dad are doing just fine
JJ finally staying outta trouble and no longer in the acts of crime
While jannette pregnant &
Lil ray ray about soon turn nine
**** I ain't fine
I gotta lotta stress that leaks outta my cracked skull
My vivid imagination starting to become slighty dull
I can't hold on to this life, it's hard for me to handle the horns of the bull
Seems since you've left tragedy took your place
Mixed emotions with every woman
Smiles replaced by a dying face
Lost in translation, can't seem to put my words in the right place
Cussing out of anger and applyin pressure to prey, just to see how much pressure they could take!
I'm a monster, I'm pretending to heal the burns of my devilish flames
I'm done with the idea of change
I promise ya *** I'd always stay the same!
It's not you who I blame!
I just am a savage lion who stuck in a cage
Placed in an internal rage!
I just want you to come home
The needles took my bestfriend
While temptation wouldn't leave him alone!
6 years and now I'm grown..still questions linger in my mind "could I have stopped him!?" Living in a world full of the unknown
Taking a risk by writing this and finally speaking my honest truth
Thinking of the sight of you letting the gun shot barrel loose
Close my eyes, put the headphones on and put my sarrows in a world sound of rhythmic mute.
I told you imma write my story and make us a star
I'll allow the world to know you, read my pain...lift the book from my heart and see my open scars.
Prayers as I look up to the stars.
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 1:05 AM UTC
I feel you in
Every drop of sweat
Dripping from my body
this salty
this moist love
my only remedy
every time we touch
I rejuvenate
I'm a newborn baby
fresh
raw
and ready
for new woes
new sarrows
for mind slavery
again and fain
my death
shall be by your hands
**** me softly
with your lust
your passion, your desire
until I leave you out
out of my memory
Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 4:53 PM UTC
As I sit here in the rain
And think of the things I can't explain
Of the things to come
Of the pain undone
I think of way more than one
But also will it come
When I am done
Will I only feel some
And leave the rest at the end of my run
The pain spared as I drift toward the sun
Will I lose them
Or will they lose me
I thought it to the stem
But still I have to wait and see
I don't know when my time is
Or when when theirs is
But deep down I'm hoping
That them both I'll miss
It will be sarrows innocence kiss
Hearts will be broken
And I fear to feel that open
The only reminder left
Memories token.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 12:01 PM UTC
Have ever thought about How to paint the love ??
In my worst mature
When i forced to love you
My fears, my pains and sarrows
Flapped their wings .... behind the hills..
But now...you...marry
As i carry my myseries alone
Its all make me into the journey
Long lasting, never returned.............like painting into hearts that cannot clear and make real.
Jan 3, 2019
Jan 3, 2019 at 2:14 AM UTC
Im ganna be great
Watch out im your biggest threat
Listen up, Listen up
This is my true fate
Full Throttle
As i drop my whiskey bottle
I feel my soul
No i wont pay your toll
Im only here to grow
Keep it to yourself because i wont feel low
Yeah you know
Im really about to let go!
I dont want to habe your pitty
Because if you cared this would never happen
Boast about yourself, your ugly not pretty
Inside your heart your the only one laughin
If only you knew, If only you knew
Its better to be in the light
Because in darkness you yourself will sue
Dont look with your eyes the heart has true sight
If only it was true
You wouldnt have to fight
Lifes to short
To simply forget and abort
Im ganna be great
Watch out im your biggest threat
Listen up, Listen up
This is my true fate
Full Throttle
As i drop my whiskey bottle
I feel my soul
No i wont pay your toll
Im only here to grow
Keep it to yourself because i wont feel low
Yeah you know
Im really about to let go!
Life is dark
But you can choose paradise quick as a spark
Life is more than a simple ark
Dogs have less bite than any bark
Yeah if you know
Bring it all out
Full Throttle
No more sadness
You can only be living inside happiness
Full Throttle
Out no more to grovel
Get on my level
You need to drop the sarrows under the shovel!
Just Full Throttle
Only you can!
Just Full Throttle
Make a worth of your own end!
You are your only hope
Your only fate
Dont become bait!
Jan 31, 2022
Jan 31, 2022 at 6:10 PM UTC